Chapter 11
Cpov September 2nd 2014
You know that feeling? You're sleeping peacefully with her. You gently start to awaken as she inches toward you. She aligns her body perfectly with yours. You feel her warmth on your back. She slips her arm around you, pulling herself closer to you. She sighs contentedly and drifts back to asleep. The slow, sleepy smile that involuntarily spreads across your lips. That is a feeling that after yesterday morning and this morning I never want to go without.
Waking up with Ana lying next to me is a feeling I would have never thought I would have in my existence, or I would ever feel let alone happen. I love it and I love the both of them. Laying here watching her sleep with those plump raspberry lips and her angelic face. Raising my head, a little to check on Lilly and she is still sleeping so soundly. After today our daughter will be living like a princess along with my queen. I've never gone shopping for a child let alone for a family. I know Ana said she doesn't celebrate her birthday but as she said yesterday we are creating new memories and I will do that for her.
"Stop thinking so hard Christian it's too early." She tells me as she smiles and those ocean blue eyes open and stare straight at me.
"I can't help it baby you two are all that's on my mind now." I tell her as I lean down to kiss her. What was meant to be a meaningful quick kiss turns into a slow passionate one that has me moaning into her mouth. I pull away before things can escalate. I want her first time to be special as it will be my first time as I've never done vanilla. "Baby, I was in heaven sleeping next to you. Did you sleep ok? I didn't hear Lilly at all did she wake up?" I never had a nightmare only a happy dream of the two of us in a meadow surrounded by children.
"Christian I can't remember the last time I slept soundly all night. I didn't take any sleeping medicine and I feel so refreshed. I only had happy dreams of the three of us and waking into your arms made me feel so loved and secure. I slept like a baby and no Lilly never woke. She will be out for about 2 more hours can I get changed and join you in the gym?"
"Yes, you are loved so much. I love you and Lilly so fucking much you two are my life now. I loved sleeping holding you into my arms all night. Yes, you two are always and will always be safe in my arms." I kiss her again I just can't help it. This woman has changed my life entirely and I love it. I've never been one for public display of emotions. Not this time I will show the world she is mine forever and more. "Yes let me run to my room and change while you do so and we will meet downstairs in front of the elevator. I will go inform Gail to listen for Lilly. I also always bring Taylor with me and Sawyer will remain in the security room is that ok with you?"
"That's fine I will see you in ten minutes." She leans over and kisses me before she rises out if bed and saunters off into the bathroom with her clothing to change.
I feel like I'm running to my room and change into my basketball shorts and cut off t-shirt. I walk downstairs to the most enticing smell coming from the kitchen. Seems Gail is up early and cooking.
"Morning Gail, are you cooking your special sauce for the week?" I ask her as she always cooks her Bolognese sauce in huge quantities and freezes them. I never know when I'm going to be home for dinner so it's easy for her to start a meal on a moment's notice. I have a feeling that will change as I want to be home every night at a certain time to spend time with Ana and Lilly.
"Yes I am Mr. Grey its Monday so I am starting on my weekly chores and stocking the freezer."
"Gail, thank you for accommodating Ana and Lilly's arrival with such poise I appreciate it. I know we've had a routine but I want that to change. I want to be home every night by six to spend time with my girlfriend and our daughter. I hope you don't mind, and I think Ana will be working from home so she will be here all day."
"Mr. Grey those two are your future and your happily ever after. I don't mind at all I'm just happy to see that you are living for yourself and your future. As long as you are happy I will do anything. You are like a son I've never had."
"Thank you Gail and yes I'm deliriously happy. Ana and I will be in the gym do you mind listening for Lilly? Also we are going shopping today and I'm going to have painters come tomorrow to repaint the red room. I'm not sure what it will be, but it's gone and good riddance. Also they will paint the two guest rooms once Ana has picked out the colors."
"Not a problem Mr. Grey I will listen for her and call Taylor if need be."
"What am I picking out?" Ana asks coming down the stairs, wearing a track suit and carrying her iPod. Who the fuck works out in a track suit anymore?
"I was thinking of yours and Lilly's rooms until you move into mine that is."
"Oh ok let's just do Lilly's room so she can have her space and leave mine for the time being as I think your room will become ours sooner rather than later." She states as she blushes crimson. But I couldn't become any more fucking happy right now. "After all we are in love and each other's dream catchers. Why don't we try it tonight and see how it goes?"
