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MYHAP

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Jade we are on after they finish there song *Tori says to Jade*

He is so stupid *Jade thinks*

Jade?

He thinks he can tell me what to do *Jade thinks*

Jade?

Were not even friends *Jade thinks*

Jade?

He isn't even in our friends group *Jade thinks*

Jade?!

What?!

What's wrong with you today? *Tori ask*

What are you talking about?

You've been zoning out all day.

I just have a lot on my mind.

Do you want to talking about it later?

No. It's not that serious.

Well for you to keep zoning out it seems like it is.

When will our video show? *Jade ask changing the subject*

After they are done.

It's about time. I want to go home, if it wasn't for this assignment I wouldn't be here.

You should really cheer up Jade.

I don't want to cheer up.

Of course you don't. *Tori says turning her attention to the stage*

Finally our video. *Jade takes out her phone and adjust the lights to go dark while everyone looks at the screen*

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(It's A Wrap by Mary J Blige [You should watch the video so it makes more sense] Tori would be the back up singer)

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You came home late last night you smelled just like the scent of him

Not only that but you had lipstick all over your shirt

I'm thinking to myself this man has no respect for me

I knew it all along cause you were talking in your sleep

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It's a wrap

Why you go and do me like that

I thought the love was good

But I misunderstood baby

It's a wrap

And I am not surprised

How you could sit right here

And look me in my eyes and tell a lie

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I Heard you calling his name

In your sleep at night

What are we gonna do

Cause I'm through with you

I heard you calling his name

In your sleep at night

What are we gonna do

Cause I'm through with you

I heard you

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What you were saying in your sleep it violated me

No doubt about it but there's nothing left for you and me

Because you're busted and I might as well go on

Boy it's gonna take a long time to make this a happy home

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You know it's a wrap

Why you go and do me like that

I thought the love was good

But I misunderstood baby

It's a wrap

And I am not surprised

How you could sit right here

And look me in my eyes

And tell a lie

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Heard you calling his name

In your sleep at night

What are we gonna do

Cause I'm through with you

I heard you calling his name

In your sleep at night

What are we gonna do

Cause I'm through with you

I heard you

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All you had to say was I don't wanna be with you

Why don't you tell the truth cause I already got the proof

It will never be the same you know it's a crying shame

Cause now I am disgusted cause you are so cold busted

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I heard you calling his name

In your sleep at night

What are we gonna do

Cause I'm through with you

I heard you calling his name

In your sleep at night

What are we gonna do

Cause I'm through with you

Heard you calling his name

I wash my head with you

In your sleep at night

Im so so through

What are we gonna do

Cause I'm through with you

I heard you

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Why you go and do me like that

I thought the love was good

But I misunderstood baby

It's a wrap

And I am not surprised

How you could sit right here

And look me in my eyes and tell a lie

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*After the video is over, everyone gets up and applause*

Later Vega *Jade says standing and leaving, but not missing the expression on Beck's face*

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Jade's POV

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I walk out of school after our video was over and I seen the look on Beck's face. He looked surprised and sad and a little sorry. He might be sorry but I don't care, he should have broken it off and now I have.

He knows I'm accepting, he should have told me. But I really don't care anymore. You can't change the past, just have to wait on the future. I think I'm just gonna go home and forget about my life all together tonight. There's a note on my car. I can't get a ticket I'm not even double parked... this time*Jade grabs the note* Oh some idiot bumped my car, why would you leave a note though. I'm not mad though it's not scratched.

My car is old and expensive but I'm not a freak about my car. I love it and call it my baby when I brag but I won't kill you if you put a scratch on it. So I ball up the paper and get in my car and drive home.

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I'm right around the corner and I suddenly don't feel so good. I pull over quickly and open my door. I start throwing up everywhere. I swear I throw up everything I've ate this week. It's like I was never going to stop. I get back in my car after finally stopping and head home again.

I still don't feel good but I have no idea why. I finally get home and I'm kinda swaying to the front door. My mom opens the door and starts yelling. I don't really understand her though, all I see is her mouth going. I pass her and go up to my room, I crawl up the stairs... literally.

When I get in my room I try to close the door but it just seems so heavy I only pushed it a few feet. It has a crack big enough that my mom can still see me. Not like the crack matters because she opens the door and continues yelling at me. I'm crawling on the floor and all she can do is yell at me.

I try to talk but all I do is mumble and slur every word that comes out my mouth. She is still yelling, I know she isn't much of a mother but I would think she would be concerned. She hasn't yelled at me non stop like this since, last year when I came in drunk. Whats her prob... Ohhhh! She thinks I'm drunk! That explains it now, I would tell her I'm not but my words still comes out as mumbles.

I suddenly have a burst of energy but it's for a short time. Just enough for me to run to my bathroom and throw up more in the toilet. How can I still be able to barf?! I swear all I have now is stomach acid... That's not throw up, that's blood. Oh my glob that's blood. My mom comes in still yelling but when she sees me she looks terrified and worried. She walks toward me then starts crying and says "No and why" over and over.

I start throwing up blood again and she runs out the bathroom. I guess in the end she was the same person she was when she was with my dad. She just left me like I'm not throwing up my insides. I try to call out for her because I want her. I don't know why I want her but I do.

She comes back but I never did call her successfully. She is on the phone crying, I still have no idea what's going on. I came home from school threw up then start swaying and not really hearing then to get to my room to throw up blood. Next thing I know... I'm out.

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