Authors Note: Okay guys, I had to jot this down really quick, my mom and her boyfriend are going to vegas this weekend to get hitched. Im their photographer, so I have to be there. Im sorry if this chapter is boring, I promis I'll make thenext one extra cute (: Please Review and Enjoy (:

Chapter 11: Tired of Hiding.

Tegan POV:

I felt Sara tossing in my arms, but I ignored it then I felt the light tap on my shoulder and I opened my eyes. Lizzy was standing over us, still half asleep.

"Come on, its 8."

She walks away and I rub my eyes, trying my best to wake up fully. I turn over and see Sara, still asleep, her body curled into mines, facing me. I smile and lean down, placing a kiss on her cheek.

"Sar, we have to get up."

She doesn't move, I hate waking her up, she looks so peacfull. I hear the russling of blankets and sheets, I turn around and see Ronnie, folding the blankets, and placing them on Lizzys bed. They whisper something to eachother and Lizzy nods, Ronnie smiles at me, and walks to the door, opening it and leaving. I turn back around and place my arm on Saras, lightly rubbing up and down.

"Sara, come on babe, we have to get up."

She starts to stir and stretch. She lays on her back and rubs her eyes. She turns to me and groans. I dread the feeling of waking up, if I could sleep forever, I might just do it. She wraps her arms around my stomach and burries her face into my neck.

"I hate school."

She mumbles. I chuckle and nod.

"So do I, but we skipped yesterday, my dad said we have to go."

I hear her let out a deep breath and she nods. She slowly removes her body from mines, sitting up in her bed. I prop up on my elbows and look around the room, Lizzys in her closet, getting her things ready. Sara climbs out of the bed and walks to her closet, her legs wobbling. She gets to her dresser and grabs her clothes, placing them on the bed.

She walks to me, still laying in bed. She leans down and kisses my cheek.

"Im gonna go shower kay?"

I nod and get off the bed, I walk to the door while she gathers her things.

"Me too, I'll be back."

She nods and I open the door, walking outside into the hall. Its pretty dead, most girls are gonna get up at 8:30 or 9. I walk back to my dorm and when I get to my door, I hear another door open. I turn around and see Lizzy and Sara, walking to the showers. I smile and open my door, stepping inside my room. I walk to my closet and start to search for my clothes. I get my khaki pants, a white polo t-shirt, a maroon thermal, and my black and white vans. I set them on my bed and look out the window. Its raining again. I sigh and shake my head, I am not taking a shower. I grab my toothbrush,toothpaste, comb and bar of soap. I open my door and walk down to the bathrooms. I get into the bright white, empty room and set my things down. I wash my face first and dry it off. I brush my teeth, making sure to get each tooth, and rinse my mouth out. I look in the mirror and look at my hair, Its messy, and sticking up. Nothing my beanie can't fix. I turn on the water, and run it over my comb. I bring my comb up to my hair and start to run it through my brown chocolate locks. When I finish, I gather my things back up and walk out of the bathroom, and back to my room. I get inside and close my door. I strip my pajamas, letting them fall to the floor and grab my new underwear and bra. I put them on and reach for my pants. I put my feet through the jeans and pull them up my legs. I button them and zip them up. I grab my shirt and pull it over my head. when I look in the mirror, I yawn, last night was fun though, so totally worth it. I smile as memories shake my mind. I sit on my bed and put on my socks and shoes. I walk to my closet, grab my jacket from last night and put it on. I pick up my backpack on the floor and put it on my bed. I walk to my nightstand and grab my cologne. I spray it around a couple parts of my body, then on my jacket. I grab my beanie and look in the mirror again. I place my neff beanie on and smile. I grab my backpack, phone, and keys from my bed, and place them in my jacket pockets. I open my door, making sure to lock it, and close it. I walk down the hall of girls. I get to Saras room and knock on the door. I wait for a couple of seconds till finally Lizzy opens the door. She walks back to her bed, and I close the door. I look to Saras side and shes laying in her bed, her uniform on, her green college sweater with pins on it, her black and white converse. I smile and walk to her bed, dropping my backpack to the floor. I lay on the bed, next to her and embrace her. She rubs her head into my chest and yawns.

"Tegan?"

"Yea?"

"Can we come back to my room when schools over and sleep?"

I chuckle and look down to her, I place a kiss on her head and reply.

"Yea, we can."

I feel my phone vibrate in my jacket pocket and I reach for it. I bring it up to my face and roll my eyes.

