Guys I feel so incredibly sorry for not updating in so, so long. Its just when school started back up again, I had to get used to a new process of studying, working, and then registering for my next classes.
Also, for those of you who care about ol' Rainbow's personal life, I passed Physics with a straight C - it went from a horrible F to a nice C. I'm very proud of myself.
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Cнαρтєя Tєη: Hєιgнтѕ
"I'νє ѕнσωє∂ уσυ нσω I ƒєєℓ αвσυт уσυ. Aℓℓ му ƒєєℓιηgѕ ωєяє тяυє. Aℓℓ тнσѕє ρяσмιѕєѕ I мα∂є, I'м кєєριηg тнєм. Nσω ιт'ѕ υρ тσ уσυ. Nσ мαттєя ωнαт уσυ ∂єcι∂є тσ ∂σ, I'ℓℓ αℓωαуѕ вє нєяє ƒσя уσυ." - Mαнмσυ∂ Eℓ Hαℓℓαв
Cнαρтєя Sσηg: Rυη - Jαѕмιηє Tнσмρѕση
"You are the wind in my sail.
You are the spring in my step.
You make me laugh you make me cry,
and you make me forget.
So tell me when you run, I want to run with you.
Tell me where you hide, I want to come to you.
Tell me where you go, I want to go there too.
Even if you fall I will go down with you.
I will be the one who comes to rescue you.
Tell me where you go cause I want to be there too.
I hid my secrets in a box.
I did exactly what you said.
Now I'm feeling so much better,
'cause you make me forget.
So tell me when you run, I want to run with you.
Tell me where you hide, I want to come to you.
Tell me where you go, I want to go there too.
Even if you fall I will go down with you.
I will be the one who comes to rescue you.
Tell me where you go cause I want to be there too.
With you, with you, with you, with you.
You set the world on fire,
but the flames are getting higher.
So I stand beneath the waterfall.
Yeah you set the world on fire,
and the flames are getting brighter,
but I don't feel the heat at all.
So tell me when you run, I want to run with you.
Tell me where you hide, I want to come to you.
Tell me where you go, I want to go there too.
Even if you fall I will go down with you.
I will be the one who comes to rescue you.
Tell me where you go cause I want to be there too.
With you, with you, with you, with you."
You know when you're on a roller coaster that follows a really high and steep track that you were so excited to get on but then when you reach the tippy top of the track before you speed down, you get this feeling in your stomach that's almost like a mix of anxiousness, excitement, and fright?
Well, that's whats it's like riding on the top of an Autobot's shoulder.
I tried to keep my heartbeat under control as Optimus continued walking and kept telling myself not to look down, no matter what. But, I ended up doing it.
"Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god," I kept repeating, my breathing becoming erratic, as I clutched onto the Autobot's armor.
"Bennie, it's okay," Sam tried to assure me, reaching over from his spot on Optimus' other shoulder, and tried to calm me down.
I gulped, shaking my head. "No, no, no, I can't - Sam-"
Mikaela smiled, attempting to calm me down, "Bethany, you're going to be alright, okay? Sam and I promise not to let you fall."
Sam nodded in agreement. "Just breath, okay? That's all you gotta do. Breath, breath, and breath some more-" the dark haired teen sent him a glare, causing me to snort. "Right, sorry, sorry, but sis, just keep breathing."
"You make it sound like I'm having a baby or something..." my breathing started to calm down as I heard myself and my brother chuckle. Licking my dry lips, I tried to keep my promise not to look down and keep my eyes focused on something else.
I looked around for Bee or one of the other Autobots around until Optimus started climbing up under the bridge, attempting to hide from the choppers that were searching for us.
I bit my lip as I felt my heart rate start to accelerate once more, along with the fright of falling to the ground below and becoming a pancake.
"Easy you three," Optimus spoke, looking back at us. As I started to move over towards my brother and Mikaela, I felt my feet slip from underneath me, looked down to see chopper blades not too far from my feet.
I felt someone grab a hold of my hoodie, keeping their fingers firmly grasped around it, as I started screaming, with tears streaming down my face, "Don't let me fall! Sam! Sam!"
"Bennie!" I heard the dark haired teenager shout as I looked up to her and my twin then back down to the chopper below me. The sounds of the whooshing blades caused my heart to pound and my limbs turn to jelly.
I tried reaching up to grasp my brother's hand as I felt the seams of my hoodie begin to fall apart. My eyes widened as my heart started hammering out of my chest once more, with my brother yelling, "Bennie grab my hand, grab my - ah!"
The three of us slipped off the Autobot, our screams filling the air, and I closed my eyes, feeling time slow down. The expression, 'life flashing before your eyes' never came to me, but maybe it was because there wasn't enough time to see my past.
But as cheesy as it sounded, I just thought of Bee. I thought of how I never got the chance to tell him how I felt, or how I never got to kiss him, or how we never got to properly spend time together. This is what falling in love with an alien robot does to you.
