Don't Forget Me Ch. 10
Song: Don't Wanna Be Torn Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus
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"Maybe
it's the things I say,
Maybe
I should think before I speak.
But
I thought that I knew enough,
to
know myself and do what's right for me.
And
these walls I'm building now
you
used to bring the down
the
tears I'm crying out,
you
used to wipe away
I
thought you said it was easy,
Listening
to you heart,
I
thought you said I'd be okay,
so
why I'm breaking apart,
don't
wanna be torn
Don't wanna be torn
Don't wanna be torn
Don't wanna be torn."
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Mitchie's POV
Nate still hasn't spoken. Its been 2 weeks already!
"Hey Nate, can I talk
to you in private." I asked
He didn't say anything so I
dragged him over by the bathrooms.
"Nate come on SPEAK!" I screamed
He said nothing. "Fine be that way." I said and slapped him.
"OW!" he said. I laughed.
"Nate seriously you need to stop this." I said.
"Why!? nobody loves me."
"Nate you honestly can't believe that can you?"
"Yes Mitchie I can!" He said.
Without thinking I kissed him.
I pulled away "Oh! Nate-I-umm-I'm-"
He smiled and kissed me back. I don't know why but I liked it. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around my waist. Suddenly we heard clapping. We pulled away and the whole cast was there. The only people who weren't clapping were Miley, Tess, Shane, Hannah, Emma, and Camille.
"WHOO! GO MITCHIE!" Caitlyn, and Lola screamed
"ALRIGHT NATE!" Barron, Sander, and Jason screamed
I blushed and Nate laughed. I glanced at Miley and she rolled her eyes and walked away. So did the little group who weren't clapping.
Miley's POV
I rolled my eyes and walked away when Mitchie was watching but when I was out of view I started running away. I bumped into Tom.
"Hey baby." He said
"I TOLD YOU IM NOT YOUR BABY!" I screamed.
"Then why did you tell Nate that." He said smirking.
I had tears, "BECAUSE! MEGHAN SAID IF I DIDN'T SHE WOULD NEVE BE MY FRIEND AGAIN!"
"Why do you care what she says?" He asked.
"Because! I JUST DO!" I said. And I started to walk away.
How could Mitchie do that to me.
Another Reason to hate her! I already made a list.
REASONS TO HATE MITCHIE:
Because she judged Meghan and Hannah
Because she hates me for spending time with Meghan and Hannah.
Going out with Nate.
I went home and I went to my room and started crying.
When I stopped I looked into the mirror. My eyes were all puffy and red and so was my face. My hair was a huge mess. I just couldn't take it.
Every time I was upset I would sing. So I took my guitar and started singing.
I
can honestly say you've been on my mind
Since
I woke up today, up today
I
look at your photograph all the time
These
memories come back to life
And
I don't mindI
remember when we kissed
I
still feel it on my lips
The
time that you danced with me
With
no music playingBut
I remember those simple things
I
remember 'til I cry
But
the one thing I wish I'd forget
The
memory I wanna forget
Is
goodbyeI
woke up this morning and played our song
And
throwing my tears, I sang along
I
picked up the phone and then put it down
'Cause
I know I'm wasting my time
And
I don't mindI
remember when we kissed
I
still feel it on my lips
The
time that you danced with me
With
no music playingBut
I remember the simple things
I
remember 'til I cry
But
the one thing I wish I'd forget
The
memory I wanna forgetSuddenly
my cell phone's blowing up
With
your ring tone
I
hesitate but answer it anyway
You
sound so alone
And
I'm surprised to hear you sayYou
remember when we kissed
You
still feel it on your lips
The
time that you danced with me
With
no music playingYou
remember the simple things
We
talked 'til we cried
You
said that your biggest regret
The
one thing you wish I'd forget
Is
saying goodbye, saying goodbye
Ooh,
goodbye
Then I put the guitar down and started crying. I couldn't believe this.
