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I have just finished this new chapter and, I have to say that in my opinion, now is when the drama is going to start. And, Casey is the one who is going to suffer more.
The rated of this chapter is going to be M because of the first part.
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Chapter 10: who are you?
3 days later
Three days had passed since the warehouse exploded with the entire crew of the firehouse 51 inside. Severide couldn't believe how fast had passed them. He was discharged of the hospital yesterday in the morning and because Shay was on shift until today, he crashed at Det. Lindsay's house. He has a fracture in his left leg, and some bruises in his ribs but, a part of that, he was lucky.
Erin sat near to him on the couch and rested her head on his shoulder
"What are you thinking?"
"I am thinking about how much I screwed up one week ago"
"I told you and, I will say it again. It's over Kelly" she said caressing his forehead
"That don't make me feel better" he closed his eyes and enjoy of the touch of her soft skin against his hair.
"I love you Kelly. You know it right?"
He opened his eyes, looked her and nodded smiling "I love you too. Thanks for being on my side even when I try to push you of my life"
"Don't say it" she pressed her lips against his and gave him a tender kiss "Do you want to go to the hospital to see how Casey is doing?"
"Sure. Yesterday, I tried to speak with him before that I was discharged but, he was on Gabby's room most of the day. I am worried about him. He was a mess when he lost Hallie, his ex-fiancée"
"Get ready; I will bring you to the hospital. I am sure that he can need a good friend in that moment" before that she could get up of the couch, Kelly grabbed her hand and sat her on his lap "Kelly"
"I mean it when I said than I sorry and I love you. You are the best thing that has happened to me in a long time. I don't know why but, with you on my side everything is better. I love you" and he kissed her. After a few seconds, both of them were fighting for the control of the kiss, their tongues were moving inside of the mouths and their hands were exploring their bodies.
"Do you think that Casey can wait a little longer?" she asked breaking the kiss.
"I think so. In this moment I need to feel you"
"Me too" and she took off her shirt and placed small kisses around his jaw while, he was kissing her in the hot spot that she has in her collarbone and unhooked her bra.
"You are so gorgeous" he said staring her half naked body. She couldn't avoid feeling overexposed and insecure in front of him. It wasn't the first time that she was naked in front of him, however, this time something inside of her was telling that this time it would different.
She always considers to herself like a woman an unattractive so, she tried to cover her bare chest with her hands but, Severide stopped her.
"You don't have anything to be ashamed" he said
He approached his mouth to her chest and introduced one of her soft nipples inside of his mouth. Erin started to moan as soon as his tongue made contact with her sensitive skin, her fingers were running thru his hair.
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Matthew Casey was dressed in his own clothes waiting that his doctor entered on his room with his discharge papers. He couldn't wait to be discharged but, it didn't mean that he was leaving the hospital. His intentions were different. He was going to be on the hospital until Gabby wakes up of her coma, that according to her doctor, it could be at the end of the week.
During the last three days, he didn't leave her side in any moment. The only moment that he let her alone with a member of her family was when he had to come back to his room to eat, be cured or for sleeping.
The door was opened and Dr. Arata entered in the room with some papers under his arm "You have to sign these papers. If you feel dizziness or you are disorientated you have to come back immediately"
"Don't worry, I am not leaving the hospital" he signed the documents and gave them to him "I am going to be in Gabby's room until she wakes up"
"I don't think that it could be a good idea. Your body needs rest and, Gabby is going to need your help during her recovery"
"I don't mind. We entered together in that hospital and we are going to leave together" he took his belongings and walked out of the room.
When he arrived to the floor in which Gabby was, he saw that some doctors and nurses were entering in her room. Scared that something bad could happen to her, he ran to her room as fast as he could. When he tried to enter in the room, a nurse stopped him, pushing him away of the door and closed it after her. He tried to watch through the window what was happening but a nurse was drawing the curtains. It had to be something serious if they didn't want that he saw it.
He could feel his heart beating inside of his chest. He rested his back against the wall, sat on the floor and held his knees with his arms. Few seconds later some tears were falling down his cheeks to the floor.
On the other side of the hallway he could hear someone crying, he watched in the direction of the moaning and saw that an old lady was hugged to a young women crying while a doctor was trying to explain something to them. That scene broke Matt's heart and he wished that he did not have the same situation again when the doctor told him that Hallie was dead. He couldn't be able to hold the cries thus; he covered his ears with his hands with the hope that it made it stopped them. A minute later, the hallway was in silence again, however, it didn't make that his angst and nervous disappeared. He wanted to kick the door, and see with his own eyes how Gabby was; nevertheless, he was scared of seeing the image of a doctor trying to reanimate the love of his life.
Suddenly, he felt that someone sat near to him and hugged him. He looked up and saw that it was Kelly who was hugging him. He was so scared that he didn't noticed that Kelly and Erin arrived and were stand up near to him asking what happened.
"What is going on Casey?" Kelly asked concerned
"There is a problem with Gabby and, nobody say me nothing. I can lose her as I lost Hallie"
"That is not going to happen, did you hear me?" he said cupping his face
Erin knelt in front of him for being in the same eye level and said "Gabby is stronger than you think she is. She and the baby are going to be fine"
Suddenly, the door was opened and a doctor walked out of the room. Matt rose of the floor and approached to him; his hands were shaking.
