I woke up but kept my eyes shut as tight as I could, I could feel Dean wrapped around me but I really didn't want to face anything right now, last night ran through my brain quicker then anything else. I already knew I owed Phil an apology and Dean would probably dump me as soon as he realized I was actually a psycho and the girl that walked the halls of the WWE was only part of who I am.

I opened my eyes I was as cuddled in to him as he was to me. I remember being so angry when we got to the best and him just holding me, Phil and Aj came shortly after but I ignored them cuddling in to Dean. I was way to angry.

"Are you alright?" Dean asked.

I looked up at him and considered the question for a moment before hugging in to him. "Yeah, I'm alright," I sighed.

"You sure?" he asked. Pulled back and sat up resting my back on the wall. I used to get so sore sleeping on the bus but I guess I had kind of gotten used to it and it was kinda the norm.

"Yeah," I said looking up at the roof, I felt Dean move and sit up next to me.

"How are your ribs?" he asked putting his arm around my shoulder.

"They're actually alright" I said feeling them, there was a slight bit of pain but I'd been through worse. "Not perfect but alright."

He was silent for a couple of moments, probably thinking of how to get out the door quickest. I rested my head on his shoulder. I liked him, I didn't want him to leave. Acting like a complete psycho last night probably didn't help that, I mean it was just a couple of spiders.

"What's in your head Lilly Brooks?" Dean asked I lifted my head and looked at him he started massaging my head it felt so good.

"A brain," I said smirking.

"And the good old Brooks humour." He laughed kissing my forehead. "Seriously though," he said softly. "What are you thinking?"

"I don't know," I sighed. Everything from last night running through my head again, it was such a small issue.

"I think you do know," he said softly, "You and your brother are pretty out spoken, it makes me think you know exactly what is going on up there." I laughed a little and looked at my hands "It would be cool if you wanted to share."

"I. . . "I took a deep breath. "I'm thinking I'm probably the most high maintenance girl friend you've ever had" I said looking up in to his eyes. "and we haven't even had sex yet." I said honestly.

"You're not high maintenance," he laughed.

"But I'm not that girl who walks the halls," I said honestly. "People know me as Lilly Brooks who mucks around and make people laugh, but I"

"Lilly, It's okay, none of us are really the person we pretend to be back there," he said honestly. "We go to work we have so much fun with our friends and it's the best job in the world,' he told. "But we all go to our bus or cars with our own issues, all of us,"

"I know," I admitted and he was right we did all have out own issues. "But I just wish I didn't,"

"Well I'm sorry beautiful but your human," he said pulling me in to him.

"Here I was thinking facades were cool," I smiled looking up to him.

"They might be cool, but I want to know you, Lilly Brooks." He said poking my nose. "Not who you pretend to be"

Our faces were centimetres apart, I loved what he was saying but for some reason I still questioned it.

"What if I'm just one of those girls who just has so many issues that people cant stand to be around me." I asked, I heard the door open, but ignored it. I knew it was Phil.

"You think I don't have problems Lilly?" Dean asked, "Maybe I'm so messed up you wont want to be around me." he said I looked back in to his eyes.

"I doubt it," I said getting his point.

"Just let me get to know you, not the face you give everybody else,"

"Okay," I said softly, he smiled as he moved in to kiss me softly. I pulled back and smiled then looked over the other side of the bus. Phil was sipping on a juice staring out in to space. Guilt twinged a little I looked back down to my hands.

"I might go catch up with Seth and Roman for a while," Dean said moving to be hovering above me.

"Oh. . okay?" I said looking in to his eyes. "Where?"

"Probably crossfit, I'll get ready and go" he said, "Call me in a while, okay?" he said kissing my cheek.

"Okay," I smiled. That was a definitely a subtle way of telling me to talk to my brother. He kissed me before walking off. I took a deep breath and pushed myself off the couch walking over leaning up against the bench. I stood there for a second waiting for him to say something I slowly looked up at him as he looked down to me. "Do you want to go get some breakfast?"

