A/N: Told You it wouldn't take long.
I was having yet another dream. Diffrent. I will share this time.
We were running. Arrows following exactly where my feet picked up. I couldn't keep up. The arrows where coming quickly. Then they stopped and for some reason I did too. Idiot. I white thing swooped me up. It was running with me in it's arm. I can't see how this person could keep up with her rythm with me squirming. Then we would stop by a cottage. The arrows didn't keep up. The woman sat me down and pulled off her white hood. She was pretty. She smiled. Then I woke up.
I think I could call this a dream, better than a nightmer. I look forward to it happening. I would like to see the lady more often.
Don't let me fool you. I'm still in my dead state. Still sleep. Not awake. Not hearing, just me in my own silence. Trapped with my curiosity.
I felt more happy when I heard voices. I was waking. I wans't dead. My eyes fluttered open. I still couldn't feel my body. My body was awaking peace by peace. Then I felt my neck. I could talk now. "Dad?" It came out more as a whisper. It felt good calling him Dad. I felt him by me. The room was white. A hospital. Very bright. "Your up." he said. It made me smile. He sounded happy. I moved a bit. It hurt. "What happen Renesmee? James won't talk about it." He was worried all over again. "He won't talk unless it is an insult." I joked. He smiled. "It's a long story." I told him avoidong to think about it. "I have forever to listen."
"My first and only dream was being on beach, it was cold. A guy -which later I found out was James- would talk to me, insult me. A little. But inside he was joking. I could tell in the dream. I knew something wasn't right. In real life I mean, before it happen I regonized the scene. But ignored it. He would notice I'm cold, then wrap it warm arms around me. Then things would go wrong. And I knew what was going to happen step by step. Play by play, I knew what he was going to do. He tensed, then take a deep breath. I would turn after hearing the click, blocking him. Then I would be hit. But this time I didn't wake up. I went to sleep."
I told him. Feeling pain again. He seemed more pained than me. Trying to figure out why. "How long?" He asked. I didn't know what he meant. Then I noticed. "Since forever." I mumbled. Trying to remember the exact day.
After I got better, I wasn't allowed out the house. Emmet would be on watch all night. SO I wouldn't sneak out. During the day I would be bored waiting until night came. James would come, he would entertain me all night, then stay as I went to sleep. We would have endless conversations. He would insult me, but then help me with my come-back. I was falling hard for him. He would snap at me when I slept all day to stay up all night. He said at ngiht I should be sleep because everyone in the house start re-populating the earth.
"Tell me about yourself." I asked. He wouls avoid this, but tonight I would put up a fight. "You first." he replied. "No." I said. He took a deep breath and began, "My mom is Leah my dad is Jacob. I'm a wolf." he said. "So, Jacob was a creeper?" I asked. He looked shocked. "Why, because he imprinted on a newborn? Then fucked his best-friend just for sympathy. Then had a off spring." He said. "Your going to get in trouble potty mouth." I joked. "Okay, pot head." I looked up. I hat that name he marked me with. "Well then, why are you so grumpy about it?" I asked trying to collect more information. "Becuase the stupid imprint broke when I was born." he muttered. "You wanted your dad to be with me?" I asked. "No, but I didn't expect it was genetic." he said more clearly. As if trying to point out something. "Your mad because one day you will imprint. Doesn't that apply to all wolves?" I asked. "No, yes. I guess. I mean tthe imprint. Passed to me." he said.
"I'm you imprint." I was happy. I wanted him. "Sure Sure." he mumbled. There was a silence. "Say something." he said. "Something." I joked. "Really funny." he said Another silence came over us. I got sleepy.
"Come here," he said patting his lap. I walked over to him. He traced a infinity sign on my thigh. I could tell that we were no longer just friends. "We are no longer just friends." he said. I knew it. "Okay, but I'm no pot head." I told hime he laughed. "Alright Nessa." he said. A new name. Great. "Deal Jamie." I said. He stopped tracing on my thigh and wraped his arm around me. His hair stopped at his shoulders and I liked to grip it.
I kissed his cheel. He smiled and went to kiss me. I dodged my cheek and he ran into my lips. He backed away. He knew we shouldn;t do that. I smiled. I grabbed his hair and forced his head to my face. He kissed back. I moved, now my legs where one either side of his legs. His hands on my waist. I heard a thump. I smiled as our lips broke the kiss. I sat back to my normal position. "Wait for it.." He tested. then my dad walked in. "Renesmee bed time. James you can sleep in the guest room tonight. I smiled and got up. I layed in my bed and my dad excorted James out.
Holding the door open for him. I heard him in the other room talking to James saying something like, "Stay in here tonigt." I still don't know how old James is. Physically he is about 20. But Jacob is 22 so something must be up with his growth rate.
Lips Like Licorish. Tounge like candy. I hummed. And I will fall asleep with the taste of his tounge.
A/N: Looks like little Nessa won't be a virgin for long.
Coming Soon: "Don't what your dad said." he told me. "Rules were meant to be broken." I muttered against his lips. I could tell he gave into temptation until my Dad burst through the door with rage. "Oh," I started, "Shit.." he finshed.