"Yes dad, were going to school."

"Good, and not late either. Are you two feeling better?"

I yawn and nod my head.

"Yea, were fine."

"Okay, well I'll talk to you later, remember early!"

He hands up the phone and I groan. I look at the time. 9:45. I rub Saras back and she nods. She sits up and so do I. We look at Lizzy and she smiles.

"Ready?"

We both nod and I stand up. I help Saras sleepy form stand up too, her legs still wobbly. I grab my backpack and put it on, I grab Saras hangbag and place it on my shoulder. She reaches for it and I smile.

"Its fine, I got it."

She smiles and we open the door. As we walk down the hall, Saras more awake. We get to the elevator and I press the button. We all step in and ride down in silence. When the elevator doors open, we step out and walk down the hall, passed the lounge. I open the door, and the sound of the rain surrounds us. We all put our hoods on and walk outside. For the first time ever, they placed tarps over a section of the courtyard for girls to walk over. We cross the tarp and get into the hallways. We make our way inside the Class building, Lizzy meets up with Ronnie and they walk away to their class. Sara and I keep walking and make our way to our 1st. When we get to our class, the doors open and we can see Miss L. Sara looks at me really quickly and smiles.

"Wait here, I have to talk to Miss L."

I nod my head and start to lean in for a kiss, when I remember where we are. I sigh and again nod. She pouts and walks into the room. I slide down the wall and sit down. I pull out my phone and look at the time. We still have 10 minutes before class starts. I yawn and rest my head back. I close my eyes and start to relax. As im starting to drift off, I hear the annoying bell. I open my eyes and turn to the door, but see Sara right next to me, on her cell phone. I smile and look at her fingers type.

"When did you join me?"

She keeps texting, but smiles. She places her phone on her lap and speaks.

"About 5 minutes ago, but I didn't wanna wake you."

I smile and she stands up. She extends her hands out to me and I accept them, letting her pull me up. I dust off my pants and Sara turns around. She dusts herself off and looks at me.

"Am I dirty?"

I quickly smirk, it sounding so sexy to me. I lean in close to her and whisper in her ear.

"Yea."

I place my hands on her butt and wipe away all the "Dirt."

She squeels and I laugh. She turns around and motions to the hall filled with girls. I nod and we walk into the classroom. Today Miss L had us planning out a project. We had to pick partners, of course Sara and I are partners. Not only because we were friends, or because it gave us and excuseto be together, but because well . . . we just did. After first today, Sara and I met up for lunch after 4th. We sat with Ronnie and Lizzy as usual, talking and laughing about random things. I told them that I asked Sara to winter formal, they gave us the "Awww's" and "Oh my goodness thats so cute," for about 5 minutes. When lunch was over, we went to the rest of our classes. Sara and I saw eachother at our last period. We talked, but our teacher caught us and moved us on opposite sides of the class, bitch right? In about 5 minutes, school is about to end. I keep looking at Sara, she's drawing something, or writing something in her notebook. For the last few minutes, I just watched Sara, until the bell rang. When it did, I sprang out of my seat and walked to the door, holding it open, waiting for Sara. As each girl passes by, they all smile to me, maybe thinking Im holding it open for them. I shake my head and when all the girls pass by, I look back to see my girl, packing her things away. I smile and she pulls her bag over her shoulders, says bye to Miss H and walks towards me. I smile and look at her.

"Hey."

She smiles and yawns. I chuckle and so does she. She steps into the hallway and I follow, letting the door close on its own. We walk down the building halls and I open the double doors, leading us outside. When we get into the outside halls, I see Sara starting to shiver. Without caring, I wrap my arm around her shoulder, and push her body into me, trying my best to keep her warm. I hear her chuckle and we look at the watery courtyard.

"I hate the rain!"

I do, even though its cuddling weather, I just wish school didn't exist on rainy days. We walk out to the grass and walk across the tarp. We get to the stairs of our dorm building and quickly make our way inside. We rush to the elevator, girls in the lounge being extremly loud. We step into the elevator and ride it with 3 other girls. When it stops on our floor, We get off and walk down the hall. We get to my door and I feel Sara tickle my ribs. I squeel and unlock my door. We get inside my room and Sara imediatley goes for the bed. I chuckle and she does too, snuggling her head into my pillow. I drop my things to the floor and walk to my closet. I look at my wet clothes and start to peel each one off. I look through my clean clothes and grab some pj pants, and a white v-neck. I quickly change into them and turn to Sara. I smile when I see her laying on her stomach. I walk to my bed and lean down.

