This Can't be Real
A/N don't own. Sorry if this is kinda depressing for Christmas but I'm going to New Mexico for 10 days (which may not seem like a lot but it is to me) and won't see my boyfriend or mom or grandma and I'm sad, although I'm happy I get to see my dad just not happy enough.
Seth POV(After the Party)
On the drive home from the bonfire Kiley was extremely quiet, unusually quiet. Still driving I turned towards her.
"What's wrong?" I asked looking into her eyes and smiling what people call my 'goofy Seth' smile. In her dark almost black eyes I found what looked like extreme sadness.
"Oh...nothing." She seemed startled like she was in deep thought and looked away. I shrugged it off and thought of ways I could possibly ignore Mya. Kiley was beautiful and thoughtful so why could I only think of Mya. As I was pulling into Kiley's house I noticed a few stray tears run down her cheeks and I gently wiped them away with my thumbs which only made her start to sob. I took off her seat belt and put her in my lap so that it was easier for me to hold her. She looked at me through tear filled eyes and started mumbling like a crazy person.
"Kiley. Kiley, baby, what's wrong?" I asked shaking her lightly, which took all my strength considering lightly for me is quite hard, and pulled her tightly to my chest.
"Do you like that new girl Mya?" She asked. She didn't say it with malice or venom, just pure curiosity. That's why I asked her out in the first place she was so sweet, a lot like Emily. I didn't want to lie so I told the truth.
"Yes." I stated looking straight in her eyes before she tore her gaze away and sobbed harder.
"I don't think we should keep going out." She whispered looking at her hands that were twisting and knotting in her jacket sleeves.
"What?" I asked bewildered. I didn't raise my voice scared I would scare her, even if I so desperately wanted too.
"I'm so sorry." She sobbed in my shoulder. "I see the way you look at her and I know it hurts you to be away from her. I just don't know how you could love her so much in so little time. I love you and I will always love you. Don't ever forget that." She said as she looked in my eyes, her tears still pouring down her cheeks like rivers.
"I won't." I said looking back at her before cupping her face in my hands and bringing her face to mine. I gently pressed my lips to hers. I pulled away and she quickly unlocked her door and ran out. She ran up her driveway and opened her front door before slipping in and slamming it. I felt like a horrible person. I licked my lips and tasted the saltiness of her tears.
Later that night as I lay in bed I thought about what I would do tomorrow. I decided to take action. Tomorrow I would no longer cause pain. I would go to Mya's house and demand she go out with me. This replayed over and over in my head, all the while I was smiling like an idiot and that's how I fell asleep. Feeling guilty, sad, and most of all more energetic and happy then I have felt in my whole life. Which is saying a lot.
A/N THANK YOU FINGERCRACKER FOR GIVING ME THIS IDEA! CHECK HER OUT! XD
Sorry if this was short or rushed. It didn't turn out quite how I wanted to but I posted it so you guys would have something to read in my absence.
Thank you hanaharoo, Darknangelsonic, shocker13 and fingercracker. You have reviewed like every chapter since you started reading and I really appreciate it. You have helped me keep on going...along with my mom yelling at me how I can't stop in the middle of a story...yet again. Thank You!!!:)
Also I forgot Thank You for if you did give constructive criticism, thank you for not making them ones that tell you to jump off a bridge! :D
Thank you La Tua Cantante101 I appreciate your reviews. :] Check out these authors there awesometastic! Sorry for the long authors note.
