Fair warning people, things get a lil heated in this chapter. I loved writing this chapter! Tell me what you think?

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Rage

I slowly regained consciousness to open my eyes to him. As much as I needed him here, I did not want him here. He had betrayed me, he had wished me out of his life nearly killing me in the process.
"Get out"I croak out.
He cocked his head up and put both his strong large hands around mine.
" Are you deaf? I said GET OUT!" I shouted loudly.
"Meu amor, minha alma. My heart, my soul. Leah, I love you." He possessively said as he held my hands tighter.
" You love me so much you nearly killed me. Am I so awful you have to have me out of your life?" I asked tears already rolling down my eyes.
"No,no,no,no" he chanted.
" YOU'RE A MONSTER. BLOOD SUCKING DEMON, MURDERER, EVIL! YOU ARE NO BETTER THAN JOHAM!" I yelled, screamed, shouted and cried. As the last words escaped my mouth I saw his face drop and his hands let go of me straight away. By that time Jacob, Seth and Rosalie were dragging him out the room.

I laid in silence as the tears rolled involuntarily down my cheeks from heartbreak. My chest and head were throbbing and I called out in agony. I turned and buried my face in the pillow hoping to rid of the pain.
A few minutes later Cataleya entered the room and stood next to the bed I laid on,
" I can feel you pain. I hear you in my head." She placed her dainty hands on my chest and i felt a wave of what i can only describe as the strongest feeling of love shift through me. She smiled and said, "my gift, i show you how he feel for you. He love you true. You love him true. Magic connection is real." Then she left as quickly as she had entered. I instantly felt guilty, what I had said about his father was a low blow, I didn't mean any of it. I wish I could take it all back.

The rest if the week he ignored me, he kept the same rage filled, stern face on all the time. I have never felt more invisible than I did that week, he never looked at me once . I was angry with him and he was angry with me, I can't even do imprinting right that's how messed up I am.

A week since we had last exchanged words, Nahuel, came banging on my door when everyone else was out hunting. He banged and banged loudly and angrily. Annoyed I stomped over to the door and began yelling "WHAT THE FU-" I was cut off when he shoved past me and stood by the window looking out.

He turned around and faced me, I was shocked to see his eyes were now the same bright emerald as Cataleya's. However, the burgundy streak that were in hers were replaced by a striking brown.

" Your eyes?" I asked sounding slightly possessed. He had done it again, his beauty caused all sence and brain functions to stop working.

" Since I changed my diet, my eyes change too." His voice deep and filled with his somewhat Portuguese accent.

He paced up and down for a few minutes.

"Why did you stop drinking...humans?" I asked disgusted. He looked continued to stare in my eyes a few moments longer then turned to the window again.

"I did not want you to think I'm a monster, I-" he began, anger still in his voice.

"YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO DO IT FOR ME" I shouted in frustration.

"YOU did not let me finish." He turned around and took a long step forward.

"I do not want to be a monster. It's all I have ever known, I envy humans; your pack brothers. I hate myself for so long but since meeting you, I have motivation needed to give it up." He said sincerely.

"Why are you here Nahuel?" I asked very coldly. He took another step closer to me, one more step and he would be right in front of me.

"I am here for you", I saw his face finally change from the stern look he had on all week to a hopeful smile.

"I don't want you here. From what I recall you didn't want me in your life anymore." I spat out coldly again. His smile faded back into furious frown.

"So damned stubborn. I thought I save you from me but I was wrong. You save me from myself." He growled in frustration. He took a final step forward so he was towering above me, I could see his jaw clenching and his hands shaking. I took a step back from him, " YOU'RE A LIAR! HOW MANY TIMES MUST I TELL YOU? I. Don't. Want. YOU. Here." I yelled shuffling further back until my back was right up against the wall. With every step I took he had followed, I was squished between him and the wall. It took everything I had not to give up my facade, his scent turning my thoughts into mush, his heavy rapid heart beat music to my ears. He pinned me down on the wall with both his arms placed on the wall either side of me. We stared into each others eyes, his fiery emerald jewels sparkling with anger, love and frustration. His lips slightly twitching as he breathed heavily, his beauty could compare to none.

" Why won't you let me love you, meu amor?" He whispered, I quickly whipped my head to the side to avoid his eye contact.

"Because you won't love me" I sobbed.

Before I had registered what happened he crushed his lips to mine, his kiss forceful, powerful and desperate. I jolted back a little in shock but instantly kissed him back, our mouths moving in sync. Our first kiss filled with passion, fury and love all mixed into this one kiss. His giant now throbbing cool hands slowly slid down my back to my waist, then another cool hand holding my neck. There were a series of small kisses exchanged; His lips soft, full, igniting. Sparks were flying everywhere, this was more than a kiss this was magic. His lips worked well against mine, I felt a sizzling hot wet tongue trace down my neck and back again to my lips. His solid grip on my waist got tighter then his hands moved lower and he squeezed my bottom softly, sending warm vibrating impulses across my body. I let out a small call of pleasure, driving Nahuel crazy; he growled sending vibration through my lips. I grabbed his collar hungrily and pulled his body as close to mine as possible. our bodies moulded into one, we were meant for each other. I couldn't stop, not even a break to breathe; I was in a fantasy, enchanted by each movement of Nahuel's lips. I had lost all control. Why wasn't I pulling away? It would never last Leah, who could love you? With that thought I pulled away and finally opened my eyes as did he. Suddenly, a vision, a flash, I saw my whole future with Nahuel; us , running together, laughing together and just being together. I saw two beautiful little dark haired girls, the image of me but with his eyes, I saw us and our family. I was so taken as was he, all I could see was Nahuel, all I wanted was Nahuel, nothing else mattered anymore and everything was a blur apart from him. The vision got further and further away, the struggle to keep hold of it; then it faded away. I examined his face and he looked at me like a blind man looking at the sun for the first time, filled with love and wonder. I took a few seconds to think of what had just happened, I remember the children I saw and wanted it so badly but I knew it could never happen. I couldn't have children, I couldn't be anything like what I saw. I started hitting him and shoving him in anger. I screamed and screamed, I could never give him any of those things.

"WHY DID YOU DO THAT! I, I -" and I gave up. I cried and he just held me while I sobbed, his arms around my back while the tears fell onto his shirt. I give up, I can no longer resist him.


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