Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight of any of it's characters although i do believe everyone wants to own a piece of Edward. Hm? am i correct.
Summary: She settled for him, knowing deep down it wasn't going to last. When it fell apart, could she convince herself even she deserved more? He had lived with heartbreak longer than he thought possible. Will he let her mend his broken heart? When Edward and Bella meet, things can only get better, or can they?
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Bella's point of view.
Disney World… Edward had asked Jane and I to join him in Disney World after Emma asked if Jane and I could come. At first I wasn't sure what to do when the girls had come and bombarded us in the kitchen over the topic. But when Edward admitted he wanted us to come it definitely was something. I knew he was doing it for Jane since she had never been there and that meant a lot to me. I was unsure how James would react at first, Jane wanting to go with her mother's boyfriend to Disney World for Christmas. But James said yes; at first I thought I had heard him wrong but no, he said yes. Jane asked him and told him she wanted go with Emma and wanted him to go and be happy with Victoria. She of course pulled out the daddy card numerous times in the conversation.
When I ended up talking to him he said he wanted to give her a lot of money to take with her as a Christmas present so she could buy what she liked down there. I thought it was a sweet idea, and he said he'd give me whatever money I needed toward her present's from Santa. Jane still believed and I wasn't going to tell her he didn't exist. Edward assured me Emma still believed in him as well but he was skeptical on how much longer Tanya would last with the charade.
So the planning of the trip started and I had to admit I was pretty excited. I myself had never been to Disney World. I didn't want Edward to spend all his vacation money but he wouldn't let me put in a cent. He wanted me to enjoy the trip as much as the girls would. We would be spending 11 nights down in Florida, arriving the afternoon of the 23rd, and we knew we wanted to stay on the grounds. The only thing was trying to find the right hotel. We had originally looked at one of the All-Star resorts but the more we thought about it we realized a problem, the only rooms they had were the ones with everything in the same room. Meaning two beds in the same room and I wasn't trying to say I really needed sex on the trip, but it would be a nice plus occasionally.
So we started looking at the bigger hotels, not only for a bedroom but also a kitchen so we didn't have to eat out everyday. Of course those types of rooms seemed to cost the most money; like five hundred-plus a night. Edward could NOT spend that much money, I wouldn't allow it. Edward had decided to call his parents to ask where they had stayed and how much it cost. Apparently Edward's parents had bought into that whole Disney Vacation club and didn't know why he didn't come to them in the first place. There were select hotels that were Disney Vacation club resorts and all of them had exactly what we were looking for.
Slowly but surely the day of the trip approached and Rose was going crazy over my wardrobe. Especially since Edward had made us Christmas Day reservations for an early dinner at Cinderella's Royal Table. We were all going to dress somewhat nice for the event, it being Christmas and all. So I let her and Angela drag me and Jane out to get an outfit, which of course as a dress, but I really liked it. It wasn't too much and I thought it was really cute. As was the outfit we got Jane, it was adorable and I knew she would love it.
Edward and I were at the kitchen table going over things to do, but of course Edward was too busy trying to kiss my neck. Jane was already in bed and Nessie was in her room doing her homework. "Edward," I giggled softly, trying to push him away. "We need to plan this, we leave soon."
"I'd rather do other things." He pushed my hair away from my neck and began to kiss me right below my ear. A spot he had just discovered a few days ago drove me wild, "Maybe on the counter again."
I pushed him away and tried my hardest not to blush, but of course that didn't work out. "You are really terrible, you know that right?"
Edward smirked and leaned back in his chair, bringing his hands to rest behind his head, "Yeah, I enjoy it."
I just rolled my eyes and looked back down at all the stuff in front of us, "Okay… so do you want to do the Disney Princess dinner for the girls?"
"Sounds like a good idea, they will love it." He leaned forward and ran his hands over his face, "I should probably head home."
"Do you have to?"
He let out a yawn and turned his head and looked at me, "You want me to stay?"
I nodded, "Yeah, only if you want too…"
"Well, I mean my school stuff's in the car and I do have some clothes in my gym bag from when I last went to the gym with Emmett… but they probably smell horrible."
