A/N : I know it's late again but I think it's time that I tell you guys that I am an excellent procastinator! sorry, I am trying to do better! if you guys could the arguments that I have with myself! tsk tsk! Just so you know this is the longest chapter that I have every written, please enjoy.

Disclaimer: I don't own any of these beautiful characters or even the origunal twilight story :(. i wish that i could be a fly on Stephanie Meyer's wall :(


Just my luck!:

BPOV:

The car ride over to the Cullen's house was quiet. I had reassured Edward that his little sister wasn't going to be a problem; now all I had to do was convince myself.

I was confused; when I first met her I honestly liked her. She seemed sweet and kind. She had a love for books. What confuses me though is how such a sweet, kind girl would go for somebody's boyfriend. She was on the cheerleading squad, so she had to know that although Jake and I weren't seen together lately we hadn't officially broken up.

My other problem was Rosalie, that girl has some serious problems. I already avoid her like the plague but I wasn't so sure if I could do that at her house. That girl has made it her mission to make me miserable. For what, heaven only knows. I had recently found out that the cheer squad had nominated her cheer captain. Please don't get me wrong, I don't care about idle gossip and who the homecoming queen or whatever is. It was on one of those days that I was waiting to speak to Jake that I saw them bouncing up and down like five- year olds on a sugar high. I just rolled my eyes and counted on my calculus homework.

I was getting ready to leave, with yet another failed attempt on trying to talk to Jake when they came over to the bleachers and started congratulating Rosalie. It wouldn't have taken an ape to figure that Blondie had been made captain. Blegh. What I ever saw in that sport!

Blondie probably had been filling that poor innocent girl's mind with evil concerning me. I am not conceited in any way. I didn't realise it then that she was corrupting everybody's mind against me, but I soon found out about it. What does Emmett see in that girl, she's Satan's mistress!

Edward pulled into their driveway, opened the garage door and drove in. when he switched the car off I took a deep breath and opened my car door before Edward could open it for me.

"Bella, I would have done that for you." He said scowling.

"I know Edward and Thank you but it's not the 1920's. Woman are capable of opening their open door these days." I mocked playfully

Edward just shook his head and smiled. "Should we go inside or wait her for Alice and my brothers?" I asked.

Edward thought for a moment then answered," well, it can get quite chilly here in the garage, so I suggest that we head inside and I'll make us all a cup of cocoa while we wait for the rest."

I nodded my head and waited for Edward to show the way inside, although I had already been here once I just thought it would be rude just to barge into his house. And I if I recall correctly I was passed out the last time I was in their garage. "Lead the way."

Edward walked toward the door and opened it. Once I stepped through the door it was as if I had stepped into another world. I had forgotten how beautiful and white the Cullen's house was. It was just so white and open. The walls consisted of glass walls that looked out to the most beautiful view. It didn't matter which direction you looked in It was surrounded by the greenest forest green I have I ever seen, it took by breath away.

"Wow" I said in awe, "it's just so beautiful."

"You act like you've never been here." Edward said chuckling.

I turned around and lightly slapped him on the shoulder. "The last time I remember being at your house, well you were carrying me to Alice's bedroom!" I chuckled slightly.

"I can't believe that you just slapped him." Edward said with mock hurt. To be honest I was quite surprised that I slapped him. I hadn't been this playful with anybody but Jacob. And even that was a long time ago. My brother's and I had sort of drifted apart, after Jacob and I started dating. Emmett was a playboy and Jasper was quiet. We lived in our own little world.

I smiled wide and said, "no offence but that was actually fun. I haven't had any fun in a while. Sorry if I hurt you."

Edward looked at me for a while. With a blank expression on his face before a mischievous grin spread on his face. "Nah, that's ok.' He walked behind me, "you de realise now that I get PAY BACK!" he said grabbing my sides and tickling me.

I jumped out of his arm and ran into the first room, which happened to be the living room. "Edward!" I said back up. His smile grew wider. "Edward no!" Edward looked like he was stalking his prey. When the back of my leg hit the couch I knew I was doomed. "Please Edward!" Edward jumped forward and grabbed onto me, causing me to squeal and to laugh harder than I have ever laughed before. I fell back onto the couch with Edward on top of me, still tickling my sides.

