We got coffee from the cafeteria and decided to take a walk out side. Josh laced his fingers through mine making me giggle as we walked past all the families coming and going.

"What?" He asked a smiling playing on his lips.

"Remember when we where that age?" I asked.

"How can I forget? It was the first time I met you and your mom."

"Do you know how long uncle embry used to tease me about my little crush on you. Everyone always said we'd end up together, now look at us. They where right." I told him sitting next to him on the wooden bench by the hospital entrance.

"I guess Embry has to be right sometimes." Josh chuckled pulling me onto his lap. "I love you." He kissed my forehead.

"I love you too."

"So what do you think about kids?"

"They're cute. You know I've always wanted like 3 kids?"

"I know you told me. A boy first, then a girl, then what ever else comes along." He smiled.

"You do listen even when I just ramble."

"I think your ramblings cute." He told me while I traced his face with my fingers.

"You want to go back up?" I asked standing up.

"Yeah sure. You know now that we're god parents we kinda owe Heather and Matt."

"If I have a girl I would make her middle name heather." I nodded my head liking the idea as I came up with it.

"What about a boy?" Josh raised an eye brow at me.

"I want to name one son Seth after my dad."

"I have a feeling I will have no say in names what so ever!" He laughed before knocking on heathers hospital room door.

"Come in" Matt whispered. When I walked in Heather was sleeping while Matt held Gabby next to the bed.

"You know dude you look good with a baby." Josh smiled flopping down on the couch.

"So when did you guys decide on your last name?" I asked.

"When I asked her to marry me." He grinned.

"You what?" I whisper/ yelled.

"Last night. She was saying how amazing I am and everything. How when the baby comes well be like a family so I said we will be a family, did the whole one knee thing asked her she said yes." he got that big goofy grin on his face.

"Matt you phyco!" I laughed. "I love it." Once we stayed for a while more people started to come so Josh and I excused ourself.

"Come on lets take the long way out." I pulled Joshs hand towards the hall were the nursery is. I stood in the window looking at all the cute babies.

"What are you thinking about?" Josh asked putting his arm around me.

"What would are kids look like?" I asked him quietly.

"Well I hope they have my skin tone, but your eyes. Our daughter will be as tall as you, with my black hair but your curls. She wont be very tall cause I mean my moms not tall, your not tall. Our sons though, they'll be tall, and they have to have your smile so they can get all the girls." he told me running a hand through my hair.

"Sons? So you want one girl then two boys?" I asked as we started to walk towards my car.

"You know I want two sons but I also don't. You know the whole having kids kind of scares me." He sighed.

"Why?"

"Well what would happen if our daughter phases? Or if we have two sons and they both want the Alpha possession? You know how that would work right?" He asked me opening my door. I waited until he got in the driver side to shake my head. "When two wolfs go for the alpha possession and no one will give up -like how jake said never mind- they-" He took a deep breath, "sweetie they fight to the death. thats why your mom was so concerned about the twins. If I decided to retire before our kids are old enough then Clearwater are the next step. Thats of course if Jake still doesn't want it. There's no legends about twins."

"So you mean that if you have to quit phasing the boys will have to decide on who gets it and they might fight?"

"Babe don't worry about it. Your brother know whats coming."

"What ever you say." I rolled my eyes at him. "Lets go to the beach." I smiled.

Soon we where making out with both of our tops off in his truck when I reached for the zipper of his pants.

"Emma we cant." He sighed.

"We're not. Im just going to help you out with your situation." I told him while he kissed my neck. I opened his pants to release 'little Josh' only to find out he's by far in the 'little' category.

"Don't do anything you don't want to." He reminded me as I wrapped my hands around his base.

Josh whipped my hands off with his shirt after he had released….. Twice. It was pitch black outside and you could hear the wind blowing against the truck even though it felt like a oven in here.

"Thank you." Joshs words where muffled by my hair he was burying his face in.

"For?"

"That. It was the best hand job I have ever had."