"I can wash them." Oh god did I sound needy.
He smiled softly, "And why oh why do you want me to stay so bad?"
I looked down at the table and began to trace it with my finger, "I like sleeping in you arms." Edward had slept over a few times, same for me at his place. Yet we had never done this during-the-week-thing, I mean it wasn't easy for me to do so, but he didn't have Emma during the week.
"And I love having you sleep in my arms." He put his hand under my chin and lifted it so we were eye to eye. "I want to sleepover Bella, I know that you are thinking I don't. I really want too." He leaned in and pressed a kiss to my lips, "I'm going to get my clothes from the car."
When I woke up in the morning I couldn't help but just feel so refreshed. We hadn't done anything sexual last night, but I didn't mind. It was nice just cuddling and sleeping in his arms. After he brought his clothes in I did a quick wash and we ended up just lounging on the couch watching some old episodes of Friends and just enjoying spending time together.
After that the days went quicker and before we knew it Disney was right around the corner. I was spending the afternoon with Rose and Angela, packing in my room. Nessie was in her own room practicing on her cello and she sounded great. She would be leaving for Washington on Tuesday morning and Jane and I would be leaving for Disney on Wednesday evening. I knew Nessie wanted to come to Disney and Edward had even offered for her to come but she didn't want to disappoint dad, he had been looking forward to the visit since she left his house in July. After telling my mom my plans for the holiday she just insisted that her and Phil drive over to Orlando and meet up with us for a day. I was scared at first, you know having Edward meet my mom so early in our relationship, but he seemed perfectly content with it and was even happy that he would meet her and her husband.
Rose was driving me insane over what to bring, she had designated four different groups of belongings I would bring, not counting personal care. And those four consisted of my actual clothes and shoes, or as she called it Bella Disney outfits. Angela leant me two pairs of jeans since we were the exact same size. So that left me with 4 pairs of jeans, a pair of capris, a jean skirt and leggings. I didn't really want the leggings because I always felt so dumb in them but Rose insisted and bought me this pretty cute shirt to wear with them. So I had 10 tops, all had to be approved by Rose of course. Then a pair of sneakers, slip on flats and sandals. Then the second group was my intimates which included my underwear and bathing suits, but of course we were fighting over what exact ones to bring. Rose and Angela both agreed I needed to bring some sexy ones, thankfully because of those two, I had inquired plenty of those even though I always felt self conscious wearing them.
"Seriously Bella, the boy has seen you naked, you guys have had sex numerous times. Stop feeling so damn self conscious." Rose rolled her eyes as she packed them into a bag. The other part of this group was bathing suits; since the hotel had a pool and there were two water parks in Disney I had acquired 3 different suits for the trip. They were all cute, but of course I was a little shy about the two piece one that would show my midriff, but when I had tried it on it didn't look bad.
Next after that came pajama's, and jackets. This of course came to be another problem between Rose and myself. I packed a sweatshirt and a jacket, as well as a cover-up for my bathing suits and that was all fine and dandy. Of course that was only until we came to my sleepwear. I packed two pairs of boxer short pajama bottoms, two cami's besides the other ones I had stored away for under stuff, and a pair of black Capri sweats. Angela convinced me to bring this little blue nightgown number that Nessie had bought me last Christmas. It wasn't risqué or anything, simply cute. But then Rose pulled out the big one; she bought me this nightie number that I just didn't even know what to say about.
"I cannot wear that," I groaned as I picked it up by the straps and put it in the air, "This is so embarrassing."
"It's not embarrassing, it's sexy and you will wear it. I bought it for you to wear." Rose snatched it from my hand and put it into my suitcase.
"But I haven no reason to wear it!"
"Oh yes you do. Christmas Eve sweetie, give Edward a little gift in the bedroom. It will drive him wild," she said with a smirk as she shoved a couple pairs of socks into the suitcase for when I would wear sneakers.
