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Time with the show...


Elena wasn't sure what to think. Her mind was trying to process everything. Everything that happened before she met Damon and after.

Her insecurity and the way how she hated how she looked. The fact that the first person she ever kissed was a girl. The first, true, person she ever slept with was a girl. How she only believed compliments when Vicki said them, not anybody else. The way she felt her body was too skinny and not so curvy. That her voice was annoying and she wasn't sexy enough to have guys falling at her feet.

It wasn't enough.

Wasn't enough for her or for Stefan.

She loved him. She knew a part of her did, besides everything that he did to her. She would always love him. But there was something about Damon, that got her blood running hot. She would shake and shiver and if it wasn't for him being so dog gone sexy, she'd probably would never feel so confident.

All she could think about was, Why in the hell did he want to touch her? Why in the hell did he want to be with her?

They weren't dating but Elena felt like they were.

They watched movies together, they sometimes cooked for one another and ate what the other made. They talked all day and night about nothing and it was the best intimacy that Elena ever was showed and Damon wasn't even her boyfriend. Stefan was her fiancee and he couldn't stand to wait for her. Because she knew that if Stefan would have waited just a little bit longer, she would have showed him everything that she learned over her years as being the little naive virgin. Everything that she did with Damon.

She couldn't stop thinking about it as she waited for Stefan to come home. She was sitting on her couch, wearing black shorts that hugged her thighs and Damon's white shirt. It hugged her breast and made her appear more bustier. She had white slippers on her feet and she was sitting on the couch, waiting for him.

She knew that he was out with that girl-Bonnie-she knew that. She wasn't stupid but she would have rather know than not know. Stefan was out fucking Bonnie and not even thinking about her!

Hell he was planning on kicking her out of the house, so she could move in with his brother because she had no place to go.

She could have stayed with Vicki again but Vicki was always busy lately. They would talk on the phone and it was fun and exciting but Vicki was dating someone, so that person took up all her time.

Don't get Elena wrong, she was happy that her best friend was happy but she wanted to spend time with her best friend. She wanted to tell her everything that was going on. She wanted the weight she felt off her shoulders and the sad part was she didn't feel at all guilty about cheating on Stefan. She was actually perfectly fine with it. It seemed so natural to her. It was as if it was meant to happened.

Like her and Damon were meant to be...

Elena sat on the couch, with her sitting on her legs as she wove her hands through her hair. She was sitting in silence with her phone in her hands. She was hoping to get a call or anything from anybody so she wouldn't feel so alone...so lost...

She wasn't sure what to do, because every time she thought about calling Stefan and telling him the truth. Her head would start to hurt and she felt as if she wasn't ready to tell him that because she wanted him to catch her in the act.

A sick part of her did.

A sick part of her wanted Stefan to walk in on her and Damon. She wanted it to happened, but it never did. It was like, if it wasn't the time for that to happened.

She let the thought go away eventually but it was always there, like a breeze whispering past you.

It was there.

Not in her face, but it was there.

Elena jumped as her phone vibrated wildly in her hands. She looked down and noticed it was a text from Damon. A smile came to her face and she checked the message.

Her earlier worries and thoughts, leaving her mind as soon as they had come.

R you okay? I was a little worried when I dropd u bak off.

There was a fine difference between okay and feeling okay. She wasn't okay but she felt better that Damon cared. She felt better that he was worried about her. She noticed much more things about him.

How he would look into her eyes as he talked. How when he had a bad day at work because another woman was hitting on him again, he would smile. How his voice was always making sexual suggestions and when she called him out on it, he became nervous as a school boy. How when he hugged her goodbye or saying hello, he always kissed her forehead and then wrapped his arms around her waist to walk her into the house or even anywhere else.

He was always close to her and she felt close to him.

She felt sparks when they kissed. Her body would melt in his arms and he would awaken something inside of her that she never thought existed.

Happiness.

True happiness.

Elena looked down at the message and replied back.

I'm nt feeling so good. I just want this over with...

Then it hit her what Stefan said before he left.

Anna.

Damon's ex.

The one who Stefan slept with.

Elena wondered about that. Why Stefan did it? She also wondered why was he cheating on her? And it just wasn't because she wasn't giving it up.

It was something else.

Sounded like payback but was it to her or his brother.

Elena wasn't sure and didn't want to get another headache because of her thoughts.

Her phone vibrated again and she checked the message. Her eyes opened wide and she grew confused before she relaxed her face again.

