Unusual You…

BPOV

I woke up the next morning feeling like I was in ecstasy. I still hadn't come down off my high from last night. The images of Edward and I pressed against each other in the front seat of his car replayed over and over in my head. I missed him terribly. He had mentioned something about seeing me today and so I got dressed and went down stairs to wait. Charlie was sitting at the kitchen table eating a plate of eggs so I decided to join.

"Morning Dad. How did things go after Edward and I left last yesterday?"

"Not as good as I would have hoped. He'll be back in school on Monday. They are pulling him from any classes you two have together so you won't have to see him at least."

Charlie sat a can of mace on the table between us.

"What, you want me to carry this. I don't think so Dad."

"Bells give your old man some peace of mind and just carry it. The Cullen boy won't always be around you know."

I couldn't hide the sadness that thought brought me. The thought of him leaving. Not being around. Not being with me. It was like someone was squeezing my heart. I couldn't explain it.

"Um thanks Dad, Im gonna go get some homework done." I ran up the stairs trying to shake the thought of Edward leaving me from my mind but it was stuck there. I couldn't shake it until I got to me room and there he was sitting on the edge of my bed. Waiting for me.

"How.. How did you get in here?"

"The window."

"Do you do that a lot?

"Only the past few months or so. I like to watch you sleep. It's interesting. You..uh…you talk a lot you know"

"So I've been told. I haven't said anything to embarrassing have I."

"No not really… although I get the feeling you really want to see me naked"

I walked across the room and sat next to him. He quickly wrapped his arms around me kissing me. He exhaled onto my face and his cool breath washed over me making me dizzy. Before I knew I had turned to face him. His hands were holding my waist tightly almost pushing me away yet his kiss was passionate. It felt like he was trying to tell me something with his kiss. If only I could read his mind…

I brought my hand up to his face and though it pained me I pulled away. "Edward…is something wrong?" I thought over in my head what could have happened to make him act this way. It felt like something bad was going to happen. He didn't say anything. He just looked at me. Then he laid down on my bed staring up at the ceiling. I watched his eyes follow the same crack in the ceiling I eyed every night before falling asleep. He lay there motionless like a Greek statue. I couldn't take my eyes away from him. He was so beautiful.

I started to think about what I had done to deserve his love. What did he see in me? I was so plain and yet he watched me while I slept. He wanted to be with me more than he wanted to drink my blood. He loved me. All these thoughts swam around in my head for what seemed like hours until he finally spoke. The musical tone in his voice pulled me out of my trance.

"What are we doing Bella?"

"What do you mean?

"I mean with us. What are we doing?"

"You mean like are we couple?"

He sat up faster than humanly possible and grabbed both my hands in his. "I assumed that we were from the moment I kissed you. Is that not what you want? Tell me. I'll won't push you into anything you don't want. Ever."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Was he kidding? Did he forget me telling him that I was falling in love with him?

"Edward, of course that's what I want. That's what I wanted from the moment I saw you. To just be near you. Nothing about you is typical or predictable. I can't explain it but I've never fallen for someone as hard as fast as I have for you."

He pulled me to him and kissed me softly on the lips. My hands were pressed against his hard chest. I could feel myself getting dizzy from his scent. I was becoming drunk off him but I didn't care. I moved to straddle his lap and his cool hands ran up the burning skin on my back. My head tilted back and a moan escaped my lips as his kissed his way from my chin to my collar bone. He traced it with his tongue and couldn't stop myself from curling my fingers in his hair and pushing up against him. I reveled in the way his body felt against mine.

Before I knew it I was on my back and he was on top of me. He kissed me hard on the lips before running his fingers up my shirt popping all the buttons as he went. His kisses were hungry yet passionate. He ran his had down the side of my face down over my neck and down between my breast to my stomach. A growl escaped him and it turned me on even more if that were at all possible. I mashed my lips to his to quiet the moans as he ran his fingers inside my jeans across my stomach.

"Bella, Bella, Im going out for a few. Don't worry about dinner tonight, I'll bring something home." Charlie was calling to me from the bottom of the stairs. I pulled my face from Edwards trying to catch my breath enough to answer him. It was nearly impossible because as I was trying to respond Edward had moved lower planting tiny soft kisses along the top my chest."