Edward stopped tickling me after a while, and just stared into my eyes. I saw him glace quickly at my lips which had my heart start running a marathon. "Edward!" I whispered while I wrapped my arms around his neck. I looked into his eyes and saw something that had me gasp out loud and pull Edward towards me. I opened my legs allowing Edward to comfortably fit in between them.

"Bella I-"I silenced him by pulling him closer until our foreheads where touching. "Just sshhh Edward." I said running my fingers through the hair at the nape of his neck. He moved his lips closer to mine, my mind and body going on pure instinct, when somebody interrupted us by clearing their voice.

We quickly jumped apart, which ended up with us knocking heads and Edward ending up on the floor.

"Ow" we both said in unison. This would be the second time that somebody had interrupted us at the same time that we were supposed to kiss.

I turned to look at the living rooms entry way and saw Alice and Emmett smiling as wide as there face would allow and Jasper standing shyly in the back ground with his head cast downwards, trying to hide his own smile.

"I hope we weren't interrupting something interesting." Emmett said, smiling like a fucking Cheshire cat.

"Emmett!" I yelled in surprise. I sat up straight and looked at Edward in sympathy.

Edward got off of the floor and sat down next to, straightening out his t-shirt. "Well, that depends if you really want to know what happened! I mean Bella is your little sister after all." He said calmly with a sly smile on his face.

I went from glaring at Emmett to glaring at Edward in surprise. "Wha –"but was interrupted by Emmett. "Hahaha…nice! I guess I don't really want to know then." He looked at me and chuckled lightly. "Finally Bells, I thought I was going to have to put you in a nunnery or something!" I just stared at him in shock!

"Well I wouldn't have made a very good nun, seeing as I probably would have been the only non-virgin nun there!" wait! Did I just say that! What the fuck! I blushed furiously. I turned my face downwards letting my hair cover my face. I knew that everybody was looking at me with a stunned look upon their faces. "Fuck!" I mumbled.

"Great! Who invited the phsyco?" somebody said filled with bicthiness.

My head snapped up and locked eyes with none other than the Jake's new girl, or whatever. "Oh, look it's the slut with the fucked up name. Nice to see you again. I personally think that you look better without the overgrown accessory! People are less likely to judge you with you attached to it!" I replied snarky.

Once again everybody turned to stare at me, surprise clearly etched onto their faces. " that's funny considering the fact my 'overgrown accessory' as you so nicely put it choose to be with me instead of with a phsyco like you!" she said placing a hand on her hip and raising her left eyebrow with a smirk on her face.

Alice let out an audible gasp and turned towards Nessie freak. I guess she was about to reprimand her for hurting my feelings or something. In all honesty it did hurt to know that Jake choose that slut over me but I was not about to let her see that she hurt me! Too many people have seen my pain over Jake.

I just started laughing and looked at her which I was sure was a look that never crossed my face. "It's so sad to see you like this. I almost feel sorry for you. You think that you've won some prize or something. I should tell you something and it's going to hurt you more than it's going to hurt me. Jake and I have known each other forever. We were never friends; he and Emmett were always friends. When Jake and I started dating he told me that he secretly loved me since my brothers and I made mud pies with him when we were very young. So what I'm basically saying is that you'll always be second best to him because I'll always be there in his heart! Always! And no amount of sexual favours is going to change that!" I said giving her an evil smile, "oh and if I was you I would enjoy your time with him now. While his hate for me still clouds his judgement! Skedaddle off now!" I kept my posture waiting for her to walk way already.

She opened her mouth a couple of times, probably trying to come up with a comeback, but obviously coming up with nothing. I chuckled evilly and made a fuck off gesture with my hand. She must have taken the hint because she turned around and run up the stairs. It wasn't until I heard her door slam shut that all whatever it was drained out me leaving me once again helpless and pathetic. I tasted something salty on my lips which must mean that I was crying, great! My whole body started to shake. What have I become? "I'm so sorry! So sorry." I kept whispering softly to the one person who was probably in the same state as I was in.

