Ch 11.

Bella's POV

Flashback ∼ Bella: Ten Edward: Eleven

Me and Edward was sitting outside and enjoying the sun.

" Edward, i dare you to kiss me!" i said. He freeze'd and looked at me. " Ehum.. okey " When his lips was just centimetres from mine i ran away and laughed. "Thats not Fare! " He said and ran after me.

End off flashback ∼

After a few days Edward had to levee again, But only for two months. People have been all crazy over the christmas show and i told them that it was in the number.

Some weeks went by and Edward was gong to be home in two weeks. I went to work and the day went by and when i came home i saw one off his letters. i ripped it open.

Bella, Im so sorry for what i'm going to say and i hope you understand.

All the guys are going to extend fore another year, and me to. It was i really hard decision, because i miss you so much it hurts. And i hope we can still keep writhing.

Love, Edward

I started to cry and i trow the letter away, he didd't care for me. I cant take another year off this. And i was going to tell him that. Im going to be strong. Or pretend to be, for him.

Edward, i understand you're decision. But i cant take another year off this... Im sorry.

I gotta move on, Bye

Bella

I broke down, but i got better and a cupel off weeks i met Damon. And i wrote a new letter and put on the same envelope

Edward i have met someone new, Im sorry. He will never take you're place. But he is trying.

Bella.

Edward's POV

I was lying in my bed and thinking about Bella.

" GUYS MAIL " Black said, " Cullen" he trow the envelope at me.

I opened it and found two letters inside. I opened the first.

Edward, i understand you're decision. But i cant take another year off this... Im sorry.

I gotta move on, Bye

Bella

She was giving up. I opened the next one,

Edward i have met someone new, Im sorry. He will never take you're place. But he is trying.

Bella.

I took the box under my bed with all her letters in and went out off the tent. and trowed them all in to the fire. It was 78 letters total, and now i had lost her. I broke down completely and it was just to move on. But how cud i ? I loved this woman, i sat there and the memories came.

Flashback ∼

" EDWARD, HOW CUD YOU SAY THAT! " she screamed at me. we had gotten in a stupid argument over something i had said. " Came down Bella!" but she was already on her way out off the door. It was poring down rain, " BELLA! " i yelled and ran after her.

She stopped and the rain kept coming. " I don't know what i have done? Tell me, did i do something wrong? " She turned around and mumbled something " I HATE YOU" he screamed at me, but i know she didn't.

So with one quick move i attacked her and pressed my lips on hers. And with that, i was forgiven.

End off flashback ∼

" Dude why are you so upset? " Emmet said. He was watching me.

" Its Bella, she broke up with me. She met someone else." i said looking down on the ground.

" Thats sucks man, are you okey?" he said.

" Yes i'm okey" But on the inside i was falling apart.

Bella's POV

Six months later

Damon was the perfect man. But not for me, i miss Edward every day. My new very small album was out, and it was time fore some touring. It only had five songs on it, and tonight it started. I was in Seattle it was live show so people all around the world cud watch.

Damon hat sent me flowers, because he cu dent be hear. I was wearing a light blue short strapless dress. I know i Edward cud, and if he still loved me or cared about me. He was going to watch me. I got the microphone and was going to go an stage in 3,2,1. And i went out, and the music started. ( Katy Perry- Thinking of you)

Comparisons are easily done

Once you've had a taste of perfection

Like an apple hanging from a tree

I picked the ripest one

I still got the seed

You said move on

Where do I go

I guess second best

Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer

In the middle of winter

Like a hard candy

With a surprise center

How do I get better

Once I've had the best

You said there's

Tons of fish in the water

So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips

I taste your mouth

He pulled me in

I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into...

You're the best

And yes I do regret

How I could let myself

Let you go

Now the lesson's learned

I touched it I was burned

Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Oh won't you walk through

And bust in the door

And take me away

Oh no more mistakes

Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

The show went on, and i was doing the final song.

"Well, this song. Is a very personal song. I hope you like it" I said and smiled. I looked over at Alice and Jasper that was standing backstage. I closed my eyes. And the music started,

( Taylor Swift- The way i loved you)

He is sensible and so incredible

And all my single friends are jealous

He says everything I need to hear and it's like

I couldn't ask for anything better

He opens up my door and I get into his car

And he says you look beautiful tonight

And I feel perfectly fine

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain

And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name

You're so in love that you act insane

And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and coming undone

It's a roller coaster kinda rush

And I never knew I could feel that much

And that's the way I loved you

This song is how much i love Edward, he is every song. He understands my lyrics. He knows the song is for him.

He respects my space

And never makes me wait

And he calls exactly when he says he will

He's close to my mother

Talks business with my father

He's charming and endearing

And I'm comfortable

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain

And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name

You're so in love that you act insane

And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and coming undone

It's a roller coaster kinda rush

And I never knew I could feel that much

And that's the way I loved you

He can't see the smile I'm faking

And my heart's not breaking

Cause I'm not feeling anything at all

And you were wild and crazy

Just so frustrating intoxicating

Complicated, got away by some mistake and now

I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain

It's 2am and I'm cursing your name

I'm so in love that I acted insane

And that's the way I loved you

Breaking down and coming undone

It's a roller coaster kinda rush

And I never knew I could feel that much

And that's the way I loved you oh, oh

And that's the way I loved you oh, oh

Never knew I could feel that much

And that's the way I loved you

Everyone in the audience clapped and was saying " One more time" i smiled.

" You want one more song?" i said, and they screamed. " Okey, one more song, this song is not on the album. Its a old song that didn't make it on the album "Come home soon" but i hope you will like it " i said and drank some water. The band started playing and i began so sing,( Celine Dion- The Power Of Love)

The whispers in the morning

Of lovers sleeping tight

Are rolling by like thunder now

As I look in your eyes

I hold on to your body

And feel each move you make

Your voice is warm and tender

A love that I could not forsake

(chorus)

'Cause I'm your lady

And you are my man

Whenever you reach for me

I'll do all that I can

Lighters was up in the air and arms waiving.

Thust is how I'm feeling

Lying in your arms

when the world sends to much to take

That all ends when I am with you

Even though there may be times

It seems I'm farther away

Never wonder where I am

'Cause I am always by your side

(2nd chorus)

'Cause I am your lady

And you are my man

Whenever you reach for me

I'll do all that I can

We're heading for something

Somewhere I've never been

Sometimes I am frightened

But I'm ready to learn

Of the power of love

The sound of your heart beating

Made it clear suddenly

the feeling that I can't go on

Is a light years away

(2nd chorus)

'Cause I am your lady

And you are my man

Whenever you reach for me

I'll do all that I can

We're heading for something

Somewhere I've never been

Sometimes I am frightened

But I'm ready to learn

Of the power of love

the power of love

ooh ooh oooh

sometimes i am frightened by im ready to learnt

the power of love

"Thank you ! " I said and walked off the stage. When i came to Alice and Jasper they just stood there. No one had hers me sing that song. " What? " i asked. " Bella, omg, that was AMAZING! Can you sing that at the wedding? " Alice said and jumped up and down. "Thats going to be a really big hit" Jasper said. I smiled " Thank you guys. i would love to sing at you're guys wedding" i said and hugged them.

Edward POV

I was watching Bella on the tv. And the songs, it was all about me. I was already home because i got shoot on the shoulder and after that they told me to go me home. My shoulder was not going to be like it was before and that i had served my country well. In a cupel of weeks Jasper, one off my best friends was getting married. To Alice, Bella's best friend.

A/N: Well what do you think? Do you have any songs i cane use?

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