( I do not own the Twilight saga...Okay so because I added the Extra about Fred my Chapters are all messed up. So I'm moving Fred's chapter to it's own separate story line for Extras This is the real Chapter 10 for A New Dawn...Enjoy and comment...OH CHECK OUT " READ BETWEEN THE LINES" BY DAVE MELILLO... FRED'S SONG TO BREE.)

Chapter 10:Mind, Body, Soul and Heart?

"Alright show me what you've got" Tanya exclaimed finishing off her tea in one gulp. I wondered if she was blind, or maybe mentally handicapped. Didn't she just see me going into hunger based coma? She stood up, and waited. Clearly she must have blocked my dramatic scene out of her mind. "You have to get up." She demanded. I gave her a look that said go to hell, and snuggled a little deeper into Fred's lap. Then the over whelming feeling of disgust descended upon. I needed to get away. In an instant I was on the other side of the room on unsteady feet." She's right" Fred said still lounging on the nice comfy couch. The traitor. " I'm tired." I whined. I really was. Just being on my feet was causing my head to spin. " And that is exactly why you must show me now. The Volturi will fight dirty. They will not care if you are tired. They'll strike at any opportunity" Tanya interjected.I looked to Fred who nodded in agreement then to Demetri who did the same. " Candace" Tanya called. Candy came running like a loyal little dog. "Surely one human could not beat you even in your weakened state." She was baiting me, but ripping Candy to shred was an opportunity I couldn't pass up. " Alright I'm game." I said, and she walked us to an empty room.

To say Candy mopped the floor with me would be the understatement of the year. She might look like a ditz on the outside, but on the inside the woman is a sadistic bitch who knew what she was doing. She clawed, and bit at me ripping at my hair, and breaking my finger while while fluttering her eye lashes in Fred's direction who stood idly by. I wanted to blame them for my complete and utter ass kicking, but truthfully it was my own fault. Tanya was right I wasn't ready to fight my self out of a paper bag let alone a fortress. "When you recover the real training will begin." She said throwing me a towel for my bloody face. I felt like a loser. I felt worthless, and stupid, and embarrassed. Demetri left the room with Tanya probably to discuss something secretly I wasn't sure. Candy was melting over Fred, and preening around like a prized poodle. A whole new wave of shame washed over me.I hate it when I'm wrong even more when I'm wrong in front of people that were counting on me.I wanted him to be proud of me. I wanted Fred to look at me, and see I wasn't someone he always had to protect. Candy hugged him, and I left the room sickened.

I wanted to hit something. I wanted to destroy, and kill, and kill, and kill. " Hey Bree wait up" Fred called from behind me. I ignored him. " Bree" He called again. I hated the way he said my name. I hated how it made me feel. He caught up turning me to face him. " Bree why are you running away?" He should know." Go back to your girlfriend!" I yelled turning away from him again. He wasn't having it. " What's your problem?" Fred demanding turning me to him yet again. My problem? " My problem? My problem is I don't need you here. Go the hell away!" Go away. Leave. Stay away from Candy. Stay away from me. " Apparently you do since you couldn't even beat a human!" He growled angrily in my face. That stung.

I shoved him hard using all my might. He didn't budge. " Get out of my way." I ordered. Fred looked down at my hands still pressed to his chest, and smiled. " See what I mean." he breathed, and then he was pushing me, pushing me against the wall, and kissing me, and I took all my anger, and pent up frustration, and kissed back. Kissing Diego had never felt like this. Sure it had been nice, but with Fred it was so much were a flurry of hands, and tongue, and teeth, and I was being consumed in a rush store of flame. I bit his neck, and his head flung back with a resounding growl. I sucked hard loving the flow of his life feeding mine. His hands were on my head trying to pull me away. I sucked harder. I wanted everything, his everything. Then someone was screaming, screaming so loudly ears burned. Then I was being pulled from Fred. " Let go!" Candy cried. " Your hurting him." Was I? I let go and Fred toppled over.

He wasn't moving. I backed away from his lifeless body and I was screaming. Screaming, and scared. I killed Fred! The walls were closing in on me. I was going to be crushed. The walls were crushing me! I needed to get out. Anywhere. " Get out of here! Just go!" Candy screamed. She was crying, and screaming.I was crying, and screaming, screaming, and crying desperately. I needed to get out. I didn't even feel my body shift, but in milliseconds I wasn't with Fred anymore. I was on a cliff, crying curled up in a ball rocking back and forth.I killed Fred.