"How are my fiancée and my baby?"
"Your fiancée is fine. However, we are monitoring the vital signs of your baby. The pulse of your baby increased rapidly and we had to make it go slow again. It is negative for the baby. In this moment both of them are fine but, I am afraid that we need to made an ultrasound to her to confirm if the baby is fine. Besides, we are going to put her out of her coma and let her to wake up"
"Could it suppose something negative for any of them?" Erin asked since Casey looked like if he was paralyzed because of the shocking news.
"Not at all"
"Alright, you can do it. You have my permission" Matt said
"Do you want to be with us while we doing the ultrasound?"
"No" Matt said drying his tears. The doctor entered in the room and some seconds later two nurses were carrying Gabby to other area of the hospital.
"Are you sure that you don't want to be with her, Matt?" Kelly asked
"As soon as, she wakes up of her coma we will have another ultrasound and, together we will meet our baby"
"Matt" they heard behind them, they turned and saw that Gabby's family was walking through the hallway "What happened? We saw a nurse that was moving Gabby to other area. Are she and the baby fine?" Alejandra asked worried for her baby.
"Yeah" he didn't want that they were more scared than they already were "They are going to put her out of her coma. And, they are going to make some test for being sure that the baby is fine" both parents let out a breath
"I am going to go with her" Alejandra said and she went in the same way that the nurse disappeared with Gabby's bed.
"Are you alright Matt?" Gabby's father said since, he was so pale.
"Yeah, don't worry Carlos. I am fine"
"You know that you don't have to lie" he placed his hand in his shoulder trying to comfort him. He has known Matt for almost a year and he knew when there was something wrong with him or if he was worried.
"Thanks" Matt said and Carlos hugged him and rubbed his back "I can't lose her, she is my world"
"I know son"
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After the doctor made a lot of test and, she was sure that Gabby and the baby were fine, a nurse brought Gabby back to her room. Now, it was later and Matt was the only one was in the room on her side. He was sat on a plastic chair while he was holding her hand. He was feeling tired but, he was afraid of falling sleep in case of there will be any other complication with their baby or with her. He approached to her and placed his other hand in her tummy.
"Hey little one. Today, you scared me. For a moment, I thought that I was going to lose you. But, the doctor said that it is not going to happen because you are as stronger as you mommy. You know, she is the best and, I am hundred per cent sure that she going to be the best mommy that you can never have. She is great and, very beautiful"
Unexpectedly, he felt that her hand was moving a little. He caressed her hand a it happen again. She opened and closed her hand. It was little movement but, it was enough for him to call a nurse.
"Gabby" he said "Como on baby. I want to see again those beautiful and lovely hazel eyes that you have and, drive me crazy all the time"
"Have you called us, Mr. Casey?" a nurse said entering in the room
"I think that she is waking up" he said not moving his eyes from her
"I will call her doctor"
Few seconds later, she opened her eyes which fluttered around the room before she closed them again
"Gabby" he said rubbing her hand. She opened again her eyes and looked to him. He was going to say something when her doctor arrived.
"How are you Gabriela?"
"fine" she said slowly. She was still a little groggy "what happened?" she asked confused
"There was an explosion and you were inside of the warehouse when it happened" the doctor said "but, don't worry you are fine"
"Was anyone else hurt a part of me?" she asked looking to Matt, who looked strange to her and her doctor after Gabby asked him that question.
"There were other three injured"
"but don't worry. They are well, honey. I am so happy to see you up" Matt said brushing her hair
"What are you doing?" she asked moving away of him
"Gabby" he said shocked
"Nobody except my friends call me Gabby" she said angry that, who she believed it was her doctor, took the confidence for calling her by her nickname.
"Gabby" her real doctor said looking to her "Do you know who is he?"
"Yeah. He is my doctor" she said with confidence
"Gabby" Matt said surprised and worried at the same time "I am your boyfriend"
"You are who?" she said without believe what he said "is this something like a joke? You can't be me boyfriend, I am single"
"I am Matthew Casey"
"I don't know who you are. Please leave"
He rose of the chair and left the room with tears falling down his cheeks. He couldn't believe what she was saying. She lost her memory and now, she didn't remember who he is. In that moment, for her, he was a strange person more in the World. Why the World hate him so much? Why he never can have a happy ending? He was so angry with the world.
"Matt" the doctor said leaving the room "how are you?"
"How is she?" he answered with other question
"I gave her something to help her to relax and she is sleeping"
"What is going on? Does she have amnesia?"
"It looks like she having it" She saw that he collapsed crying in front of her "it could be temporal" she said placing her hands on her shoulder "maybe, tomorrow when she wakes up, she will remember you"
"but, you are not sure, right?"
"I am afraid not. We will make a scan to her tomorrow morning. We are going to find what is wrong with her"
"why?" he asked crying
"I don't know. Tomorrow, a psychologist will speak with you and her"
"This cannot be happening" he said drying his tears "Can I pass the night with her?"
"That is not a good idea. If she wakes up and sees you in her room, she could freak out again and, it is not good for her or the baby"
"Alright. I am going to spend the night on the waiting room"
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