DISCLAIMER: I don't own the Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya (Although I wish I did XD) And all ownership goes to Nagaru Tanigawa and Kadokawa. But I do own Sugisaki :D Anyway, enjoy this next chapter! x3

Chapter 11

I stared at the sight that was before my eyes.

Itsuki was kissing Sugisaki.

But why did he say to me that he loved me then?

Doesn't he love me?

… Why did I say I loved him…?

As I stared at Itsuki seem to pull back from the kiss but Sugisaki place his hand on the back of his head and pull him closer, I gritted my teeth.

Why doesn't he resort violence or something?

I should be the only one who-

… What am I saying?

I don't love Itsuki; I… don't know anything about him! And he's a guy! What's wrong with me? Why did I go so weird earlier?

Haruhi on the other hand… she was a girl… She wasn't normal (Heck she was far from it) but she was beautiful... every guys dream… (Minus the whole alien, time-traveller, sliders and espers thing…) … I never should have been with Itsuki…

But why am I so angry right now?

I saw Itsuki pull away eventually, but it was too late "S-S-Sugisaki-san… what are you doing?" His eyes were wide with fear, but I didn't care.

"That's what I should be asking you."

I spat out the words harshly as I kept my head down.

I could hear Itsuki freak out "KYON! I-I-I NEVER MEANT TO-"

Sugisaki interrupted him "…go out with you… is what you should say… right? Koizumi-kun?" His voice was low.

"What…? N…no I went out with Kyon because I love him…"

I looked up at him "Really?" I could feel myself glaring "So why didn't you resist Sugisaki?"

I saw Itsuki open his mouth to try and explain but I cut him off. I knew that I was being unfair… but I was seriously angry.

"Why did you not stop him? Why are you always nice to me? Why did you say you loved me? Why did you …mess with my… feelings…?"

I gritted my teeth.

I said something I shouldn't have said.

"W-Whatever!" I turned on my heel "…I'm going home… you two have a nice time together."

I started walking.

Where the hell do you think you're going?

Shut up. The last thing I want is to be 'persuaded' by my conscious again.

Hah. You're running away aren't you?

Excuse me?

You can't take the fact that someone else is interested in Itsuki so you're giving up, saying you were never actually interested.

But I wasn't-

Yeah sure.

Do you really believe yourself? Don't you feel unbearably painful right now?

Huh? No I'm not-

I can tell you are. I'm your conscious.

Then why did you even ask?

Look, I feel bad because Itsuki messed with my feelings and then rejected them.

So… you DO like him then?

I… just want him to be happy.

Then what are you so scared of?

What do you mean-?

I was suddenly cut off by Itsuki running behind me; he grabbed my hand, which I shook off.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!" I shouted it a little bit louder than I expected. I spun around to glare at him but froze.

His eyes were filled with tears.

"Kyon, I… I never meant for this to happen… Sugisaki-san just suddenly…" He bowed his head down, tears falling down his face "I'm …so sorry!"

It felt like I'd just been stabbed in the heart.

I tried to ignore his tears… but man it was hard. "So you're trying to tell me that Sugisaki forced you to kiss you?"

Itsuki froze before he whispered something.

"I'm sorry, what did you say?" I was seriously trying to sound stern and harsh.

Itsuki suddenly, and uncharacteristically shouted, scaring me.

"He said he would hurt you if I didn't!" He then lowered his voice, along with his head "… but I never thought you would come out when I did it…"

Wait? So... he was trying to protect me?

And that also means that Sugisaki-

"Itsuki… why-"

I suddenly felt someone grab me around my neck as I saw Itsuki's eyes widen.

I heard a low voice whisper in my ear "So I've been caught out have I?"

I could feel the hair on the back of my neck stand on end.

Sugisaki continued speaking "Very well, yes it was true that I wanted you two to split up. That way we would be able to see Haruhi Suzumiya-san's true power. I decided that it would be… more humane to let you split up voluntarily…"

What the hell?

"But since that seems like it isn't going to happen… I may have to be more… forceful."

…I really didn't like the way he said that.

I felt Sugisaki take something out of his pocket and I stared down his arm to see…

A syringe.

I could feel a bead of sweat trickle down the side of my face as I felt my heart start pounding against my ribcage.

"Sugisaki… w-what are you-" I could feel my voice trembling. I mean, come on! I was scared! He's like some creepy person from a murder-mystery anime who has some weird illness! …what was it called… No that doesn't matter!

