OperaTwin, this chapter is defiantly dedicated to you, because you actually knew where the made of awesome comment thing came from. Nerdfighters! Disclaimer same as always, ya'll. Enjoy -
Somewhere in the middle of the night, Draco must have finally felt the hit of losing Blaise, and his home. He'd lived there for 4 years of his life. Blaise had helped him in the time he had needed help most.
Could it be possible that maybe, just maybe, even though after all the beatings, and all of the pain caused by him, that Draco could still love him? Was it possible that Draco was in love with two people? He knew he loved Harry. He could feel it as they lay in the bed together, just to be together, but he could still feel the deep ribbons of compassion for Blaise running through his veins, making his heart ache every time it beat with its force.
Now, lying here, in Harry's arms, he felt guilty, he felt dirty, and he felt worthless. Maybe Blaise had seen something he couldn't. Maybe he really was all those things Blaise had told him he was through the years. Out of instinct, Draco scooted away on the bed, towards Selena instead. She watched him out of those knowing eyes. Why did animals seem to see through everything? He turned his head to stare at the ceiling so he didn't have to look at her.
Maybe he could go back to Blaise, ask for his forgiveness. But did he really want to go back into a place where he was beaten regularly, and treated like a slave? Draco felt he was pressed with a choice. Blaise or Harry. Harry, the one with the caring, loving nature, but the drug addiction, or Blaise, the one who understood the pains of everyday life for a normal person, but the alcohol addiction.
Draco got up, and out of the bed, and went to look out the window. There was a view of the whole city, and all the lights, shiny brightly against the dark sky. Selena lept off the bed and sat down by his leg. She mewed quietly.
Draco smiled, and leaned down to pet her. "I just don't know what to do. I mean, they both mean a lot to me," Selena turned her head to the side. "Well, I know he said he didn't love me, but could he have been lying? God, I really don't know what to do." Selena meowed, and Draco broke down crying.
Harry's point of view
Harry rolled over when he felt the emptiness of the spot next to him. He peered over through his eyelashes at Draco, who stood by the window, and as he started talking to Selena, Harry's heart ached. Draco still loved Blaise. Oh, why couldn't he have seen it. He couldn't help but feel sorry for him. Harry knew what it was like to all in love with someone who maybe didn't have your best interest at heart. When Draco started crying, Harry couldn't bring himself to go comfort him. He felt that if he tried, he'd make it worse. Draco didn't want to see him, he wanted to see Blaise. He rolled over, and stared at the opposite wall, crying silent tears of his own.
When morning finally rolled around, Harry forced himself out of bed. Draco had fallen asleep on the floor, Selena curled up on his head. Though he didn't want to, he smiled, and his lip cracked slightly. He pulled on some new clothes, and threw a blanket over Draco, before walking into the kitchen to find something to eat.
Draco's Point of view
Draco woke up on the floor, not really remembering how he got there, but he'd also come to a conclusion. He knew who he would choose when it came time where he had to choose, which would come. He stood up and stretched his stiff limbs, before walking to find Harry.
This is the shortest chapter I've ever written. O.o It's like really short. x.X Oh well. This is the second to last chapter, so just a heads up. o: I am most likely going to write a sequel, but we'll see what people say. Please read and review. Thanks.