"Just imagine how good I'll be with practice." I winked leaning in to kiss him.

"Ugh babe your killing me." Josh told me starting to nip at my skin on my neck.

"Im sorry Joshy." I batted my eye lashes at him sweetly.

"I have to get you home before your dad kills me. We're already an hour late." He mumbled still not moving.

"Its not my fault your hands like to wander." I giggled.

"My hands? I think you started the wandering. Not that im complaining."

" I didn't think you would. Are you gonna sleep over tonight?" I asked playing with his hair.

"I have patrol in the morning. You should sleep at mine."

"I just need to find my cell phone to call my dad." I whispered to myself looking around the truck. Once I finally found it I flipped it open dialing in moms cell number.

Mom*Hey honey your late.

Me* I know im sorry I didn't call earlier bit I was wondering if I could spend the night at Josh's. Please mom?

Mom*Sure sweetie. Your dad and I trust you.

Me* Thanks mom. Love you.

After Josh and me calmed ourselves we went to his house. It was 11 o'clock so everyone was already in bed. He handed me one of his tee shirts telling me I could have the bathroom first. I washed my face and changed into his shirt that came to my mid thigh. I walked back to his room to find him already half way asleep. I shut off the light and crawled in next to him.

"I love you." He whispered burring his face in my hair.

"I love you too." When I woke up the next morning of course Josh was gone on patrol so I got up and ate breakfast with Emily, Sam, and Logan. After we cleaned up I headed home to get dressed. Once I decided on some Jeans and a simple sweatshirt I left a note for mom telling her I was heading to seattle. I really needed some new shoes. I was about to sit down for lunch and call Josh after getting a couple new shirts when my stupid phone died. I hit a couple more shops until it was close to 8 o'clock so I knew I should start heading home.

"I think I parked down here." I mumbled to myself turning down one of the darker streets.

"Hey babe." Some guy yelled walking up with three other guys.

"What you buy? Huh?" One asked trying to take my bag.

"Any sexy little numbers you want to show us?" One asked pushing against me.

"N-no. Jut leave me alone!" I yelled. I rememberer hitting my head on something really hard then it all went black.

My body hurt. Everywhere. I could feel a warm hand holding my left hand while one stroked my hair. I opened my eyes but regretted it as soon as the bright lights hit them. I snapped them shut.

"She's up! Turn the lights off!" I could tell right away it was dad.

"its ok babe the lights off, please open your eyes." Josh begged. When I opened my eyes and looked around the room it was full. The whole pack was there with their imprints, mom, dad, the twins, Emily and Sam, Uncle Embry and Aunt Leah even Uncle Edward and Aunt Bella. I still didn't really knew what was going on. I was just shopping in seattle.

"hi." I croaked out even though my throat was so dry. Everyone gave me a half smile, Josh was smiling even though his eyes where full of tears.

"Hey sweetie. How are you feeling?" Mom asked coming to stand next to dad who was the one stroking my hair.

"Can I have some water please?" I asked my voice cracking.

"I'll get you some." uncle Embry stood up and walked out of the room. Uncle Edward I really would like to know why im here and Id kind of like to do it with Just mom, dad and Josh. Do you think you could think of a nice way to ask everyone to step out? I thought to him knowing he was listening.

"I think we should give her time. From the time I studied at Yale…." Uncle Edward started.

"OK, ok you don't need to bore us with your college stories." Aunt Leah rolled her eyes. She shooed everyone out of the room until it was Josh, Mom, dad and me.

"Princess do you remember anything?" Dad asked lightly.

"I was walking back to my car after shopping in seattle. I turned down that street I thought my car was on and then these guys came up to me trying to get in my bags and thats it." I looked around. Dad and Josh both where red faces and there hands where shaking slightly.

"Paige, sweetie, they raped you." Mom whispered. Tears clouded my vision and I shook my head violently.

"No! Daddy! NO!" I yelled through my sobs.