He interrupted my question with the answer "This syringe is filled with a fluid that will cause you to lose all of your memories…" He held it up to the light, the pale green liquid shined slightly inside it. "Oh, but don't worry. I'll make sure to remind you of your family and friends… I just won't remind you of your… relationship." He looked up at Itsuki as he spoke that.

I wanted to push myself away, but I was so scared I couldn't move.

So wait, I might lose all of my memories of being with Itsuki…?

"That's not… fair!" I gasped as my breath became more jagged with fear.

Sugisaki gave a horrible laugh "Life isn't fair Kyon-kun."

Itsuki finally spoke "Please Sugisaki! I'll part with Kyon willingly if you don't hurt him!"

Oh geez.

I rolled my eyes.

I heard Sugisaki snigger. "Is that a promise then?"

But just as Itsuki was about to reply I interrupted.

"Hell no!"

I felt Sugisaki flinch.

I had finally snapped.

"I want to be with Itsuki! Isn't that enough for you Sugisaki! I'll make up some excuse for Haruhi, so you don't have to do this! Especially after all that Itsuki has done for you, you ungrateful bastard! Why can't you accept the fact that I love him?"

"You love Koizumi-kun?"

I was about to reply when I realised that it wasn't Sugisaki speaking…

…it was a girl…

…with a very familiar voice…

…it couldn't be…?

I looked up.

Haruhi was standing there.

Asahina-san and Nagato were behind her to boot.

I could feel my face flush up, before I started to panic.

"H…Haruhi… w-what are you doing here…?"

Her eyes were dark. "I came here with Yuki and Mikuru-Chan because I heard you guys were also here… I wanted to surprise you…"

She lowered her head, with her bangs covering her eyes… was she… Crying?

"Haruhi I-" I was about to continue when suddenly I felt a piercing pain in my arm.

I let out a loud gasp, causing everyone to look straight at me.

Haruhi looked up and her eyes widened at the sight.

Asahina-san gasped as her eyes also widened and she clasped a hand over her mouth.

Itsuki shouted my name.

And Nagato moved. Nagato alone.

She flashed up in front of me and hit Sugisaki around the side of his neck… somehow knocking him out instantly.

She must have jumped at least 10 metres in less than a second.

But I didn't have any time to be impressed by Nagato's epic skills because I could feel a burning sensation crawling slowly up my arm.

I suddenly felt a horrible cramp in my chest and fell to the floor.

I gasped. It seriously felt like my chest was being ripped apart!

Everyone ran over to me.

Asahina-san was crying over me, (Something like this has happened to me before…) Haruhi was screaming at me to get up with her face pale, Nagato was staring at me and Itsuki was just frozen to where he was standing.

Haruhi shouted up at Nagato "YUKI! W-what the hell was in that injection?" She sounded desperate.

Great, I can feel the burning sensation up at my neck… am I actually going to lose my memory?

I heard Nagato speak behind me, where Sugisaki was.

"Inside the syringe was a fluid that is used to remove the memory of the recipient. So in this case, he is going to lose all of his memory, apart from the base facts… in this case being his name and his family."

I could see Haruhi's eyes widen as she gritted her teeth together. She blinked, allowing a single tear to go down her face.

Wow, she's actually crying over me.

"Kyon! *sniff* DON'T YOU DARE GO LOSING YOUR MEMORY ON ME!" She grabbed the sides of my head as her tears started increasing "YOU IDIOT, IDIOT, IDIOT, IDIOT, IDIOT!" She was shaking her head.

By the way, at this point Asahina-san was crying hysterically.

I felt the liquid almost in my head. I wonder what I'm going to be like after this?

Will I forget all of my friends? Haruhi? Nagato? Asahina-san? Even that idiot Taniguchi? …will I forget all about the SOS brigade? …and… Itsuki…?

I felt some tears come to my eyes.

Oh great.

I think all of this crying is catching.

I turned my head to the side to see Itsuki, who was just standing there with his eyes wide… tears were forming.

Great, him too then?

I turned to Haruhi. And decided to force out some breath. If I'm going to forget my memory, I may as well as let some things go.

"Haruhi…" She looked straight at me, sniffing to fight back even more tears and anger. "I… actually enjoyed the SOS brigade… I'm going to miss it…"

Haruhi's eyes widened, before she lowered her head into her hands and went silent.

"….you…idiot…" She whispered.

