I'm back in the hospital ;-( So I'm going to be updating often!

I was lying on my bunk typing up something when I realized that me and Logan where the only ones left on the bus.

James and Sky went to go go-karting.

Kendall and Claire where walking around the park and Carlos and Cat went to get ice cream and Gustavo and Kelly where at the concert location with Mama Knight and Katie was out.

Logan was lying above me watching a movie.

That sounded like a good idea to me and went into the back room and popped in a movie and plopped down on the leather couch laying down and the movie started.

There was a small tap on the door and then Logan entered, my eyes narrowed and I just stayed laying down he sat all the way on the other end of the couch.

"Mind if I watch with you?" he asked.

I ignored him, I try not to be one for unkind words so just like my mom use to say, 'if you don't got anything nice to say, don't say anything at all' so, I sat there quietly.

I was watching Batman Dark Knight where Batman works alone.

Logan laid down his spiky front of his hair was touching the top of my head.

It made my heart jump and I sat up and scooted to the end of the couch.

Logan stayed lying down.

I looked at him he was so into the movie.

He shot up, "So are you just not going to talk to me for the next 5 and a half months?" he asked.

I stayed focused on the movie, "Natalie Rose Sawyer why won't you talk to me?" he asked.

"You don't need me, you got Kaila." I said getting up and leaving the back room and going to the kitchenette.

I was followed, "Is that what this is about? Kaila?" he asked.

"You know I actually thought that you wanted to get back together with me that's why I agreed to meet up with you. But then she showed up." I said leaning against the counter.

"You wanted to get back together with me?" he asked shocked.

"I thought I did but now, no." I said crossing my arms over my chest.

Logan was shocked, "But you didn't talk to me for a month." He said.

"Logan I was hurt all four of you hurt me but you the most." I said.

"Look, I'm sorry about the whole tour thing and the Kaila thing." He said sitting at the table.

"No you're not." I said narrowing my eyes.

"Natalie, I Love You." He said.

"No you don't." I said.

"Yes I do, you make my day your smile is all I think about you make me feel so strange inside, a good strange, you are an amazing friend and girlfriend and I want nothing more than to be with you. I miss my batman." He said.

"Well, it's not going to happen, you got a girlfriend." I said.

Logan's eyes softened.

Mine stayed narrowed and my arms stayed folded at my stomach.

"I'll break up with her." He said.

"NO! You're not going to leave her. That's wrong!" I said.

"Please Nat I want to be with you! Not her!" he said.

"No, sorry, end of story." I said and started to talk away but Logan grabbed my wrist my heart skipped a beat.

I turned to him, "Let go of me." I said.

"Nat-Nat you cannot tell me you don't love me." He said pulling me close to him and holding my waist.

I was speechless, his brown eyes looked me right in my eyes and he was smiling one of his famous half smiles and it made my heart flutter.

"I…I can't s…sorry." I said trying not to look him in the eyes.

His eyes saddened, I felt bad but I just couldn't…

I wanted to kiss him so bad I wanted to feel his lips on mine.

I wriggled free and stood there for a minute and then walked back into the back room and continued watching my movie.

Logan came back into the room and sat next to me.

My heart started racing, he leaned over and in my ear he whispered, "I will always love you Batman." He said.

My heart did summersaults in my chest.

I wanted to tell him I loved him too but I just couldn't do it…

Instead I laid in his lap he ran his hand through my hair.

A tear fell from my eye, I loved him more than words could say but I just couldn't put myself through that especially since he had a girlfriend.

I eventually drifted off to sleep wishing that I could be Logan's one and only.

I just hated thinking of him kissing somebody else…