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Demi's P.O.V

It's been about a month since everything went down with Alex, as for the whole I guess you could call it a date I went on with Selena. We only have about a few more days left until we leave for California. God where did the month of February go? Last thing I remember was trying to get a hold of Alex before valentines day but, she doesn't bother to pick of the phone to answer me and she even told Taylor and Sonny not to inform about anything that's going on with her but, as much as I hated Sonny she told me the brief update of her and Alex isn't looking so good it seems.. Apparently she's been lashing out on everyone, she won't bother to speak to neither of them just whoever the fuck this Mitchie girl is. I've had enough of it, she's being a fucking immature baby about everything. She has to learn you can't just hide everything and forget about it, I've never seen her act this way before, ever. God I'm so sick of guessing whether I'm in a relationship with her or its just myself it seems. Now look what its brought, I'm falling for a woman about 6 years older than me but, lately she seems to be the only one who really seems to care about my feelings. Alex you can just keep running around with your little whore and ill just sit back and watch you destroy everything we had because, you're too much of a fucking pussy to end things between us, you can't string me on forever! At that very moment what decides to come on the radio, just fucking perfect timing, our song but it no longer has the fucking meaning it used to have. I can't take it anymore, I just can't.. Why did things have to end up like this? Why? That's all I can manage to scream out through my tears. I feel like our relationship was just some joke to her and I'm just a puppet she manipulates and humiliates in front of everyone. My eyes shift from the floor to the wall and that's when my tears soon turn to sobs as I launch at it ripping every damn picture i had of her and of us in half. If I had her fucking face in front of me god she'd have deep lashes but, nothing would cause her the pain she's causing me inside just absolutely nothing. A whole 3 fucking years of a relationship just washed down the drain all thanks to that fucking slut. No, none of this would of never happened if i never left Cali. None of this would of never even started because, I'd still be at the skatepark cheering her on or at the beach playing volleyball with her. Just her and I but, no I'm not. I'm all the way across the states crying my eyes out over how stupid I've become and how much of a fuck up I've made of my life. You're probably thinking oh but, what about Selena. Oh let me tell you about her, she's an angel that I don't deserve but, how do I know if and when things get serious between us she won't begin to do the same things as Alex did. Or when she finally realizes I could get her fired from her job and criminal charges because she'd be fucking a minor. What if she just gets up and leaves like her ex girlfriend did to her? Ohh then I'd definitely be labeled as a fuck up. I can't let myself go through this again, I feel like i'm losing my mind. I'm losing touch with myself, with reality actually. One day I'm going to wake up and realize not everyone has their happy ending and if I take that risk with Selena god knows what could possibly happen. My back hits the corner of the wall as I slowly slid down covering my face, trying to scream out the pain but nothing I do seems to help. I can't go back, I just can't she's not worth it Demetria. I barely whisper out through the sobs, I need my mom, I just need somebody.. I can't be alone tonight, I just won't make it, I know I wont..

After about an hour of screaming and nearly breaking about everything in my room I turned to the only person I knew that'd be there. I'd call my mom but, her and my father are out at some business meeting in the city and won't be back until the day I leave for California.. My eyes lift from my hands over to the clock then at my phone. It's already 1 in the morning. When I started this shit it was just barely 10.. No wonder my lungs feel like they're going to burst with blood. My throat is killing me, my eyes feel drained and my heart just feels empty like someone just came along and ripped my soul from me. I wiped my eyes as I searched her name in my contacts, I wasn't going to bother to text her, it'd never wake her up. I pressed call as my teeth dug deep into my bottom lip I could feel another cry trying to break through.

"Dem what's up? It's nearly 1:30.." Her voice sounds like she was sleeping, I feel bad for waking her up maybe I should just hang up and fight it on my own.. No you can't, you just fucking can't you know you still have them buried in your room..

"Se-Selenaa.." I squeezed my eyes shut as I fought back the tears but I can't hold it back anymore I just break, I just start crying hysterically on the phone.

"Demi whats the matter?! Shh it'll be okay, wha-what happened?"

"C-can you c-co.." I can't even finish my sentence the cries just get heavier the moment I thought about what I was just screaming at myself earlier. She fucking cares about you how can you just think all that nonsense? She wouldn't be half panicking on the phone if she didn't care about you.

