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Let Me Sleep

I wish I could sleep.

Sleep forever.

Escaping a life of tormenting shadows

Trapped inside world of fragile things

I sleep to die.

It is an existence of nothingness

yet I cannot escape it.

No matter how hard I try

I still awaken each day

only to suffer, alone.

Nothing in this world

is immortal.

But at times,

the pain seems

to span an eternity.

What is left for me here?

Why must I continue

this useless existence?

How long must I suffer

this slow march?