He looked down at me and crossed his arms, he had a look on his face that made me kind of angry. His eye brows were raised and his lips were pressed shut, he knew he didn't have to talk to me, he knew I'd fucked up, I knew it too, I just didn't want him to punish me for it.

"Please Phil?" I begged.

He rolled his eyes and pushed off the bench. "I'll put a shirt on,"

We walked to a nearby restaurant making sure they served leaner foods for Phil, I just wanted some damn bacon.

"So," Phil said after the waiter walked away, I looked up and in to his eyes. "That was quite a show you put on last night." He said taking a sip of his Pepsi.

"I know, I'm sorry," I said softly swirling the straw in my own drink. "I should never have spoken to you like that."

"How come you don't look me in the eyes when you say these things anymore?"

"What?" I asked my eyes flicking to his.

"You can't seem to look me in the eyes anymore,"

"I have no idea what you're talking about."

"Yesterday when you told me about Dean, you couldn't look me in the eyes, and now you cant even look me in the eyes when you apologise" he pointed out

"do you have any idea how hard it is for me to admit I'm wrong? Especially to you?" I asked, looking at him. "as for yesterday I knew you would act like an asshole."

"Oh you did?"

"Yeah, well you were against me even just going on a date with him, I knew you would act the way you did,"

"You understand why though, Don't you?"

"I do but you have to understand that I'm going to keep trying to be happy, I just don't want you to scare these people away."

"True, you're doing a pretty good job of that yourself,"

"No I'm not," I snapped.

"Where is he then?" Phil tilted his head.

"He went to meet his friends," I laughed, "I'm not going to put a leash on him," I spat. "Seriously though I knew I needed to talk to you."

"You do?"

"Yeah to apologise!" I whined. "Can you just accept the damn apology?"

"You were pretty mean though," he admitted as our food arrived.

"Is there anything else I can help you with?" the waitress asked.

"Yeah, can I get a Vodka and Lemon?" I asked looking at her.

"You're really going to drink?" Phil asked.

"With ice?" The waitress asked.

"Yeah, please"

"Coming right up," the waitress walked away.

"Are you going to accept my apology?" I asked ignoring the drinking comment.

"Do you remember any of it?"

"I remember a bit, you know what I'm like bro, you get that way too." I admitted.

"I know, but not as often," he said. "You went 100% Dean and Zero percent family."

My stomach sank, some more stuff sunk in to my mind.

"You said some pretty messed up stuff,"

"I'm sorry Phil, I really am, I never want to hurt you, ever." I said looking him in the eyes making sure he knew what I was saying I ment. "I get it okay, I'm a bitch,"

"As long as you know," he laughed, I looked up and he was smirking. "We have Chicago in a two weeks." He said.

"I know I'm so excited," I said eating some food. "Before that we have Ohio,"

"What's so great about Ohio?"

"Dean's home," I smiled.

"I thought he lived in Vegas,"

"Well yeah, but his from Ohio," I smiled.

"That's Monday."

"Yeah," I smirked. "Either way I cant wait to get home, I can mess your house up then go to my own home and Party,"

"Mess both houses up?"

"Pretty much," I nodded. "I wonder if we can skip Smackdown next week and just go straight home?"

"The only reason you're not on house shows this week is because of your ribs," he pointed out.

"Oh, what's your excuse?"

"I'm the best in the world," he shrugged

"Now who's riding of whose success?" I laughed.

His phone started ringing he looked at the screen. "It's Aj," he said, "I told her to text me when she woke up,"

"Okay" I shrugged pulling my phone out of my bra texting Dean 'Working out that sexy body?'

I received 'not yet, how's your breakfast'

'great the older twin is on a call'

A second later my phone rung.

"Is it an important call?" I heard before I could even say hello.

"Nah, it's just his girlfriend."

"Oh so your boyfriend calls,"

"I don't mind," I laughed. "You haven't been to the gym yet?"

"Nah, Seth wouldn't wake up,"

"Are you back at that stupid ass hotel?"

"Yeah, don't break up with me or anything though,"

"I won't if you blow it up,"

"Funnily enough I was just placing the dynamite"

"You're funny Ambrose," I said honestly.

