I'm not dead! I decided to update after i got an...interesting review. a kick to the head? okay. anyway i know i am real late so feel free to come to my house and take away all my cookies. i shall allow it...this once (-_-)/*****
Disclaimer: Me Do Nt Own Teen Titans
I stopped thinking for about two seconds (yes, I was thinking before) and ran down the hall to the infirmary. I don't know what I was expecting. Raven to be sitting up in bed, waiting for me. Smiling, even. I don't know. I stopped short, remembering what I had said before she started to heal herself. "And I'm….I'm a complete mess without you Rae. You don't really understand how much we care about you! How much I care about you. So you, you need to get better. Please."
I had basically poured my heart out to her, many people hearing that would probably say I loved her. The thing is, so many things have changed between us over these past few weeks. And…..I might be starting to feel something for Raven. Maybe more than just friendship. I snapped out of it realizing that I was just standing in the middle of the hallway. I started walking toward the infirmary….again.
"Maybe she won't remember what I said. She probably won't even bring it up." I stood in the doorway of the infirmary. Raven was sitting up in bed, the covers in a straight, neat layer across her legs. She had a book in her hand and a cup of tea next to her. She had her nose in her book. She probably didn't even hear me come in.
"She's Alive!"
Raven jumped a little bit and looked up. She smirked a little when she saw me.
"Yes. She is alive. But she won't be for long if you scare her again."
"Says the one who scared me nearly to death. What happened Raven? You were completely fine, and then…..you weren't"
I looked at her. We…I needed to find out what was going on with Raven. Because one of these times we won't be able to save her. It came too close to that this time.
"Beast Boy, did you hear me?"
"Wait, what? Sorry, I kinda zoned out I guess."
"I said I don't exactly know what happened. I sat down to meditate and then things went…wrong. I felt that tightness in my chest again and I got so afraid. I tried to stand up but my legs were weak and I wound up falling on one of my tables. That would probably explain the shard of glass you pulled out of my stomach. Beast Boy, I may not know why this keeps happening, but I need to find out. I have a feeling that this will just get worse, and I don't want it to."
I looked at Raven, it was like she read my mind. She's afraid of what will happen to her. I need to help her. No matter what it takes.
"Raven, I'm going to help you. I need to help you. But you have to be open with me. You can't keep locking yourself in your room. It's getting to be too dangerous now. If anything else happens to you, I don't know what would happen to me."
"Beast Boy. Thank you. Look, I heard what you said the other night, when I was still really…hurt. I don't know what you meant by it, but it meant a lot. So, thank you."
I looked at her and in the next instant she got up (A little slowly) and she…hugged me. I was a little stunned at first, but then I hugged her right back. From then and there I knew that I had to do whatever it took to protect her. Whatever it takes.
There she is, there she goes. I can't finish the poem cause i'm bad at writing. My homework for the past week has been to write a memoir journal in the persona of one of the characters in 'Farewell to Manzanar'. All of my entries are really really depressing, that's me. the peppy eighth grade girl who writes depressing stuff, watches anime, reads manga and listens to japanese music...even though she's american :)
