As I sat there waiting for Logan to wake up the fight just kept replaying in my head, I've never seen Logan act like that…never I didn't know why I mean granted his parents did turn their backs on him but that was no reason to beat the hell out of his dad. Once Mrs. Mitchell cleaned Mr. Mitchell up I saw how bad he looked Logan had busted four of his teeth out, busted his lip open to the point of where he had to get stitches, he gave him a black eye, broke his nose, and to top it all off he cracked a few ribs. I was scared I mean if Logan could just flip like that all of a sudden what would make him stop from jumping on me?...I didn't like this new Logan, as I look back down I see Logan looking at me.

"Carlos what happened?" Logan asked as he tried to sit up

"You-you don't remember?" I asked kinda in shock

"No" Logan said as he looked at me

"You-you beat your dad up" I said, and the look on Logan's face told me he really didn't remember

"I-I what?" Logan asked in confusion

"We were in our room getting ready to um…you know and your dad walked in and he was like 'Logan Phillip Mitchell what the fuck are you doing'…and you was like 'Getting ready to fuck my boyfriend'- I wasn't able to finish due to Logan cutting in

"I cussed in front of my dad?" Logan asked in horror

"Yeah...but that's really the least of your problems now" I said as I began to get up

"What do you mean by that?" Logan asked me as he was sitting up fully, I explained to him the damage that he did to his dad, he was shocked that he did all of it but he couldn't remember actually doing it. After a few minutes I got up to check on Damian and Jonathan, with Logan right behind me I was nervous I mean James and Kendall had taken Dustin and Jessica out with their moms, and my parents were with Logan's…we were all alone and I was scared, what if he flipped out on me or something I was still a little sore from the birthing process and I knew I wouldn't be able to fight Logan off. Logan must have been talking to me because all I know is I see him snapping his fingers in front of me

"Carlos are you ok?" Logan asked me

"F-fine…um I'm going to go take a walk ok?" I said as I made my way past him and then sprinted out the door

Time Skip 2 Days

Logan's P.O.V

It had been two days since the fight; my parents were staying in a hotel down the street from us along with the other parents. Carlos had been acting weird towards me I don't know if it's because he doesn't want to upset his parents again or what…now that I think about it that's most likely what it is since they talked out their problems everything has been ok, James and his mom made up and everything was ok. Carlos' parents was instantly in love with Damian and Jonathan when they laid eyes on them, I mean who could blame them Carlos is their mother after all, as I walk into the kitchen I see Carlos we had the apartment to ourselves and I wanted to 'play'. As I walk up behind him I wrap my arms around his waist I can feel him instantly tense up, he's been doing that a lot since the fight not to mention he's been avoiding me, and not letting me hold him at night.

"'Litos is something wrong?" I asked, I could feel his muscles tense even more

"Nope…everything is just fine…um I forgot I have to help Camille with her lines bye Logan" he said as he rush out of the apartment, he didn't say that he loved me, and he had stopped using his nicknames for me. What was going on with my Care Bear?

Carlos' P.O.V

OMG that was so freaking close!...I had totally forgotten that it was me and Logan in the apartment, I was scared of him I mean I know that I shouldn't be but I was…I am I have never seen Logan act like that and it scared me. I'm scared to be around him and I know that he is starting to get annoyed I just don't know what to do, as I sit in the lobby I see James walk in, I need to tell someone what's going on so why not James.

"Hey JJ where's Kendy?" I asked

"Him, my mother, and Mrs. Knight took Jessica and Dustin out for pictures" he said as we waited for the elevator

"So why aren't you there?" I asked

"Because Kendall started to annoy me…so I just decided to come back here" James said as we entered the elevator

"Oh…c-can I talk to you about something?" I asked James

"Sure what's up?" he asked me

"Can we wait till were in the apartment?" I asked him as we started to walk towards the door, when we walked in Logan was nowhere to be found…we walked to James and Kendall's room as we walked in I shut the door behind us.

"So what's on your mind?" James asked me

"Logan….and the fight" I said as I sat on the edge of the bed

"Ok? What about the fight?" James asked me with a hint of confusion

"Jamie…I'm scared of Logan now" I said as I looked at James' face

"Why are you scared of him?" James asked me

"Because I've never seen him act like that before…he doesn't remember doing it!" I said, little did I know that Logan was listening

Logan's P.O.V

I was lying down; trying to figure out what was wrong with Carlos he had been avoiding me…just over all acting plain weird. I heard James come in, him and Carlos was close maybe James knew what was wrong with him. As I walked to James and Kendall's bedroom I heard James talking to someone, when I opened the door I found out that it was Carlos. I went to shut the door, not wanting to disrupt their privacy on the conversation but then I heard Carlos bring me into the conversation so I listened, I'm glad I did listen I finally knew what was wrong with Carlos…now the hard part trying to figure out a way to explain everything to him. I waited till later that night before I did anything after we all ate dinner I walked to our room and waited, finally after thirty minutes I heard Carlos coming down the hall I waited until he was in the room then I shut and locked the door. He turned around and he had a scared look on his face…ok mental mind slap on my part my boyfriend is scared of me and I just locked us in a room together without him knowing.

