here's chapter 10 guys got a really great response from the last chapter and with santana knowing all about rachel can she help the girls? we'll see
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enjoy this chapter i put a lot of emotion into these last few chapters so i'm hoping you will.
3 hours
It took Rachel 3 hours to tell her everything and Santana was speechless. Never had she once let anyone seeing her cry but the Latina couldn't help it. She held Rachel as they lay on the floor and they both shed tears to the smaller girl's murky past.
"Rach I-" Rachel began shaking her head violently
"Don't say anything" she whispered
"You should tell her. She will want to know what's wrong and you shouldn't keep this from her."
"She'll hate me San"
"No she won't I know Q remember. Am I the only person that knows?"
"Yes"
The Latina tightened the hug and Rachel started crying again. "San, I'm sleepy."
"You wanna go to the bedroom?"
"I don't really wanna talk to the others just yet I just wanna sleep. Is there anyway I could just go in there without having to talk?"
"How about we lay down in the living room?"
"You won't mind?"
Santana sighed and got off the ground. "Come on berry. You are emotionally exhausted and I want you to get some sleep. Are you hungry?"
"No just need to crash."
They walked into the living room on the blankets that still haven't been moved and Rachel was asleep within five minutes.
What the fuck? What am I going to tell Q. Rachel has to her herself all I can do is be there for them both. She thought. All Santana could do was lie down next to the girl and hope that she would get some rest.
Quinn was devastated, she had no idea what was going on with Rachel and she felt powerless and kept trying to get out of the room
"Move Brit"
"No Q"
"B"
"Q, if S needed you she would call out for you. I need you to calm down because Rachel won't calm down if you are freaking out like this. Imagine if you go up to her like this it will only make her sadder and you don't want her sad do you?"
Quinn couldn't help it she sat on the ground with Brittany sitting by her side. They hadn't heard anything since Santana came in. The cheerleader knew what her friend was saying was the right thing; she knew that Santana would be pissed if she hurt the brunette again but she didn't know what she did. Brittany was right she needed to calm down.
After a long silence Quinn calmed herself she sat there running the scenario back in her mind over and over again struggling to figure out where she went wrong. She needed to talk to Rachel but she didn't think Rachel would want to talk to her.
"B?"
"Yeah Q?"
"Are you hungry?"
"A little, you?"
"What time is it?"
The blue eyed blonde checked her duck watch and read the time
"Its 3"
"How long have I been crying
"For about 5 hours off and on. C'mon let's go and get something to eat you must feel like shit."
"What if she's out there?"
"If she's out there then we'll deal with it when it happens until then let's not play what if. Let's just go." The blonde grabbed her sad friend and led her out to the kitchen.
Quinn saw Rachel before she saw Santana. Her heart pounded as if it were trying to get out her chest. The girl usually looked as peaceful as she slept but right now there was pain and suffering on her features. Brittany went over to Santana and kissed her and whispered that she was going to make us sandwiches. Santana got out of the hold Rachel had on her and motioned for me to join her in the kitchen. Quinn couldn't tear my eyes away from Rachel. She wanted to be there to be the one that she held onto and cried to but she wouldn't open up to her. A hand gently pulled Quinn in to the kitchen.
"S just tell me what I did."
"It's nothing you did Quinn. Whatever it is you are going to have to find out from her but I must warn you not to stress on this and not to push."
"So if it's nothing I did why can't you tell me?"
"it's not my place to tell you Q. Rachel has to be the one and you have to understand that she thinks that you will hate her for it. So be patient and let her come to you about it. From what I gathered she feels as if you will hate her for what happened and she doesn't want to lose you."
"So doesn't she realize that she has me? Doesn't she get that I don't want to screw this up at all?" that's why I didn't want to start anything because I cant bare to see the pain that she goes through and I don't want her to go through it if things go wrong with my father. Santana I don't know what's wrong with her and I know better than to try to get it out of you; please tell me I can fix this."
The Latina pinched the bridge or her nose.
"Q I know how you feel about her and I know you want to fix this but this is something Rachel may need to fix on her own and all you can do is patient with her."
"Foods ready." Brittany said
"I'm not hungry anymore." Quinn sighed as she sat into one of the bar benches
"Q you need to eat something."
"Santana I'll eat when Rachel does okay?"
The brunette knew better than to argue with her friend
A scream made all three girls jump and run into the living room. Rachel screamed again and Santana immediately rushed to the girl. Quinn tried to get by her side as well but she hesitated unsure as to if the girl wanted her to be there.
"Rachel. Rachel wake up." Santana shook the sleeping girl slightly
Brittany felt tears coming down her eyes and saw that Quinn was doing the same she grabbed her friend's waste to hold her up.
"Rach-"
"NOOOOOOOOOOO STOP DON'T" the brunette jumped out her sleep crying and shaking.
Santana went to hug her but all the girl could get out was "Quinn."
Quinn immediately rushed to her side "right here rach."
Rachel pulled Quinn into her and cried more than she possibly did that entire day. "I'm so sorry Qu-"
"It's okay rach you don't have to say anything I'm here for you."
"I'm sorry."
"Shhhhh I'm always going to be here for you Rachel. Just let it all out. I will always be here for you."
Rachel pulled Quinn to her more and pulled her into her more. Nothing else was said but Quinn girls knew this is where she should be.
"Rach I know there's something you aren't telling me and I want you to know that when you are ready to tell me I'll be here to listen. I'm not going anywhere; I'll always be here for you no matter what." With that Quinn kissed the crying girl's forehead and continued holding her.
i know i know you guys hate me for this but i didnt have a choice i had to show the girls making up before the truth comes out. i hope you enjoyed it
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