Authors Note: Hello everyone. This is my latest piece up here. yeppers, this is very special this one. I hope you like this one alot and my number one fan out there, I'm excited for you to read it! Enjoy!


January 18th , (continues)

I see Heather has made it as far as the merry-go-round. She's discovered the secret passage and I prey she finds Claudia. I don't want her to kill Claudia. Don't get me wrong, I dislike what Claudia does greatly but I hope she lives to see the flaw in her ways. I hope to see her return to her former self. I hope to see her love me the way she used to as well. I doubt all this would happen for me.

I wonder how far we will all get. I wonder if I will make it through this night. This is the end. This is the night we will see what the worlds outcome may prove to be. Claudia may win and the world will die. I wonder if Heather would win? Would the world be happy this way? What happens if its up to me? What happens if I fail? What then? So many questions. I long for answers to my own madness. Maybe it isn't Claudia that is crazy, maybe it's the rest of the world.

I hope I can survive this night. I want to go down to the lake if I do. I want to sit there and think. I want to drown in the memories of my past. My childhood. My love life. All the memories that keep me sane, I want to bathe in them. I want peace when the madness is finally over. I hope I can have this. I believe I deserve it. I doubt anyone would agree, but its what I want.

I hope one day Heather will realize, I was always on her side. I want Claudia to know that, no matter how much we fight, I will always feel the same as I did years ago. I don't regret our time together. It was worth every breath taking second, in my eyes. I just wish she felt the same. Maybe its much better she didn't.

I think my life is going no where now. I think if I had never joined this retched Church I would have been fine. I would have been happy. I can't go back now. Death is the only way out the true leaders of the cult told me. With this much knowledge I would become a threat. I just want to go out and have an actual life, instead of chasing a truth better left unknown.

I think the night is drawing itself to an end soon. Before dawn approaches I must go back to the church, through the doors, down the long winding halls, to Alessa's chamber… then I will find her. Claudia awaits inside. I know that for a fact. She will be outraged to see I have come so far to stop her. She will more than likely try to kill me. I don't think she will succeed. Not unless she truly does feel nothing for me. We'll see about that soon enough I fear.

In the mean time. I will take my leave to the Church.

-Vincent.


I bet seeing as how this is before the Church, you think this is the end. ITS NOT! I have one more I'm for SURE putting up here. Don't get worried just yet Vincent fans!