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Chapter 11
Bella's POV
"Mrs. Swan I know you've been through a lot, I'm sorry for what happened to you." Chief Weber said.
"Please call me Bella, and can we get started, I want to go home," I said. I was feeling so nervous and I wish I would have let Emmett come with, but I wanted to be on my own. I'm leaving one of these days and I have to get use to the idea of being alone.
"Alright Bella, can you remember what happened that night?" he asked me and my heart tightened. I nodded my head and let my head fall. I started telling him the flashbacks I had and what the men looked like. My voice broke when I told him about Jake and how they shot him in front of me.
"You've been very helpful Bella. Will you be able to identify them through some pictures?" he asked and I nodded. He left the room and came back with a huge black album in his hands. He placed it in front of me and I turned the first page. I went through each page slowly to make sure I'm not missing anything. I was in the middle of the album when James' face looked back at me. My breathing became frantic and my chest heaved up and down. Funny sounds came out of my mouth and I pulled my hands into fists. Chief Weber rushed to my side and I slapped my hand on James' photo.
"Are you alright Bella? We still need the other guy, are you up for it or do you want to continue later?" he asked and I quickly shook my head. I wanted this to be the end. I don't want to come back again. I started turning the pages again, not going slowly this time. I know what I'm looking for and when I saw Laurent's face I punched it with my fist.
"You can go Bella, I'll be in touch." He said and I walked out of the police station. Emmett waited for me in the car and he relaxed when he saw me. We drove to the Cullen's in silence. When Emmett stopped the car, I turned to him and only said one thing, "I want to go home," and climbed out of the car. He followed me and pulled me back.
"I thought you wanted to go to Jake's grave?" he said and I only shook my head.
"I don't want to anymore; I wanna go home and get ready for our first concert. Don't push me Em, I'm not ready," I said and ran into the house. Edward didn't even look up when I entered the house. I stood there and waited for him to look at me, but he kept looking down. I cleared my throat before saying, "Can I talk to you?" He finally looked up and when my eyes met his, I wanted to cry. There was so much pain in his eyes and I knew that I was the reason for that pain. He nodded his head and walked out to the patio. He stood with his back to me and I felt weak all of a sudden. I shouldn't have demanded to talk to him.
"What is it you want to talk about Bella?" he asked irritated.
"Edward, I had a fucking dream last night, a bad nightmare to be honest," I started saying but he interrupted me.
"We had this discussion last night; I'm not having it again. I'll have to listen to you every night while you're having nightmares and scream out his name. I'm sorry but I'm not strong enough for that. Is there something else you wanted?" he asked and I shook my head. He wanted to rush of but when he came past me I grabbed his arm.
"Just remember that I'm messed up right now and I can't give you anything. I don't have anything to give you, but I'll get better someday. I'm sorry that I hurt you last night, it wasn't my intention. I understand that you hate me, and I promise you that I'll soon be gone. I'll get out of the way," I whispered and ran off.
I laid back in the seat and listened to some music on my iPod. We're almost back in Seattle and then I'll have to get my plans together. At least money is no problem. I don't have an idea where I would go, but I wanted to go someplace warm and where I could surf all day.
Edward never spoke to me again after our incident and Emmett was confused about our silence. I don't care right now, I'm so tired and I'm dealing with my own shit.
Edward's POV
I could see her in my rearview mirror and it's breaking my heart. She's lying with her eyes closed and she's still the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. I turned my attention back to the road and thought back on our conversation. What did she mean, she'll be gone soon? I'm so fucking frustrated with myself and I wanted to slap myself silly. I'm in love with Bella, but she only wanted me last night. I don't know if I'll be able to ignore her completely, but I'm sure as hell going to try. If she can't give me a real relationship, then I won't waste my time.
When I stopped the car, she jumped out and walked to the house. Emmett and I grabbed the bags and walked to the house together.
"What's up her ass?" he asked me and I chuckled.
"Me, I guess." I said and saw him grinning. I just shook my head and walked through the door. It's been a long day and I wanted to relax in the music room. Our concert is in less than a week and I'm not nearly as ready as I'm supposed to be.
"I'll be in the music room, Em. Just shout if you need me," I said and he chuckled. I just kept walking, not interested in knowing why he laughed. I grabbed my guitar and took a seat. I closed my eyes when I felt the strings under my fingers. I started strumming a song that I've been working on since I came back from the island.
