Okay so this is probably there cutest chapter ever. =D there so cute. Haha when Alec stops trying to act tough.

Once we were in his room he closed the door and pushed me onto the wall and was kissing me hard. I grabbed the end of his shirt and pulled it over his head as he did the same. He lead me towards the bed. It felt a lot different then the way it felt with Santiago with him it was great I guess, but there was no love, it felt very much forced. But with Alec it didn't. Laying on the bed we kept kissing. And if felt good. I mean after having to some-what fight our feelings, for so long.

He stopped for a second and studied me. I was breathing hard and he would to I guess. The look in his eyes were almost hunger, but we went at it again so fast I couldn't tell. His hands went to my back and slowly moved me so I was laying down and then he started to kiss me harder.


Next Day: =D. Decided to keep my T rating. Lollz. I fail.

I woke up as the light came shown threw the window and nearly blinded me but I didn't care I rolled over and smiled. Alec was laying next to me, and the way he looked at me....well I felt like I was on top of the world. They way the sun hit him was beautiful, the sun kind of gave him color.

"Good morning beautiful," He said and kissed me on the lips softly. I rolled my eyes.

"I beat you say that to all the girls," I said and rolled over. He chuckled and began to tickle me. I screamed and almost fell off the bed but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards him.

"Just the ones I like," He said and moved a stray hair out of my face. I blushed, and then he kissed me again. He sighed and rested his forehead on mine. I swear if I died right now I think I would die happy. "We should be getting ready they might want to know where your at," I closed my eyes and sighed to.

"If we have to," I said and turned away and grabbed my clothes which were all over the place. My clothes were easy Gray sweatpants and a long blue sleeved shirt with a gray scarf. I put them on and went into the bathroom. Alec was pretty careful I barley had any bruises on me at least none that was noticeable. My scarf covered the ones on my neck. I grabbed the brush and began to run it threw my hair. Alec stood in the door way and smiled.

"What?" I asked feeling self conscious. He shook his head. "Tell me or else," I said and pointed my hair brush at him.

"Or what your going to hit me with a hair brush?" He asked raising an eyebrow. I looked at my sorry excuse for a weapon and frowned.

"Yes. Yes I will," He smiled.

"Nothing," I frowned and brought my hair brush up and was about to hit him when he took it out of my hand, I frowned and punched him in the arm.

"Jerk. You took away my only weapon,"


No one noticed we were gone. As soon as we walked into the hall were I first meet Aro reality went threw me. Jordan was dead. They started the funeral after Alec, Jane, Nessie, Jake and I got in. Jordan looked pretty in one of Casey's black dresses. Her hair was nice and curly and they got most of the blood off. A baby started to cry and I looked at Demetri who had Henry in his arms. Mary rolled her eyes and mumbled something about guys not knowing anything about baby's and took Henry away and began to bounce. I felt tears go down my face faster than the last. Jordan was so nice she was the first one who became my friend out of the group. Why did this always have to happen to the ones we love?


Besides the funeral today was probably one of the best days I had in months. Nessie and I were having a girls day. We both laughed as we put on green facial masks and painted our nails. I told her everything....well not everything. I told her about how me and Alec are finally 'together', and she was surprisingly happy and supportive.

"I am so happy for you," She said smiling and blew on her nails. Her nail polish was purple while mine were black, my favorite nail polish color.

"Oh My God! Can you believe that Locke isn't really Locke it's the man in the black suite?" I asked when I remembered that we forgot to talk about Lost. Her eyes lit up.

"Oh I know. Weird huh? Stupid smoke monster," She said and laughed at how silly that sounded.

"Where's Jake?" I asked.

"Visiting his dad and all of his friends,"

"Why aren't you with him?" She shrugged.

"Wanted to stay with you. Hey I will be right back I think this is starting to dry," I nodded as she went up stairs. I sighed and grabbed the seventeen magazine that was on the coffee table and began to flip threw it. The door opened and I jumped when I saw Alec smiling, trying so hard not to laugh. I felt so embarrassed.

"Alec? What are you doing here. There is a huge disaster, Alec. I mean really you weren't suppose to be here for hours ago. Come on!" I said and put the magazine over my face. Then he took the magazine away and was too busy laughing. "No! Please you can't see me like this," I said and started to pull away when he grabbed my arms.

"Why not?" He asked and let me go. My hands instantly shot up to my face and I started to run towards the door.

"Because I look like a big scary monster from a horror film," I said laughing and tried going faster when I reached the stairs but he caught up to me and grabbed my waist and began to pull me away.

"where are you going?" he asked and picked up.

"Really come on," I said. "Okay, I have to go upstairs and take this stuff off before it dries," I said and turned around to face him when he let go of me.

"What no you don't. What is that?" I looked at him and whipped some off my checks.

"What is it? Oh you want to play like that huh?" I asked and whipped it on him. He leaned back and grabbed my arms, playfully, not hard so I could move around easily.

"Oh your going to get it,"

"Now you can look horrible too," I said laughing. I froze when I started to feel a lot of pain. I squeezed my eyes shut and was holding my breath. I felt myself fall to the ground and then all of a sudden I felt nothing. I opened my eyes and saw Alec and Jane arguing in the hallway, as Alec closed the door shut.