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First of all I am SO SORRY for not updating! But I lot has been happening in my life lately and I don't find the time to write, I've been working with my dad before I start university on December and I get to my house late and tired, and the only free time I have I use it to read updates on my BlackBerry or iTouch, cause if I had my computed I would have written first…

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Umm some people think that Leah gave in to fast, so I hope this chapter explains why… So the sneak peak I gave you it's gonna have to wait till chapter 12, I'm sorry!

ALSO!!!! If you guys review and we at least get to 250 review, I'll make a Special POV on whoever you want, maybe a POV from the person who is going to interrupt Derek and Leah on the next chapter (If you didn't review chapter 10 and you want the sneak peak, tell me and I'll send it to you!) So PLEASEEEE review!

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Chapter 11: Just Couldn't Fight It…

Leah's POV

I have been staring at the same spot on the wall for almost an hour. It has been four days since I imprinted on Derek and vice-versa. I know that I promised myself that I wasn't going to cave in to this whole imprinting madness. It just that is so freaking hard to resist! Every time that I'm with him it's like all my worries evaporate. I feel like I'm on a dream where nothing bad is going to happen. I can finally let my walls down and be the old Leah, the one that was always happy, caring and carefree. I'm not gonna say that I was an angel, because I can assure that I wasn't! But it feels good to be myself again! I'm sure my dad would be happy about this. Before he died, he promised me that there was someone out there or me. He said I wasn't going to be alone forever. Of course, I was too angry at him for supporting Sam's and Emily's relationship at the moment. I felt betrayed that my own father wasn't on my side, supporting me. But now, I understand; Derek has changed my life completely and I don't want to let go. He's always smiling and laughing, and when he looks at me with so such devotion and love in his eyes; I feel my knees go weak and the butterflies start to fly inside my stomach. I know it's lame and cheesy, but I feel that way.

They day I imprinted on Derek, I was determined to not give in. I wanted to prove to everyone that I could win this battle. But I think that I just wanted to convince myself that maybe, just maybe, Sam could have won the battle too. Maybe he could have fought for me, but every time I tried to get away from Derek or just think about it my chest would hurt and I couldn't breathe. It was like every time I tried to convince myself that I didn't need him, my mind would give me thousands of reasons of why I needed Derek.

After yesterday, I was sure I couldn't live without him. He made me feel complete and without a care in the world. I was happy; truly happy for once. I wasn't going to give up on this amazing opportunity. Why would I condemn myself to a life of misery, when I could have everything I always wanted and more? I could live with him forever and never leave my pack behind or the Cullens. I like to think of them as a second family; they helped me when I needed it and never once questioned my bitchiness. It's like they all understood and just waited for me to cool down, they weren't trying to pressure me on liking them or to forget Sam immediately. Sam was going to be a part of my life even if I didn't want it. He was my first love, my first everything and my first heart break. I knew deep in my heart that I forgave him, he didn't have another option. I don't even know if I would've been able to fight the imprint if it had been me. Even with the fact that my dad died and that I turned into a freaking menopausal werewolf, I don't think that I would have changed it. I think I turned out pretty well…

I needed to have a serious talk with Sam soon. I couldn't forget about the fact that he didn't know that Derek was here, even if I didn't want Derek to meet the other pack. I was still Beta and needed to report any changes that occurred around La Push and Forks. I was going to wait a few days after my date with Derek to tell him. I couldn't believe that in just 3 days, I would be going out with Derek! I also planned on telling Derek about my past life, about Sam, Emily, my father, my behavior and everything in between. If he still loved me after he heard how messed up I was, and wanted to stay with me, then…

My ramblings were interrupted by the ringing of my cell phone. I groaned and inhaled deeply. Who the hell wanted to get their ass kicked so early in the morning? I walked to the kitchen and picked up the phone from the counter. I remembered that I had assigned ringtones to every member of the pack and my extended family.

"Hello, little brother!" I said without even looking at the caller ID.

"Hey, sis! You're in a good mood today!" He said teasingly.

"Well, I've been in a good mood this week, that's the only reason I'm not running to Seattle to kick your ass for calling me at this hour!" I said laughing.

"There's the Leah I wanted to talk to!" He said cheerfully.

"So what can I help you with, little brother?" I asked.