"Im sorry princess." Dad sighed on the bridge of tears. I sobbed into Josh's shirt for a long time until the twins came in. I stopped crying not wanting them to see me like this.

"So lets be honest im not going to be as nice as Uncle Edward." Chris told us walking in.

"Yeah, leave please. We want to see Paige." Tyler egged. He was so big. Both of them where. Oh my gosh I know where this is going! Once Josh basically had to be dragged out by my dad it was just me and the boys.

"Hey sis." Chris smiled taking dads seat while Tyler took Josh's.

"Hey guys." I smiled slightly.

"We're glad you woke up. I mean its been a long 3 weeks." tyler let out a happy sigh.

"3 WEEKS? I was out that long?" I yelled alarmed at the fact.

"Great job dumb ass! They clearly didn't tell her!" Chris reached over my bed to gib slap him.

"Hey! Language! And keep your hands to your self." I scolded them.

"Sorry." They muttered in unison.

"So are you guys going to keep stalling or are you going to tell me when you two went all brady and Collin on our asses?"

"We phased the night we found out about…. Your situation." Tyler smiled.

"Im sorry."

"Why?" Chris asked.

"Its my fault you two turn in to a giant ball of fur."

"Are you kidding?" Tyler laughed.

"Yeah right! Were so excited!" Chris added.

"We can patrol with Josh and Toby and all of them!"

"Dads so proud of us!"

"And we get to imprint!" Tyler grinned.

"You two want to imprint?" I interrupted them.

"Well, yeah. I mean we see how happy it made you and Josh" Chris blushed.

"Plus its great to always have someone there. I mean Josh never left the hospital. I wish I had a girlfriend that would do that." tyler added.

"He really stayed the whole time?" I asked

"Yeah. It actually got a little annoying. I haven't been able to sit in this chair at all. He hasn't moved!" Tyler complained.

"He hasn't been eating! Mom and Emily have both cooked him things! Aunt Esme even brought him cookies!" Chris shock his head in disbelief. The boys and I both knew the Cullens weren't really our Aunts and Uncles but I've always called them that and when the boys where born they picked up on the habit.

"He better start eating or I'll kick his ass!" I smirked.

"Sure sis. What ever you say." The boys and I talked a little while longer until the nurse came in and told us to wrap it up because visiting hours ended shortly.

"I love you guys, and thanks… for everything. You know." I smiled as the door opened and Mom, Dad and Josh walked in.

"We where just coming in to say good bye. Josh is going to stay with you for the night." Dad told me leaning over to kiss my forehead.

"Remember you can call us if you need any thing. Any thing at all were only 20 minutes away." Mom reminded me.

"I will mom. I love you guys. See you in morning." I smiled. After they had all left josh came over sitting in his chair again.

"Im so glad your awake." he told my laying his face in the crook of my neck.

"I love you."

"I love you too. No matter what happens."

"Im sorry I went t Seattle alone. I know you told me not to do that but everyone was busy and I wanted to get a new out fit for diner with Toby and Patty. I promise I'll never do it again." I felt my eyes get watery.

"It doesn't matter any more. The only thing that matters is that your a wake and your ok. I wont let any one hurt you ever again."

"Will you sleep with me?" I asked moving over as far as I could. "Please?" I added.

"Of course love." Josh nodded laying down beside me and pulled me as close to him as my cast would allow. The doctor said my cast should be able to come off in about a week so that was a plus. Of course he old me I would still be sore for a while but he gave me pain killers for that.

"Whats happened in the past 3 weeks?" I asked after a little bit of silence.

"You got in to washington state. I might have fell while getting your mail, and I might have ripped the envelope in the process. The letter happened to fall out and my eyes happened to read it. But I don't remember the whole thing." Josh smirked sweetly at me giving me the 'you love me to much to be mad' look.

"Oh I see and I might just happen to hit you when I feel better." I giggled. "Im going to U Washington. Im going to be a nurse. Oh. My. God." I took everything in trying to process the thought.

"Yeah but you have a lot to do before you get there."