"But we probably won't even have sex, I mean the girls…"
Angela giggled, "Bells you showed us the type of room you got, 2 bedrooms, those sleep eight! There was a reason you did that. The girls' room will be on the other side of the living room! And they have their own bathroom. Um… I think that just screams, sex all night love."
I rolled my eyes and slumped back against my bed, "I hate you guys."
"No you don't." Rose smiled widely.
Finally it was the Christmas day outfit, I would be wearing the same flats I was bringing down there as well as the purse I was bring for the trip. So the only thing that really went with it was the actual dress and a cute black cardigan I got with it. I had no problems with the outfit and neither did Rose or Angela. So finally we finished packing up my clothes as well as my personal care items. Next came the bag that would hold what presents I would be bringing down for Jane from 'Santa'.
James and I had pitched together to get her a new bike but there was no way I was trekking that thing to Florida. So I told her that Santa had personally told me that he was going to bring some of her gifts to Disney World but some would be here as well. Rose and Angela made sure they would put them out before we arrived home so she would be surprised. So the bag contained presents for Jane, presents I had gotten for Emma, and even a couple I got for Edward. Of course I was afraid he would hate what I got him. I wasn't really good at the whole gift giving thing and I hated to receive gifts from other people, but that never stopped them from getting me some.
Finally we were done with all my luggage and we went and packed Jane's. Which of course was much easier since Rose would never think of dressing my daughter in something I wouldn't approve of. I packed her two pairs of jeans, a pair of leggings, a khaki skirt and cargo capris as well as 10 tops, a pair of sneakers, sandals and a pair of flats. I made sure to pack her a few pairs of pajamas and plenty of underwear and socks, three sweatshirts. Three bathing suits, which Edward's sister was kind enough to buy the girls matching cover up dresses for their swimsuits in different colors. And lastly I made sure we had her dress and cardigan for Christmas dinner.
Basically I think we were all okay clothes wise, at least Jane and I. Edward had said he was letting Alice do the packing for Emma because he would totally forget something like pants. He was really too cute sometimes.
I was getting more nervous as the trip came closer, being away with him for 11 days would be fantastic, don't get me wrong. But I was afraid I'd do something stupid and he wouldn't want to be with me anymore. What the hell was I saying? We've only been together two months! And I'm worrying how long we're going to last already, something is seriously wrong with me.
Tuesday morning Rose came by and drove Jane to school so I could get Nessie to the airport before heading to work. Edward and Emma met us at my house Wednesday morning so we could head to the airport and catch our flight. Edward was going to be leaving his car at the airport. The girls were excited from the very moment we climbed into the car and started to head to the airport and I had to admit I was as well. I hadn't been to Disney… well, ever… and I found myself feeling like a little kid about it.
I didn't tell Edward; well I didn't really tell anyone I wasn't the biggest fan of flying, which was surprising since I spent most of my time on airplanes through out my teenage years. Jane had been on a plane a few times, to go visit my dad in Washington or my mom in Florida. But usually my mom tried to come up because James hated going to Florida, one of the reasons we had never taken Jane there. I still felt terrible that Edward as spending all this money on me and her but he kept telling me to just sit back and enjoy it. He had apparently saved up a lot of money in a vacation fund in the last seven years, but Tanya never wanted to go anywhere fun when they were married. He wanted the trip to be for the kids but she only cared about her own pleasure.
We were in the middle aisle so we were all able to sit together. Both Edward and Emma wanted to be in the outside seats, like father like daughter. So that left both Jane and myself snuggled in the middle. The girls seemed to be perfectly fine with flying while I, of course, was always a little tense at take off. This did not go unnoticed by Edward, and he took a hold of my hand and whispered soothing words in my ear. James never did that, he would always tell me to sit still and get over it. Yet, if I ever tried to say something like that… I was wrong, he apparently was always right.
The girls eventually had fallen asleep, too much excitement pulsing through them. We wouldn't be going to the parks tonight, but still… the whole environment was exciting for them. I had tried to focus on my book but it was no use, I was too antsy myself. It seemed Edward was having similar problems, he was attempting to grade papers for his Music of the Twentieth Century class. But every few minutes he would put the pen down and rub his temples.