"Wanna change?"

She nods and I smile. I walk back to my closet and grab another pair of clean pj pants, and an old gym T-shirt. I walk back to my bed and sit down.

"Here."

I rub her leg and she turns over. Her eyes are closed as she reaches for the clothes. I chuckle and hand them to her. She sits up and finally opens her eyes, looking at me. She reaches down to the hem of her sweater, and starts to slowly peel it up, her shirt stuck to the inside, showing her flesh. I bite my lip as she drops the sweater to the floor, her shirt tangled up.

"Help?"

She laughs, moving her arms aroubd like a seal. I blink and react. I grab the hem of her shirt and slowly lift it up her body, revealing more skin. I try my best to contain myself. But when I take off her sweater, and she looks at me, I feel her hot breath on my lips and I groan. I attach my lips to her, and she wraps her arms around my stomach, pulling us down. I hover over her as we battle eachother with our tongues. I gasp when I feel her hands roam under my shirt and over my flesh. She smiles into the kiss and I french her teeth. She giggles and pulls away. I feel my arms shake from my own weight and she sits us back up. I lay down on my side and watch as she pulls the shirt over her head and down her stomach. She lays back down, and unzips her pants, kicking off her shoes. She slides her pants down and I feel the familiar wetness in my core. She kicks them off to the side and I close my eyes. I have to respect her! I feel her head lay on my chest and I open my eyes. I look down and Saras brown locks are loose, sprawled out on my shirt. I smile and place my hand in her hair. She looks up to me and smiles.

"Sleep now?"

I nod and she smiles bigger, wiggling her body up, and resting her head on my pillow. I turn on my side , so were facing eachother. I grab my blanket and pull it over our bodies. She snuggles into it and smiles. Shes perfect, why is she with me, im broken.

"Sara?"

She nods and pays her full attention to me.

"Why do you like me?"

She chuckles and eyes me.

"Why do I like you?"

I nod my head and wait. She stops giggling and realizes that Im serious. She clears her throat and speaks.

"Because . . . your amazing. Your funny, smart, beautiful, charming, nice . . ."

She pauses and I keep waiting.

"And you deserve to be loved . . ."

I feel my eyes start to water, and she looks down to the sheets.

"I was talking to a boy at the dance . . . he was telling me how he was madly in love with a boy, and that the boy hated him, not him, but he hated gay people. When I asked him why he still loved him, his answer reminded me of you."

I let the tear fall from my eye and blink.

"What was his answer?"

I look at her and she connects out eyes.

"He said . . . that we love people who hurt us, even if they don't intend to, we can't help what we feel. Then he said something that made my heart hurt for you. . . He said whoever says that, has experienced it. . ."

Im not the only one crying anymore, Sara is too. Shes letting her tiny tears fall to my pillow. I blink away the new tears and she continues.

"Thats why I like you Tegan . . . I wanna fix you."

I feel my heart flutter and my cheeks grow wetter. She wants to fix me, she wants to make me forget. I lean in and crash my lips into hers, feeling her hot tears slide down between our faces. I place my hands on her jaw and pull her into me, kissing her with every emotion Im capable of showing. She moans and I start to cry more, the feeling of actually being wanted is doing this to me. Its so new to me, Its making me want to admire her, more than I already do. I feel her hands on my back and I detach our lips, I hover over her face, her breath as rugged as mines, and her face mixed with our tears.

"Be with me . . . be my girlfriend Sara."

Sara POV:

"Be with me . . . be my girlfriend Sara."

I feel my heart race and my lungs close. I search her face, scanning every single freckle, every single wrinkle, every inch of skin. I look into her eyes, she means it. When I said I wanted to fix her, I ment it too. After seeing what Molly put her through, never touching her, never listening to her, I just didn't want to see Tegan hurt again. She deserved so much more, and in the process of being her friend, I fell, I fell hard.

I bring my hands up from her back and place them on her face, gently pushing the hairs from her forhead. I grab her chin and bring her down, our faces centimeters apart. I let her feel the heavyness in my breath before I reconnect our lips, massaging eachothers tongues, moaning at the taste of us mixing together. During the kiss, I moan the only thing I can think of.

"Yes."

She pulls away and looks at me.

"Yes."