What was this?

What r u saying? U don't want to be together anymore?

Elena shook her head and she clicked the reply button and her fingers raced over the buttons. She didn't mean it as he read it. She didn't.

No! I love being with you Damon. Don't say that. Just I wish that Stefan would hurry. I want to put...

She stopped her message short as her phone vibrated loud in her hands. She looked at it, wondering why when she realized that Damon was calling her. She pressed send and laid the phone on her ear as she heard a vacuum going.

"Damon?" She shouted into the phone. Not sure if she would hear him.

He did, though. Very loud and clear.

"Ow! I'm not vacuuming if that's what you're thinking. Caroline is kinda being over-excited about having a girl in the house."

Elena sighed with relief and then shook her head.

"Caroline. Is she dating a girl named...Vicki?"

Elena knew about that too. Every time when they did and could talk on the phone. Elena listened to her best friend ramble on and on about a girl name Caroline.

"Why yes, she came over just yesterday. They went to go have hot monkey sex upstairs." Damon paused and Elena rubbed her ear as she heard a loud hey. "Sorry. Caroline, but you were kinda loud. I didn't watch though if that's what you wondering." He was talking to Elena. "I kinda just blasted my TV loud as I watched BVS. I've already seen it but I get pissed every time they let everyone know about Buffy and Spike."

Elena giggled. She loved it when he got this way, she loved hearing him talk. It was just so...

"Oh, I have season five. I borrowed it last week. I'll return it when I get over there."

She heard Damon laughing and it warmed her entire body. She loved it when he laughed.

"Oh, good. Season five was blah. Glory was too much and Riley was an idiot. But yeah, sure. You can keep it if you want. I don't mind..."

Elena said okay and then apologized about cutting him off. Damon didn't mind though. He asked about her day and she told him everything.

The conversation was going quite well. She even got to talk to Caroline. She was...a character.

Elena actually felt happy.

It was about ten o' clock when she heard the front door opened and keys jingling.

"Hey, it was nice talking to you but Stefan is here."

"Oh, okay. See you soon. We are so going to have so much fun together." Elena laughed at Caroline and they said their goodbyes. She hung up the phone, wiped it on her shirt to get the gunk off of it. She locked it and slid the phone into her pocket before standing up and facing Stefan.

He was standing there smiling.

Elena tried her best not to curl her lip up in disgust.

She looked at him.

"Elena, I have to tell you something..."

His face was smiling...no it seemed like a smirk.

What the hell was he smirking about?

Elena wanted to slap it off his face.

"Stefan, before you say anything...I want to let you know that I'm sorry for acting so distant. Just how else am I supposed to just forget about you cheating on me..." She was pushing tears to come out of her eyes for this but they were sliding down her face for a different reason.

"Elena, don't cry. Just think of what I'm about to say as me being a dick." He clapped his hands together and threw a pair of keys at her. Elena caught them and she looked at them.

"What's this?"

She knew it was coming but she had to prepare herself for it.

"I'm kicking you out. See remember that brother I was telling you about. The one who slept with Anna. He has this big house and offered to give you room. I'll be paying him for the room, once I got a job promotion."

Elena wiped her tears and looked at Stefan with hurt and anger in her eyes.

"You're kicking me out?"

Her grip tighten around the keys.

"Yeah, think of this as you being on the other side of the door." He smiled, hiding his teeth. "With your bags and dolls and I'll be on the other side. Pack your things, Elena."

Elena looked at Stefan with so much hurt in her eyes that she wanted too...she couldn't believe this asshole but she couldn't be too comfortable with it.

Here she went...

"Stefan, don't do this. Is there anyway I could make this up? I love you." She knew as she said those words, those three letter words that it was a lie. She felt like throwing them up. She was saying them to the wrong person.

Stefan flicked his tongue over his teeth.

"Sleep with me then, tonight. Right now." Let me pop that nasty virginity of yours, he thought.

Elena would not let him touch her. She was for Damon.

"No."

"Well, I guess you gotta go home then. Wait you don't have a home." Elena stormed off as she heard Stefan's cackling laughter behind her.


Well Yes, I made Stefan into an asshole. I kinda liked writing about Elena's feelings towards what's going on in her life. I also can't wait till Elena fully meets her best friend's girl.

Next chapter will be some curse words and Stefan. Yuck! I will also add in some hot and sexy smut. IF you want anything to happen in this one please let me me know. I'm actually handing the floor to you guys.

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