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Seevee Snape : Just like my previous comment, I'm going to make this story into m-preg because a lot of review asked me to. So.. 4 ur question, yes, I'm making it an m-preg but not now. Maybe at another chapter.

HersheyKissesLove : I love a dominant Harry too. *Sighs*

Shadow Lily Potter : I can already imagine how hard it was for Harry to appeased a pregnant Severus.. Oh... It definitely fun to write. I do too can't wait to write it.

I've got a very bad experience in these few weeks. First of all, someone broke into my house and stole my notebook, that mean they stole my works and all of the data I kept in there. I too lost all of my stories, so I had to re-write it one more time.

And that damn thief even destroyed my front door. Damn them. I got to searched for a new note book too. More expense.. more expense.. Sometimes I hate my life.

*Sigh* Enough for my vain rumbling. Btw, I'm still confused with my new note book and the new Microsoft Word 2010, so.. bare with me if you found so many mistakes or grammar errors. And no lemon on this chapter.

Chapter 10

The Christmas holiday passed in peace, Harry sighs tiredly when students begun to fills Hogwarts hall and dormitory, making the quiet place more merrily with chatter, laughter and shouts. The quiet Hogwarts turn into a busy place with a lot of life in there. 'A new day has come, but I haven't get an opportunity to met Sev.' He's watching out every people that walks around the school, hoping in vain to catches a glimpse of his beloved older lover.

'He avoided me in these past few days. What's happened?' Harry frowned, worry and irritation clouded his handsome face. Irritated for the thought that his lover keeps some important information from him and worry if his lover had been called to the snake face again. 'Would he be fine? Does he hurt? What's this unsetting feeling that I felt in these past few days? Like something wrong going on but I don't know what it was.' he worry his lower lips as he thought about every possibility. Fear clouding his heart for his beloved safety and life.

'Damn, it solved nothing. I got to search for him. Better asking him in person than guessing in the dark.' He thought as he walked away from the window he's been stood for these past hours and starts to complete his new mission : Finding his lover.

Severus sighs softly. His breaths wavering as he rose from his bed. Willing his sore and tired body to moves. He groans in pain when his sensitized skin brushes with the silk sheet. Making it scream with agony as his nerves been jarred after a long time cruciatus from his beloved 'Master' the night before.

'Damn that snake face! Cursing everybody just for fun!' he curses out loud, limping toward his bathroom. Walking as fast as he could when a nauseous hits him hard, making him staggered a little as bile threaten to come out. He arrived on time as his so little dinner come out in vengeance. He is heaving hard on the toilet bowl, spitting out a foul taste from his mouth. His body shakes hard as he tried to stand up with his weak knees.

He leans heavily on the sink, shutting his eyes tight, hoping the nauseous would receded. He opened his eyes slowly as his stomach settle down. Washing his face and mouth with cold water before he padded out slowly back to the warmth of his bed chamber. He popped down on the soft sheet with a tired sighs. Closing his eyes softly as his tired body begin to shut down, succumbing the dark haired man to the deep of sleep.

When Harry walking down the stairs to his commonrooms, he hears someone called his name. He groans loudly as his bestfriend called out for him. She runs to him and stop before him, her brows drew together as she scrutinized her bestfriend appearance.

"Harry!" Hermione called him loudly. "Where're you going? The lesson gonna start in any minutes. You looked angry? What's the matter? Something wrong?" she asked him, worried.

"I'm going for a walk, Mione. I'm a bit restless. There's no movement from Voldemort. No news, no moves, nothing. It agitated me somehow." He answered softly.

"Yes, I guess you're right. Peaceful Christmas somehow worrying me too. But the headmaster hasn't said anything." She said carefully.

"I know. And it frustrated me more." Harry growled loudly. "By the way, did you see Professor Snape somewhere?"

"No. I haven't seen him today. Why did you looking for him, Harry?" she asked him, confused.

"No. Nothing. I just want to ask him something." He shrugged softly. She scrutinized him for a moment before she inhales softly.

"Harry, did you do something to him? You don't played pranks at him again, don't you?" her eyes slitted in suspicion.

"WHAT? No, Mione! I'd never played pranks on him since long ago before Christmas. You should know by now. You always have been with me, Mione." Harry looked scandalized at the excused.

"Hmm. I guess you're right. I hope. Even tough lately you've been missing so much. I even didn't know where've you been and with who or even what't you've been doing." She huffed hard, still suspicious at his bestfriend. "Never hurt to ask. You and Ron could be such a kid sometimes. We owed him more than we know and I don't want you or Ron harassing him because of your childish behavior. Well, though sometimes he was a pain in the ass too." Hermione shrugged at him. "Let's go before the class. We had transfiguration first. I don't want to get in the bad side of Professor McGonagall on the first day."

"I guess you're right. I'm sorry, Mione. Come on." Harry sighs in guilt. He hates keeping a secret with his bestfriend but he still didn't want her to know about his relationship with Severus.