"I'll be right there just stay right where you are." I could hear the sound of clothes rustling, I'm guessing shes probably getting dressed. I slowly nod as I hang up the phone throwing it across the room. I'm so fucking stupid, to think I was going to ruin whatever chances I had with her just because of a stupid guilty conscious. I really am a fuck up.. I bring my knees up hugging them tight, my face cheek nuzzles against my knee as my eyes become immediately latched on the picture of Selena and I.. The picture we took together in the city. I have it framed, she looks so happy as do I. You can't let her go, you just can't Demetria. I soon bury my face in my knees feeling the tears bubbling up inside my eyes again..

-Selena's P.O.V.-

I have no clue how I managed to get dressed and down those flights of steps as fast as I did, all I remember was hearing her cry and I was up and out. There's so many thoughts rushing through my mind as I drive over to her house. Did Alex finally call her back? Did her parents find out about us? There's nothing really to find out about us, we aren't dating.. Yet.. Were just simply enjoying each others company, I'm not going to rush her into another relationship, I want her to be sure she wants to be with me and that everything between her and Alex are over with before I step any farther into the picture. I'm merely going about 70 on a 40 mile highway.. Thank god nobodys out on the road. All I know is I need to get to her, no matter what happened someone just doesn't cry like that and by the sound of her voice that wasn't the first time she must of been crying tonight. Her voice sounded strained, tired and sore. As I reached her driveway the only light I seen on was her bedroom, I'm guessing that's where she is. I jumped out of the car and hurried up the path to the front door, I don't even remember yanking my keys out of the car ignition. I rung the doorbell several times but, she didn't bother to come down and answer the door. I bit my lip as I reached the doorknob and that's when I felt like a total idiot, the door was unlocked.. I rushed through the door as the stupid lady on the speaker said 'Front Door Open.' The moment I closed it I glared up at the system as it said 'Front Door Closed' I don't even wanna know what ever convinced her parents to get that installed.. It doesn't matter and I don't even care right now, I hurried up the steps as I rushed inside her room and oh my god it looked like a tornado hit it.. There was broken glass on the floor, the bed sheets were ripped off of it, the pictures she had were down and scattered across the floor ripped into tiny little shreds, and there was she curled up in the corner just sobbing. She didn't bother to look up when I barged through the door, I jumped over the broken lamp that was on the floor as I quickly scooped the girl in my arms holding onto her for dear life as she just sobbed even louder as she buried her face in the crook of my neck. I almost started crying myself as I held her tighter, she didn't bother to even try to tell me what happened and I was okay with that, all she needed right now was someone to just hold her as she let it all out. I've never seen her like this before so fragile so vulnerable.. She was perfectly fine today at school, she was smiling and laughing. This was just the perfect example of how much pain a girl can hide inside just by putting on a fake smile.

I kissed the side of her head as I slowly stroked the back of her head nudging my cheek against hers. Her cries became softer and softer as I'm assuming she was calming down, she just had driven herself into that hiccup like breathing.

"Shh, its okay I got you and i'm not letting go. Just take deep breaths and try to relax." I continued to caress the back of her head as I pressed my lips softly against the side of her head just right above her ear.

"Thanks for coming" her voice was timid as she softly spoke biting her thumb. I lightly pressed my lips against her forehead as I hugged her tight.

"You don't need to thank me, I'm glad you called though and i want you to remember if this ever and i mean ever happens again, don't hesitate to call me. I promise you i'll be here in that very split second." Her breathing finally calmed down as she let out a soft sigh, my eyes locked with hers as she looked up at me tightening her grip on my jacket. Her eyes fell to my lips for a second then found their way back to mine.

"You were here pretty fast.. I gotta give that to you." I softly laughed as she started to smile. If she only knew how I fast I drove, I broke so many speeding limits tonight.

"Do you wanna talk about it or do you just wanna head to bed? You look tired sunshine and I think its about time you get some rest.. Especially seeing what all happened to your room." I slowly brushed her hair back out of her face as I held her close. She leaned closer against me as she looked around her room at the mess I'm guessing she caused. I caught her mumble out a 'shit' before her eyes fell back with mine as she lightly bit her bottom lip.

