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(Last Chapter.)

"Guess we're heading to Jersey." She said smiling softly looking at Spike tenderly for the first time in six months.

"Very true nibblet. So tell me; when'd you start smoking?" He asked curious.

"About five months ago. My friend Janice was a huge smoking junkie and she told me it helped her forget. One day I was curious and tried it; haven't stopped since." She said casually as she put out her own cigarette and concentrated on the road.

He nodded in acknowledgment. He knew what that was like; wanting to forget.

Both Dawn's and Spike's eyes caught each other and they both just stared at each other's bright blue eyes.

In acceptance.

"Wow Willow are you about to do magic?! Thought you quit cold turkey?" She asked in fake shock.

"I did quit Amy. I'm just helping out a friend; then I'm done for good." Willow said determined to not let the ex rat get to her.

"For good? Honey you don't have it in you to quit forever. Magic is in your blood. Once you have it once it consumes you. You're an addict baby; accept it." Amy said smugly going over to Giles and giving him fifteen dollars before she walked over to Willow.

"Have fun with the spell Willow. I hope you find who you're looking for." She said putting her hand on Willows shoulder.

No one noticing the faint glow coming from her hand.

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Ever since the smoking moment; Spike and Dawn have been sitting in a comfortable silence as they made their way to New Jersey. The faint humming of the radio and the other cars on street didn't bother them as much as it did before.

Dawn wasn't calm though. Her pulse was racing, her palms sweaty, and she was starting to lose her calmness. She needed something; she needed anything to take it all away. When she wasn't high her memories as the key took over her mind; her powers went out of control; and Spike's voice wasn't the only one that screamed in her head. Millions of them did; all screaming for mercy and help.

Spike could hear her heart racing and wanted more than anything to ask what's wrong but he feels like he already knows. He knows she smokes and he could smell the drugs all over her and her bags. He could also smell the sex; that's the thing that bloody well pissed him off most. The nibblet shouldn't be shaggin' anyone!

"Anyone but him." A little voice inside his head whispered.

Where the bloody hell did that come from?! Sure he's been thinking how sexy she is but he never thought anything of it other than the fact he hadn't a good shag in a lone while. Could he be feeling something for the lil bit?

It couldn't be. He never was one for the kiddies; that was Angelus' gig.

She's not a lil bit anymore. She's sexy young woman.

That was true. Dawn was no longer the little brat he remembers when he first came to Sunnydale. Well she defiantly wasn't because she didn't even exist until a year and a half ago, but still; his memories of her were real to him and they always would be.

He members when he was held hostage in Rupert's house the lil bit would always talk to him and completely disregard the fact he was a soulless demon.

"Oh how times have changed." He mutters to himself and he looks up when he hears her heartbeat pace faster from his voice.

"Is…is everything okay?" Dawn manages to ask him. Her voice was scratchy and she sounded fearful.

"Should be asking you the same question nibblet." He pointed out softer placing his cold hand on her bare shoulder. It relaxed her a little but it still wasn't helping.

"I'm…fine." She said breathing deeply starting to reach into her bag to get a cigarette.

After a couple minutes of silence Spike spoke up and it hurt him what he was about to say.

"You want me to drive and while you get what you need to outta your bags?"

Dawn whipped her head to him and looked at him in shock. He's going to let her smoke or snort what she needs to?

"So which one is it then; coke or weed?" Spike asked some what harshly but he still couldn't get it out of his head that his lil bit needs to smoke weed; that his nibblet is an addict.

"Coke should be fine. I'll pull over the next chance I get and we'll switch places." She said and saw him nod his head sadly before turning her head back to the road.

It shouldn't hurt him this much to do this. It shouldn't hurt his undead heart that he's allowing his Dawn to do drugs in his presence. He doesn't have a soul so it shouldn't hurt this much.

That's because our Dawn always treated us like we were human. With her we do try to do the right thing.

He sighs sadly and realized that he's right. Around the pack size he always tried to do right by her so no buggers could hurt her. He just forgot to protect her from the two most important buggers that could hurt her ten times more than anyone else. Himself and herself. We were the only two that could break the strong 'bit.

