Hey guys! I apologize for how long it took for this chapter to get out. But here it is... Finally. I guess I will just see you at the bottom. So without further ado..... Chapter 11 in Summer Solstice! Please Enjoy!
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I sat on my bed. Watching as Jacob stood in the door way. Fighting some internal battle of whether to enter my room or not.
"You know, you can come in Jake." I stated. Watching his eyes focus on me lying on my bed. He looked at me, it felt like the first time he had looked at me in ages. Really looked. I looked into his eyes and for the first time that day, saw some emotion. Hurt? Sadness? He quickly disguised his face back into the blank mask he had worn all day. He didn't say anything as he walked over to the bed. I could basically hear his feet drag, in hesitation, against the floor as he came over to me. He set him self lightly on the edge of the bed, his back to me. Why was he being like this?
"Do you want to tell me what has been up with you all day, or would you rather keep secrets and make me feel like crap?" I spit the words at him. I flopped back on the bed and stared at the cracks in the ceiling. The cracks resembled nothing in particular, they just helped draw my attention away from the building anger, uneasy, fear, and sadness in my stomach. I am not sure how long I was staring at the ceiling, focusing my energy, before Jake actually spoke. I felt him before I heard him. I felt the bed shift under me as Jake sprawled out on my bed. His head landing right next to mine, even though his feet were hanging off the bed.
"I am sorry Nessie." He said in almost a whisper. If I wasn't half vampire there would be no way I would have heard it. His left arm shifted so it was now tucked under me pulling me closer to him. I pulled away, I didn't want to be close to him right now. I was angry.
"Nessie, I truly am sorry for the way I behaved today. You deserve to never be treated that way. I am not sure what got into me." He said pulling me back to him. I didn't pull away this time. "I love you, so much Nessie. I could never forgive myself if something happened to you, or if I lost you." He said kissing the top of my head and smoothing me hair with his hand.
I rolled into his chest. Breathing in his amazing scent. I loved him too. So much more than what was actually healthy. I didn't need him to explain any further, I forgave him. I wanted nothing more than to be in his arms, kissing, and making love to him. While I thought these things Abram flashed through my mind. I quickly pushed him out and said. "I love you too Jake." I leaned my head up to look at him. He looked down at me, his eyes gleaming. I loved seeing his eyes like this. My Jake was back, the guy that had been here earlier today had vanished.
He bent his lips to meet mine. They were gentle, soft, and warm on mine. We had only had sex once, it had taken place in my closet. I had a sudden aching to make love with Jacob again. I needed him to love me, to show me he loved me. With the connection of our lips I showed him how he could prove his love to me. I felt his lips press harder on mine. Seeking to deepen the kiss. His tongue sweep along my lower lip seeking entrance into my mouth. I was happy to oblige. I let our tongues dance together before I started to tug on his shirt. He got my idea and swiftly pulled it over his head, only breaking our kiss to lift the shirt over his head. His large hands pulled away at my jacket and lifted my shirt over my head. As I felt his warm fingers dance across the skin of my bare stomach, I could feel my body heating from the inside out.
I ran my fingers through Jacob's tousled black hair as he rolled on top me. I pulled his head closer to mine not wanting one inch of space between our heating bodies. I could feel his erection next to my thigh. I groaned at the feeling of it there.
"You looked so temptingly beautiful today." He said in a husky voice coated with lust. I giggled and smiled at him. I let my fingers glide down his sculpted chest till they reached the top of his jeans. Unbuttoning and unzipping releasing him from the confines of his jeans. I slid them down his long muscular legs. He mimicked my motions with my own jeans. He trailed kisses along my cheek, my neck, my collar bone, my breast, my stomach, and all the down my legs as he removed my jeans and underwear. He returned to his position on top of me, leaning in to kiss my lips. His hands entwined around my small body to my back. I felt so little and delicate in his arms. He unclasped my bra and slowly removed the straps letting his fingers linger over the skin on my arms. where his fingers brushed left a wake of tingling and heat.