"I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming,
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?
So if you're asking me I want you to know…
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some, reasons to be missed
And don't resent me and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest"
I threw my guitar down and dropped my head into my hands. I want her so bad and I want her to love me back and to be with me. How the hell am I suppose to concentrate on my music? I jumped up and walked to the kitchen to find Emmett preparing dinner.
"What are we having bro?" I asked and chuckled. He looked up and smiled.
"What the hell is so funny, Cullen?" he asked me and I couldn't help but laugh louder.
"It's the first time I see you cook dude, remember when Bella was in hospital, it was either me that cooked or we had take out. When is it Bella's turn?" I asked him and this time he laughed.
"Bella can't cook. It's the only thing she can't do. She'll probably burn the house down if you leave it up to her," he explained.
"So if you can't cook…" I said.
"Jake used to cook. When he couldn't and I wasn't around, they either went out or ordered in. Bella is terrible in the kitchen, and makes a fucking mess of everything," he said laughing. Just hearing Jakes name pissed me off.
"Yeah, whatever. I'm going out tonight, don't wait up okay," I said and Emmett's eyes widened.
"Did I say something wrong?" he asked and I shrugged my shoulders. Jake was Emmett's friend and I didn't want him to know my annoyance with his dead friend.
"Nah, I need to get out and get drunk." I said and Emmett doubled over in laughter.
"Dude, you're fucking jealous of a dead guy. Don't give me that look. And you don't need to just get drunk you need to get laid. Seriously dude, go out and get laid." He said. I turned around to walk to my room, and when I passed Bella's door I heard her sobbing. I placed the palm of my hand on her door and closed my eyes as if I could feel her through the door, as if I could comfort her. I sighed and let my hand fall. She's crying for Jake and longing for his touch, not mine. I slammed the door behind me.
Bella's POV
I walked into my room and my body relaxed. I can feel Jake in this room and it comforts me sometimes, but right now, it's not helping. I crawled onto my bed and pulled my body into a ball. I miss him so much and I wish he were here. I cried out in pain and let the tears run down my face onto my pillow. Images of Jake went through my mind and I placed my hand on my heart grabbing my shirt into my fist. If only it didn't hurt so bad, if only I could think about him without any pain. Edward's face replaced Jake's and I gasped for air. I tried to shake his image out of my head but couldn't. I'm so confused and don't know what to do. I saw Edward's eyes filled with pain and I cried again.
I took a long hot shower and felt like going out. I reached for my phone and dialed Rosalie's number.
"Hallo," she answered.
"Rose, it's Bella. I was wondering if you'd like to go out tonight. I need to get out of this house," I said and heard her chuckle.
"Um…okay. Will Emmett be joining us?" she asked and I sighed. I actually wanted it to be a girl's night, but maybe my brother could also use a night out. I grinned when I thought of something.
"I guess, but I'm not inviting him, if you want him to come you're going to have to phone him and ask him yourself. See you in an hour," I answered her and hung up. Now I can only hope that she has the guts to phone him. Either way, I'm going out and I'm going to have fun. I still had the towel wrapped around my body and quickly ran to Emmett. He was standing in front of the oven and I chuckled. He turned around to look at me and a big smile spread across his face.
"Guess who phoned me?" he asked.
"Who?" I asked back acting as if I didn't know.
"Rose," he said and I acted surprised. He looked at me before he continued, "Yeah, she wants all of us to go out together. I'll phone her back with the details. I don't know where we can go," he said and laughed. I knew exactly where I wanted to go and I have an idea it's where Emmett wants to go. It will shock the hell out of Rose.
"Fun House," we said in unison and doubled over in laughter. Edward joined us in the kitchen and I noticed how he kept staring at me. I huffed silently and lifted my chin.
"I miss that place so much, especially the drunken basketball," I said and Emmett nodded.
"I miss the local music. I'll phone Rose now," he said. I felt Edward's eyes on me and blushed. I totally forgot that I only had a towel wrapped around me. I blushed crimson and ran up the stairs. I wanted to get away quickly, but still heard Edward chuckle.
