N94: Here's your new chapter hope you like it. I've been getting good reviews so far. This story seems better than Best Friends In Love. I have been working on my new story and it will be out Friday so check it out. Shout out to my most reviewed reviewer xxxlookingformyedwardxxx. Hope you like this chapter it's for you.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this story. Stephenie Meyer the wonderful mormon woman who published the Twilight saga owns the whole gang.
Chapter Song Was I out of line did I say something way too honest
That made you run and hide like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes; thought I knew you for a minute
now I'm not so sure
So here's to everything coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going, thought I knew for a minute
but I don't anymore
-Taylor Swift "Forever and Always"
I got home Charlie's car gone for fishing with Billy. I got out and opened the front door. Went to the kitchen and grabbed the ice cream and a spoon and made my way up the stairs to my room.
I grabbed my ipod and put in my speakers so it could fill my room. I went on my bed and the song started. I drowned my ice cream with my tears. I could hear the lyrics.
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
This only made me cry harder. This song was about me and for me only. I finished my ice cream and heard the front door open. I turned my music off and went to the bathroom to fix myself up. My hair was tangled and I had pink puffy eyes. I washed my face and brushed my hair. I went downstairs to see Charlie at the table reading the newspaper.
"Hey Bells" he said looking at the paper. I walked into the kitchen and took out some chicken.
"Charlie, did you see Edward before I came" I asked, while washing my hands. I got the seasonings and a pan.
"Yeah" he said putting the paper down.
"Why what's wrong did he hurt you Bells" he asked in worry.
"No I was just wondering" I lied.
I started to season the chicken and pre-heat the oven. I grabbed the broccoli and potatoes from the fridge and started to cut them. I rinsed them off and put them in separate pots to boil.
"Have you seen him" he asked sitting on the couch.
"Only at school he hasn't seen me though"
"You should go see him he would like that"
"Naw, I am going to see Jacob tomorrow is that ok" I asked. It might be a good idea to see him instead of being here and wallowing.
"Yeah, Billy was asking about you today" the oven beeped and I put the chicken in.
"Oh, how is he" I asked.
"Good, he's been hurting a bit" he said, while turning the tv on.
"Well, I hope he feels better"
After dinner I went upstairs and put my music on. I changed into my pajamas and laid down in my bed. I couldn't help, but think about Edward not in my life anymore. I was just so angry he changed.
Like everyone says people change, for the better or for the worst. In this case the worst. He's not my Edward nor was he ever mine to begin with. He might of said he loved me, but its not like that anymore. I will love him forever, because he was my first love. I would love him even if he was a player I hate.
I finally slept with soft tears coming out of my eyes. I dreamt of Edward, my lover, my best friend; mine forever. He was the same old Edward not this jerk, who used woman for his own needs.
N94: The song is Total Eclipse Of The Heart by Bonnie Tyler its on my playlist for this story. Go to my poll to help me pick out any stories you would like me to write.
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