Chapter Eleven 'I Am a Bad Person'
Bella had ventured off into her room once her birthday party was over. She didn't deserve this family because she was such a horrible person. She had done some bad things in her life. Plus she had been hiding a big secret from them. A knock pulled her out of her trance and she looked up. It was Edward.
"Hey," Edward said holding something behind his back.
"Is that for me?" Bella asked skipping over to him and reaching for it.
"Sit down on the bed please," Edward said holding it above his head.
"Fine," Bella said sitting down on the bed and he sat down next to her. "What is it?" She asked as he handed it to her. It was a large wrapped package with a beautiful bow on top.
"Open it," Edward said causing her to smile and went to unwrapped the package. It was a black velvet box and she looked up at him before opening the box.
"Oh my god," Bella said feeling her heart stop.
"Do you like it?" Edward asked looking down at her and only received a nod. It was a beautiful diamond necklace that looked very old something from the 1900's.
"I love it," Bella said looking at it.
"It belong to my grandmother," Edward said. "My mother gave it to me before she died," he said causing her to look up at him.
"I don't deserve this," Bella said trying to hand it back.
"What do you mean?" Edward asked looking at her.
"I am a bad person Edward," Bella said. "I have done so many terrible things I don't deserve this, your families love, or yours," she said looking down and he lifted her chin.
"I think otherwise," Edward said. "Look I use to do some awful things before I got myself under control we all have a past some are bad and some are good but you're a good person now," he said. "And you deserve everything in this world and I will try my best to give it to you," he said.
"You changed my life the moment you stepped in it," Bella said. "And it scares me because-," she looked down at her hands.
"Because what?" Edward asked causing her to look up.
"Because I am falling in love with you," Bella said. "And I a scared of losing you," she said with tears flowing down her face.
Edward felt his undead heart jump a little and he gently wiped her tears. "I give you myself for all of eternity," he said pulling her into a gentle kiss.
They pulled apart for a minute so that he could place the necklace on her neck. She looked down at the piece of jewelry and turned to face him. Bella got up on her knees in front of him and placed both of her hands on either side of his face. "No more slowing down," she said softly.
Edward swallowed hard looking deep into her luscious brown eyes. "Are you sure?" He asked knowing that he was ready but didn't want to pressure her.
"Yes," Bella said before feeling his lips gently come up against hers. This wasn't their first time doing this but she could tell it was different. He didn't rush he was being gentle and going slow.
Edward ran his hand slowly under her shirt feeling her warm skin against his cold flesh. He didn't know that the fates would allow him to be so lucky. After all the terrible things he had done in his life. Bella gasped as he ran his hand across her lace covered breast. He ran his thumb over her nipple causing her to bite her lip. He pulled his hand out and pulled his lips away from her.
"What?" Bella asked causing him to take her hand. He lifted her half way up and without a word he lifted her shirt up over her head.
"You are so beautiful," Edward said placing a strand of hair behind her. She sat up on her knees and placed her lips firmly on his once more. He felt her shaky fingers go for the buttons of his shirt.
That made him feel good because she was so nervous to be with him. That must be something especially since she had been with so many men but yet she was nervous with him. She got the last button undone and ran her hands up his chest. He helped her shrug of his shirt once it got past his shoulders. When he turned back she had her bra already off her body.
Edward swallowed hard once again gazing at the beautiful form in front of her. They met in another kiss as he laid them both back down on the bed. He began playing with the perfect mounds in front of him. It took everything he had not to explode right there. He could feel the pressure building in his jeans. But it was time to take care of her first.
Bella felt his lips come onto her right breast sucking, biting, and licking. She ran her hands through his hair and pushed him closer to her. That just made him suck harder. "Oh god," she gasped.
"What did I hurt you?" Edward asked shooting up.
"No," Bella said. "Keep going," she said licking her lips and he began on the other breast. Edward could spend the rest of his life playing with the perfection in front of him.
Edward ran his hand down her body to the hem of her jeans. He undid the button and pulled down the zipper. She helped him by raising her hips so that away he could push her down. Bella in the mean time went to undoing his belt. Edward was just in his boxers and Bella in her panties.
Bella gasped feeling his fingers graze up her inner thigh and to her center. He began rubbing his thumb over the fabric of her underwear. He loved hearing the sounds of moan escape her lips. It drove him mad but let him know he was doing something right. She reached into the front of his boxers and lightly stroked his erection. That was it for him as vampire speed he ripped off her underwear and his boxers.
"Alice isn't going to be happy," Bella said as he climbed on top of her like a lion stocking his prey.
"Oh well," Edward said before placing his lips firmly against hers. Bella could feel his erection poking against her leg. He positioned himself at her opening and began to tease her a little.
"Edward," Bella moaned out raising her hips up.
"I love you Bella," Edward said in a serious tone and she looked up at him.
"I love you too Edward," Bella said running her hand along his face
Edward plunged himself deep inside of her starting slow at first. He didn't want this to end as quick as it did for them last time. They finally became adjusted to one another after a few minutes. Bella placed her legs around his waist pull him in deeper. Thankfully his family left to give them some privacy its like they assumed something was going to happen. Or maybe Alice did have a vision. He didn't care.
Edward began to thrust harder into her while his hand made their way to her breast. He cupped them gently and grazing her thumb over her nipples. Bella's breath was getting more ragged and she threw her head back giving him access to her neck. He bit, sucked, and licked the flesh exposed for him. He loved hearing the sound moans, gasp, and cries escape from her mouth.
Bella felt her muscles inside of her wrap around him tightly causing him to grunt out. It made it harder for him to move inside of her but he found greater pleasure.
"Harder Edward," Bella said throwing her head back. Edward went harder into her but still being careful not to use to much force. After all he was a vampire and she was still human. "Roll over," she said out of breath and he arched his eyebrow.
"What?" Edward asked still moving inside of you.
"Roll over," Bella said causing him to roll them over so that he was on his back. Edward gazed up at her as she began to take control. Raising up and then slamming back down on him.
Edward had never felt so much pleasure before in his life but wasn't going to stop her. She ran her nails around his stomach still moving her hips up and down. She threw her head back in ecstasy feeling her release near. He took his thumb pressing it against her clit and began rubbing frantically. That sent her over the edge and she screamed out in pleasure
Bella felt Edward begin to pound into her from underneath felling his end. He exploded inside of her a few moments later and she collapsed on top of him. Her breathing was ragged and he rolled them onto their side. She gained control of her breath and looked into his eyes.
"That was amazing," Edward said running his hand along her face.
"Yes it was," Bella said kissing her softly. "But I have a feeling your holding back some," she said raising herself up on her elbow.
"That's because I am vampire I don't want to hurt you," Edward said. "But of course soon all that is going to change," he said with a devilish smile on her face.
"Mmm," Bella moaned. "I can't wait," she said. "But now I am tired," she said causing him to laugh at her and pulled her down to his chest.
"Then sleep my love," Edward said. "I will be here when you wake up," he said stroking her hair and she knew that she had to tell him her secret.
"Edward," Bella said.
"Yes my love," Edward said in a low voice.
"Later," Bella said. "There is something I need to tell you and your family," she said. "I mean before the change and everything," she said firmly.
"Okay my love," Edward said. "We have time just rest," he said kissing her forehead. She closed her eyes and tried to have a peaceful sleep.