"Well, um," He paused nervously. "It's about Angie" He said hesitantly. "I'm planning on asking her to marry me!" He blurted out.

Oh. My. Freaking. God!

"What?!" I asked in disbelief. My little brother was going to get married!

"I'm asking her to marry me. I mean, we are graduating on December, and I want us to get married as soon as we can!" He said happily, no hesitation is his voice.

I collected myself. "I think is a great idea, Seth. You guys are destined to be together and once you finish college, you and Angie can start a new life together! Sorry for freaking out on you, it's just that I mean you are going to get married before your big sister does!" I said jokingly.

"Hey, Lee, don't be like that, you are going to find someone soon enough!" He said cheerfully. If he only new…

His words made me think about Derek and me getting married. Great! I haven't told Seth that I imprinted, I wanted to give him the surprise when he came for his birthday.

"Don't worry, Sethy-Poo! I was just joking" I said.

"Don't call me that Leah; it makes me feel like a little kid!" He whined.

"Well, you sound like a little kid to me!" I answered.

"Whatever, well, I just wanted to tell you first before I proposed, I wanted your approval" He said seriously.

"Oh Seth, you don't need my approval!" I said. "You know I want what is best for you! You and I and everyone else know that Angie is the best for you! Now tell me when you are planning to propose?!" I asked excitedly.

"I was planning on proposing to her tonight. We are going to a fancy restaurant and before the night ends I'm planning on propose in front of everybody!" He said nervously.

WOW, Seth was really shy! I knew that by proposing to Angie in front of everybody he was practically proclaiming the world his love for her.

I smiled at the thought. "Seth, I think is a great idea! I'm really happy for you!" I said.

"That you sis, I needed that, well, I have class, gotta go! And wish me luck!" I laughed.

"You don't need luck! Angie loves you and she's going to say yes! Bye bro, call me tonight as soon as you get home. I don't care if it's late! You tell me everything."

"Ok, Lee, love ya! Bye" He hung up and that left me alone in my kitchen.

My little brother was going to get married, before me… The thought of Derek and me getting married popped in to my head and I immediately tried to cancel the images out of my head. The last thing I needed was fantasizing about me and Derek getting married, and what came after the reception… Shivers ran down my spine just at the thought of how it would feel to spend a night in Derek's arms.

I quickly started thinking about my mom and Charlie making out. More shivers, but it helped me to clear my head of those silly images of Derek and me.

I ate a quick breakfast that consisted of one 30" sub and three glasses of OJ and made my way towards the forest. I tied my shorts and sports bra to my leather cord and let the fire of phasing consume me. In less than 15 seconds I was running the perimeter of the Cullens house doing my patrol, things have been slow and with Alice it's pretty hard that something bad can happen but once in a while we phased and did some patrolling.

After an hour of just letting my thoughts run I made my way to the Cullens house, I was hungry again and I'm sure Esme had made brunch for me! I phased back and dressed quickly in my shorts and bra and entered the house, everyone was gathered in the living room, including Derek, Embry and Quil waiting for me apparently.

"Hey guys, why are you all gathered up?" I asked.

Edward rolled his eyes at my question but answered none the less, "I think you have something you want to say Leah, you know about Seth…" He hinted.

Oh right! "Seth is getting married!" I blurted out. "Well, he's gonna propose tonight, but we all know Angie's gonna say yes, so yeah, he's getting married!" I said excitedly.

Alice immediately started jumping up and down "Yes, yes! We have a wedding to plan! Come on Rosalie, I can just see it in my head, OMG! They are going to get married on February! Aww Valentine's Day! That is so cute!" And just like that she and Rosalie disappeared up the stair.

"Wow, that pixie has issues…" And that had to be Emmett.

From what I could see everyone was excited about the news, all the Cullens loved Seth dearly, especially Edward and Esme.

"Oh, I'm so happy, Seth deserves the best and Angie is such a lovely girl!" Esme gushed.

"Well, it was time the little guy grew some balls and asked her!" Quil and Embry said in unison,

"Now, how about some breakfast to celebrate?!" Quil said loudly.

"Great! Because I'm freaking starving!" I said.

Esme went to the kitchen to prepare some food for us. The rest of the other Cullens started doing their daily routines of playing video games, reading and playing the piano. Quil and Embry went with Esme and left Derek and me alone.

