This chapter contains a lemon so I'm just letting you know before hand.
BPOV
Jacob pulled into his driveway, he helped me out the door cause I was so drunk, i was stumbling and laughing, and he was cracking up at me. We got in the door and I turned to Jacob and said, "Where's Billy?"
He got a grin on his face and said, "He's fishing with Charlie for the weekend." I looked at him and said, "So you mean he's gone the entire weekend?" Jake nodded and dipped his head and kissed me. This wasn't like the other kisses, this one was full of love, life, hope, and need. I returned the kiss whole-hearted. He picked me up and carried me to the bedroom and layed me on the bed only breaking the kiss long enough to shut and lock the door muttering about "interruptions", and then we were back to kissing. I had my hands wrapped in his hair trying to pull him closer, he growled when I moaned which made me moan again. I grabbed the bottom of his shirt and started to pull it up, he got the idea and lifted his arms. God I can't believe I never did this before. I ran my hands down his chest feeling his muscles, he helped me out of my shirt and pushed me back against the bed pinning my arms above my head. I moaned into his mouth, he kissed down my jawline to my neck, he nibbled slightly and I thought about him marking his territory, but I couldn't think so I just went with it. His mouth caught my nipple, and I gasp and arched my back, a line of fire running down my stomach. He growled and took the other one in his mouth. His hands moving down my stomach, they came to the edge of my skirt and started to pull it down. He let go of my hands and my hands went straight to his neck to pull him in for another kiss, I grinded against him and he growled and took off the rest of our clothes, he looked at me and I blushed, being self conscious I tryed to cover up myself, He grabbed my hands and said, "Never cover yourself Bella. Your too beautiful."
He hovered on top of me and said, "Are you sure, we don't have any protection." I glanced over his shoulder and pointed to my bag, he went to it and pulled out a little circle compact looking thing. He looked at me and raised his eyebrows, I giggled and said, "Carlisle gave them to me, Alice seen that if I didn't take them, then something would happen. I'm not saying that's a bad thing, but we aren't ready for that. I mean your still in high school and we're not married and we both live at our parents house." He tossed the little pack of pills on the floor and dove on me. He started kissing me again, he started to kiss down my neck, to my chest, I wrapped my hands in his hair, he went lower with his kisses, I could feel the fire start to build in my stomach, his head was between my legs and if I was capable of any thought I would be very embarrassed but with his tongue doing things to me I couldn't even think. His tongue flicked in and out of me, and his thumb was rubbing my clit. I moaned and arched my back. I was so close.
"Ja Jake!" He pulled away and came back on top of me.
"Not so quick Bella, we need to enjoy this." He dipped his head and caught me in a kiss. I could feel him at my entrance, I opened my legs more for him and felt him slide in a little bit. Then he stopped, and gave me a questioning look.
"Bella? You never? You were married, and you never?!" I turned beet red, and tried to catch my breath.
"I didn't want to make him, it wasn't fair to me to test him like that so we decided to wait till after my change, and since that obviously didn't happen here we are." I told him with much stuttering over the embarrassing subject.
"Oh Bella" He said in his husky, sexy voice and kissed me, and pushed past the barrier he had unexpectedly encountered, all in one movement. I didn't get the chance to cry out, and in the next second, the pleasure and fire was overwhelming. I arched my back and soon we matched each others tempo. As I neared my climax, I dug my nails into his back and he growled, and pulled out a little bit, I whimpered, and he chuckled and drove in again, I screamed his name, and pulled his head to my lips as I climaxed so did he.
We layed there for a long while, before he looked at me and said, "You know if you would have told me a 3 weeks ago that I would be in bed with the woman that I love, and that she would still be married to a leech and she would also be a werewolf. I would have locked that person up in a loony bin." I started laughing. "You know, you were right. Don't get me wrong, I love Edward, and a part of me will always love him. He was my first love, it's only right that I keep him in my heart. He saved me in more ways than one. He made me the person I am. I owe him more than that. If it weren't for him, and his family, I wouldn't be here right now, Sam wouldn't be marrying Emily, Jared wouldn't be with Kim, Leah wouldn't be with Kain, Olivia would be dead. I would probably be dating Mike Newton! So in a way we really should be thankful of the Cullans. If you think about it that way, they are not really our enemy's but our allies. They will always be there to help us, if we need them. Our job is to protect the human from human-drinking vampires, not animal drinking ones. We can be friends and I intend to prove that."
Jacob looked at me and said, "Only you, Bella. Could live with a covan of 7 Vampires, turn into a werewolf the born sworn enemy of a vampire and still be friends with them." He laughed but then got serious and looked into my eyes and said, "I promise I will try, try is the key word. But so help me, Bella, if they hurt you I will not hesitate to kill them." "I know Jake, I might hesitate but I do take my job seriously. I just have this feeling that everything is too good right now. Something bad is gonna happen, I feel it. It's like this little tickle in the pit of my stomach right now. Everything is going to be good for a while but I just know something bad is coming and I have an idea what it is. I'm scared, I've been having dreams and I know better than to ignore them. When you first told me your legends on the beach, I had a dream that night where Edward was on one side of me and you were next to me, Edward was calling me to him, and you were holding me back and then you said to run. I blinked and you were a wolf and facing off against him. So you see, even back then I knew subconsciously that you were a wolf and eventually one day I would have to choose. I have to listen to my dreams. Tomorrow I am gonna bring up my fear with the Elders and we have to get the Cullans in on this, it involves them too."
Jake hugged me and I snuggled in his chest and fell asleep. Only to dream of the Votuli again coming for me.