I felt a pair of arms snake around my shoulders and waist. I jumped out of them screaming. "No! Don't touch me!" I ran off towards the garage, towards Emmett's Jeep. I knew that Emmett probably had his keys with him, but I also knew that he kept a spare pair of keys hidden his glove compartment. I raced towards his car; it was a miracle that I didn't trip over anything. I reached Em's car and ripped the door open and jumped inside. Once I had adjusted the seat I started to frantically search for the spare keys in the compartment. I was starting to panic because I heard Edward, my brothers and Alice calling after me. "Shit! Where the fuck are those damn keys." I nearly had everything thrown out when eventually I found them. I grabbed them and started the car. It must have been my lucky minute or something because just as I was about to start panicking about how I was going to open the garage door, but it opened. Somebody must be coming home. I didn't care who it was, I was just thankful that they had decided to come home at that exact moment. I turned the car on and sped out of there. I gave one last glimpse of Edward's garage entrance and saw all of them standing there yelling after me.

I don't know where I was driving to; I just needed to get away. I felt the tears flow down my cheeks, it did make it a little hard to see where I was driving but I couldn't find it in myself to care. I carried on driving and before I knew I was parked in a very familiar spot. I switched the car off and jumped out of it, slamming the car door shut. At first I walked slowly, hesitantly. I mean I was in La Push after all, Jake's territory. I glanced around making sure that I didn't see him or anyone I knew around. I really was not in the mood for another fight.

When I was sure nobody was around I starting running toward my destination, the cliffs. I ran, jumped, and dodged until I reached the cliffs. When I saw the broken branch which was the entrance to the cliffs, I picked up my pace. I dunked underneath the branch and came to an abrupt halt. Of course he would be here. He showed to me after all. I was about to turn around but he stopped me. "Don't bother I'll go!" his voice didn't hold any malice or venom. It just seemed broken. "It's ok Jake. I'll go! It's your place after all." I tried to keep the hurt out of my voice but it broke at the end.

"Bells, just…" he sighed he still hadn't turned around. "Its fine, I'm sure we can share the peace." I sighed and walked to towards the edge of the cliff. I was about to sit down when a large pain shot up my leg. "OW, FUCK IT!" I bent down to rub my ankle. I guess I wasn't so lucky with the run up here. A warm hand replaced mine and I instantly felt a little better. "Honey are you ok?" Jake asked concern laced in his voice and face. "Yeah, must have sprained it or something?" I chuckled lightly.

He started rubbing my ankle, which turned into a caress as he moved his hand up my thigh. My heart instantly started to beat faster. Desire throbbed through my whole body and ended between my thighs. "Jake" I whispered with lust. Jake moved his hands from my thighs and placed them around my waist. He lifted me off the ground and placed me on top his lap. I could feel that Jake too was filled with desire. I looked into his eyes and was lost; all rationally thought flew out of my mind.

I leaned forward and attacked his lips; we both let out collectives moans of pleasure. We were both ravaging each other with our lips as if we were addicts and were having a taste of heroin after a very long time. I don't know for how long we were kissing but when the haze lifted for only a while, we were both naked, I was on my back and Jake was positioned in-between my legs. I was about to protest but then I locked eyes with him once again and I lost whatever I wanted to say. I locked my legs around his waist and brought him closer to me. Once every single part of our bodies were touching I brought my lips to Jake, I sucked onto his bottom lip. Knowing that it will turn Jake more on. He let out an animalistic groan and a captured my lips with his, shoving his tongue into mine. I let out a high pitched moan. He started rubbing himself against me, causing me to pant heavily and groan out of frustration. I ripped my lips away from his, "Jake, Please just fuck me already. I really don't want to beg."

