Chapter XI

Just a couple of hours later, Kylo Ren woke up from one of his nightmares without being able to breathe. He must have been screaming as before, but now his trachea was painfully sealed, and he couldn't find his way out of it. He run out of bed, and grabbed the helmet of his grandfather, which was displayed in its glass pedestal. The moment they made contact, his mouth opened up and he gulped in a ton of air. He was breathing.

He laid down on the floor, hugging the melted metal to himself, learning how to breath to a normal speed again. When he sensed the room next to his to check on the girl, he found she was awake and worried.

Mircei had been brought up to conscience by the most terrible sounds coming from Kylo Ren's bedroom. It had happened already some other nights, but never as loud and terrifying as then. He had screamed as if someone was skinning him alive and then, just like that, he had stopped. Mircei had looked with her mind hoping to find him awake, only to discover he was suffocating in his sleep. She had almost went to Force him out of that, while a deepest darkness had entered the room and she had felt him breathing again. For some strange reason, she was not completely relived and she kept listening while staring at the empty ceiling of her room.

"Mircei" – Kylo voice called her weakly inside her mind.

She understood he was summoning her to his bedroom, and she left hers immediately, almost running to his door. Door which, for the first time during her permanence, was wide open. A window in the bedroom had been unlocked, and there was an icy wind coming from it, letting her shiver in her light cotton gown.

Kylo Ren was sitting on the floor, next to his bed, wet of his own sweat and hugging what it seemed some sort of armor. Mircei could still feel a dark presence inside here with them.

"Ren? – she asked, a little scared - Is there someone here? Did it hurt you?".

Kylo finally looked at her, his face pale and possessed.

"We are alone and we are not. – he replied quizzical- It didn't hurt me. It never does. It saved me".

From the way he held to the metal crap, she realized he must have been talking about that. She analyzed it with her Force, feeling the cruelest sensation coming from the object.

Millions of questions came to her mind, but she let out the silliest of them.

"What happened?".

He passed his hand through his thick hair, then left the mask next to him on the marble tiles without losing contact.

"He is talking to me. They both are. I don't know what to do anymore!" he sounded desperate, and she couldn't understand why or what to do to help. She just felt her heart broken by his sorrow.

She came a little closer, kneeling down to him, leaving her hand on his shoulder.

And then Kylo moved surprisingly fast.

Startling her, he grabbed her wrist and pulled her closer while lifting himself above her.

She was now laying on the floor, unbalanced, and Kylo was towering over her, keeping them both from falling with his force.

Mircei saw his beautiful worried face closing to her, so full of drama and emotions.

And then Kylo Ren kissed her.

Without thinking, Mircei opened her mouth to take his kiss in, tasting his full lips and the taste of his skin. They were both burning.

Kylo hold her closer, leaving her fall abruptly on the cold floor, to go on her, pushing his weight on her. One of his hands went to grab her ass and her tights, so hard that she thought she would be bruised the next morning.

Disarmed by that passion, Mircei let herself in his powers, letting her hands explored his firm chest and arms with much more shyness.

He never stopped kissing her, and his tongue was getting deeper and deeper in his caress, while his other hand went to unbutton her shirt. He got away from her mouth just to look at that, and to rip it apart with a violent motion.

"I want you so badly" he spoke with the Force, his lascivious eyes going from her naked breasts to her face.

Leaving her speechless, he went down on them with his tongue, biting her nipples with teasing kisses and then going up again to her neck.

That went on for a while, in the mean time Kylo Ren had managed to strip himself naked and was going to take out her underwear too.

He stopped at once to fully enjoy the moment, and that was the first time they managed to look at themselves with more calm since he had started loving her. Mircei's face was red when she layed her eyes on his manhood, almost realizing just then that he was going to take her moments from then.

He gave her a crocked smile, than removed her panties with a liquid gesture. Ren looked at her labia with a perverted satisfaction, and he started caressing her with his fingers, opening her to revealed how completely wet she was.

Her heart was thundering then, so strong that he felt it. He looked at her red face, and come closer to kiss her gentler.

They slowed down, and she felt calmer and secure in what she wanted: she wanted him, Kylo Ren.

He stopped to kiss her, and looked her in the eyes, their souls connected as one as they spoke in the Force with no words.

She felt a wave of guilt and shame coming from him, as the atmosphere relaxed to a more tepid environment.

"I cannot do this" he said as he moved away and released her from his embrace.


Wow! This chapter came a little later, but I hope it was whorty :D Finally these two kissed (and more lol) ;)

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