"Hey," I whispered softly as I closed my book and put it down, "You okay?"
He turned to look at me, a small crooked smile appearing on his face. In getting to know Edward I had come to realize he had this one smile, it was a little different from his others. But nonetheless the smile made me go weak in my knees and sometimes I swear I would forget to breathe.
"Yeah, no I don't know." He groaned and pinched his nose, "I wanted to get these papers done before we even went down there, but I still have a few left."
"Well don't worry about them now; the girls are going to eventually sleep when we are down there." I smiled at him, "So you can just do it then."
"But see.." he reached his hand down to give my thigh a little squeeze and leaned over to whisper in my ear, "I have different plans for when they are asleep."
I felt a lump form in my throat, "You do?"
He pressed a kiss on my neck and once again whispered in my ear, "Bella, I don't know if it's wrong of me, and I'm not sure if it makes me a perv or anything, but I seriously can't keep my hands off of you. You turn me on so much, sometimes I find myself thinking about you and what I want to do to you. Bella I don't think you understand the way you feel around my dick, it's heaven."
Oh my god, I was going to kill him. He can't say this stuff when we're on a airplane. "Edward," I said loudly, which caused Jane to stir for a moment and Edward to just chuckle.
"Way to be loud baby..." he said lowly in my ear. To anyone else it would just look like he was telling me something important, like what do I want for dinner. You know something loud like that. "I know I'm thirty and a dad and all but I can't control my urges, and all my urges involve you…" He sat back up straight and leaned back into his seat, a look of satisfaction plastered on his smug face.
"You know, I think I might be rethinking this trip." I tried to keep a straight face on as Edward turned and looked at me confused, a look of guilt on his face. "Because you are a tease Mr. Cullen." I shoved him playfully and laughed.
"You had me scared for a minute," he chuckled and took my hand in his. "Well… since I'm not going to get these papers done right now and we are stuck on an airplane, and I don't see us joining the mile high club in the near future. Tell me something?"
"Hm? Like what?"
"I don't know, tell me a non-sexual, romantic fantasy you have."
"Romantic Fantasy that's not sexual?" He nodded, "Let's see, oh god this is too embarrassing…"
"Come on you can tell me," He poked me in the side as I began to blush.
"Okay well, you know the movie Say Anything?"
"With John Cusack? Yeah… Why?"
"Well you know when he stands outside her window holding up the boom box? I always wanted a guy to do that to me after a fight or something." I groaned and buried my head in my hands, "I'm such a dork."
"No you are adorable." He pried my hands away from my face and smiled, "Its sweet, just like you." He cupped my face in his hands and softly kissed my lips.
After landing in Orlando, Florida and taking the Disney Magical Express to the resort, we arrived fifteen minutes before check in. Thankfully the room was all ready so we were able to settle ourselves in. We were staying in one of the villas at Boardwalk Inn and it was just amazing. The room was gorgeous, even better than the pictures, and those pictures were pretty fantastic. We had a fully equipped kitchen, a master bath as well as a second bathroom which would be for the girls to use. The master bedroom had a king size bed; I had never once slept in a king size bed so to say I was happy was an understatement. And the second bedroom had a queen size bed as well as a sofa pull out. But the girls didn't mind sharing the bed. There were 3 televisions, one in the living room and the other two in the bedrooms. I was just in love with the room and wanted to live in it.
After unpacking our clothes and everything else we decided to take a look around the hotel and head down to this store they had called Screen Door General Store to stock up some food so we didn't have to eat breakfast out every morning. Of course, the girls instantly wanted to go to the pool. Edward agreed while I, on the other hand, was a little nervous about putting on my bathing suit. It's one thing for me to wear one in front of my friends, sister and daughter. But my gorgeous boyfriend? I would look so plain next to him. I decided to wear the one piece I bought; it had slits in the sides but still, it didn't make me feel as self conscious as the two-piece. I slipped on my cover up and made sure the girls were all situated with their own stuff. We got our towels and our sandals on and headed up towards the pool. As soon as we got there the girls were in the pool. Edward kept trying to get me to go in but instead I chose to sit on the edge of the pool with my legs in as I watched them play. The girls were having a ball and so was Edward. I kept smiling and laughing at them when they called my name and waved. I couldn't keep my eyes off of Edward's body, had I become sex crazed?