"I'm perfectly fine with that Ana I told you we will go at your pace. But yes I would love for you to sleep in my bed or soon to be our bed together. I've never had anyone in my room except Gail who cleans. This will be a first for me." I tell her as we make our way to the elevator holding hands and Taylor as usual waiting for us.
"Morning Mr. Grey and Miss Steele."
"Morning Taylor I will be doing my usual lesson and Ana says she runs on a treadmill is the gym secure?"
"Yes sir I just came up and Claude is down there and waiting."
"Who's Claude Christian?" Ana asks as the three of us get into the elevator.
"He's the trainer I work with, primarily kickboxing. Would you want to learn?"
"No I don't need to I already know how to and I'm a black belt in Karate. I run about 5 miles every morning and then do 45 minutes of weighted squats. That's all I need to do to help relieve my stress. My father taught me so I only run and do squats to keep up with my weight and muscle tone. When I become real restless then I do sit ups and planks, but that will only be once a week as I do about 250 of each." She states so easily as Taylor and I stare at her in wonder.
"Are you fucking kidding you do all that?" I just can't believe it I'm usually panting at 175 each.
"No I'm not." She tells us as he looks up at us with her one eyebrow raised questioning us.
The rest of the ride down is quiet as I'm thinking she must have a toned body. As I feel my cock start to awaken I have to think of Elliott in a speedo to get it down. As the door opens I show Ana where the treadmill is and the rest of the equipment that she will need.
"Thank you Christian I will see you in about an hour." She states as she kisses me and turns to start taking of her tracksuit. Oh fuck me, fuck me. I'm biting on my closed fist to not reach out and grab her. She is in a red bondage type sport bra and the tightest black yoga shorts I've ever seen. She straps her iPod to her upper arm and I am frozen in my spot. Oh holy fuck she is ripped, her legs are the finest, toned and longest legs I've ever seen in my life. All I can imagine is them wrapped around my hips as I fuck her senseless. My cock is so hard I honestly can't walk and I don't know how I'm going to go at it with Claude.
"Christian are you ok?" I stare at her as I rake my eyes down her body and see she had a six pack. A fucking six pack oh my god I want to trace those lines with my tongue as I devour her body.
"Ana, baby holy shit you are going to kill me. I'm fine but I'm suffering here I can't work out now with you in this outfit. You are so fucking hot; I've never seen anyone as gorgeous as you. I can't wait to show you and your body my love and devotion."
"Christian thanks but this is why I like to work out in privacy so no one stares. I can't wait either I don't mind you staring but Claude if that is who he is making me uncomfortable." That right there has made me flaccid. No one sees what is mine as I turn to block her from his view and give him my fuck off look. He nods his head and turns. This makes me realize that I will turn the old red room into our own personal home gym. She and I can work out in our own privacy with no one watching except each other.
"Ana I'm sorry but this will be the last time I promise; we will have our own gym upstairs in the extra room."
"That sounds perfect I can't wait." She smiles the biggest smile and it warms my heart knowing I make her happy.
I watch as she jumps on the treadmill and watch as she gets up to speed. Holy fuck she can move, and I'm mesmerized. I better go and kick my aggression out or I won't be able to move. As I make my way to Claude I'm a little pissed he was looking at Ana. Another reason it needs to be known she is mine, and if I have my way she always will be. I'm the luckiest son of a bitch out there.
"Let's go Claude and stop drooling at my Girlfriend." I tell him as I get into the ring with him as I hear him mutter lucky son of a bitch. That I am and I know it.
An hour later and I'm done I've never felt better. I put Claude on his ass three times, yeah that will show you to look at what's mine. As Claude leaves and we make plans to meet in two days I turn to make my way to Ana and she is so breathtaking I just stand and watch her as she finishes. One look and I can't catch my breath. When she isn't next to me I feel my soul is missing. I honestly feel incomplete. I feel so on fire like a thousand suns and I do not want it to stop. I want our two souls to become one. As I'm staring at what I realize is my future wife she leans up from her last squat and turns to me.
"Hey honey did you have a good workout?" She asks me as I walk to her as the hunter I am I reach for her and pull her to me. I feel complete with her in my arms.
"I put his ass down three times so it was great and now I'm perfect. God I love you Ana so much." I lean down and clasp my right hand into her ponytail and my left hand on her ass. I slowly kiss her and as my tongue seeks entrance she gasps and kissing her is like the first time over and over. The sparks that flow through my body are never ending. I can stay like this the rest of my life and would die the happiest man ever. I hear a cough and know it's the spoil sport before I pull away.