"Can we head back to your place? I kinda don't wanna stay here tonight, I don't wanna be in here right now at all to be honest." I smiled as I quickly nodded giving her one last squeeze before helping her to her feet. We both managed to climb through the mess shutting the door behind me. She was the first one to head out to the car, I had to make sure the lights were off and the door was locked. I knew her parents wouldn't be too pleased if they came home to a robbed house.

I started the car as I looked over at her, she looked so exhausted her eyes were puffy from all the crying she was doing and her voice was barely there. I honestly felt so bad that I wasn't there when this all started, I wish I knew what caused all of it but, when she's ready she'll tell me. Her eyes lifted from her lap as they looked into mine, I gave her a reassuring smile as I reached over for her hand giving it a gentle squeeze. She needed to know I was there and I think she got it when I saw the slightest smile appear across her lips.

It didn't take long for us to finally reach my house, she didn't say much at all she just asked if she could shower when we got there I said of course and that leads me to where I am now. Laying across my bed waiting for her to get out of the shower so we can either talk or just go to sleep. I looked over at the clock and it already read 2:30.. Thank god tomorrows Saturday. Fuck that means as soon as it reaches morning its going to be Friday, the last day of school before our break. Which means I have to get up in about 3 hours.. Thank god for coffee. I closed my eyes as I slowly drifted to sleep but, i was slightly woken up by her body climbing on the bed next to me. She nuzzled her head against my stomach as she wrapped her arm around my waist curling into me. I started to smile as I slowly ran my fingers through her wet hair whispering 'good night' snuggling my head against the bed falling asleep.

Demi's P.O.V.

- Morning, About 11:00 am-

I slowly started to stretch as the sun shined through the blinds, I peeked my eyes open as I began feeling around, I was alone in another persons bed. Well this sure looks great.. I started to yawn as I crawled out of the bed pulling my hair up into a bun looking around the room. She wasn't in the bathroom nor the closet.. As I walked down the steps it revealed to me that I was the only one in this home.. I started to raise my eyebrow as I called out her name, I got no reply. Well no duh Demetria you're alone. I walked in the kitchen as I seen a piece of paper sitting on the counter that had the words 'Morning Sunshine :)' written across the front. I started to smile as I picked it up taking a seat in one the chairs at the counter. I brushed my fingers over the ink before opening it starting to read what it withheld.

" Well Good Morning Demi!

You're probably wondering where I am.. Well if you look at the calendar it marks February 28th also known as the last day before spring break. Don't worry I had called ahead of time and told the school that you wouldn't be able to make it in today because, you weren't feeling too well and since you were left in my care until your parents get back from the trip they didn't give me too much of a hard time. So while I'm at work probably on my 5th or 6th cup of coffee feel free to dig through the house, watch movies, sleep, eat.. Help yourself to anything :) Oh! And if you look in the fridge there's a small dinner container I have another card on top just with your name. I knew you'd get hungry sometime after you woke up so there's some freshly cooked scrambled eggs, with a few maple sausage links along with a few strips of bacon. If you get hungry later on during the day there's some money in an envelop i have on the fridge along with the number for the local pizza place and there's also a number for the chinese place. I should be home around 3:30ish.. i'm not staying for the party they're throwing since I have you at home and I need to stop by the grocery store for some things so, I will swing by the house to see if you want to tag along. It's okay if you don't. There might be a phone call from the hotel just confirming the dates and stuff like that. They already have my information to pay for it so you wont have to do much.. Umm I think that's about it, oh if there's an emergency my numbers listed below.. Other then that, have a great day sweetie! I'll be home soon enough :)

- Sel xx "

I couldn't help but smile at the little xx's she had written next to her name. I totally forgot today was the last day before break.. No wonder she was sleeping when I had called her last night. I bit my lip as I set the note down looking around the kitchen. Everything was well organized nothing seemed to be out of place since the last time I was over. This place just screamed Sel, it fit her personality very well with the whole color schemes to the organization to the pictures she had hanging on the walls. I decided to heat up the food she cooked for me before she had left and god was she an amazing cook.. I just loved it, I curled up on the couch watching whatever I could get myself into on netflix. That's when the phone rang and it was the guy from the hotel we planned staying at.

"Hello Miss, I'm calling from JW Marriott Santa Monica Le Merigot to confirm the reservation for the last name Gomez. From March 3rd through the 15th."

"Umm yes its still on. By any chance could you run by the room details again.."