My eyes were glued to his body, the way his muscles moved as he tossed Emma and Jane into the pool. The way the water droplets rolled down his toned chest. I actually wanted to pull him to me and lick the water off of him. I broke my gaze when I heard my name being called. Edward swam over towards me and put his hands on my bare thighs, "You going to come in?"
I shrugged, "I don't know."
He raised his eyebrow at me, "You don't know?"
I looked down at my legs, my dry legs which now were the home to his wet hands. I wasn't sure if he realized he was doing it but he started to knead my legs, "I'm—" I sighed and hung my head, "I'm embarrassed."
"Embarrassed? What do you have to be embarrassed about?"
"You've never seen me in a bathing suit." I gripped the sides of the pool trying not to meet his gaze.
"Baby..." He moved his hands up and down my legs in a soothing manner, but of course it didn't help that it also turned me on. "I've seen you naked and you're worried about me seeing you in a bathing suit?"
"Well there's no one else then, there's all these people here and you know they'll think why someone as gorgeous as you is with someone as plain as me. I don't have a good body to fill out a bathing suit."
"Baby you have a great body, and you are the farthest from being plain. If anyone is plain in this relationship it's me; I have to stand next to a beauty like you..."
Had I mentioned how much I loved that he started referring to me as baby lately? It was just so, so, ugh it was just amazing.
"Mom!" Jane's voice giggled from a few feet away as her and Emma were trying to do handstands under water, "Come in!"
"Come on baby the girls want you to come in, at least come in for them. Pretty please?" Edward gave me puppy dog eyes and I instantly cracked.
"Okay." I stood up and peeled my cover-up off my body, I wasn't sure if it was a mistake or not but I definitely heard Edward take a sharp breath. I looked down at him before tossing my dress over to the chair with the rest of our belongings, "What?"
"You look great." He held out his hands for me as I sat back down on the edge and slid into the pool and safely into his arms, "These slits are so fucking sexy on you." He gave me a quick kiss as he kneaded the bare skin of my sides.
The time in the pool was more fun than I had had in a long time, just playing with the girls. Every now and then Edward would grab me around the waist and spin around, making Jane and Emma crack up. After a while we figured we'd grab some dinner and call it an early night so we could start early in the morning. We ended up going to Big River Grille and Brewing Works and it was pretty good. I had a burger and Edward got the ribs even though he wasn't able to finish them. Jane got macaroni and cheese while Emma went with the burger as well, and for dessert we all shared this thing called Chocolate Confusion. It was chocolate mousse layered between Oreo brownie cake with chocolate icing and chocolate chips, and it was to die for.
When we got back to the room the girls changed into their pajamas and settled into their own bed to watch some TV. I tried to get them to pick out outfits for the following day so we could get going as soon as we finished breakfast in the morning. After a good 20 minutes of trying to decide, they each chose an outfit. Before I left their room I told them goodnight and if they needed me or Edward to knock on our bedroom door. I wasn't sure if anything would actually happen, but I didn't think it was a good idea for them to just walk in anyway.
Edward was in the shower when I got back to the master bedroom so I decided to change into my pajamas; some shorts and a camisole, and climbed into bed. I turned on the TV and aimlessly watched it for a few minutes until I heard the shower go off. There were two doors in the bathroom, one that led into the living room and one that led into the bedroom. Edward didn't come through the bedroom one so I figured he was getting a drink or something. I had been correct; he walked into the room holding a bottle of water, a smile plastered on his face as he was dressed in nothing but black sweat pants.
He closed the door behind him and made sure to lock it before coming over and sliding into bed with me, "I checked on the girls, they're asleep." I had thrown my hair up in a messy bun and I was quite glad for that now since Edward's lips were making an assault across my neck.
"Already? That was fast. I was just in there like fifteen minutes ago." Of course as I said it, it came out more like a moan. "That feels nice..."
