this took forever to write, no kidding. but i loved writing this thought. anyways thanks to Saren-Dipety for you reviews.

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Ahanna: the Lord of the Rings sadly!

Superkiran: *rolls eyes* but i do own my oc Ahanna

Ahanna: HEY NO ONE OWNS ME!


Chapter 11

"Hmm where to start" Ahanna said mostly to herself.

"Well laddie, why don't you start with your family" Gimli said who was getting impatient of waiting now.

Ahanna froze at the word "Family."

"Well master dwarf, I can tell you now that it won't be much of a tale to tell if you want to talk about them." Ahanna said

"And why is that" the gondorain quipped up. Instead of saying a sassy remark back, Ahanna just said "my family is dead."

With those 4 words spoken right out of her mouth, it had become an utter silence. Until Aragorn spoke up "I am sorry for you losses" he said. Something stirred in Ahanna's mind and she said

"That's why I don't want to talk about my family because just hearing about them being dead, I am already getting pity. I don't need your pity nor do I want it. So save it for someone else!" Ahanna said then she turned directly to Aragorn.

"Aragorn, you are not sorry and you'll never be. You didn't even know them and you weren't the cause for their deaths, so what is there to be sorry for? Absolutely nothing!"

Everyone was shocked at her outburst which came out of nowhere. Slowly Gandalf approached the raging wolf. He put a hand on her shoulder and said "Child, Aragorn was showing some kindness."

Ahanna shook his hand off. "Well I don't want his kindness" she replied sharply and rudely.

"Look girl," Boromir said suddenly "we have treated you with respect, we even healed you and you give us nothing but an attitude."

Ahanna's jaw was clenched as well as her fists. She opened her mouth to reply, but Gandalf beat her to it.

"That is ENOUGH of this foolishness" Gandalf boomed causing everyone to wince including Ahanna. "Ahanna if you keep on showing disrespect, we may as well find a different consequences for you and Boromir you shall not speak anymore" Gandalf said.

Boromir shifted in his seat and said "Agreed", while Ahanna muttered a "fine"

Ahanna's P.O.V

If Gandalf wasn't here, I would show him a piece of mind. But knowing that if I wouldn't keep my big mouth shut, I will have different consequences; which I would not like. I muttered "fine" and crossed my hands across my chest. Then I heard someone say "Miss Ahanna". I looked up to the person who said my name and saw it was a plump Halfling who had said it. He looked nervous. I raised my brow and said "yes"

"W-would you p-p-lease tell us about y-yourself. I mean it w-was y-your c-consequences?" He said.

I looked at him with no emotion in my face. He started to fidget under my stare. I sighed as I ran my fingers through my locks of hair. I was a man of my word or you could say girl of my word.

"Yes, I will. You are right, those were my consequences and I will stick to them." I said. The hobbit seemed surprised that I said yes. I rolled my eyes at him. 'Ok where to start'

"I guess I should start from the beginning" I spoke. It was more of a question than a statement. Gandalf nodded. "okay then" I said. I bit the bottom on my lip. 'Don't be a weakling, just tell them!' my inner self said to me.

"Anytime now" I hear the gondorian say. I glared at him. Aragorn coughed giving me a cue to start. 'let's get this over with'

"I used to live in a village, I don't remember where it was but is was small. There was no more than 15 of us and we were all wolves." I said. I closed my eyes trying to remember. "It was always me and my parents. I had no siblings nor did most of the village. Bearing one wolf child was hard on the women and to raise."I continued. I looked down at my fingers.

"Each child had to be taught how to hunt, cloth, and feed themselves. For the boys it was by age 12 ad for the girls by age 14." Before I could continue on with my story, one of the Halflings said something

"Why?" said a blonde hobbit.

"Well I was just getting there" I said. Color rushed to his cheeks. 'Anyways' I thought.

"We just have to, it's natural and what if you parents come home dead or injured? It's up to us to prove that we are able to care for ourselves and others."

I saw Aragorn sit up straight. "What if you can't?"

"What" I said in confusion.

"What if you can't take care of yourself" Aragorn said.

"Well it depends." I said "if you can't feed or hunt by yourself, someone will be there to help or teach you. But it you can't transition in to your other side, well…. It's a different solution."

"What is it?" asked Aragorn

"Well, we kill them off" I said

The whole fellowship eyes widened.

"you kill them, you kill little kids." The gondorian said.

"Hey, it's not like we want to. That's the last thing we want to do. But we have to." I explained.

"Why?" said Legolas instead of Pippin.

"Well it's mostly for your guys safety."

"Ours?" said one of the males, but I didn't care who it was this time.

"Not only yours, everyone's. Without parents , we don't have anyone to help is with our transition when a full moons happens and when we do change, we go crazy. Without parents to make sure we don't go around destroy towns, injuring people, or going into elvish territory." I saw Legolas's head go up. No one said anything, so I decided to continue on.

"Anyways by the time I was six, the hatred of wolves was getting stronger. So we meaning the adults thought it would be best to handle it the "peaceful" way and let the humans do what they wanted to do." I started to fidget around. 'here it comes' I thought.

"One night, when everyone was asleep, a group of humans came." I bit the bottom of my lip. "T-they s-set the whole place on fire." I looked to see the looks on their faces.

Shock and sympathy were written all over their faces.

" and you been by yourself ever since" Aragorn said. I shook my head no. "there was another survivor, my mom."

"What did you do" said the gondorian.

"We did what we had to do. We had to leave. We couldn't stay for the burials or else we would be dead too. My mother took me and we ran. We went to town to town. For the first couple of months it was hard, but then we met someone. A wizard." That got Gandalf's attention

"He was kind of weird, but good with animals. He offered us a place to stay for awhile. My mother accepted his offer. His name was R-"

"Radagast the Brown" Gandalf finished. I nodded

"One of the five wizards" Gandalf commented.

"We stayed with for a year and a half. My mother taught me how to wield a sword, bow and arrow, and learn the ways of the forest as Radagast puts it." I smiled as I remembered those memories, but then frowned.

"But then I had to leave." I said

"only you, not you mother" said Gandalf. I swallowed hard.

"One day my mother ventured to far in her other form." I looked away from them. "Radagast found her d-dead with arrows in her stomach." My eyes hardened with the memory. "He said it was from elves" I hissed the last part.

"We gave my mom a proper burial. Then I left. I couldn't bear to stay there and I have been on the run ever since"

"I am sor-" Aragorn started, but stopped when I gave him a glare.

"Well that's all there to tell. I did what you told me to tell you. Could I leave?" I said getting up. I was in no mood to talk again.

"Not yet" Gandalf said."I would like to speak to you in private. Ahanna if you will follow me" H e said walking away. I sighed and got up and started to follow him.


i thought the song HANGING ON BY ELLIE GOULDING WITHOUT TINIE TEMPAH would go with this chapter!

Superkiran: well how did you like it?

Ahanna: wow i have temper-problems

Superkiran: no kidding

Ahanna: *glares*

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