*How Could I Forget*
So much has changed since Kaname came back into my life. I don't feel so alone anymore. Now, with Kaname around, I have someone to hold me when I need someone to love me. I have someone with me to hold back my hair in the mornings when the morning sickness comes. He deals with my crazy moodswings and the weird cravings that I have started to have. It makes me feel like I know Kaname will be there for me and for the child that we concived together.
I haven't seen Zero since the night he left and Kaname came back. I know he must feel betrayed that I would chose the man that left men after a night of passion. It hurts me to know that it is me who is making Zero hurt some much. I wish I was not the surcces of his pain that burned deep within his body and heart.
Kaname, I know, loves me and he loves our unborn baby. I can tell by the way that he looks at me. How his eyes change when he rubs my stomach and talks to the baby. It makes me feel so much better knowing that my will have a father that will love him or her with his whole heart.
Kaname and I both wonder what sex the baby will be. Kaname, wants a son that he can pase on fatherly advise about girls and sports and every topic under the blue moon. And I know he would not mind having a daughter to who could be his little princess. I wouldn't care either way, though if I could chose, I guess I would want a little girl so I can tell her about the dues and don't of being a girl and everything that a mother would tell her daughter.
I'm sitting with Kaname on my couch. We're both cuddled close to one another enjoying the moment alone together. I love being with Kaname. He's everything that I wanted to have. He's my prince in shinning armor. If my life had been a fairy tale, he would have come up to me riding on a white horse and swepted me off my feet and we would have rode off into the sunset to have a happily ever after.
But as we all know, fairy tales have to come to an end, and mine was about to come crashing down when I heard a knock on my door. I got up, ignoring Kaname's protest and went to answer the door. When I pulled it open, Zero's face looked down at me.
He looked like he had not eatten in days. That he had not been sleeping at all. The bags under his eyes looked almost pure black. I could see that it in his face, he felt broken. His heart was broken that Kaname was back and the thing that we could have been, can be no more.
My hand reaches out to him, to comfert him against my will. And I see that hope spark in his eyes and his hand reachs out to me, but he stops in mid air and tenses. I hear the russle of clothes as Kaname stands behind me. I let my hand fall limp to my side.
"Move, Yuuki." Kaname says, his voice gentle, but demanding. I hesiate and with a simple glance in my way, I step back and he takes my place in the doorway with Zero.
Both men stare at one another for what seems like forever, but is really one a few short seconds. And then I see Zero's hand ball into a fist and he throws it at Kaname and I hear it collide with Kaname's face.
Disclaimer: I do not own Vampire Knight!!
Its been a while since I updated. My muse has been dry for awhile. This just came together within my head and I typed it out so I could update for all of my loyal fans! Thanks to anyone and everyone who has stuck with this story throughout all the long spaced updates and the short chapters that I have provided to you guys. So this chapter goes out to everyone that reads this story throughout it all!!!
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