I looked at Asahina-san, who was still unsurprisingly crying. "Asahina-san… I really… enjoyed your tea… please be as lovely as you are to me to the new me…"

She stopped crying for about a second before she started crying even more.

I then attempted to speak up a bit, for Nagato. But it was seriously getting harder to speak. "Nagato, Thank you so much… for everything that you have done for me… seriously." I grinned weakly before hearing her speak back in monotone.

"I'm sorry."

…Well, there isn't really anything she can do right now is there? If there was she probably would have done it by now.

Suddenly everything went darker… crap, I think I'm going to pass out.

I slowly and painfully turned my head to Itsuki. Who looked right at me.

I gave a weak smile… but I was in so much pain that I just wanted to scream out.

"Itsuki… Thank you… and I… love…you…"

Everything suddenly got really dark and I closed my eyes… I think I've said everything… but still…

Why did it have to turn out like this…?

God, my head is killing me.

Huh? I can hear a voice…

" Guests, he's waking up!"

It was really faint… oh no wait there's a louder one.

"WHAT? M-MOVE OUT THE WAY! KYON! CAN YOU HEAR ME?"

Okay, that voice is too loud.

And Kyon…? who is that….? It sounds like some kind of weird nickname…

…oh yeah, it's me.

Another, cuter sounding voice spoke in between sniffs "K…Kyon-kun…? P…please o-open you're… eyes…"

"OPEN THEM YOU MORON!"

Please be quiet, whoever is speaking in a loud voice.

I then heard the faint voice at the start speak again "Miss, please do not shake the patient!"

Suddenly, I felt the back of my head hit something hard and my eyes snapped open.

White.

My eyes slowly adjusted and as they did so… I could make out a angry looking girl with brown hair and a yellow headband staring at me, a adorable girl beside her with doe eyes and tear stains down her cheeks, her beautiful orange hair shining in the hospital light, and another girl, with a blank face that showed no emotion, but had beautiful eyes and grey hair.

I saw relief appear on the first two girl's faces as I opened my eyes. The grey haired one continued staring at me.

The angry one's eyes softened before she lowered her voice. "Kyon? Are you okay?"

I gave a weak nod. I still felt dizzy.

Suddenly her face was right in front of mine. Too close. It made me jump.

"What's my name?"

She stared at me like she was trying to fire some weird kind of energy into me… but it kinda felt like my life was in danger.

… dejavu?

It felt weird to speak "Why the hell would I know?"

But there was one thing I knew for sure. This girl was irritating me.

The angry girls eyes fell… and as she pulled away from me, she looked at the hospital bed.

"o…oh…."

Huh? Why is she reacting like that? …Have I …. Met her before?

Suddenly the cute one tried to speak… but she sounded so scared…

"Um… Kyon-kun…? W-what about me…?"

I stared at her. She was seriously so cute. I felt bad for not knowing her.

I tried to sound kinder. "N...no I'm sorry…"

I looked around the room… I seemed to be in a hospital bed… I looked down my arms to see a bunch of stuff plugged into them that I really wish I didn't see.

"…why am I in a hospital?"

The angry one spoke again, only softer this time.

"You… lost your memory…"

She looked up at me again. "Answer these questions."

I gave a nod, I felt like I might be killed if I didn't answer them.

"What is your name?"

"My name is-"

"Actually never mind, it's clear that you know that one.

Oh gee, thanks.

"What members do you have in your family?"

Wow, she seems to be taking this seriously.

"Um…" I thought for a moment "My mum, my dad, my little sister… and… a cat?"

She seemed to brighten up a little bit as she heard this.

"Okay! Now, what is the SOS brigade?"

I stared at her.

"I dunno. What the hell is the SOS brigade?"


Yay~! Sorry people this took so long to update! I had a super big writers block and then thought that barely anyone was reading and gave up... but suddenly I got a wave of reviews and I decided to continue it! Thank you for sticking by me! x3

Anyway, I hope you people like this chapter, it was pretty difficult to write and I wrote it in two seperate sections, and the chapter also had 2 different endings. In one of them, Sugisaki was going to attack Kyon with a knife, but then I thought that it was too similar and had been done too many times so I decided to do this! (Not that this is much better...)

Sorry if people went quite OOC in this chapter too... *-*

But regardless, read and review and spread this story! And hopefully this time I should update a lot sooner! :D Since my summer Vacation has JUST started x3

Thank you so much for the other people who reviewed! If it werent for you guys, this chapter wouldnt be here right now! xD

See you in the next chapter!

Elzah-chan xx