She again, crashes her lips into mines, leaning her body on me, placing her thigh between my legs. I should be feeling that feeling, but im not. For once, Im glad Tegans not turning me on, because this is and emotional time. I know, because I can feel her tears running down my face harder. I push her back, and cup her face. I look at her and see the pain, its seeping through her eyes, forming as the tears. I bring her down and lay her on my chest, letting her hear my heartbeat. Thats how im going to fix her, im going to love her like no other, Im going to put her first before everyone, and Im going to make sure shes never hurt again.

She snuggles into my chest and I wrap one arm around her and keep the other tangled in her hair. I rub her back and hear her sobs slowly die down. After a while, her breathing becomes normal.

"Tegan?"

I whisper into the air, when I don't get a thing from her, I know shes asleep. I feel myself yawn and my eyes are starting to close. I turn my head to the side, snuggling into the pillow. I let my eye lids fall, and let the dreams take over.

I feel a little tickle on my stomach, I shift a little, and the tickling continues. I start to open my eyes, and find the only thing above me, the ceiling. I feel a warm palm on my stomach and smile. I bring my hands to my face, rubbing away the sleep from my eyes. I turn over and see Tegan, facing me, staring at my face. I smile and turn over so im facing her. Her eyes look red and her cheeks are pale. I bring my hand up to her face, gently stroking her delicate jaw bone. Without speaking, she leans down and snuggles into me, her face in my neck. I feel her lips come in contact with my flesh, lightly sucking and kissing my sweet spots. I bring my head down and my nose comes in contact with her hair, I inhale her scent, taking in her coconut shampoo. I feel her hands trail down my sides, and I gasp, as she takes hold of my hips.

"Tegan, Sara, Are you guys in there?"

I hear Lizzys voice, and Tegan pulls away. She sighs and gets of the bed, making my arms fall to the sheets. She walks to the door and opens it.

Tegan POV:

I see Ronnie and Lizzy, both smiling. I chuckle and step to the side, they walk into my room and I close the door. I look at Sara and shes laying down, the same way I left her. She sits up and smiles.

"Hey guys."

She tells Ronnie and Lizzy, they smile and perk up.

"Hey, we were just wondering if you guys wanted to come with us for dinner?"

I walk to my nightstand and grab my phone. Its already 7:58. I sit back on the bed, and lean against the wall.

"No, Im fine, Im feeling a little sick to my stomach."

My stomach growls loud and everyone looks at me. I turn to Sara and she chuckles.

"Go, I'll go back to my room for a while and sleep more."

"Want me to bring you back something, besides jello?"

She shakes her head and smiles. She starts to uncover herself with my blanket and I nod.

"Its fine, just stay in here, I'll bring the food back."

She nods and lays back down. I look at Lizzy and Ronnie and smiles.

"Give me 5 minutes to change?"

They nod and walk out of my room. I walk to my closet and grab a pair of pants, my army jacket, and my shoes. I slip everything on and walk to my nightstand, grabbing my beanie. I walk to the bed and lean down to Sara. She smiles at me and I smile back, leaning down to kiss her. I place a sweet simple kiss on her lips and pull away. She grabs my beanie, sits up and smiles. I drop my head and she puts my beanie on for me, situating it just the way I like it. When shes done, she lifts my head up with her hands, and kisses my cheek. I chuckle and stand up, grabbing my phone and wallet. I walk to my door and open it.

"Be back in a couple of minutes."

I walk out of the door and close it. The girls smile at me and we make our way to the elevator. We ride down in silence and get off in silence. When we get out of the building, pass the courtyard and get into the halls,Ronnie breaks the silence.

"So, you and Sara are getting really serious huh?"

We walk into the cafeteria and grab our trays. I smile and look at Ronnie.

"Yea . . . I . . . kinda asked her to be my girlfriend."

I hear them squeel and I laugh, they loved the thought of Sara and I together.

"Oh, Im so happy for you two! Are you gonna ask her to winter formal?"

I smile and look at both of them.

"Already did, last night."

They repeat the squeels and I continue to laugh and walk down the line, grabbing my food.

"So are you guys going to match, or what?"

I eye Lizzy and she giggles.

"For Winter Formal, me and Riley are, I told him my dress color and hes going to by his vest this weekend."

She smiles and I hear Ronnie start to speak.

"Rodney and I are matching too, when I told him the color of orange, he was pretty excited, he said that was his favorite color."

I laugh at the smiles on their faces and grab Saras jello.

"Well I guess Im gonna let her pick, after all shes wearing the dress."

They nod and I pull out my lunch card. I swipe it and wait for the girls.