He looked at me; I swear it was as if his eyes turned even blacker than they were before. "Oh I plan to baby, but just know that this doesn't change anything!" I let out another groan of frustration. Urgh, I knew that it wasn't going to change anything and I knew that I was probably going to end up more hurt than before but I just needed closure or something. "I know fuck! Would you stop being a tease and fuck me already!" I screamed out on frustration.

He rubbed himself against me one last time before; he pulled back and thrust into me, with such force that we shifted backwards. "Uh, Jake!" I moaned


I was lying in Jake's arms just looking up at the setting sun. I knew the minute either one of us moved or said anything we would go back to what we were before and would act as if nothing happed. I knew that the minute that happened I would feel relief and an enormous amount of guilt wash over me. I didn't want to dwell on it now because, if I did then this magically bubble that we were currently in would break and it would be the end of that.

The sky had started to turn a slight pinkie colour when our bubble burst with the sound of my cell phone ringing. "Fuck" I looked at Jake with a sympathetic look in my eyes. Placed a peck onto his lips. The peck lasted a little longer than either one of us expected. Tears rolled down on my cheeks and clashed with his. We knew that this was good-bye and it broke my heart all over again. I finally broke the kiss and got up and started searching for my phone.

I walked towards where the sound was the loudest. I found it lying under my pants, it must have slipped out. I picked it up and answered it.

"Hello?" I said a little shakily.

"Bella, where are you?" Edward asked with concern. A wave of guilt washed over me, which had me falling onto my ass.

"Oomph, um... Ed-"I couldn't answer him. I was knocked speechless. "Bella?" I took a deep breath and answered with just three words. "Be home soon." I pressed the end button and slowly started locating all my clothes. Jacob walked towards me and handed them to me. "Thanks" I said softly.

"No problem." I started trying to put my clothes on but was having trouble, because of the uneven terrain and my sprained ankle. "Here let me help you." Jake offered like a true gentlemen. He had me dressed in no time.

"Bells, it isn't safe for you to drive or even to walk down from here I'll take you home." He said picking me up. I don't know why he was being so nice to me, but I wasn't going to argue. He carried me all the way down to Em's Jeep. "Does Emmett know you're driving his Jeep?" he asked, I knew he wasn't trying to scowl me because I could detect the humour in his voice.

"Jake, I'm staying at the Cullen's house!" I blurted out. I could feel him stiffen but then he relaxed just as quickly.

"Doesn't matter remember? I was going to call Embry to follow us anyway." With that said he opened the passenger door and put me down gently. He shut the door before he reached for his phone and dialled Embry's number. He walked a few metres away and spoke to him. He ended the call and told me that Embry was on his way. We didn't have to wait long before a pair of head lights were turning into the parking area.

Jake climbed into the driver seat and I handed him the keys. He started the car and headed towards the Cullen's house. The drive to their house would have been dead quite if it wasn't for the radio that was playing. Neither Jake nor I said a word and I preferred it that way. There wasn't anything else that we could say or do anymore.

Thankfully Jake turned into the Cullen's driveway and turned the car off. "You better go before Emmett sees you with me. It won't look good." He didn't even turn towards me. He just jumped out the car and ran towards Embry's car, jumped inside and sped off. "Bye Jake." I whispered to the wind.

I grabbed the keys and slowly made my way out of the Jeep. Landing lightly on my good foot. I didn't want to put any more pressure on my ankle. I hand just made it to the other side of the Jeep when Emmett, Edward, Jasper and Alice came rushing out of the house.

"Bella!" they all said in relief at the same time. Emmett crushed me into a bear hug and placed me down onto my feet a little too hard which caused another wave of pain to shoot up my leg.

"OW! FUCK IT EMMETT!" I cried out in pain.

Edward stepped forward and lightly places his hand on either side of my face. "What's wrong love?"

"My ankle, I think I've sprained it!" I replied.

They all looked at me and then they looked at the Jeep then back at me again. Confusion written all over their faces. "But how is that possible?" Alice asked.

"How is what possible?" I asked

"How did you drive here, with a sprained ankle? Didn't it hurt like hell?" Jasper asked.