I walked into my closet and went through my clothes. I finally decided on a pink pleated skirt over fishnet stockings and my 14-eye Doc Martins. I grabbed a black tank top with a pink skull on the front and pulled it over my head. I darkened my eyes with my black eye-shadow. I left my hair straight and took my heavy studded bow cuff, and wrapped it around my wrist. I felt ready for the night and was somewhat excited.
Emmett and Edward were waiting in the living room and felt embarrassed for taking so long. Edward didn't even look up and I had to fight to pull my eyes away from him. He looked so sexy in his ruined black jeans, sneakers and black and red hoodie. I couldn't help myself from staring. I heard him chuckle and felt my cheeks turn red.
"We've invited Edward, Jasper and Alice." Emmett said and I felt my stomach turn. We don't even speak to each other, and why would he except the invitation if he wants nothing to do with me? Edward is the most complicated man I've ever met. Emmett was dressed in black cargo pants, white tee with a black skull in front and his low all-star sneakers. We were waiting for Rose and them in silence. Of course, Emmett couldn't contain his big smile and it was somewhat contagious. The doorbell rang and Emmett ran to the door. When Emmett was out of sight, I heard Edward sigh and I looked at him.
"Bella…" he started saying, but Emmett came back with Rose by his side. I wondered what he wanted to say, but when I saw Rosalie's cocktail dress I freaked out.
"What the hell Rose? We're not going to some fancy dress-up club, we're going to Fun House. Damn girl, we need to fix this," I said and saw Emmett's eyes give me a warning but I ignored him.
"What's wrong with my clothes?" she asked innocently and before Emmett could answer, I pulled her by her arm.
"Everything. Fun House is a punk rock club; it's not the Loft. There's a basketball hoop at the back of the club for crying out loud. Seriously Rose, we're punk rockers," I said maybe a bit too harshly, but at least I heard Edward chuckle. I pulled her towards the stairs and we went to my room. Luckily, Rose and I was the same shoe size. I pulled out my phone and dialed Alice's number.
"We're on our way Bella," she answered. I rolled my eyes knowing Alice; they're half an hour away.
"I need your help. Can you stop by your boutique?" I asked her.
"What do you need?" she asked and I grinned. I quickly explained to her what I wanted and in what size I wanted it.
"I'm on it, see you soon," she said and hung up.
"Rose come sit here at my dressing table and I'll start with your hair while we're waiting for Alice," I said but her eyes only widened. I wanted to laugh at her expression; she looked terrified as if I was going to slaughter her or something. I walked to her and pulled her by her arms towards the dressing table. I turned her away from the mirror, so she wouldn't say anything while I did her hair and make-up.
"Bella, I'm just a little worried about what you want to do," she started saying and I laughed.
"You don't even know what I want to do so just relax. I won't do anything weird okay, but you're going to look like a punk rocker when I'm done with you." I said and grinned.
I started to straight all the curls out of her hair. She really went through a lot of trouble to look beautiful tonight, but I know my brother's taste and he's going to love what I have in store for this blonde. I made an enormous bubble on the top of her head. I used dark red eye shadow for her eyes and applied black eye shadow around her eyes for the smoky look. It looked hot, almost firey. I used blood red lip-gloss for her lips that went well with her pale skin.
I searched through my jewelry box for some earrings and leather cuffs. When I pulled out the heavy studded leather cuffs, Rose's eyes widened even more and I couldn't help but laugh. I stacked her wrist with three studded cuffs and replaced her diamond earrings with huge black ring earrings that had little skulls on. Rose became paler by the minute and I had to control myself not to burst out in laughter.
Alice barged into the room out of breath and gasped when she laid eyes on Rose.
"Wow, this is a huge improvement. Rose you look amazing, well your make-up anyways," Alice said and I saw Rose's smile.
Alice wore simple black ruined skinny jeans and a white of the shoulder graffiti tee with 10-eye Marcie zip Doc Martins. Her hair pointed in every direction and her make-up wasn't as dark as Rose and mine. I walked Rose into my closet and she stripped down. I pulled the black skinny leather pants out of the bag that Alice brought and Rose's eyes widened in horror. Alice chuckled and I warned Rose with my eyes, and she quickly pulled the pants on.
"You should switch to leather pants Rose it shows off your sexy ass," Alice said honestly and I couldn't agree more.