"Wanna eat in my room, we can all talk?"

They look at eachother, shrug and smile.

"Sure."

I smile and lead them back to the doors. As we walk back to the dorms, Ronnie and Lizzy are talking about the music for Winter Formal, Im hoping it will be music that Sara and I like, but I highly doubt it. We get into the elevator and ride to our floor. When the doors open up, I walk ahead of them. We get to my door, and I turn around.

"Shh, she might be asleep."

They both nod and I open my door, slowly making my way inside. I see Sara turned over on her side, facing the wall. I smile and let the girls walk in. They sit down on the floor and I close my door. I walk to my bed and Sara starts to stir, turning on her back. She opens her eyes and I smile.

"Sorry, go back to bed."

She shakes her head and sits up, I see her began to gag, and her eyes grow wide. She springs up from the bed and runs to my door, throwing it open. She runs out and I set my food down.

"I'll be back."

I tell the girls and they nod. I rush out the hallway and see Sara enter the bathroom. I quickly make my way to her, running down the hall. When I step into the bathroom, I can hear the sound of the chunks spilling out of her stomach. I look at the stalls and see a little foot sticking out from one. I make my way to her, when I get to the stall, her heads over the bowl, dry heaving into the toilet. I place my hand on her back, and move her hair out of her face.

"Tegan, I don't feel good."

She says. I flush the toilet and rub her back.

"I know, are you done?"

She suddenly starts to gag again, instead of being grossed out, I can't help but feel sorry for her. I keep rubbing her back, waiting for her to stop.

"Can you hand me some paper towels?"

I walk to the sink and grab some paper towels, I walk back and Sara still has her head in the toilet. I walk up to her and slowly pull her away from the bowl. I lean her on the stall wall and squat down.

"Better?"

She start to nod and reaches for the paper towels. She cleans her face and tears, ridding her evidence. She looks at me and then drops her head.

"Can you bring me my toothbrush and toothe paste."

I push her sweaty bangs from her forhead and nod.

"Okay, stay right here."

I place and kiss on her forhead and stand back up. I make my way down the hall and into her room, I walk straight to her closet and look through it. I find them on top of her dresser. I grab them and close the door behind me. I walk back to the bathroom and see Sara leaning against the wall. I rush to her and move her to the counter. I turn on the water and she groans, clutching her stomach.

"Needa do it again?"

She shakes her head and grabs her toothbrush. I squeeze some toothpaste on it, and she runs it under the water, she brings it up to her mouth, and starst to slowly brush. She lets go of the brush and shakes her head again.

"Im too weak."

I grab the toothbrush and open my mouth.

"Ahh."

She opens her mouth and I start to brush her teeth for her, making sure every tooth is clean. When I get to her tongue, I go easy on it, not wanting her to throw up again. When I finish for her, she rinses it out and looks at me. I smile and pull her into a hug. She weakly wraps her arms around me and snuggles her head into my neck.

"Are you sure you want to see me like this?"

I kiss her neck and she flutters.

"Tegan, Im all sweaty and gross . . ."

I kiss her neck again and she lifts her head up, a weak smile playing her face.

"Stop . . ."

She says it cute, like a little girl whining. I chuckle and push my lips to hers. She pulls away and covers her face.

"Tegan!"

"You brushed your teeth, plus its my job as your girlfriend to take care of you, now let me please?"

She removes her hands from her face and I smile, looking into her eyes.

"Okay . . ."

She says, a smile forming. I kiss her cheek and turn around, I pat my shoulders and turn my head to the side.

"Come on, lets get you back to bed."

She wraps her arms around my neck and I feel her feet lock around my stomach. I grab her feet and lift her from the sink. She lays her head on my shoulder and I feel a kiss on my cheek.

"Thanks."

I smile and rub her legs. I grab her things and walk us back to my room. When I walk into the room, the girls smile at us, and I make my way to the bed.

"You alright Sara?"

I set her down on the bed and she nods.

"Yea, I don't know what happened."

She answers them. I sit down on the bed, criss crossed and Look at Sara. I pat my legs and she lays down, her head resting in my lap. She turns over so her face is looking up to mines. I smile and lean down, kissing her dry lips. I lick them, moisting them up for her, she moans and places her hands in my hair. I slide my tongue into her mouth, and taste the peppermint all over, no hint of vomit whats so ever. As our tongues massage eachothers, I feel Saras hands, roaming around my head, messing up my hair. I slowly pull away, our lips makes a smacking sound. I hover over her and smile. Her eyes are closed, and shes still lost in her high. I chuckle and place a kiss on her nose.