She looks bashfully up at me "I love you too Christian with all that I am."
"Me to baby always baby always." I feel so emotional right now I just grab onto her and turn us both towards to Taylor.
"Ready Taylor?"
"Yes sir, sorry to interrupt but Gail said Lilly is awake and she has dressed her for you two. She also stated that breakfast will be ready in a half hour."
"Thank you Taylor I'm starving. Let's go join our daughter Christian." Ana states as we all walk in to the elevator with us still holding hands.
Thirty minutes later I am showered and dressed waiting on Ana to join Lilly and I for breakfast. I'm ecstatic I just got off the phone with Andrea and relayed to her to reschedule my day. I'm spending the day with my family. I hear nothing as I'm trying to get Lilly to communicate with me but I can sense her before I can see her. She snakes her arms around my chest and I can see the most beautiful sight to the side of me as I lean my head back.
"Thank you for entertaining her handsome, sorry I took so long I love taking a hot shower as it eases my muscles."
"No apologies needed, take as long as you want and I have a double size Jacuzzi tub in my bathroom at your disposal."
"Are you serious you may have just found my weakness. I could be in there for hours."
Yep rock hard again just thinking of her wet, naked and in the bath where I want to bathe with her. I've never bathed with anyone but I want so many firsts with her.
"How about after dinner I give you a tour since we haven't had that chance yet and we can decide on Lilly's room together? Also if you don't mind may I accompany you two to lunch with my mother and Mia?"
"That sounds great as I'm not sure about going in public for the first time since the media caught wind of us. We are going to the Mile High club right? What should I wear? Also are you sure children can be there?"
"Baby, it will be fine I promise Taylor, Sawyer, and Reynolds will be with us. Reynolds will be in the spare SUV as backup. I won't let anything happen and as we discussed they carry. I know you prefer that and I'm fine with it as long as you don't when they are with you. No usually children are not allowed into the Mile-high club, I own it however so my daughter will be. Whatever you want to wear will be fine."
"Thank you Christian for reassuring my insecurities I know that as long as I'm with you they will get better. Your mom is going to give the number today for the speech therapist for Lilly so we can start her on that."
"Ok great I will let Taylor and Welch know so they can do a background check. Ana anyone that will come in contact with you, me or Lilly will have to have a background check done."
"I'm fine with that especially since we don't know any updates about your helicopter crash do we?"
"No we don't that will probably take a couple more days so security on all my properties have been heightened. Speaking of that Taylor told me your Escalade isn't bullet proof will you be ok to get that completed?"
"I've never seen the need to do that but if you think it's necessary then that's fine just give me the name of the company and I can organize it."
"No Ana I want to do it I'm taking care of my family you don't need to worry about anything anymore."
"Christian I can take care of it I don't want people to think I'm with you for money. I'm with you because I love you and nothing more."
"Ana I know that and I love you too, and I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks."
"Ok Christian you are right; we are finished eating can I get this tour to see if I want your room to become our room?"
"Of course baby" I pick Lilly up and carry her as I grab Ana's hand and show her the library first.
She is speechless as she tales this room in. "I was thinking of adding another shelf in this corner here for Lilly to have a play area while you work if you want this to be your office. I know you said you wanted to wright or edit. Whatever you want to do is fine with me. We can pick out a desk today when we order Lilly's furniture if you want."
"Christian oh my god I love this room as I said yesterday when we were in here for a little bit. Now that I can appreciate it yes I would love that, a desk and yes a little table and chairs for Lilly would be ideal.
I've shown her all of downstairs and she loved the piano and even I remember what happened with her abuse. I wonder if she will pick it back up again I know she said she enjoyed it. As we wonder around what will be Lilly's room she has her eyes closed taking it all in. She stops suddenly and the opens her eyes.
"I know just how I want this room it will have pink and lavender walls with a mural of Cinderella's castle. As I've told you we are obsessed with Disney and it seems to open Lilly up watching and reading the books. This will be princess Lilly's room if that's ok?" She asks me as she looks at me with those blue eyes. As I could say no, "of course it can be whatever you two want."
Lilly just claps her hands and is the most excited I've ever seen her. It warms me to no end to know I'm the one making these two happy.
"Ana let me show you my bedroom and then I will call my decorator and let her know what we want."
