A/N: It seems that I've turned Kathryn and Sebastian into different people. No longer the bitchy Ice Princess and the over confident man whore. This chapter hopefully I can turn them back into their usual characters.

Sebastian was having trouble getting up the stairs to his bedroom. He found it incredibly hard climbing stairs with crutches and plaster that weighed your whole body down at times.

When he finally made it to his room he found a pale white brown haired girl seated on his bed. Once she had heard the door open she had turned around to see Sebastian.

"Sebastian, let me explain" Kathryn started before he could say anything.

She quickly went over to him and looked at him. Her green eyes portraying sadness and emotion.

"I'm sorry Sebastian. I didn't mean to scare her off, I was just merely warning her of the pain I will inflict if she ever hurt you" She caressed his cheek.

"Seems you've managed to scare her into hurting me" Sebastian turned his head away from his step-sister's intensive stare.

Kathryn turned her back to him, she walked over to his desk and propped herself on it as she had done in her younger years many times before. She crossed her legs, her emerald green summer dress contrasting with her eyes, rose up just a few inches.

"What did you love about her Bastian? Why was she so special?" Kathryn asked, her face showing no sign on emotion.

Sebastian turned to face her stumbling to the ground when he lost balance on his crutches. He let out a pained groan. Kathryn jumped off the desk and sat down beside him. "Tell me Sebastian" She held his jaw.

"She saved me" His words so simple.

"Saved you? From what?" Kathryn asked him.

"When I first went to Greece it was to get away from you" He looked to Kathryn, his words hurt her but he still continued his story. "You hurt me so much I just needed to get away. I didn't want to feel anymore, I didn't want to know what emotions were. It was like you had broken me so bad that I was beyond repair" Sebastian's eyes wandered around the room. "When I first met her she was so different to you, but the same. She wasn't bitchy and a hateful numbed ice princess like yourself but she was beautiful and she understood me, she saved me from my own misery" He turned his head away from Kathryn's searching eyes.

"You loved her so much you let her read that insipid journal of yours that I never even layed eyes on?" Kathryn questioned.

"I gave her the journal to read, just to let her know who I was before I went to Greece" He told Kathryn stumbling, but eventually getting up.

"She called me a coke whore. Did you write that about me Sebastian?" Kathryn's eyes were filled with hate, love and lust.

He hobbled over to his bedside table and unlocked a draw, inside the draw was a box. He further unlocked that and pulled out the journal that for so many years it was Kathryn's interest to read it. He hobbled back to her and passed her the leather bound journal. She didn't say anything at first.

"What's this?"

"My journal, read it for yourself"

Kathryn took the book under her arm then looked at her small dainty watch. "I have to go Lincoln is waiting for me" Without a word more she left the injured Sebastian alone in his bedroom.


Kathryn sat in her dark study. She couldn't sleep and had decided she'd write out the last of the invites as they had to be sent out by tomorrow. She was about to finish up and turn off the lamp until she noticed Sebastian's Journal.

Her hand grazed the leather bound journal, she wondered what was inside. She picked up the heavy book and opened it to the first page. To Kathryn's surprise it was a picture of herself. The first word she read. My love.

She looked to the words around the picture. Coke whore, bulimic, bitch. As she read on and took note on how Sebastian had written a lot about her in this book of his. Every conquest was written in and every detail of his life. When she had done it was almost 3.00am. She was hurt by what she had read about herself but was too tired to go to his house and scowl at him this early in the morning. So she went to bed.

An odd sound awoke her. The sound was muffled but familiar. She turned to where her husband was usually when she awoke, today he wasn't. Instead a note was on the bedside table. He had told her he was going away for three days on a business meeting and that he can't wait to get back.

Kathryn got up still wondering what that sound was. She followed it until it was so clear. That voice was so familiar. She opened the double doors to Sarah's bedroom to find Sebastian with her daughter.

"Valmont, what are you doing here!?" She scowled at him remembering all the hurtful things he had written about her in that journal of his.

"Kathryn" A startled Sebastian said. He put down Sarah in her bed and left the room, following Kathryn to her study.

"Close the door" she ordered him as he entered. Sebastian closed the door and turned to face her, Kathryn through his journal at him and started yelling.

"Kathryn calm down" He hobbled to her and grabbed her arms.

"DON'T TOUCH ME SEBASTIAN!" She yelled, pushing him backwards forgetting that he was on crutches. Sebastian stumbled and fell back hitting his head on a near by object. "AHH" He yelled out in pain. Small dribbles of blood escaped from his wound. "YOU BITCH" he yelled, clutching the back of his head in pain.