"Well yes of course I can, it says here that you ordered the Premier guest room which offers the one king sized bed, air conditioning, a living or seating area as we'd like to call it, and the bathroom is a lovely marbled colored with a shower tub combination with a delightfully lighted makeup vanity with our complimentary robes and slippers that will be in there once you and your guest have arrived. You also have arranged for a car to be delivered at the airport once you land. Is this correct?" Holy shit she didn't have to go all out on this trip.. God damn I can only imagine how much she's paying for all of this..

"Uhh yes that's correct. Our flight is scheduled to be landing around 1pm on Monday at the LAX airport."

"Great great great! We look forward to seeing you Ms. Gomez, have a nice day now. Bye bye." The guy sounded way too cheery for being a desk clerk, that's all there was to that.. It was barely reaching 2, which meant I have another hour and a half until the queens back. She should really get a dog or some kind of animal to keep her company when she's here all by herself.. As I nearly died of boredom I decided to go upstairs and look around her office from some paper, the least I could do was write a song since I still had this one stuck in my head over and over again ever since she picked me up last night. As I was searching through the well lit room I came I noticed she had managed to print out the pictures we took in the city, it looks to me as if she was planning on hanging them up.. I smiled as I looked through them taking a seat in the office chair she had by the desk. She looked absolutely stunning in all the pictures we took that day, my eyes shifted from the pictures to the belongings she kept on the desk, her laptop, papers from school, a cup of pens and highlighters.. Normal desk stuff as anyone would keep in their home office, my eyes soon fell upon the only framed picture she had. It was a picture of us curled up on the couch together. I remember how I told her no selfies I didn't look good and that's when she told me I looked beautiful even without all the makeup I was hiding behind, so when she took the picture her eyes were locked on me as she kissed the side of my head. God I remember in that moment I wanted to kiss her so badly but, I couldn't. You don't know how badly I want to lock lips with that gorgeous angel faced woman. At that moment the words were just pouring together inside my head. I grabbed one of the pens she had laying out along with a piece of paper as I began writing them down. I have the most perfect idea for tonight.. I started to grin widely as it just seemed more and more perfect to me.

Selena's P.O.V

Thank god it was time to leave. I'm so exhausted and I honestly think I drank close to 6 cups of coffee today just to keep me awake. I gathered my things together as I slid on my jacket looking up at the clock. I had told the princess I'd be home around 3:30ish which it seems that I'll make it just in time. I also have to stop at the store, then finish packing for the trip.. I can't wait until we leave and get away from here for a little while, I know Demi will appreciate it, it'll give her some time to breathe and think things through about everything. I'm hoping soon enough she'll give me a brief idea of why she had that breakdown last night but, if she doesn't want to tell me that's cool too. I smiled as I said goodbye to my fellow co-workers heading out to my car. I dug through my purse for my phone, I unlocked it dialling the house number as I started the car throwing everything in the backseat.

"Hey beautiful how was work?" I was greeted by her cheerful voice as I softly blushed heading out of the parking lot. I held the phone against my ear with my shoulder as I headed the usual route to home.

"Tiring.. Very tiring I can honestly say I'm glad I'm happy to be on my way home. Did you find a way to entertain yourself while I was gone?"

"Pretty much.. I ate the food you made which was absolutely delicious by the way.. Then I chilled for a while on the couch watching shit on netflix and then I had a nice conversation with the receptionist for the hotel everythings a go for that and then I showered, found some stuff to wear hope you don't mind.." I smiled as I stopped at the red light adjusting the phone against my ear.

"Of course not, I told you to make yourself at home. Hey I'll be there in about 15 minutes, do you wanna come with me to the store?"

"Oh yeah of course! I was wondering if we could stop by my place real quick on the way back.. I just wanna grab some things and then if its okay with you I'd like to stay with you well here until we leave for Cali.. I called my mom and she said its fine and they're still going to drive us to the airport on Monday around 5.. She knows about my room and I told her I'll deal with that when i get back."

"Yeahh its perfectly fine with me, as long as your parents are cool with it I'm cool. We'll just grab your luggage when we stop at your house on the way back."

"Okay cool! So I guess I'll see you in about 10?"

"Yes you will darling, see ya soon."

"Baai for now Selly." I smiled as I hung up the phone setting it in the cup holder as I turned down the street brushing my hair out of my face. I turned up the radio a bit as I skimmed through the channels watching the road.