"Think you can eat some jello?"

She opens her eyes and nods. I look up and see Ronnie and Lizzy staring at us, their eyes looking sympathetic. I reach for the tray of food and grab the jello. I bring it to Saras chest, setting it down on her. I grab one of the little cubes and place it to her mouth. She shakes her head a tiny bit and looks at it.

"Thats a big piece."

I bring the cube to my mouth and bite off a piece, making it half the size. She nods and I chuckle, placing it in her mouth. She slowly chews it and smiles.

"More."

I hear the girls laugh and I grab another cube, doing the same thing, biting a piece of it, and giving the rest to her. When were done with all the jello, its obvious Saras feeling ten times better.

"So Sara, what color are you gonna wear for Winter Formal?"

Ronnie looks at her and she looks at me. She smiles and looks back to them.

"Tegans favorite color,maroon."

I smile and think of Sara in a maroon dress, her curves being hugged by the fabric perfectly.

The girls go Awwww and I chuckle.

"I was gonna ask you to come with me . . . maybe you can help me pick it out this weekend."

I feel my heart warm and I nod.

"Of course, I'll by my shirt when we go."

She smiles and I brush the bangs away from her face. She sits up and crawls to me, I open my legs and she situates herself between my legs.

"Can I ask you something?"

I hear Ronnie speak and we look at her, Sara still getting comfortable.

"Yea?"

Sara and I say at the same time. She looks confused really quick then looks at Sara.

"Sara . . . are you a lesbian?"

I look down and feel her sit up from my chest. Everytime Im with a girl, I ask her this question, not because I want to know, I just don't want to get my heart stomped on. I close my eyes and wait. I wait for her answer, begging her to please say yes.

"Honestly?"

I hear her voice and I feel my eyes water behind my eyelids. I feel the bed shift a little and I keep waiting.

"I don't know what I am . . . I just know that I wanna be with Tegan, more than anything."

I open my eyes and see Sara, turned towards me, facing me, her small body between my legs. She smiles and reaches her hand up, cupping my jaw.

"Sexuality if fluid, you love who you love."

She leans in and kisses me. I swear im the happiest I could ever be. Even though she said she didn't know what she was, she at least told me that she wants me, and that was enough. I feel her tongue travel passed my lips and into my mouth, the red jello taste still lingering in there. I moan and wrap my arms around her chest, pulling her towards me more, our skin only centimeters apart. I start to wiggle down and I lay Sara down on me, her thigh between mines and her chest on my stomach.

"God, I swear you keep kissing her like that, shes going to magically wind up pregnant Tegan!"

Ronnie says, laughing. Sara and I burst out and hear Lizzy.

"I might just get pregnant from watching."

We all keep laughing and I hug Sara, keeping her close to me.

Sara POV:

I didn't say it because I knew that it would make Tegan happy, I said it because I honestly don't know what I am, whether Im gay, straight or bisexual, im still a human, Im just a human that doesn't limit my standards. Tegan brushes the hair out of my face and smiles.

"Thank you. . . "

I shake my head and smile.

"It was the truth Tegan."

Her smile grows bigger and suddenly, Im greeted with her adorable, cute, and highly rare gummy smile. I chuckle and kiss her teeth.

"Im know."

She pats my butt and I kiss her cheek.

"So your gonna come with me this weekend, right?"

She nods and I smile.

"Well, where gonna leave you two love birds alone, Me and Lizz are gonna hang out in the courtyard, see ya."

I turn and smile at them, watching them take out their trays, leaving the room. I smile when the door closes. I bite my lip and look at Tegan.

"Feeling better?"

She asks me, I nod and she kisses my cheek.

"Good, maybe it was something you ate."

I want her so bad right now, I want to taste her on my lips.

"Tegan, shut up."

I crash my lips onto hers and she moans loud, I slide my tongue in and massage hers ruffly. She places her hands on my hips and grabs at the flesh. I take her bottom lip between my teeth and bite down hard, she whimpers and I sooth it with my tongue, sucking on it. She places her hands in my hair and massages my scalp with her finger tips. I pull away from her and look into her eyes.

"Tegan Do you want me?"

She bites her lip and nods slowly. I smirk and lean down.

"Just not like this."