I threw her the red off the shoulder shirt that had a black skull on the front and she quickly pulled it over her head. I placed my Diva Viviana doc Martins in front of her and her eyes lit up. I thought she would at least love the boots and I was right. She pulled it over her pants and when she was fully dressed, both Alice and me gasped. She looked amazing and I motioned for her to go look in the mirror. As she slowly walked to the mirror, I couldn't help but laugh at the expression on her face. She stood in front of the mirror with wide eyes and walked closer to touch the mirror with her hand as if she wanted to make sure that it was her standing there. A big smile started spreading across her face and it only grew bigger and bigger.
"Bella, I…I…I…" she said stumbling over her words. I patted her back and chuckled.
"Yeah, yeah, I know. Now let's go," I said and we all laughed together.
We went back to the living room where the men waited for us and when Emmett saw Rose his jaw dropped and his eyes widened. I knew he would love this look on Rose and felt proud of myself for doing something good for him and Rose. Emmett walked to Rose and took one of her hands in his.
"You look so fucking sexy; I'm not letting you out of my sight. I might loose you and I don't even have you yet," he said and we all bursted out in laughter.
"You already have me Emmett," she whispered to him and the look on Emmett's face was priceless.
Jasper and Alice went in their car and the rest of us went in Edward's Volvo. Emmett demanded in sitting at the back with Rose so I had no choice but to sit in front with Edward. Edward cleared his throat and asked me how we found the Fun House.
"Um...Jake worked there before we started the band and it was where our first performance was. We always feel welcome there and there's this amazing atmosphere especially when you had a couple of beers and you have to shoot some hoops. It's so much fun, I miss it a lot, and the best part is, the beer is cheap," I said and heard him chuckle.
"Well here we are, let's go, and have some fun," Emmett said and my heartbeat accelerated. It's been so long since we've been here.
When we entered the club, most of the locals cheered us and my heart skipped a beat. We just smiled and waved at everyone. We went to the outdoor patio and took a seat. I have really missed this place and can't believe that I've stayed away so long. The men went to the bar to get us some beers. There was a local band playing and they sounded good.
"They want us to perform a song after these dude's are done, are you up for it?" Emmett asked when they returned with our beers.
"You know I'm always up for it, but we don't have instruments here." I explained but he told me that we could use the local's instruments.
Edward gave me a beer and I took a huge sip from the bottle. I felt nervous all of a sudden to perform in front of Edward. Maybe it's because I feel so exposed in front of him and when I'm singing I'm exposing myself more. Everyone was having their own conversations ignoring me and Edward. He came to sit next to me and I could feel my body shivering. I couldn't help but notice how every man in the club stared at Rose and I knew I did something right with her outfit, not that she didn't look good before, it just wasn't suited for a punk rock club.
"Rose looks beautiful," I said to Edward leaning against him. He chuckled and I frowned. What could be so funny?
"I wouldn't know Bella. You're the only one I notice. I don't see anyone else, only you." He said and I gasped. Shit, he knows exactly what to say to make me feel good.
"We've got royalty in the house," Embry the manager shouted and could feel my cheeks turning red. Yes, we were a famous band and everything, but this was like a second home to us. They never treated us differently and I feel embarrassed to be addressed as royalty, even though I know Embry is joking.
"The Punk Rocking Skulls is here people, and they would like to perform, what do you think?" he shouted and everyone cheered. Emmett and me walked to the stage and smiled.
"I know this is painful, but we lost a very dear friend seven weeks ago. He worked here for two years and finally made these two people famous. He was the manager of The Punk Rocking Skulls and this beautiful young woman's fiancé. We will miss him every fucking day. You're in our memories bro. To Jacob Black," he shouted and everyone cheered. He turned to me and motioned with his hand to the mic and I went and stood behind it. I felt my hands shaking; no actually, my whole body was shaking in nervousness. I could see Edward and he looked straight at me. I picked up a guitar and adjusted the mic stand to the exact height. My thumb strummed through the strings and I felt excited.
"Um…guys this song is called 4 real," I said and started strumming the intro. I looked straight at Edward and he smiled at me. I started singing and lost myself in the song and in Edward's eyes.