I felt my body start to crave Jacob. The need for him growing more and more as he touched me. He removed my bra, throwing it off the bed. Now there was nothing between us. The bare skin of my chest brushing against his. My nipples hardened at the contact. A huge smile spread across Jacob's face. I loved that he could make me feel this way.
He positioned himself over me. He slid in easy, filling me. There was no pain like the last time, just desperate need. A small moan spilt from my lips as he entered. He started out slow just like the first time. Finding his rhythm. In... out. His thrusts were gentle and slow. Soon he quickened his pace, only satisfying me more.
"Faster.. Jake.... Faster." I moaned out between thrusts. He picked up the pace, causing my to moan even more. A slight grunt escaping from him.
"ahh, god Nessie. ahh." My hips bucked at the sound of my name on his lips. The sound of his pleasure turned me on even more. My hips bucked again meeting his increasing thrusts.
"Deeper.... harder.... Please Jake." I was barely able to get out, because of my growing elation. Again I felt him going deeper and faster. This was amazing. Better than the first time. My chest arched away from the mattress, throwing my head back in euphoria.
"Nessie, Your beautiful." Jake continued his thrusting, only causing me more pleasure than I had ever experienced.
"OH. MY. GOD. Jake." I screamed. I would have been embarrassed knowing everyone in the house could hear me screaming, but I couldn't have cared less. I was focused on me and Jake. Focused on the pleasure he was giving me. The muscles in my stomach started to tighten as I started to reach my release. I felt my body tighten around Jake as I began to shake with ecstasy. My toes curled under and my head threw back into the pillow as the waves of my orgasm ran through out my body.
With one more hard thrust Jake found his release too. He slowed easing up on the strength of his pumping, and came to a natural stop. Jake slumped over resting his head into the crook of my neck.
"I love you." He said his breath shallow and fast, mirroring mine exactly. Our chests raising and falling in perfect unison. I focused on slowing my breath while enjoying the last waves of my orgasm. Finally Jake's breath stabilized and he rolled off of me. He laid next to me pulling me into his chest. Wrapping his arms around my small frame. As Jake cradled me in his giant arms, I slowly began to slip into oblivion, letting my subconscious take over.
He stood there smiling at me again. It felt so wonderful and comforting. He reached his white hand out towards me, an offering for me to take. I nervously placed my hand into his. The touch sent a shiver up my spine. I wasn't expecting the cold especially when I was used to holding a hand that was over heated. He smiled again at me. Encouragement. I looked up at him, his topaz eyes so confident and reassuring. I couldn't help but feel optimistic. I smiled back at him. He pulled me into his chest. Wrapping his arms around me. It wasn't the same as Jacob's warm, large, flawless arms. But his arms around me didn't feel wrong. Just different. I just wasn't used to anyone else arms around me. My head rested on his sculpted marble chest. His scent, amazing. We fit together like to pieces of a puzzle coming together. His arms felt like they were carved to hold me. A tear silently rolled down my cheek. "Its alright. We are right for each other."
I woke in Jacob's warm arms. But all I could think about was Abram. As much as I loved Jacob, and I loved him more than anything on the earth, I would die for Jacob. I couldn't deny the feeling I had for Abram, a very strong feeling. Something ominous was happening I just couldn't place what it was yet. All of this was going to be interesting.
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Ok so I know I said this would be up by saturday or sunday, but an unexpected trip to see my 104 year old grandmother came up. So I was very busy flying, visiting, and homework. But there it was. I hope you all like it. I actually liked this one. I am finding the story(and writing) it to be more exciting, which hopefully will produce better chapters. I want to say Thank you to everyone who reviewed and put me on there favorite/alerts. I loved seeing all the people who like this story! It is totally inspiration. Ok so with that said, if all you guys who do have me on their alerts could leave a review it would be great! Love you all!
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