She turns her face and I crash my lips to her cheek and I drop my head. I sigh and roll back over on the bed. Is their something wrong with me? I know we said to wait, but I was practically silly putty in her hands, I was ready. I was ready for the pleasure, but she had to stop me. I turn over on my side, facing the wall. I grab the blankets and place them over my body. I feel Tegan shift and I ignore her. I feel her hand snake across my stomach and I close my eyes.

"Sara . . . "

I turn over and look at her.

"Is there something wrong with me? . . . Is it because Im not Molly?"

She eyes me and shakes her head.

"Its because your not Molly, I want your first time to be special Sara ."

I ease up a little and look at her face. Its blank, but I know shes hurt, beyond extreme. I turn facing her, and look down.

"I just don't understand Tegan . . . My first time, whenever that is, will be special, because . . . its with you."

She places her hand over mines on the sheets and I look up to her.

"I just want it to be perfect Sar, I want you to remember it as the best night you've ever had, just . . . give me some time okay?"

Time, thats all I have had is time. Im a 16 year old virgin, not that thats a bag thing, but if im with someone, I want them to show me. But shes right, I really don't want my first time to be a quick fuck I look back down and nod.

"Im sorry about the Molly comment. . ."

She shakes her head and pulls me into her, wraping her arms around my neck. I take in her scent and fill at ease. I snuggle into her shoulder and she snuggles into mines. I feel her lips on my skin and I shutter.

"I just respect you Sara . . ."

I know she does, and I shouldn't be mad because she does. I pull away and look at her.

"I know, and again Im sorry."

She smiles and rubs my back.

"Lets just sleep for now okay?"

I sigh and relax,placing my head on her chest, and my arm on her stomach.

"Okay, want me to set the alarm.?"

She shakes her head and reaches out for her phone charging on the nightstand.

"Already set."

I smile and kiss her neck.

"Thank you, for resepecting me."

She puts her phone on the empty space next to her and smiles. She leans down and kisses my forhead.

"Goodnight."

I smile and reply.

"Goodnight Tegan."

Tegan POV:

I heard my alarm going off, but I ignored it, until I felt the matress sink and someones presence over me. I opened my eyes and saw Saras pale stomach.I blinked again and heard my alarm stop. She sats back down, her eyes half closed and her hair messed up. She groans and falls into the pillow, her butt in the air. I chuckle and rub away the sleep from my eyes. When I stop rubbing them and open them back up, Saras siting up. I smile and sit up too, quickly wraping my arms around her stomach and pulling her back with me. She giggles and we hit the matress, her body on mines. She turns over in my arms and smiles.

"Goodmorning."

"Morning."

She leans down and kisses my cheek.

"Ready for school today?"

She shakes her head, droping it to my chest. I chuckle and pat her back.

"Only 2 more days, then we'll be at your house for the weekend."

She nods and I pat her butt.

She gets up and climbs off the bed, walking to the door.

"I'll see you in first okay?"

I get up from my bed and walk behind her. I wrap my arms around her waist, rocking us side to side. She chuckles and I kiss her neck.

"Im sorry about last night okay? I want to, trust me I do, but . . . your different Sara, please remember that."

I place another kiss on her neck and she turns around. She wraps her arms around my neck, pulling me in.

"I will, and when the time is right, it'll just happen okay."

She kisses my nose and smiles.

"Now Im gonna go shower, cause I probably smell like vomit, and I'll meet you at first okay?"

I nod and kiss her lips, letting my passion go.

"Okay."

I let her go and she opens my door, walking away, closing it behind her. I sigh and walk to my closet, getting ready for the day.

Right now Im walking to first, Im walking down the halls. As every girl walks past me, they all look at me. I shrug it off and walk into the Class Building. I make my way through the girls and look up. I see Sara, sitting down on the floor, her face buried in her phone. I walk up to her and plop down, she jumps and looks at me.

"You scared me!"

I chuckle and grab her hand, lacing it with mines. She looks at our hands, then to the girls passing by. I look up and see them staring, not taking their eyes off of us. I look back at her and she starts to wiggle her fingers from mines. I don't let her, I bring her fingers to my mouth and kiss them. Im not going to let people get to us. I turn to her and she smiles.

"Tegan . . ."

She looks to our hands and I look at her.

"I really don't care anymore Sara."

I don't. Just because i was part of a group, that just so happened to be popular, doesn't mean everyone knows me. Im tired of people looking at me, wondering why Im holding Saras hand, instead of my arm around Mollys shoulders. Im tired of people thinking I have to explain it to them, whats going on in my life. So yea, I don't care anymore, I just want to be able to hold my Girlfriend Sara's hand in a hallway, while we wait for our class to begin.