I was about to answer and say that Jake and driven me here. But that would have led to another round of question and I was really tired. The pain and this afternoon's sexual encounter with Jake have left me physically drained. "It did!" I answered curtly.

"Let's get her to my dad." Edward said while picking me up.

Edward carried me inside and placed me on top of the kitchen table. I mentally squirmed in pain. Jake had been a little rough this afternoon and it hadn't really been the smoothest surface. But I wasn't complaining. Edward came back into the kitchen with his dad behind him.

"Hello Bella" he greeted politely.

"Hi" I answered.

"Edward tells me that you think that you've sprained your ankle?" he asked, I just nodded my head. He walked towards my foot and gentle raised it. I let out a hiss of pain when he touches my ankle. It's strange my ankle didn't hurt this much when I was with Jake. Strange?

"It's not sprained; I think that you might have fractured the bone of something. I have some painkillers that you can take. I can wrap your ankle foot up but more I cannot do at the moment. I should take you to the hospital." I started to furiously shake my head; a hospital was the last place I wanted to be now. I'm sure that the moment that I had to put on the awful hospital gown that everybody would notice the bruises and the scrapes and tears that was caused from this afternoon between me and Jake. There would be nothing I would be able to do because then for sure my brothers and Charlie would kill Jake and make it look like an accident. No the hospital was not where I wanted to be now.

"You can't go to school on tis ankle without it being properly treated, so I'll bring home supplies tomorrow and fix it for you. Just stay off of the leg until tomorrow." Carlisle reprimanded.

I just nodded my head, glad that a trip to the hospital would be avoided and glad that I wouldn't run into Jake. Things are seriously going to be even more awkward with us now.

Carlisle left the room for a while but came back with the painkillers and the bandages. "Just stay off the leg, please Bella." He said giving me serious look. I once again nodded my head.

The table was becoming quite uncomfortable, so I started squirming around. I tried not to show the pain on my face but Carlisle must have seen it because he started to ask me questions, "Bella do you have any more injuries?" his voice taking on a professional tone. I was about to lie but one look from Carlisle had that lie dissolved. "Yes." I said softly looking down.

"Could you please tell me where?" he inquired. I looked around; I was really not comfortable with telling Carlisle about my injuries with everyone still in the room, especially my brothers and Edward.

"Dr. Cullen –"Carlisle interrupted me "please call me Carlisle", I nodded my head before I continued. "Carlisle do you maybe have somewhere more private, I'm really not comfortable with everyone here." I admitted embarrassed.

"We can go into my study. Emmett would you mind carrying Bella to my study, if I remember correctly you happen to know your way quite well around my study." He said chuckling.

I turned to see Emmett blush furiously. Never in my whole life had I seen Emmett blush. I was about to ask him what he did but he stopped me before I could. "Don't even ask Bells." He said picking me up and carrying me to Carlisle's study.

It didn't take long for Carlisle to follow. It was silent for a while before Carlisle questioned me again. "Bella please can you tell me where else do you have pain?"

"Before I do that, can I ask you that we keep this between us. Doctor, patient confidentially?" I asked shyly

Carlisle hesitated for a second but nodded his head. With him confirming that, I started to undress to my underwear. I heard Carlisle gasp behind me. "I'm sorry" I whispered.

Carlisle gripped my shoulder and turned me around. "Bella who did this to you?" anger laced in his voice. I knew that he was going to take it the wrong way, that's why I didn't want to do this in front of everybody they would have come to the same conclusion that Carlisle just did. "I wasn't raped if that's what you're thinking. He was just very rough, that's all." I whispered.

"Bella!" I interrupted him before he could finish. I didn't want him to think that Jake was a rapist or something, after all, oh my God! Jake is dating his daughter! Fuck! "Carlisle, I swear to you that I was not raped or abused or anything like that! I promise!"

"Ok Bella. Why don't you tell me what happened?" his professional voice back in use again.

I started telling him that I had got upset here and just had to get away. I told him that I ended up at a very special place to me and that it a bit tricky to get to the top and that I always walked away with a few bumps and bruises. "Bella these are more than a few bumps and bruises!" he said sternly. I looked at him as if I was scolding a child "sorry please continue."