"If I show you
Get to know you
If I hold you just for today
I'm not gonna wanna let go
I'm not gonna wanna go home
Tell me you feel the same
'Cause I'm for real
Are you for real?
I can't help myself
It's the way I feel
When you look me in the eyes like you did last night
I can't stand to hear you say goodbye
But it feels so right
'Cause it feels so right just to have you standing by my side
So don't let me go
'Cause you have my soul
And I just wanted you to know
I don't wanna look back
'Cause I know that we have
Something the past could never change
And I'm stuck in the moment
And my heart is open
Tell me that you feel the same
Hold (hold) me down (me down)
Hold (hold) me now
I'm safe (I'm safe)
I'm sound (sound)
When you're around
Hold (hold) me down (me down)
Hold (hold) me now
I'm safe (I'm safe)
I'm sound (sound)"
Everyone cheered when the last notes died. Edward's eyes never left mine and when he applauded us with the crowd, my heart started racing.
"Guys thank you so much." I said out of breath and waved while walking of the tiny stage. My hands were still shaking as I walked to Edward. He reached for my hand and it sent my heart fluttering when he leaned into me and whispered into my ear, "I'm for real Bella, I'm waiting for you." I gasped and looked straight into his eyes.
"How did you know?" I asked him. How could he know that the song was for him? He only chuckled and winked.
"Guys, let's grab a shot of tequila," Jasper suggested and I felt excited. I haven't had tequila in a long time.
"Yeah, a couple of tequila shots and then we head for the basketball hoop" Emmett, said while laughing.
We were laughing loudly and enjoying our evening. After about five tequila shots we headed for the basketball hoop. Rose was really tipsy and Emmett threw her the ball without thinking clearly, and it bounced against her head. All of us doubled over in laughter at Rose's expression. She looked lost and it didn't take her long to think about what happened before she joined in the laughter. We tried to shoot some hoops, but we laughed more than anything else. Edward and I walked to the bar hand in hand and I saw Embry glaring at me. He made me feel guilty so I quickly pulled my hand away as I saw Embry walking towards us. Edward furrowed his brow in confusion and I couldn't look into his eyes. Edward clenched his jaw and walked away. I wanted to cry but Embry pulled me by my hand. I don't blame him Jake was his best friend.
"What the fuck Bella?" he asked me furiously. I let my head fall in embarrassment.
"I'm so confused Embry. I miss Jake with all my heart and you know I loved him, but this guy he…he makes me forget about Jake and all the pain I have over loosing Jake. You have no clue what I've been through," I explained and felt like crying but quickly swallowed back the tears.
"Yeah right, and what about Jake? How much did you really love him if you can forget about him in such a short time?" he asked sarcastically and I suddenly felt anger fill my body.
"Who the hell do you think you are? Don't you think I feel guilty enough, as it is Embry? I'm alive and he's dead. I don't want to forget about him, but it's just so fucking painful to remember. I loved him with all of me, with everything I had…" I said but my voice broke and I started crying. The excruciating pain was back and the familiarity of it almost made me relax. It's not suppose to be this way, I'm suppose to be happy, but I'm not. I feel guilty every time I smile or every time Edward touches me. Embry wrapped his arms around me and gently rubbed my back.
"I'm sorry Bells, I didn't mean it. I miss him so much and when I saw you with another man, I freaked out. I know life goes on and I truly want you to be happy again, I know it's what Jake would have wanted, but Bella if you're still mourning Jake's death you won't have a healthy relationship with this dude. Get through Jake's death and everything that happened," he said.
"Thanks Embry, I miss him to. It's weird not having him around, I see him everywhere and feel him everywhere. I can still smell him and hear his laughter. Why did he have to die?" I cried out into his chest.
"Don't know Bells, everything has a purpose in life. Someday you will know the purpose of Jake's death," he said and excused himself. The bar was really busy and he had to help. I grabbed myself a couple of beers and didn't return to our table. I downed a couple of beers instead, because I knew I wouldn't be able to face Edward sober. I felt like an ass for how I've treated him. My head was twirling and everything started to blur. I made my way to our table but tripped. I felt someone catching me and when I tried to focus, I saw two green eyes look at me.
"You're drunk?" he said accusingly and I giggled.
"No shit," I slurred.