He hummed softly against my neck as he slowly and surely began to suck, causing me to gasp but then sigh contently. His hand came around to caress my stomach as we spooned against each other, "This is very cute..."
I figured he was referring to my pajamas, "uh yeah…"
He flicked his tongue out against my earlobe before slowly pulling it into his mouth and nibbling, "Are you happy you're here?"
"Yes…" I sighed as I brought my hand up behind me to lock into his hair. "Edward..." I whimpered softly and turned over so I was facing him. I wrapped my leg around his waist and pulled his obvious arousal against my own.
His lips find mine as his hand began to travel up and down my thigh, going higher with each pass. He rolled us over so I was on top of him, my knees on either side of him. His hands continued to rub my thighs before going up and sliding under the back of my shirt to caress my skin. I slid my tongue into his mouth slowly, never growing tired of the taste of his mouth. I brought my hands up into his hair and tugged, causing him to groan into my mouth. Slowly but surely I began to move my pelvis against his own, our breathing becoming heavier with each shift.
I pulled away from the kiss and sat up, bringing my hands to the hem of my shirt and pulling it over my head. I watched as Edward licked his lips and leaned up, placing his hands on my back as he started to press kisses across my bare chest. I whimpered softly as his tongue began to circle one of my nipples and then the other. "Beautiful," he whispered softly as he removed his mouth from my breasts and looked me in the eyes.
I continued to move my hips against him as our eyes stayed locked. He brought his hand up to my hair and removed it from the bun. My hair cascaded down and Edward grabbed handfuls of it as he brought his lips to mine. "Edward," I whispered between kisses, figuring this would be the best time to tell him.
"Hm?" He pulled away from the kiss and I pushed him back against the bed, pressing kisses on his bare chest. He let out a soft moan, "What?"
"I'm back on the pill." I nipped playfully at his neck. "You don't have to use a condom if you don't want too."
He lifted my head and looked into my eyes, "You sure?"
I nodded, "I want to feel you in me, no barriers."
Edward flipped us over so I was on my back now, "You are so fucking sexy!" He ran his hand over my chest as he gazed down at me, propping himself up on his elbow. He leaned over and began to press kisses to my chest again only to begin to kiss lower until he reached the top of my shorts. He slowly moved down them, taking my panties with them, and tossing them to the side. I sat up and grabbed his pants and started to pull them down until they joined my clothes on the floor. He reached over and turned the light off while I grabbed the remote and turned the television off.
Edward positioned himself between my legs and quickly sheathed himself inside me, causing me to throw my head back against the pillows and moan. The feeling of him in me without any barrier was amazing; he must have thought so too. We started to move in sync, slow at first, but then we quickly picked up speed, meeting each other's thrusts as I ran my nails down his back causing him to arch back.
Edward's hands came to rest on my ass and he began to pump into me more, "oh god."
"Y-yes,.. yes…" I whimpered as I bit my lip, sliding my hands down to grip his own ass trying to push him farther into me. "Harder, oh harder!"
He pressed a kiss right by my ear before whispering, "I love the way your pussy feels around my dick, so hot and tight. Like it was made for me." He slammed into me harder.
"O! O!" I wrapped my legs around his waist bringing him even deeper, "E-Edward, I'm—"
"Cum for me baby, cum around my throbbing dick." He kissed me harder and pulled my bottom lip between his teeth. I wasn't able to hold on after that, and I exploded, writhing under him as he continued to thrust in and out of me until his own climax hit him.
He rolled off of me and pulled me to him, pressing a kiss to my forehead as he rubbed his hand up and down my side. He pulled the blanket over us and soon enough we fell into a deep, comfortable sleep.
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A/N: So they went to Disney World! I just couldn't pass it up and it made me want to go to Disney =[. Now if you go to my profile there is outfits for the whole Disney Trip which will take up the next few chapters but we still have a lot in store to come and I hope you guys continue to read.
Thank you for all the fantastic reviews like always and I hope you still like the story. So please review and enjoy the Disney world vacation.
