CHAPTER 11

I opened my eyes to see the dark room with a window which alllowed moon light to fall threw, the air smelt of blood, bandages and tea. I looked around the room not moving a muscle the memory came back I went..no became that monster that is living inside me, I nearly killed Ichigo he probably hates me now for the beast I hold I honestly don't blame him if he does. I sighed deeply and tears rolled down my cheecks I'm sorry...so sorry; I glanced down at my stomach to see the bandages upon them that were getting covered with new blood and the white rode I was wearing on my body, "What has my power become?" I whisphered and sat up ignoring the pain in my stomach. The door was slittly open where light shined threw from the hallway I could hear faint voices in the distances from a diffrenet room some where.

"Why didn't or couldn't my fairies heal her Uarahara ?"

"I don't know Inoue-san it is all stange to me the power she holds the restiu she has or the spiritaul pressure it makes no sense to me she is only human"

"Wow a human is causing the great Uarahara to be confused"

"Oh shut up Yoruichi this is hard if you so fucken cocky you figure it out"

"I'm just saying... did you see how she turned to mist that was some crazy shit eh Koursaki"

"I honestly can't get over the fact she stabbed herself rather then kill me and the mist thing was pretty crazy"

"Ichigo have you ever thought maybe she didn't want you to die "

"Of course Sado but I'm confused about everything like the fact a foster kid hold that and ...arrgh it's to complicated"

I stood and walked to the voice time to face the magic, I slid the door open and walk slowly to the room where they were sitting on the floor with tea in hand they stared at me like I was a fucked up woman. " Can someone please go to my house and get my hand mirror?" I asked looking at the shocked faces to see me up and walking jeez more stareing take a god damn picture it'll last longer.

I sighed and moved to the sink were the kettle was, I poured some tea in a cup and sat down in a corner. "Fine all I need is a mirror" I said when Uryu cleared his throat "Kuchkiki-san ?" I glanced up at him quickly then back at my cup "What Ishida-kun?" I asked "What are you?" he asked. I sighed and sipped my tea, I placed the cup on the side. I played with my thumb in silence "I-I-I'm a monster" I spoke "M-Monster...what do you mean?" he asked.

I stood and headed the table that was a glass top, and placed the cups on the floor I took a knife and cut my finger. I let the drops hit the glass table and they moved around the glass, I sighed and closed my eye to forcus when a image appeared on the glass.

It was a image of the mist I become and what goes on in my head "This is my monster side... well that is what I call it, well the side takes control and wishes to rule the world kill every thing in it especailly human's because on the hate of being left out from the species. It lives in my brain when I get angry and it shows me things it wishes to do but if I let it the monster consumes power and my soul" I said then thought of when I was helping hollows when the image appeared, with a hollow and myself "This a hollow which you know these creatures are forgotten by loved one and I can give them a second chance...may search for their second chance they will do anything for it, I simple decide if they are worth it and why with what they are worth, what they'll give and who will it effect in a postive way but I am mainly called a second chancer"

"I became a second chancer when I was born I had a slim chance of living my mother was a human and so was my father but my parnets knew a person who was called a life giver, one day they decided to let her do a spell but she couldn't all she said was ' This child is a... a blessing for the dead souls she'll pull threw' and then disappeared from then on never to be found again. I was raised by my parnets till I was 4 years old when the worst night happened" I said losing focus and letting the image fated away.

" Why do you have such a restiu " Uarahara asked "I take the soul pressure from the hollow and their restiu so it builds up I have saved billions of people but Shimigames kill most of them before they find me" I spoke "W-What happened to your p-" I slapped my hand over Ichigo's mouth before he could finish the question. "I'll tell you now my parents died because of me okay" I said removing my hand. I stared at the blood on the table when another tear fell from my eye, the window opened and my mirror came floating in like a cloud I grabbed it and placed it on the table and it grew to the size on the glass with the black rim.

I focused a little and the day played

(mirror image)

A family was out on a pinic on a sunny day their three children ran and laughed well their one little raven girl flew high in the cloud "RUKIA! BAYAKUA ! HISANA TIME FOR FOOD!" the man yelled and the children came quickly all seemed happy and okay at the momment when the woman caught sight of a gate opening in the clouds "Kanaye their here !" she yelled and the man looked up to see Shimigames flying threw "Kids hide...Rukia take to the sky" the woman said the girl shock her head no "I'm not leaving you mommy" she cried in tears.

"Just remember mommy and daddy love you and your brother and sister nothing is your falt hunny but go now" she said Rukia nodded and flew to the clouds that where dark and gloomy the shimigames ran down "ALL WE WANT IS RUKIA KUCHKIKI NO NEEDS TO GET KILT" the leader spoke loudly "You will not have our daughter" the woman said "Listen missy your daughter is a huge danger to the scale of life and death she must be kilt and distroyed before everything goes bad" the leader said.

"My daughter is a blessing a gift she saves people unlike you monsters who kill them at any chance so you and your soul society can go to hell" she yelled and the leader slashed her with his sword killing her quickly "MOMMY !" Rukia yelled from the clouds as she watched when they killed her father with a single cut to the throat, "DADDY!" she screamed the sadness took over with her anger she turned to the misty beast and swapped down with quick hands ripped them to shredds.

(end of mirror)

I sighed and wiped the tears away from my cheecks "My parents died for me and my brother blamed me for their lifes, The shimigames died by my hands for my family and I was taken away to be a orphan do to my families not wanting any part of me and my gift... so there you go I'm a open book Ichigo, I killed my parent and shimigames and reborn hollow souls " I said then left the room.

I know it was boring but I had writers block for like 2 to 3 weeks for this story R&R please