A terrible pain flooded through my chest and throughout my entire body. I winced mentally when i fell back against something hard.
Whats going on?
I hear what me and Alivn call the magical sound. The beeping of a heart monitor.
My eyes shoot open and the vision is blury but i see a doctor who was young and handsome standing above me with paddles in his hands. He's not looking at me hes looking across the room. A ton of nurses are standing around me when pain starts to seep into my head. A dull throb but enough to be bothersome.
As well as my throat. My stomach. My arms and legs. Everything hurts.
I hear the heart monitor's beeping speed up as I feel myself start to panic.
I look back up to the young doctor standing above me. He looks back to me and turns pale.
He stares at me before he realizes i am now coughing and sputtering. I cant breath. There is something in my throat.
Doctors move all around and they open my mouth. Which was painful. I feel somehting slide all the way from the bottom of my throat back up.
Was I intubated? Did they just Extubate me?
"Move! Let me see her!" Derek Sheperd yelled. I recognize his voice and wonder why he is here.
He comes into my vision and takes out a light. He waves it infront of my eyes and i squint thinking why the heck are you doing that!
Then he speaks to me "Emily." He says. He refuses to call me Emily Ann. He thinks that if i can call him McDreamy he gets to call me a name that i dont use.
"Can you follow me with your eyes?" He asked. Putting his fingers infront of my face. I follow his finger. Somthing inside me rejioces at the accomplishment but i don't know why. I don't know what has happened. "Alright can you squeeze my hand?" He asks gripping my hand trying to hide the smile from me following his eyes. Like he doesn't want to get his hopes up. What happened that he would do that. I think back and I can't remember what happened. I remember the bomb and flying backwards and hitting my head. I can't remember anything after that.
"Emily. Pay attention. I need you to squeeze my hand." Derek says when he sees that i've gone distant.
I try to move my fingers. It's hard at first. But my fingers moved. They moved ever so slightly.
Derek couldnt help but to smile this time. He flashed the biggest smile i've ever seen.
Derek was shoved out of the way and Alvin filled the space where he just was.
He stared at me for a while. Derek pushed his way up to Alvin then spoke to him.
"Get everyone out of the room. We need to see if she can speak."
"Everyone out." Alvin said in his doctor voice. All the nurses and other doctors left except for the doctor that was just standing above me.
Then there were four. Me, Alvin, Derek and the mystery doctor.
"All right." Derek said. "This is a crucial time. Dr. Frost check her vitals while I run more paralitics."
Dr. Frost. So his name is revealed. Derek came infront of me and ran the light infront of my eyes and again I squinted. He had me squeeze his hand again. It still hurt. Everything still hurt but again my fingers moved.
"Her vitals are good sir." Dr. Frost said turning from the monitor where he was writing down my vitals to Dr. Sheperd.
"Good." said Dr. Sheperd. "Now we need to see if she can speak. It will help us know if there was any permanent brain damage or not."
Derek went to the side of my bed and sat down carefully. Alvin went to the otherside and did the same only taking my hand in his.
Dr. Frost went and sat in a chair in the corner of the room. Looking over my chart again.
"Emily. You know that you were intubated right?" Derek asked.
I nodded slightly remembering them pulling the tube out of my throat.
"Then you know that your throat will be sore and speaking wont be easy. We need you to speak to us. Can you tell us your name?" Derek asked.
My tongue was dry so i swallowed. I opened my mouth to speak. Alvin and Derek stared at me in anticipation.
It took a few trys but I stuttered out my name. It was squeky and scratchy but it was clearly me saying my name.
Alvin sighed in relief but Derek didnt let his gaurd down.
"Can you tell me who he is?" Derek asked pointing Alvin.
Well duh. I thought. "Thats Alvin." I said in a no duh voice. Well an alomost no duh voice seeing as how i could still barely speak.
Alvin smiled and bent down. He got right next to my face and brushed his lips across mine. It was the gentless kiss i've ever had. Like he was afraid to put to much pressure or he would break me. He was acting like i was glass. Then again, I'm not exactly sure what really happened.
"Hey sweetie." Alvin said looking at me with watery eyes.