"Emmett, will you catch a ride with Jasper, I'm taking your sister back home," he said and I heard Emmett's laughter and then he agreed. Edward placed his arm around my waist to help me walk and I felt like such an idiot. I didn't say goodbye to Embry or anyone else, I felt to ashamed of myself. Edward helped me into his car and when he got into the drivers side he turned to look at me.
"You're so beautiful," I said to him but he didn't even smile.
"If that's the truth why do you feel ashamed to be seen with me?" he asked and I let my head fall, not that it was hard to do, I felt so drunk that my head fell on it's own. I wanted to laugh at myself but remembered that Edward was waiting for an answer.
"Not ashamed…guilty…Ja…" I slurred.
"Bella, please don't say his name right now. I won't be able to control myself," he said and started the engine. He drove in silence and I could only stare at him. When we stopped at our home, he got out and opened my door to help me out. We went into the house and he helped me up the stairs to my room. I fell on my bed and he picked my feet up to take my shoes of. I giggled a few times and saw a crooked smile form on his face. He pulled me to my feet and kneeled in front of me, I gasped when I felt his hands go under my skirt to pull down my fishnet stockings. I stared into his eyes and he swallowed, but he only continued to pull down the stockings.
Edward's POV
My hands trembled while I pulled her stockings down. I just want to help her get rid of the uncomfortable clothes, but in the mean time, I'm going crazy. I want her so bad, but she only wants Jake. I threw the stockings into the corner and she fell back down on the bed giggling. I couldn't help but smile, she looked so beautiful. I unzipped the skirt and she lifted herself up so I could pull the skirt down. Her eyes were closed but I noticed her chest heaving up and down, and I wanted to kiss her so badly. She makes me crazy and I won't be able to control myself around her.
"Will you be okay with the shirt on?" I asked her and she slowly opened her eyes to look into mine.
"Are you leaving if I say, yes?" she asked me and my heart tightened. I don't want to leave, but I can't stand to lie next to her and hear her call out Jake's name.
"Do you want me to leave?" I asked her instead and she shook her slowly.
"Urg Bella, you're driving me insane. Do you have any idea how fucking sexy you are right now and how much I want you?" I asked and pulled my hands through my hair. This is so frustrating.
"I don't feel sexy, but if you want me why don't you just take me?" she said and it felt like someone poured cold water over me.
"No Bella, I won't just take you, I'm not some fucking looser that's going to take advantage of you while you're drunk. Bella, you don't see yourself through my eyes, you're the most amazing person I know, and you are sexy. I'm not staying with you tonight, I'm sorry." I said and walked out of her room.
She just knows how to piss me off. Maybe it's for the best, I wouldn't have been able to control myself if I stayed in her bed tonight. The image of her long sexy legs in front of me keeps haunting me. Even the cold shower that I took didn't help to cool me off. I was about to drift off to sleep when I heard Bella's screaming and I felt my heart race in fear. I quickly jumped out of bed and ran to her room. I turned on the light and saw Bella's body curled into a ball and painful sobs escaped her mouth. I rushed to her side and pulled her into my arms. I gently stroked her hair while I tried to hush her.
"Do you want to tell me about it love?" I asked her softly and she sighed.
"I see them when I close my eyes and then I smell them, oh Edward I feel them breathing on me and I can smell their breaths and their sweat," she said and I felt my body shake from rage. This is the first time that Bella has spoken directly to me about what she sees or dreams, not that it was clear to me what has happened to her, but it's hard to listen to what she has to deal with. I closed my eyes when I felt tears form and tightened my hold on her.
"Please don't leave me," she begged and I swallowed.
"Never," I promised and heard her sigh. I helped her back under the sheets and crawled in beside her. I pulled her body against mine and she snuggled into my chest.
"Edward, I know I can't promise you anything now, but I promise you that I'll get better. I'll get better for you." She said and my arms tightened around her.
I kissed her forehead and whispered, "Promise me that you'll get better for yourself love, not for me."
"Promise," she said and her voice sounded lazy. I felt her breathing deeply and knew she was sleeping. It felt good to have her in my arms and I never wanted to let go. I love her so much and I know that I've never felt this way before. I love Bella with all of my heart and I can only hope that she'll heal and give me a chance. I drifted to sleep with the woman I love in my arms and couldn't be happier.
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