I told him that I ran into Jake there, Jake my ex and that we had a few issues. I embarrassingly told him that the sexual tension was quite high. I then told him about Jake and me fucking one another. I told him that it was rough and that the terrain was filled with loose stones and that it was very uneven. "All I'm going to say is that it was very, very, very rough!" I said embarrassed.

"Your bruises should heal up naturally, Bella do you still feel some uncomfort in your vaginal area?" when Carlisle asked me this I blushed so hard that I knew that my whole face and neck was bright red. "Just a little bit." I admitted. "Was there any bleeding?" I just shook my head.

"Bella I want you to take these pain killers for your ankle and for any other pain. Take two only in the morning. These pain killers are very strong so please be careful. I'll also give you creams that will help the bruise heal faster, if you like" I nodded my head again.

With that said Carlisle told me to get dressed. He went to a cupboard behind his desk and took out some pain killers and some or other cream. He handed them to me and waited for me to get dressed. "Bella I'm sure you don't want to be carried around everyone where so I'm giving you these crutches." A smile spread across my face and I thanked with profusely. I really did not want to be carried around everywhere. It made me feel like a child.

I took the crutches and made my way to Alice's room. It really was difficult to walk with the crutches and hold onto the pills and cream.

"You really are something you know that right?" a voice behind me admitted cruelly.

I turned around and came face to face with that blonde bitch, what's her name. Something to do with a flower or something. "What do you want?" I hissed angrily.

"Me?" she said mocking innocence. "I just want you to leave my family the fuck alone. I want you to fucking disappear!" she said cruelly, the venom clear in her voice.

"Well, sorry to say that isn't going to happen!" I said leaning onto my good ankle.

"You're a real A class bitch you know that!" she said yet again.

"Please inform me how I'm the bitch between the two of us!" I said with half a smile.

"Well first off, I haven't seen my boyfriend in forever. And whenever I do his always talking about you. It's very annoying, I mean it's only the two of us in a relationship you're not it too! Second my poor Cousin is in pain because you can't seem to get over her boyfriend. It's pathetic he doesn't love you, he choose me cousin over you, I don't even think you were a choice at all! I saw you at the practices, you stalked that poor boy. It's depressing!"

She pushed herself off the wall and advanced towards me. "You have my whole family wrapped around your little fucked finger! Edward is acting like some love sick puppy. It's disgusting! Alice! God don't even get me started on Alice. We used to be close but now all she has time for is you, all she talks about is you! 'Poor Bella, I just wish there is something that I can do to ease her pain!' I really hate what you've done to my family. Now you have my uncle doing you some favours as if he was treating a family member instead of a patient! Thank God my aunt hadn't met you yet, you would probably have her doing something for you too!" she spat in my direction, when she was close enough to me she pushed me to the floor.

"Wow that was really childish! God you are childish and fuck you are selfish! I really don't see what my brother sees in you!" I landed on my ass, it hurt like fuck but I didn't want this fucked up blonde to see that! I did have my pride after all! I tried to get up but because of my stupid ankle I was really struggling! Blondie just laughed at me.

"Now you are where you deserve, on the fucking floor!" she sneered. She bent down until her face was in line with mine. "This is your warning leave my family alone!" she sneered.

"Rose!' Emmet exclaimed from behind her. Ii moved my head to the side and saw the gang in the hallway all with a surprised look on their faces. I looked at Emmet; he probably looked the most surprised and the most hurt. "What are you doing?"

"She turned around and physically stiffened. She turned back to me and groaned out in frustration! "Urgh! I fucking hate you! You are fucking ruining my life!" she walked off towards where I guess to her room.

I looked up at four shocked and hurt faces. Just when I thought that I could avoid any more questions.

"Bella?" Edward started to question.

"please just leave it, please just leave me alone!" with that said I struggled back onto my foot and limped off to Alice's room, with just about every emotion rushing through me and with my mind so full of thoughts I felt like it was going to explode!

Just my luck!


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