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"Don't
make me choose between
What
I want and what you think I need
'Cause
I'll always be your little girl
But
even little girls have got to dream
Now
it all feels like a fight
You
were always on my side
And
the lonely I feel now
You
used to make it go away
I
thought you said it was easy
Listening
to your heart
I
thought you said I'd be okay
So
why am I breaking apart
don't
wanna be torn."
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The next morning I wore all black.
Black Converse, Black Skinny Jeans, Black T-Shirt, and Black hoodie.
But I wore good make up.
Meghan looked disgusted by my clothes.
"Miley what on earth are you wearing!"
"Clothes."
"Well it looks like a Goth person threw up all over you!"
"I don't freaking care." I said and was about to walk away.
"If you walk away
from me your not our friends anymore." She said all stern
"Your
right." She seemed pleased with my response. Until…
"Im NOT your friend anymore." And I walked away
She huffed. And went the opposite direction.
Practice was worst.
"ACTION!" Tina said
"Tess. You need to get a life and stop-"
"CUT!" Tina called "Miley were is the EMOTION!
I rolled my eyes then fake smiled.
"OK! I'll give more emotion!" I said
"Perfect. And ACTION!" She called
"TESS! YOU NEED TO GET A LIFE AND STOP ACTING LIKE A MEAN GIRL WITH NO LIFE!" I said with Broadway anger.
Tina shook her head.
"CUT! 5 Minute break people."
And LUNCH! Oh my gosh lunch was horrible.
"Hey Miley! I heard about you and Meghan and-" Mitchie said to me
"I don't need stupid Charity Orphan." I snapped.
She just walked away. I saw her and Nate talking. I sat down at an empty table.
Nate looked pissed and him and Mitchie came to me.
"Listen little SLUT." Nate said again but I cut him off
"No YOU Listen Nathanial!" I screamed. Everyone starred.
"I DON'T NEED YOUR CRAP NATE OK! NEITHER YOU MITCHIE. SO IF YOU WOULD JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, THAT WOULD BE GREAT!"
My hood was over my head.
"Whatever you Emo lesbian." Nate said and left.
Mitchie laughed and then everybody started laughing at me.
Emo huh? If he wants me to be Emo than I will be.
So I got home and went to my room. When I went upstairs in the hallway Mitchie glared at me and muttered "Emo."
Then I muttered "Slutty Orphan."
She kept quiet and went to her room.
Finally I thought
I went in my bathroom and there sitting a blade. Should I do it?? Yeah I should. I picked up the blade.
Then I remember people calling me Emo. But I wasn't. So I put it down.
I went in the hallway and put my ear on the door.
"She called me a slutty orphan! THE EMO!"
Then she giggled. "Good one Cait."
I couldn't take it. I screamed "FINE MITCHIE GOSSIP ABOUT ME I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!"
I ran to my room and locked my door. I found a razor. I couldn't take it anymore I cut my legs, my arms. But I think from the loss of blood I fainted.
Because everything went all black.
Mitchie's POV
I was on the phone with Caitlin after Miley called me a Slutty Orphan! UGH I hate her right now.
"She called me a slutty orphan! The EMO!" I told her
"She is a freaking low life cutter who is probably gonna find some Emo boyfriend and cheat on him with his best friend."
I giggled "Good one Cait."
I heard Miley screech in anger "FINE MITCHIE GOSSIP ABOUT ME! I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!" Caitlin heard too.
"Oh the emo blew her top!"
I laughed again.
After I got off the phone with Cairlin I heard Miley scream and a loud thud.
I ran to her room and saw Miley with a razor in her hand and a bunch of blood surrounding her.
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"Why
is this all so confusing
Complicated
and consuming
Why
does all this make me angry
I
wanna go back to being happy
These
tears I'm crying now
you
used to wipe away
I
thought you said it was easy
Listening
to your heart
I
thought you said I'd be okay
So
why am I breaking apart
don't
wanna be torn, don't wanna be torn
don't wanna be torn, don't wanna be torn
don't wanna be torn, don't wanna be torn
don't wanna be torn, don't wanna be torn."
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OH MY GOODNESS I am crying again.
Haha I am so lame!
Well What did u
think of this chapter?
Happy? NO WAY
Emotional? HELL YA!
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