He smiled at me and said in his husky voice "Hey, Lee, did you slept well last night?"

"Yes, you?" I asked.

"Great!" He said smiling, "So, your little brother is getting married! How do you feel about that?" He asked while we started to walk towards the kitchen.

"To tell you the truth, I'm really happy for him. Seth deserves the best in this world, and he has always been this happy kid that always wanted peace and every one to be happy, he totally deserves it, and Angie is a really sweet girl" I said smiling.

I turned and looked at Derek who was smiling dreamingly at me, "I love it when you talk about your bother, you speak passionately and with so much love that it just drives me insane" He said the last part so low that I'm sure the vampires around us couldn't hear.

He looked at me straight in the eyes, his icy-blue eyes piercing into my soul in such a way that it made my knees go weak. I wanted to kiss him in that moment and never let go, to confess my feelings for him and wait for him to reciprocate them. But I was terrified of rejection, so I just turned my head and blushed clearing my throat.

"Well, I just really love my brother very much" I said smiling at him.

He seemed to have come down from his high and smiled at me, he took my hand in his and together we walked towards the kitchen. It felt so good to be in contact with him, his hand was just like mine and it made me feel warm, it seemed like our hand fitted perfectly together and it felt great!

When we arrived Esme had already made enough pancakes to feed a small army and fresh scrambled eggs with French toast. My mouth instantly watered and we went to sit quickly on the table. Quil and Embry were completely focused on devouring their food. I smiled at Derek mischievously.

"Look…" I said as I started to move my hand towards Quil's food, when my hand was almost touching one of his pancakes, I growl escaped his lips. Everyone burst out laughing at that.

"Oh, my god, dude! You did just like a dog! Then you wonder why Blondie calls us mutts!" Embry said laughing his ass off!

Derek started laughing loudly, as he held his sides. "Maybe we can start a documental about the "La Push Shape-Shifters" I'm sure Quil with be qualified as more wolf than human!"

We all laughed at that, Quil blushed and mumbled something about "stupid girls and how he wasn't thinking…"

"Now, now, children, eat or it's going to get cold, stop teasing Quil" Esme said in her motherly-authoritative, but you could see the sides of her lips slightly curved in to a pleasant smile.

"Thanks, Mrs. E." Quil mumbled, and continued eating his food more slowly now.

Derek smiled at me for the last time and we started to eat our food quietly. When we finished eating we headed towards the living room where Jasper and Emmett where in a serious battle of Guitar Hero, as soon as they saw us they grabbed three spare guitars and asked the guys to join them. Derek looked at me as if asking for my approval and I just nodded and told him I was going to see what Alice and Rosalie were up to. He smiled and kissed on the cheek making my heart rate go on haywire and went to play.

While I was walking up the stairs I heard Quil mocking Derek "Man, you are so whipped! I'm sure you would lick the floor if Leah just asked you to!"

Derek just seemed amused by this, "First of all, I would, only if she asked me to…" That made my heart skip a beat, "and second, who are you to talk, princess Quil-la? Yes, I saw the pictures! Pink does look good on you!"

I could hear all the guys laughing and Quil trying to defend himself saying that his imprint was only 5 at the time…

When I got to Alice's room I saw her with a giant sketch pad, planning everything, and Rosalie pointing things out. "Girls, you realize that you have like 4 months till the wedding right?" I asked amused by their behavior.

Alice looked offended by my question. "Leah, you understand that 4 months is not enough to plan a wedding right? We have to plan everything! The place, the dresses, flower arraignments, food, guests, and family. Angie's family is from NY and they have to come here…" She kept rambling on.

"You are totally right, Alice. What was I thinking!" I said sarcastically. She seemed to believe me… Good!

We stayed the whole morning just planning the wedding. Alice wanted all the plans to be ready for when Angie and Seth came for Seth's birthday, she knew Angie was going to love everything and Seth was just going to be happy because she was.

"You know, the materials for Derek's pool are arriving tomorrow?" Rosalie said casually while inspecting her perfectly manicured hands.

"For real!" I asked excitedly. I knew Derek loved to swim, he told me he used to swim in his grandparents pool daily. "He's gonna be so happy when Esme finishes it." I said, a smile forming on my lips just by the thought of seeing Derek happy.

