Because of You

Want to, but I cant help it
I love the way it feels,
Its got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don't
Tell myself I'll stop every day, knowing that I won't

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

His every thought was consumed by her.

Ever since he'd first met her. He'd walked into the diner and this tiny woman had come over to him and said "you've kept me waiting long enough." Of course he was hella confused by it. How did she know him? He was sure he'd never seen her before. But she was just so full of energy and happiness and joy. It his him like tidal waves collapsing his wall of depression. She was beautiful and compelling and he wanted to get to know her more. In a word, she had him from hello.

Ever since he'd gotten his first taste. They'd been in Philly; they'd only known each other for a month if that. They were in a park and after admitting their feelings and shared their first kiss. If he could, he would kiss her all day every day. Her pink lips were warm and soft, she'd open her mouth for him and she'd taste sweet. He'd kiss her right after they hunted and drink the remaining blood from her mouth. He thought about it day in and day out. Whenever he saw her, the first thing he'd do was kiss her sweet lips.

Ever since their first time. She was intoxicating. Her body was like a drug. Just thinking about Alice at any given moment of the day could make him aroused and hot for her. Fantasies would creep into his mind daily about each subtle curvy of her body clad in lacey lingerie and corsets and he small body crawling over him or stripping for him.

He sat in the living room one afternoon having one of his daydreams about her. He'd been thinking about her all day. This time it was a fantasy of her dressed as a scantily clad Alice from Alice in Wonderland and he lay under her wearing white rabbit ears. Alice loved roleplaying, just because she liked to dress up all the time and Alice in wonderland was one that they did often.

Suddenly she came into the room. "What are you thinking about?" she asked noticing the thoughtful smile on his face.

"You," he said motioning for her to come to him. She straddled his waist and kissed him.

His mind was consumed by Alice. Every day since they met in Philly. Because of her he couldn't think straight anymore. All that was ever on his mind was her. He was no good anymore.

She ran her fingers through his wavy hair and placed another loving kiss on his lips.

Then again, he liked it.

And its all because of you
And its all because
Never get enough,
She's the sweetest drug

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don't know if I would quit but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

And it's all because of you


"Because of You" by Ne-yo

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