"Oh god Sebastian I'm sorry" She ran over to him and applied tissues to his wound to stop the bleeding. He glared at her, remembering the words written in his journal.

Coke whore, bitch, bulimic.

"No actually Sebastian, I'm not sorry. You deserve this!" She got up and threw the blood stained tissue at him. His head was now gushing the familiar crimson liquid.

"Kathryn" He said, shutting his eyes tightly trying to forget the pain. He grabbed hold of a near by table and hoisted himself up, blood still pouring. His ankle didn't feel much of the fall thanks to the thick plaster surronding it.

"Don't come near me Valmont or I can't be held responsible for my actions" She told him clutching a glass vase.

"Kathryn please listen" His eyes grew weary and he was slowly becoming weak from his massive blood loss.

"I don't want to listen Sebastian. I thought we were two of a kind. I thought you loved me!" She screamed at him still clutching the glass vase, ready to throw it at him.

"I did, I still do" His voice was softer then before, he tried to yell it at her but it had not worked. His vision was blurry and the room was spinning.

"No you don't Sebastian you love her! Kassie, that stupid Greek Goddess" Kathryn threw the vase and by luck it swerved Sebastians head and missed him by two or so inches.

Sebastian's body was shaking, he was feeling ill and he was sure his face was a very pale white. His hand was covered in blood and his shirt was slowly becoming red. "You'll always come first Kathryn" He told her as he collapsed.

Kathryn hadn't noticed as her gaze was fixed outside the window. But when she turned around she screamed. "Sebastian" she ran over to him. His breathing was shallow and he was so much more whiter then Kathryn. She dialled 911 and waited with him for an ambulance.


"Ms Coleman?" Doctor Clifford asked as Kathryn paced the waiting room once again. She perked her head up to the doctor and looked awaitinly at him.

"We've stabilized Mr Valmont, his currently in a coma, we're not sure how long it'll last. He's suffered another major blood loss and we think some damage to his brain from collapsing. You can see him" Doctor Clifford lead Kathryn too Sebastian's room and left her to be alone with Sebastian and the beeping machines.

She grabbed his hand, not crying this time but still worried. "Don't leave me again Sebastian. Don't let go, your too much of a bastard to give up" Her voice was low as someone else entered the room. Her head slowly turned around to the visitor. "Katie, how's Valmont?" Blaine asked entering the room and placing a re-assuring hand upon her shoulder.

She didn't answer her friend, she just kept hold of Sebastian's lifeless hand and hoped he would wake up. "He'll be okay Kathryn" Blaine told her wiping what seemed to be a tear escpaing her emerald eyes.

"You don't know that" She finally answered. "You don't know that he'll be back to his asshole self when he wakes. If he wakes" She told Blaine.

"I'm no doctor Kathryn but Sebastian's too much of an insenstive prick to leave you here on this planet alone" Blaine smiled at Kathryn.

Kathryn's saddened face looked to Blaine. Her frown turning up slightly.

"Come one Kathryn I brang Sarah she's waiting outside" Blaine grabbed Kathryn's hand.

"Wait Blaine. There's something you don't know" Blaine looked at the beautiful Merteuil confused.

"Sarah. She's not Lincoln's. She's Valmont's" Kathryn looked stressed.

"What? You mean you and Sebastian had..you and him?" Tuttle's eyes widened in thinking that Kathryn and Sebastian had produced such a beautiful kid. No wonder they were both amazingly attractive.

Blaine had always wondered what a kid produced from Kathryn and Sebastian genes would look like. Now he knew. Sarah was of course stunning. Everyone always commented on how beautiful Lincoln and Kathryn's child was. Come to think of it he should have known it was Valmont's. Lincoln could have never made something as angelic as Sarah.

"Why haven't you told him Kathryn?" Tuttle asked Kathryn before letting her leave.

Kathryn sighed. "I was going too. But I couldn't. It'll ruin my marriage"

"Kathryn you have to tell him. He'll need to know" Blaine opened the door to the brunette and let her out, following closely behind, leaving the unconcious Valmont to rest some more.

Kathryn walked over to her daughter and picked her up. Blaine could see it. She remsembled his favorite siblings in all ways. That blonde hair, the curls, blue-green eyes. Definitely a Merteuil-Valmont production. His thoughts went to the future, what would she be like?

"What's wrong with uncle Sebastian?" Sarah asked her mum adoringly.

Kathryn didn't want to tell her what had really happened so she just smiled at her daughter and told her she was sick.

"Don't worry Sarah, your uncle Sebastian will be fine" Tuttle told Sarah after catching up to Kathryn and her.