"Carlos can we talk?" I asked as I walked towards him

"Um…L-L-Logan I have to go feed the boys" he said as he tried to get past me, I moved so he couldn't get to the door

"Carlos please…why are you avoiding me?" I asked even though I already knew the answer

"I'm not avoiding you" Carlos said as he sat on the bed

"Yes you are…you don't say that you love me anymore, or call me by my nicknames, you won't even let me hold you at night anymore…it's like you don't want to be around me" I said as I made my way to the bed. Carlos tensed as I spoke he knew it was true and I could tell he was trying to think of something to say.

"L-Logan I-I" he didn't get to finish

"I know you're scared of me" I said in a sad voice, this was never what I wanted to happen I never wanted Carlos to be scared of me

"What?" Carlos asked me

"I know your scared of me Carlos…I overheard you and James talking today…I just Carlos I don't want you to be scared of me" I said as tears began to fall down my face

"Logan…I don't know what to say" Carlos said as he looked at his hands

"Why are you scared of me?"I asked as more tears streamed down my face

"It's because of the fight" he finally said

"What about it?" I asked

"Logan I've never seen you act like that before and it scared me…it was like you completely checked out of your body and someone else was in it…someone that wasn't my Logie" Carlos said as he finally looked at me, once he saw that I was crying he scooted closer to me. I knew what I had to do; I had to tell Carlos about my childhood I had to make him understand.

"Carlos do you want to know why I jumped on my dad?" I asked him, he nodded his head

"Do you remember the first day we met?" I asked him

"Yeah…it was your first day at school and everyone was picking on you" Carlos said as he looked at me

"And do you remember when school was out for the day, you invited me to play with you at the playground? We stayed there for hours and lost track of time and it was dark when we went home" I asked

"Yeah...it was the best day ever" Carlos said as he smiled at the memory "Then when I got home my parents yelled at me for scaring them" he said while chuckling

"Do you want to know what happened when I got home?" I asked as my voice started to crack, he nodded his head

"When I got home I was beaten. My dad dragged me upstairs and beat me, and then when he was done my mom came in and started hitting me too." I said as tears running down my face at a faster speed

"They-they beat you because you were at the playground?" Carlos asked me

"That time it was because I was at the playground...but the other times…the other times was just because they wanted to" I said as I held my face in my hands, I felt Carlos move closer to me

"Logie...what do you mean the other times?" he asked

"I mean…my parents use to beat me on a daily bases, just because they felt like it. That's why I always worked so hard I thought maybe if my grades were high enough they wouldn't hurt me…but it never worked they always hit me" I said as cried harder

"Logie...why didn't you tell us?" Carlos asked me

"Because I was scared…I didn't know what to do" I said

"And when your dad came back-"Carlos tried to say

"When he came back in here…I lost it…it was like how dare him try to act like he was my father all he did was beat me and tell me that I wasn't good enough…I mean I know that doesn't justify what I did but-"I didn't get to finish because Carlos grabbed me and pulled me into a bear hug

"Logie I am so sorry...I just…I just didn't know what made you flip I'm so sorry I've been avoiding you" Carlos said as he held me closer

"It's ok Care Bear…but can I ask you one thing?" I asked

"What is it?" he asked me

"Did you think I was going to jump on you?" I asked as I looked him in the eye

"Yes…I just…I know that I annoy you sometimes and I just didn't want you to hurt me" Carlos said, I pulled him into my arms and kissed him softly on the lips and then looked him in the eye

"Carlos I would never hurt you ok? You mean everything to me…you, Damian, and Jonathan are my world" I said as I brushed some of his hair back, he just smiled and kissed me. We laid there for the rest of the night cuddling and when Carlos fell asleep I snuck in the nursery to check on Damian and Jonathan then an idea hit me…but I was gonna need Kendall's help.

Ok so how did the chapter go?...sorry if it was sucky...I wonder what Logan has planned for Carlos?...well please R&R…can it please be more than one this time?...please