My eyelids became heavy and i couldnt help but close them. As soon as I did i drifted into a deep sleep.
Whats going on?
I hear what me and Alivn call the magical sound. The beeping of a heart monitor.
My eyes shoot open and the vision is blury but i see a doctor who was young and handsome standing above me with paddles in his hands. He's not looking at me hes looking across the room. A ton of nurses are standing around me when pain starts to seep into my head. A dull throb but enough to be bothersome.
As well as my throat. My stomach. My arms and legs. Everything hurts.
I hear the heart monitor's beeping speed up as I feel myself start to panic.
I look back up to the young doctor standing above me. He looks back to me and turns pale.
He stares at me before he realizes i am now coughing and sputtering. I cant breath. There is something in my throat.
Doctors move all around and they open my mouth. Which was painful. I feel somehting slide all the way from the bottom of my throat back up.
Was I intubated? Did they just Extubate me?
"Move! Let me see her!" Derek Sheperd yelled. I recognize his voice and wonder why he is here.
He comes into my vision and takes out a light. He waves it infront of my eyes and i squint thinking why the heck are you doing that!
Then he speaks to me "Emily." He says. He refuses to call me Emily Ann. He thinks that if i can call him McDreamy he gets to call me a name that i dont use.
"Can you follow me with your eyes?" He asked. Putting his fingers infront of my face. I follow his finger. Somthing inside me rejioces at the accomplishment but i don't know why. I don't know what has happened. "Alright can you squeeze my hand?" He asks gripping my hand trying to hide the smile from me following his eyes. Like he doesn't want to get his hopes up. What happened that he would do that. I think back and I can't remember what happened. I remember the bomb and flying backwards and hitting my head. I can't remember anything after that.
"Emily. Pay attention. I need you to squeeze my hand." Derek says when he sees that i've gone distant.
I try to move my fingers. It's hard at first. But my fingers moved. They moved ever so slightly.
Derek couldnt help but to smile this time. He flashed the biggest smile i've ever seen.
Derek was shoved out of the way and Alvin filled the space where he just was.
He stared at me for a while. Derek pushed his way up to Alvin then spoke to him.
"Get everyone out of the room. We need to see if she can speak."
"Everyone out." Alvin said in his doctor voice. All the nurses and other doctors left except for the doctor that was just standing above me.
Then there were four. Me, Alvin, Derek and the mystery doctor.
"All right." Derek said. "This is a crucial time. Dr. Frost check her vitals while I run more paralitics."
Dr. Frost. So his name is revealed. Derek came infront of me and ran the light infront of my eyes and again I squinted. He had me squeeze his hand again. It still hurt. Everything still hurt but again my fingers moved.
"Her vitals are good sir." Dr. Frost said turning from the monitor where he was writing down my vitals to Dr. Sheperd.
"Good." said Dr. Sheperd. "Now we need to see if she can speak. It will help us know if there was any permanent brain damage or not."
Derek went to the side of my bed and sat down carefully. Alvin went to the otherside and did the same only taking my hand in his.
Dr. Frost went and sat in a chair in the corner of the room. Looking over my chart again.
"Emily. You know that you were intubated right?" Derek asked.
I nodded slightly remembering them pulling the tube out of my throat.
"Then you know that your throat will be sore and speaking wont be easy. We need you to speak to us. Can you tell us your name?" Derek asked.
My tongue was dry so i swallowed. I opened my mouth to speak. Alvin and Derek stared at me in anticipation.
It took a few trys but I stuttered out my name. It was squeky and scratchy but it was clearly me saying my name.
Alvin sighed in relief but Derek didnt let his gaurd down.
"Can you tell me who he is?" Derek asked pointing Alvin.
Well duh. I thought. "Thats Alvin." I said in a no duh voice. Well an alomost no duh voice seeing as how i could still barely speak.
Alvin smiled and bent down. He got right next to my face and brushed his lips across mine. It was the gentless kiss i've ever had. Like he was afraid to put to much pressure or he would break me. He was acting like i was glass. Then again, I'm not exactly sure what really happened.
"Hey sweetie." Alvin said looking at me with watery eyes.
My eyelids became heavy and i couldnt help but close them. As soon as I did i drifted into a deep sleep.