"Are you sure your ready to be seen with me Tegan?"

I look at our hands, the way they perfectly fit with eachothers, the way our palms sweat but we still keep them in place. Im ready for everyone to know, and if I have to protect Sara from everyones mouths, I will.

"Why? We don't have to explain anything to anyone Sara."

She smies and leans her head on my shoulder, her thumb rubbing the back of my hand. I get the feeling of my lips missing hers, the way they move together. I lean down to Saras ear, and whisper to her.

"Now that I don't care, I can kiss you. . ."

I place a kiss on her cheek and I instantly feel her skin beneath my lips burn. I keep my lips to her face and smile, letting her feel my lips curl on her smooth skin. She moves her face towards me , my lips now at the corner of hers.

"Tegan . . ."

She whispers, I look at her eyes and their closed. I rub my cheeks against hers and suddenly, the bell rings. She sighs and opens her eyes. I look at her and she smiles.

"Lets go."

I nod and stand up, pulling her up with me. The door opens and we hide our hands, girls I don't care about, but teachers I do. I hide our hands behind her back and Sara looks at me nervous that Miss L might have seen us. At the same time we pull our hands apart.

"Hey Sara, Tegan, come inside."

We nod and walk in. I follow Sara down the little row. She sits down in her seat and I walk to mines. The girls start to pour in and take their seats. Miss L walks to the front of the class and watches the girls. The bell rings again and everyone starts to quiet down.

"Class, I have an anouncement to make."

I look at Miss L, then to Sara. I smile as I see her finger in her mouth, slowly biting away at her cuticles.

"As you guys know, the dance was changed to next Saturday."

I look around and every girls is eyes focused on her.

"Well, its been moved up to Thursday, not this thursday of course, but the next thursday."

All the girls start to ramble and I hear some girls cursing.

"Settle down, settle down. The reason why is because our brother school has won the rugby playoffs, and will be playing in the Championship on Saturday. The reason we changed it to thursday, is also for your benefit, you have a 4 day weekend."

All the girls start to cheer and I look at Sara. She turns to me and smiles big. 4 days with her, no school is perfect, also a perfect time to plan our romantic first time together. I start to get excited and ideas start to form in my head.

"So, are the boys gonna come back since its been moved up?!"

A girl shouts and I turn around, looking right at her.

"Well, that is the bad part. Since they made playoffs, they will be practicing really hard, so no they will not. But Principle Hart said that its fine, you'll just meet eachother at the dance."

All the girls start to scream now, saying thats not fair, and some girls starting to cry, mumbling about how she doesn't have a date. I roll my eyes and laugh. I have never seen so many girls go crazy over something like this.

"ALRIGHT!, I understand that your angry, but if you don't have a date Im sorry. And if you do, you will see them at the dance. If you have any more questions, please talk to me after class, or during breaks. But please can we move on to our lesson plan."

I zone out and keep thinking of ideas for our 4 day weekend. Hopefully Saras dad doesn't pick her up, or lets me stay over, like he is this weekend. One idea that im really liking is playing some Now, Now and slowly seducing her, but that seems to cheesy. Maybe I could make her a bowl of jello and eat it off of her? haha just kidding. Im not sure what to do, like I said, I want it to mean something to her. I want her to melt in the palm of my hand. Maybe we could just cuddle in bed, and kiss then let things go? God I never thought that planning out this night would be so hard. Maybe I could just ravish her? but then that would take away the whole point of her first time being special. I think I need alot of thinking to do.

Sara POV:

So now Winter Formal has been moved to Next much preasure, but we have a four day weekend. Im gonna ask Tegan if she wants to come to my house for those days, maybe we can finally . . . you know. I don't know why but I've just been craving her. If kissing her is amazing, imagine going all the way with her, it must be even more amazing. Hopefully it happens soon, because Im turned on by her every second. Right now Miss L is talking about something having to do with history, but to be honest, all im worried is about my dress. I want to get a maroon dress, something that Tegan will really like on me. I have to make my Girlfriend happy. Wow, girlfriend. I was so happy when Tegan asked me to be her girlfriend. Then today, she was okay with people knowing about us. We were holding hands in the hall and every single girl was looking at us, mostly me. When I tried to pull it away she didn't let me, she held onto it tighter, and kissed our linked hands. Then she said she was tired of everyone, and I know she is.