"You're gonna pay for that you know." "Oh I hope so." I grabbed his face bringing it back up to mine biting his lip as hard as I could. He must have like because he pushed his hard cock against me with so much force a yelp escaped my lips before it registered in my head what had just happened.

He lay still for a moment then eased himself off of me. "Im sorry Bella, I didn't mean to hurt you"

I leaned up on my elbows and looked him over. When did he take off his shirt? My eyes traveled down his face over his chest and well defined stomach down to the unmistakable bulge in his pants. My mouth started to water as I eyed it greedily. All I could think about in that moment was getting him out of those pants and having him inside me. I wanted him.

"Bella, Bella are you okay? Are you hurt? Did I hurt you?"

I didn't ever answer him. I threw the remainders of my shirt on the floor and pounced on him. He caught me as my lips crashed into his. I grabbed his bottom lip between mine and sucked it as hard as I could clawing my fingers into his back. He growled at me again and it only egged me on. I brought my hands down to his waist bringing them around to the front of his pants. I gripped them tightly pulling at the buttons trying to get them loose.

I got one open before I realized they were button fly's and there were four more. Frustration ran through my brain as I ripped his pants open. I faintly heard him groan but couldn't hear much over my own labored breathing.

He pushed me back on the bed and lust like the first night we were together dripped from his eyes. I bit my bottom lip…he was so damn sexy. He came down to my side kissing my again. His hands popped the button right off my pants and he spread the top open.

I felt that familiar stickiness between my legs and wanted out of my pants. I tried to shimmy my way out of them just wanting to feel him touch me there. I need him to cool the fire that was threatening to take over me. All the while he was kissing down my neck down to my chest. He stopped when he got to my breast and just stared at them. He lay still his hand on my lower stomach eyeing my chest as it rose in fell with every breath I took. Then I felt my heart pounding. It was pounding so hard in my chest I thought I would have a heart attack. I couldn't tell what I was feeling with the way he was staring at me.

"Calm down Bella. Calm down and breathe."

"Why… did… you … stop…?

He sat up buttoning his pants and put his shirt back on. I was furious. Again he stopped.

He moved to the other side of the room and sat in my rocking chair looking at me. Once I caught my breathe I sat up suddenly very self conscious and pulled a pillow over my breast.

"Edward I do something wrong?"

He smiled at me and crossed the room in what seemed like one step and sat next to me taking my hand in his.

"Of course not Bella."

"Than why did you stop. Don't you want me?"

He kissed me softly on the lips and pushed me back against the headboard while taking the pillow away. My head leaned back as he placed a kiss over my hear letting his fingers trail over my stomach.

"Bella you have no idea how badly I want you. But considering the circumstances…I want to have as normal of a relationship as I could possibly have with you. And that means taking things like this slowly with you."

"Oh…okay… that sounds nice actually. Its probably best. I'm not really experienced in that area anyway."

I looked at him sheepishly hoping that he wouldn't laugh. I mean how many 17 year old girls do you that have no sexual experience. He didn't laugh. His yes lit up and he pecked me on the lips again.

"Good. Neither do I. So if it happens it will be a first for the both of us."

He was like over a hundred years old. How could he a virgin? Besides he was beautiful. I could barely keep my lips and hands off him.

"You're kidding right? You're a virgin?"

"Yea, why is that so hard to believe?

"Well I mean look at you… and you're… you're so old"

"Bella, I didn't laugh at you. And im not that old."

I couldn't stop laughing. He glared at me for a few minutes then grabbed my leg and pulled me until I was flat on my back. He pounced on me and started tickling me. I couldn't control my laughter.

"Edward… Edward stop… you're gonna make me pee…"

He stopped and kissed me lightly on the cheek before pushing off me.

"Anyways, im serious Bella. I want to have as normal as a relationship with you as I possibly can. And that include taking you home to meet my mother."

My jaw dropped. I don't know how long I sat like that with my mouth wide open. He wanted to take me home to meet his mom. I couldn't believe it. I suddenly felt so nervous as I thought over how close him and his family are. How they have no secrets from each other.

"You want me to meet you mother?"

"Well, yea. She been asking to meet you since well the first time I saw you. Alice kind of told her we'd end up together and she's just been waiting for it to happen I guess."

We decided that I would go to his house the next Friday and the he left to go 'have dinner with his family". He kissed me again before leaving me to do my homework promising to come back later that night to stay with me as I slept.