"Hey Spike?" Dawn called out to him softly.

"Yeah 'bit?" He answered

"Thank you." She said sincerely smiling softly at him through the window where for once she wished she could see his reflection.

"Anything for you my lil bit." He whispered and hoped she didn't hear that,

She did.

SPAWNSPAWN

Willow took a deep breath as she started working on the spell she drew a circle of red sand counter clock wise around her while Giles hesitantly placed down three black candles and Xander placed the small bowl of water in front of her.

Buffy stood in the corner watching everything begin. She hoped Amy did the spell right or else it wouldn't work. She couldn't handle all three of them but she can handle Giles and Xander.

Amy already took care of Willow. Her plan was pure genius; making Amy, her enemy put a spell on her best friend so all the magic inside her will come to the surface while doing such a simple spell. No one would figure her out.

"Okay I'm about to start." Willow announced looking at Buffy. She still couldn't shake the feeling there was something going on with her.

"We'll be here to get you outta the magic funk when it's all over." Xander promised and Willow sent him a grateful smile

She closed her eyes and started chanting the words she still remembered by heart. She felt the magic inside her come to the surface. Too much magic; way too much.

She tried to picture Dawn's face but she couldn't; there was too much magic being used and she tried to calm herself down but nothing was working! She was having a magic over load.

She felt her eyes turn black as all the magic she was using seduced her. Magic was good, magic wasn't hurting her; it was making her stronger. She could faintly hear the voices of Xander and Giles screaming for help but she paid them no mind.

Magic was taking over and she was loving every second of it.

Buffy knocked out Giles and Xander once they started screaming that there was something wrong. For once that rat did something right.

She smirked to herself as she watched Willows usually red hair turn the color of midnight as well as her eyes. She had a smile on her face and she knew she did was she was hoping.

Willow was turned and now no one would be able to stop her and she could find Spike and Dawnie and she could kill them without a blink of the eye.

She lifted the boys up and locked them in the closet and locked the door as well as making sure they had no way of getting out unless she wanted them to.

Now all she had to do was wait for Willow to finish what her and Amy started. Speaking of Amy; where was the little rat?

"That fucking bitch better not be doing anything stupid." she muttered to herself and went to go to the phone to call her but she was stopped when she was thrown to the opposite end of the room.

Buffy looked up to see Willow standing above her with a smile on her face.

"Hello Buffy. I believe you've been expecting me." She said with venom coming out of her mouth.

Buffy stared at the witch in shock as well as satisfaction.

Now this was more like it.

SPAWNSPAWN

When Dawn pulled over she slowly got out of the car while Spike did the same. A part of her was so thankful that Spike wasn't going to give her shit for snorting but a part of her doesn't want him to see her high.

She didn't want him to be more disappointed in her than he already was. He looked so sad and defeated and she knew she was the reason he felt that way.

Once she got in the back seat Spike started the car and quickly drove off.

She watched him as he drove emotionless and how he wasn't saying a word to her. She grabbed her purse that was in-between the two front seats and took out a cigarette and lit it up.

Even without the reflection she knew Spike was shocked; it could be her powers but she always knows what he's feeling without even looking at him; when she was sober that is.

Trying to impress me lil bit?

"Yes." She thought to herself as she just took a drag out of her smoke; her hand started to send off green sparks but she covered her hand so Spike wouldn't see.

I'm surprised at you Dawnie; 'Thought you stopped trying to do things to please others.

"I am; but you're the exception." She muttered to herself as she started to see memories of her past and she quickly put of the cigarette. Then all different voices kept screaming at her in her head; all of them begging for help and for her to spare their lives. She couldn't scream she could barley move.

I always am sweet pea. I always am. She heard Spike's voice alone as she passed out from the memories and the pain.

Tbc

Sry this was so short I've been super busy with school and I'm in the middle of moving as well so I'm so sorry I hope this didn't completely suck thought