The next time Severus Snape came back to the living world, it's noon already. He sighs softly, stretching his body to relieve any kinks on his body. He blinks sleepily as the fire in his fireplace flares.

"Severus, my boy, are you there?" the headmaster voice bloom on the living room. Severus groans as he flopped face down on his pillow, muffling his voice.

"Are you alright, my boy? Should I come to you?" He asked in concerned. The black eyed man sighs again as he get up from his comfortable bed.

"No headmaster. I'm fine." He gritted hard as his body complained on the abrupt move.

"Are you sure, my boy? Should I call Poppy for you?" He asked as he saw the slight pain flashes in his Potion Master eyes as he walked to the fireplace.

"I'm sure. It's not something I can't handle." He leans on the fireplace as he looked down on the headmaster.

"I'm really sorry if I disturbed your rest, Severus. I'm concerned of your condition. He done it again, doesn't he? How long he keeps the cruciatus curse on you, Severus?" the headmaster asked, worry tinted his voice at his beloved spy condition. He's thought of him as his own son and it hurt to always sent him to the mad man to be hurt daily. To see him vulnerable and sick like this.

"Just a couple minutes, nothing you should worry. He always done it, especially when he got bored or mad because we can't give him what he want." He kneads his temple as headaches begin to flare.

"Any news, my boy?"

"Nothing new. He tried to get an alliance with the werewolf with a promised of better life and works." He sighs softly. "And he plans on killing a muggle family in London as an example to the wizarding and muggle world."

"Did you know which family he's been targeting? Anything else, my boy?" he asked, brows furrowed in thought.

"No, he didn't gave me any information but the death eater he choose to do the job. I thought it was Goyle and McNair. Nothing else, headmaster. That's all."

"It's Albus, my boy. Please continue your rest and don't worry about your class. I've taking it over for today. Oh, and Severus, please go to infirmary if your condition worsened. Did you wish for me to stay with you for awhile?" he asked in worry.

"No, Albus. I thank you, but I wish to get some rest and drink some potion to sooths my nerves." He yawns softly.

"Alright then. Rest well, my boy. I'll check you up later with Poppy." The headmaster smiles cheerfully at the hot temper man before he quickly cut his connection off. The dark haired man eyebrow twitched in irritation, a vein popped in his temple at the headmaster suggestion. 'That meddlesome old fools. Who did he think he is, trying to babysit me?' he seethes in annoyance, ready to strangled every unlucky being that near him.

He gulped down a numbing potion and sleeping draught before he stomped back to his bed, burrowing on his sheet as he begin to sleep one more time. 'I wish he was here with me. Holding me when I was sleep. I miss him.' He sighs softly before he succumbed to his sleep.

Harry sighs softly, praying that the transfiguration could finished as soon as possible, can't wait to see his older lover again. One more hour and he could meet him on Potion class. He smiles softly when he remember his lover. The way he moves, his voices and his touches. His body burns with the memories and he longed to felt him in his arms again. To kiss him, hold him and cares him.

He sighs again in frustration. 'Why one hour could be so long?' he thought desperately. He can't even sit right and itches to bold out of the room, to find his Severus just for a second. To gather him in his arms just for awhile. He groans and slumped on his seat, trying to focus back on the lesson before his teacher chew his ass out.

He bolt from his seat as soon as his professor goes out from the classroom. He run all the way to the dungeon leaving both of his bestfriends before they can shouting at him to wait for them, hoping he could have a private moment just for awhile. But he was disappointed when he couldn't found his lover in his classroom.

"Hello, Harry." The headmaster greets him softly from behind him. "Please come in." He said as he walked inside the classroom.

"Good afternoon, headmaster. What're you doing in here?" He asked the headmaster in alert, praying in his heart that nothing befall to his lover. The headmaster laughs softly before he sits behind the teacher desk.

"I'm going to take over today lesson. Professor Snape has something to do." His eyes twinkling brightly at Harry.

"Is it Voldemort?" Harry gritted his teeth hard as he looked straight at headmaster's eyes. "That's why he disappeared for a few days. Is he alright?" Harry asked, tough the furry boils in his blood but his appearance was calmed and controlled. He hate the Dark Lord for hurting his beloved one, his family, his friend and especially his lover.

"I'm gonna get Poppy to him this evening." The headmaster sighs tiredly, giving in information about his lover condition softly. 'He deserved to know. However, he is his lover.' The headmaster chuckled softly. 'If anyone who could controls him, it was Harry.'

"No need. I'll be going there and checked him by myself. If he's in condition that need more help, I would firecalls Madame Pomfrey. Thank you for telling me the truth, headmaster." Harry said softly before he nodded in gratituded to the headmaster and sit on his bench, waiting for the other students to come to the dungeon. He couldn't wait for today lesson could be over.

A/N : It's kinda short, no lemon and no romance. But I'm gonna up date as soon as possible. Not to forget...Review plzzzzzz! No review, no up date. So desperate in review. *Hiks*