She looks at me with what looks like embarrassment or disappointment. "Yes that's fine I'll make a list."
"Ana what's wrong?" I have no idea what I said or did.
"Well I know your tastes and I don't want to embarrass you but I wanted to do this ourselves if that's ok. It is for our daughter."
Shit I didn't even think of that; why would she think she would embarrass me?
"Ana I'm sorry I don't mind at all, if you want to do it that's fine we can pick everything out today and I can have it all delivered tomorrow. I don't know how much help I'll be. I've never done anything like this before. Like I said we will have many firsts together."
"Oh thank you, thank you, thank you so much. I love decorating that's another hobby of mine. I can't wait till you see my father's cabin. Lilly and I go there all the time now it's mine, I have someone that goes there once a week to keep an eye on the grass and other issues."
"I can't wait baby even though I like to camp I hope it's modernized?"
"Christian just you wait, my father built it himself and you will be impressed trust me. We have to go Friday because I have a mechanic to do the monthly inspection on Steele Grey."
As we walk into my bedroom "What is Steel Grey?"
She stops and turns to me with a sly smile and what she says makes me speechless.
"Steele Grey was my father's Helicopter and now it's mine."
"You have a helicopter? Do you know how to fly it? Is it safe?" Oh my god her flying a helicopter this I have to see.
"Yes I do, and my father taught me I've been flying since I was sixteen and it's the safest out there. It's a Eurocopter Hermès EC 135 it was my father's pride and joy. He would fly it up every weekend to visit me while I was at school or he would pick Kate, Lilly and I up and go to the cabin."
I'm fucking speechless that's my dream helicopter and has to be custom made especially the interior. The one with the interior designed by the world's most opulent luxury accessories maker? Yeah, that's going to run the price up to $6 million what did her father do in the marines?
"Ana that's a 6-million-dollar helicopter and has a waiting list. That's my dream helicopter what did your father do after the marines?"
"Christian as I've said he was an elite serviceman. After he retired from the service to take care of me, he went on special assignments for the government if you get my drift."
"Ana, was he a secret agent or a spy? If he was that explains the money and the helicopter."
She just nods her head, and turns to take in the room. Holy shit she and Taylor both said he showed her some skills. No wonder she is a stickler on security.
"Christian do not tell anyone but yes, and as I said its top secret but I was never sworn by the government only sworn by my father. Don't betray that trust, the cabin has the most secure outdoor and indoor security system you will ever see. It's almost invisible to the outdoor world, but once you pull up past the third gate you will be speechless trust me.
"Ana baby I won't say anything I promise but it's all making since now. Can I go with you two this weekend? We can make it a family affair and I want to see Steele Grey."
"Yes that's fine as we are a couple now I will have to show you, Taylor and Sawyer the grounds and security system. So when we visit they will know the protocol. Also since I go almost every weekend, summer and holidays if you come with me we can make you an office if need be."
She would do that for me is she seeing us long term also?
"Ana baby yes if this house or cabin is what you say it is yes I will go with you, but I can work anywhere let's just wait and see ok. Now what do you think of my room?"
"Well I love the window view, and the furniture its handmade I presume but the true test will be the closet and the bathroom. I don't even have half of my clothes here, I'm not a vain person but I love shoes and clothes it's always been my escape."
She walks in and I hear a scream and run with Lilly in the bathroom and she is sitting in the bathtub staring at the tv I have installed on the wall across from it. I will watch the news sometimes soaking in the tub or getting ready in the morning so I can listen to it. She gets out runs into the closet and I hear holy shit this is fucking awesome.
She comes out twirls in spot and comes running to me and gives me the biggest wettest kiss. Have I said I love this woman.
"This is perfect I love it and yes I would love to make it our room if you would like to have me."
I place Lilly down and she runs and climbs in the tub as I pull Ana into me and lift her to my eyelevel.
"Ana, baby you have just made me so happy and yes it's our room now, we can go and see my personal shopper today and get my two ladies a new wardrobe. New clothes for new memories how does that sound?"
She literally clings to me like a spider monkey and devours my mouth with the hottest most urgent kiss ever.
"Yes please I have a list in my head of everything we will need for Lilly's room. I promise everything won't take the whole day I'm a very organized shopper."
"We can go anywhere and spend anything you want and as I said I'm buying I want to take care of my family."
"Ok, Christian that's fine we will meet you by the elevator in 20 minutes we will go change for lunch and shopping."