- About An Hour Later -

Demi threw her bathroom stuff in one of the little suitcases, it was the only thing she had left to pack. I tried my best to scrape the broken glass into a small pile so none of us would get cut. She picked up her guitar throwing the strap over her head and swung it around her back as she picked up one of the suitcases when she was about to pick up the other one I quickly grabbed it telling her 'I got it' she gave me that gracious smile I adored so much before she headed down the steps, I shut the door behind me as I followed her down heading out to the car. I didn't get that much at the store just stuff for us to snack on until we leave. Demi also thrown some extra things in the cart that consisted of twix bars, ice cream, cheese curls and canned raviolis.. As I finished packing the suitcases in the back of the car I looked over at her starting to smirk. She gave this confused look as I tossed her my keys.

"You can drive back, I trust you." her eyes slowly widened as she looked at the keys then back at me, I started to laugh as I shook my head getting in the passengers side. I buckled my seatbelt as she got in starting the car. She looked like a lost little puppy, or I should lost little Demi on the first day of school all over again.

"It's just like any other car, you have your pedals, gear shift, turn signal.. Just relax and pretend you're in your car Dem." I smiled at her as her face seemed to ease a little, she better get used to driving.. 'Cause once we land in California, she's doing the driving since she knows it like the back of her hand. She just doesn't know that part yet.

Demi's P.O.V

It wasn't so bad driving her car back, it was just like mine just a little bigger and taller. It didn't take us that long to put away the groceries either, once we were done I told her to go up and collect her guitar cause I wanted to practice a little with her. I took a seat on the couch as I crossed my legs underneath me setting my guitar on my lap as I adjusted my fingers to the appropriate strings. I smiled up at her as she soon to the seat next to me mimicking the way I was seated. We played for a while as I went over the basics with her once again. She wasn't half bad at all, she was pretty good actually.

"Hey is it okay if I play something I came up with not too long ago?" I bit my lip as I questioned her, she smiled as she replied a 'of course' as she sat her guitar down on the floor and leaned her arm against the back of the couch leaning her head against it watching me. I gave her a quick smile before I cleared my throat looking down at the paper before closing my eyes starting to strum the familiar beat that was bursting through my head earlier.

"Before I fall, too fast, kiss me quick but make it last..

So I can see how badly this will hurt me,

when you say goodbye..

Keep it sweet, keep it slow

let the future pass and don't let go..

But tonight I could fall too soon

underneath this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotizing..

You've got me laughing while I sing,

You've got me smiling in my sleep

And I can see this unraveling

Your love is where im falling, but please don't catch me..

See this heart won't settle down,

like a child running scared from a clown

I'm terrified of what you do

My stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away so I can breathe

Even though you're far from suffocating me

I can't set my hopes up too high

'Cause every hello ends with a goodbye.." I took a deep breath as I slowly opened my eyes looking at her as I repeated the chorus once again. I bit my lip as I closed my eyes finishing the final stanza.

"So now you see why I'm scared

I can't open up my heart without a care..

But here I go, its what I feel

and for the first time in my life i know its real.." I adjusted the guitar on my lap as I sat up a little as my eyes locked with hers as I continued to sing.

"But you're so hypnotizing,

You've got me laughing while I sing,

You've got me smiling in my sleep,

And I can see this unraveling,

You're love is where im falling so please don't catch me..

If this is love, please don't break me

I'm giving up so just catch mee.." My smile grew wider as I softly sang the last part before I moved my guitar on the floor, my eyes never leaving hers.

This is it, this is the very moment I've been waiting for, I moved closer to her as I started to lean in as did she, I looked down at her lips before looking back into her eyes, they were just inches away, her eyes were filled with pure lust. I can tell this is what we've both wanted, I took a deep breath before I took the first move, I cupped her cheeks as I closed my eyes pressing my lips softly against hers in a deep passionate filled kiss. Her lips synced perfectly with mine as I wrapped my arms around her neck, her hands soon found my hips as I felt my back slowly hit the bottom of the couch, our lips never breaking apart.

"I will always be there to catch you when you fall.." She softly whispered against my lips as she slowly pulled back, I opened my eyes as I started to blush staring into those perfect golden brown eyes. Instead of answering I just pressed my lips softly against hers once again.

I'll never get tired of this..