"Oh, gosh, we officially lost her." Rosalie groaned jokingly.

"Yes ,we have, just look at her, she has that glazed look and dumb smile on her face!" Alice said mockingly.

"Ahh, cut it out you guys, it's not like that. I'm just happy that Der is going to get to feel more at home here" I said. Shit! I really lost it!

Rosalie started laughing, probably at my surprised face. "Well, now you know!" She paused, "But seriously, I'm happy for you Lee." She finished seriously.

"Yeah, I'm happy for you too Leah, you deserve it!" Alice said smiling at me.

Don't get emotional Leah.

Don't get emotional.

Don't!

"Thank you, guys. It means a lot! Now let's stop with the mushy stuff, we have a wedding to plan!"

And that did the trick…

We continued talking about my little brother's wedding and Alice was already trying to figure out where they were going to live and what gifts we should give them. I had to stop her because I knew that if she continued she was going to end up buying a house, two cars and book their honeymoon in without their consent.

So, I concluded that…

Angie and Seth already had good and new cars. So if Angie got pregnant in the future, she could give them a new car.

Only, if they wanted to live here in Forks or La Push, and if they wanted, they could build them a house.

And that once Angie decided where she wanted to go, Alice could give them as a present their honeymoon.

Alice wasn't too happy with the arraignments but happy that at least she got the honeymoon. When we were finishing the guest list –I don't know how, but Alice knew all the people Angie wanted to invite, well, at least we know she's gonna say YES- there was a soft knock on the door.

"Come in, Derek" Alice said.

The door opened to reveal a very sexy and shirtless Derek and Quil and Embry, who were also shirtless but I barely noticed them.

"Hey, Leah, we were wondering if you wanted to go bike riding after we have lunch?" Derek said while scratching the back of his neck shyly.

"Ok, when is lunch gonna be ready?" I said nonchalantly, but my heart was racing just at the sight of Derek shirtless before me. Oh, goodness, how I wanted to run my hands thr-

"It's already ready, so…" Quil said.

"Great, I'll be down in a second" I smiled up at them.

All of the guys started their way back to the kitchen eagerly. Though I think that Derek wanted to stay and wait for me.

"You know, Leah; violation is a sin, even if you only think it…" Rosalie said teasingly.

Alice giggled at that, "Yeah, you looked like you were going to jump him the instant the door opened".

"Ha. Ha. Ha guys, really funny." I said but I knew I was blushing like crazy!

"How long has it been Leah, since you know…?" Rosalie asked curiously.

"Um… like… 8 years, since Sam left me." Rosalie's eyes bugged out of their sockets.

"You are telling me that after Sam you haven't been with anyone else!" She asked shocked.

"No wonder you want to jump Derek's bones!" Alice said.

"Ugh, what do you want me to say? Sam was my first and after him I never thought I could lo-care for someone else!" I said fervently. "I'm going to go eat." I stood up from the bed and made my way to the door.

"I give her a week." Rosalie said.

"I give her two weeks." Alice stated.

I glared at them but made my way towards the kitchen. When I got to the kitchen I was surprised that the guys were waiting for me.

"Aw guys! You do love me; I can't believe you were waiting for me!" I said teasingly.

Quil grumbled. "Derek here wanted to be a gentleman." he said annoyed and started eating.

I smiled at Derek. "That was really sweet of you, thanks."

He blushed. "No problem" he mumbled and started eating his food.

Embry was looking at me with an amused expression on his face. "What?" I asked.

"Nothing, eat!" He said and started eating his food too.

When we devoured our BBQ chicken and mashed potatoes we made our way to the garage to get out bikes.

The four of us spent all the afternoon jumping around in the woods with our bikes and teasing each other. It felt good to be having fun with my pack, it seemed natural and I felt united to them in a way that I never felt before. I couldn't wait for what was to come; I could feel the change in me getting stronger and stronger. I hope I could at least wait until my date with Derek; the old Leah was coming back for good and I couldn't wait for that to happen.


So there it is, Chapter 11! Hope you liked it, this was more of a filler chapter. Next chapter is going to be the DATE!!! And it's gonna be on Der's POV!

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-Laura