"Sounds great baby I love you." I tell her as she walks out and winks at me with Lilly following.
I walk into my closet and throw on dark blue jeans and a long sleeve thermal t-shirt. It's a little plain for me for the daytime but if I'm going to be shopping all day I want to be comfortable.
I make my way downstairs and ask Gail if she can make room in my closet for Anas belongings. I also inform her of the room to be Lilly's and ask if the furniture can be donated or moved to storage. She tells me it can be moved down to my storage unit within the next two hours. I meet Taylor and Sawyer by the elevator and inform them of the day's plans.
"Sir does she have a list of the stores, so we can do a security sweep?"
Before I can respond she joins us in a gorgeous long maxi dress and jean jacket holding two bags. I'm assuming her purse and diaper bag. She will have designer ones by the end of the day.
"Sorry Taylor and Sawyer I have a general idea of what I want but I don't know the names of the stores. We need to go to a Hardware store to get paint, brushes, and other supplies. I need to go to Pottery barn for bed linens. I need a furniture store that sells all sorts of ages and styles. A baby store so I can get all her essentials. Everything else I can order online. Oh and Christian said something about his personal shopper. I never go out that much but when I do it's a huge trip as I don't want to be seen so I hope you don't mind."
"That's fine Ma'am I know the stores that you will need and we will call ahead and get clearance. All of you should be able to shop in privacy."
"Thank you and Sawyer during the week I will be here all week with Lilly so like I said this is a once in a blue moon trip." She states as we all load into the elevator.
"Ma'am as Taylor said its fine and I have a sister so I'm well aware of shopping."
"Taylor, Miss Steele and I will be going to her home in Montesano Friday morning for a couple days so you two will be coming with us. She has to meet with the mechanic for her helicopter and show us the grounds." I tell them as I don't feel comfortable with the way Sawyer is looking at her.
"That fine as we can't wait to see this" Taylor mumbles with what looks like a smile on his face.
"Yes sir I'll let my boyfriend know." I jerk my head so fast to Sawyer as I had no clue he was gay. Then I hear it the best sound in the world Ana's giggling.
I look to her and she leans up and whispers in my ear, "He wasn't admiring me sweetie, Sawyer was admiring you in what you are wearing as my panties are soaked also. You are my Adonis in these tight jeans and shirt." She whispers as she slowly drags her hands from my chest down my arms to land on my ass and squeeze.
I'm speechless and hard as granite as the door opens and they walk out to the car. I'm standing here watching her ass walk and I'm so fucking happy.
"Christian are you coming?" she turns and asks
I run up to her and grab her hand and lean to whisper to her. "Oh I hope to soon baby soon." I tell her as I nip her earlobe. I hear her breath catch and she giggles. She is my Aphrodite and will always be I've never been so happy before.
"Can we take my Escalade, since the car seat is in there and it has more room? I need to check the back and make sure the stroller is in there."
"That's fine Ana but Taylor will drive, with Sawyer shotgun and we will be in the back with Reynolds following."
"That's fine with me as I don't like driving in traffic." I remember her telling me that yesterday as I buckle Lilly into her seat which is in the middle. I turn to help Ana in the car and as I do and buckle her in I reach for her hand and place it on my crotch. To my relief she doesn't yank it away.
"Ana baby do you see what you do to me? I love you so much thank you for agreeing to be mine and thank you for moving into our room." I tell her as I hold her face to mine with our foreheads touching.
"You're welcome Christian, and I love you to." She kisses me as she grabs one of my hands and places it on her thigh as she looks forward and around. Taylor and Sawyer looking at the dash and at the Suv's features. I look to Lilly and she is watching Frozen already in the car paying no attention to us. She lets me snake my hand under the hem of her dress and run it up her toned leg and she places it on the wettest pussy ever. She is soaked and fuck I don't know how I'm going to walk. I circle her clit through her thong with my index finger.
"Christian yes I am yours and always will be and eventually this will be to. I love you too so much you are mine." She declares as she kisses me and I remove my hand as I don't want to finger fuck her in front of our daughter and the staff. My eyes only but maybe I can plan something for tonight ill text Gail today to get my room ready for my first ever love nest.
"Yes baby I'm yours from now on let's go we can resume tonight if you wish."
"Yes I would like." One last kiss as I make my way to the other side and slide into next to my family. We make our way out of the garage with the most flashes I've ever seen and as we make our way to make new memories I couldn't be any more excited.