"Do you want to travel with me tonight?"

"Is that an ultimatum?" I asked a little confused.

"No," he laughed. "I meant more on The Shield's bus," he said, "Hang out with some friends, drink some giggle juice."

"Giggle juice?" I laughed. Looking up at Phil who furrowed his brow and shook his head before going back to his conversation.

"Alcohol,"

"I know," I laughed. "You're so adorable,"

"Dont say that too loudly," he whined. "Are you in?"

"What's in it for me?"

"I'll give you something special," he said smoothly, those few words sent tingles all over my body. I took a deep breath.

"You just want to bone a Brooks,"

"Oh I like that one," Phil cheered, I looked up he offered me a high-five. "I'm so stealing it."

"Lame," I said turning my attention back to Dean.

"Well I do but that's"

"I know you're trying to be polite Dean, but I know what you want,"

"I told you I can wine and dine,"

"Yeah, but if you don't just say you want my booty, I'll hold you to the something special thing,"

"I want your booty so bad, Lilly Brooks, I want to hold your hands above your head and fuck you so hard from behind that you wouldn't know what was going on." He said pausing I had my eyes closed trying to control the earges to say something similar back to him. "That's the truth, but you said you wanted to move slowly, and I'm going to respect that, until you're ready to take the next step," I heard noises in the background, Seth and Roman calling something.

"Okay," I said softly, blushing. "I'll come but I want to work out and stuff first." I said just wanting to hug him, kiss him, his dirty talk was so hot, and my mind was muddled.

"We're about to go to the gym."

"Oh, I should meet you," I said looking underneath the table.

"What ar you doing?" Phil asked.

"I was seeing if you were wearing your running shoes,"

"Why?"

"Because I want to jog,"

"Okay," he laughed.

"Can you ask Aj to meet us at crossfit with a change of cloths for me?"

"No," Phil spat.

"Dean, babe, I'll meet you at crossfit,"

"Okay," he laughed. I hung up my phone and stood up reaching to snatch Phil's.

"What are you doing now?" he whined.

"Let me talk to Aj," I demanded.

"No,"

"Well can you get her to grab me an overnight bag?" I whined.

"Gosh Lilly why can't you get anything done yourself."

"Don't be a jerk."

"Who wouldn't be a jerk when they're related to you,"

"Dean's not a jerk," I said flopping in my seat.

"Yeah well why you don't make his girlfriend run your errands,"

I glared at him, well played; he was a master with words.

.

Phil and I rounded the corner, I sighed a sigh of relief when we saw the cross fit sign, I was hoping Dean was already here. Phil held the door open and let me walk in I slid my headphones to my neck looking around spotting Seth across the room on a elliptical trainer smiling when I noticed Dean a couple of machines away from him stepping off, I walking over to him jumping in to his arms. Putting my hands on his face kissing him.

"You're all sweaty," he said pulling back, looking up in to my eyes.

"We ran," I smiled. "We like running" I soothed his cheeks so much was running through my mind but my eyes just wanted to be looking in to his.

"Are you just going to stare?" he asked, I nodded pushing my hands through his hair kissing his cheek before nestling my face in the crook of his neck while wrapping my arms around him. He held me for a good five minutes. Before kissing my neck. "Are you going to let me work out?" he pulled his head back I pushed my lips in to his. Sliding down off his body turning to walk away he grabbed my hand and pulled me back. "I almost forgot," he said reaching in to his pocket.

"What are you doing?" I laughed lowering one eyebrow.

"Well," he said grabbing my wrist slipping a stretchy bracelet with cute fluoro coloured beads on it. I took my hands back and looked at it running my hand over two white flat beads with the Letters 'LB" then on the other side of the wrist two identical beads with the letters 'DA' on them. It was so cute a smile took over my whole entire face. "I can do special," he said, I let out a slight laugh, I was in awe, I couldn't speak, "I mean it's not gold or anything," he said nervously.

I looked up at him. "No, I love it," I cheered wrapping my arm around his neck hugging into him.