I felt my back hit something metal, probably Optimus' foot, and prepared to met the concrete.
Instead of the hard ground, I felt cold metal and the sounds of worried chirps and whirs. Slowly, I opened my eyes and was met with the bright blue eyes of Bee.
From the almost near death experience of either falling to my death or becoming a human smoothie, I was speechless. He gently set my brother, Mikaela and I down before pressing a button near his temple and in a intense blue light, his holoform appeared.
I wondered how he could keep up his non-humanoid form and his holoform but his tight arms that flew around me cut off my thoughts.
His grasp around my waist was tight but gentle as well, making sure not to crush me. When I finally came to grips that I was okay and safe in his arms, I felt the tears start up again, and flung my arms around his neck.
"I was so scared Bee," I exclaimed, fisting the material of his shirt, "so fucking scared." I had no idea why I was this emotional when it came to this boy, but damn, me dying and not being able to see those blue eyes pained me so much.
The blond shoke his head, as I continued sobbing, "B-b-but..." I pulled back, much to his displeasure, "you... y-you caught me... you c-caught us."
Bee's face was a mix of worry and alarm before it slowly relaxed as his thumb reached up to brush my fresh tears away from my eyes. He pressed his forehead against mine, "I'll always be there to catch you. I promise." His fingers curled around my own, a simple gesture that made my heart flutter and made me see how much he cared.
I almost felt the tears well up again for the fact of how sincere and honest his voice was, like he engraved that promise into his skin - and if he didn't follow it, it would cause him so much hurt and sadness. It was weird of how well I could read him with a single look into his eyes, as if I've known him my entire life and we could just stand there, holding each other, without saying a single word, because just enjoying each other's warmth was enough.
"Thank you," I breathed out. It seemed like hours as we just stared at each other, as if we were each other's sun, before a hook latched onto his robotic mode and pulled him away, his holoform shutting off.
It seemed like my whole world stopped then as reality crashed into my mind, watching as they pulled one of the most important things in my life away from me - and I couldn't do anything.
My eyes widened, "BEE!" I shrieked at the top of my lungs as I rushed forward to try and help, before I felt my twin's arms wrap around me. "Bee!" I looked up at my brother as I felt my knees give out from beneath me and he could sense my agony. I didn't know why I looked up at him with pleading eyes, expecting him to do something, because he couldn't. It was these moments when I looked to my little brother to do something, that I realized I had to something. I had always looked to Sam for answers, a path to curve around to get out of sticky situations, but never did it myself.
"NO!" Sam screamed, as the choppers began attaching more hooks and ropes around the Auotbot, forcing him on the ground, and to spin around. My younger brother held me back from the line of the chopper's fire as SUV's started to swarm around us.
"Get down on the ground!" officers in black, holding very large guns commanded but I didn't listen.
I wasn't paying attention at all as I felt arms latch around my arms, pulling me back, yelling something along the lines of, "Stop struggling!" but it was like there was no sound coming out of their mouths.
Using whatever strength I had left, I kicked one of them in the shin, which didn't do much effect since they had armor and padding underneath it all, but it distracted him. I rushed over towards the Autobot, pushing one of the men out of the way, Sam hitting him with whatever gun they were using to 'freeze' Bee.
I met eyes with his frantic blue optics, pleading me to go and get somewhere safe but once again, I didn't listen.
"Bee, I-" just as I was about to confess, the butterflies in my stomach making it the worst possible time to, another pair of arms grabbed me forcefully by the waist, pulling me away, as I struggled. "Stop! Stop! Let me go, dammit! Let. Me. Go!"
"Don't touch my sister!" my twin ordered as he was dragged away in a similar fashion like I was. Before they shoved me into the SUV just as they did with Mikaela and Sam, Simmons glared at me, with a chuckle.
"Trying to save your alien boyfriend, eh?" I went to punch him in the face but the man holding me back grasping my wrist tightly, probably leaving a bruise. "Take her away."
No matter how much I screamed for them to let me go, to let me save Bee, to do absolutely anything, they ignored me. As I was shoved into the SUV, I continued to scream, kick, shout, just as a two year-old when they wouldn't get their way, and the two teens sharing the car with me, looked at me strangely.
They didn't understand what was going on. They didn't understand what it was like to watch the person you spent time getting to know and slowly fall for, be taken away from you in such a manner where you couldn't do anything.
And that's what hurt the most - knowing I couldn't do anything at all to save Bee, or myself for that matter. I rested my forehead on the back of the drivers seat, feeling the tears stream down my face and the sobs rake through my body once again.
Looks like older twin Witwicky wasn't as strong as she thought.
Please, please forgive me. Please. I owe each and every one of you an apology and I've just been dealing with school and personal problems whereas, I have no idea what to do because they are just bothering me so damn much. I can't think straight, can't concentrate, or sit still for one fucking minute because it's just affecting me in a way where nothing has before. So go ahead throw everything you can at me, I deserve it right now.
