Not the way I wanted to end it, but I couldn't think of another way! I'm truly sorry for not reaching expectations. This was probably the hardest story I've ever had to write.

I hope you guys enjoyed it, even if I was a horrible updater.

Thank you to those who reviewed. I enjoyed each and every one of them!

I don't own Victorious or BTR.


"Why did you have to go and punch him?" Tori yelled as she paced the guys' apartment. Carlos and James took Logan away from the Palm Woods and far from Kendall.

Kendall was holding frozen peas to his mouth, as he rolled his eyes, "why do you even care?"

"He's my friend! He's your best friend."

"That's why you're sticking up for him? Because he's your friend? That's bullshit."

"It's the truth!"

"I was being the perfect boyfriend and showing you that it drives me crazy that you kissed another guy! And it's not just any 'another guy', my best fucking friend!" Kendall said raising his hands in the air in defeat.

Tori shook in anger, "fighting isn't the answer to solving a problem!"

"Then why are we fighting to be together?" Kendall whispered.

Tori felt her heart stop, "what are you saying?"

"We're fighting to keep something that I don't remember going. I have to move forward and you want to go back. I can't go back. I can't say I remember what we were. And I can see that it's killing you. And it's killing me that it's affecting you this bad."

"But we're worth fighting for!" Tori said quietly crying.

"Not if it results you going home and crying because I didn't say the same exact thing I did before." Kendall said sitting down, not looking at Tori as she stood slowly breaking in front of him.

"But I don't care."

"Yes you do. You try to bring me back to the old spots and have high expectations that I'll somehow remember and things will go back to how it used to. But do you really think that will ever happen?"

"The doctors said there was a chance you'd remember!"

"It's been months Tori and the only thing I remember is saying goodbye to Jo. I can't keep doing this."

"Doing what?"

"This teeter-totter thing, one day we're good and the next I do something wrong and it upsets you!

"What are you saying?"

"I think we should just stop, stop chasing two different things." Kendall said dropping the bag on top of the table.

Tori stood in front of him, making an even bigger mess of herself. She couldn't believe that he was just giving up. She wanted to keep trying, Tori is a fighter and she's never stop fighting for what she wanted.

"No."

"What?"

"I said no."

Tori wiped at her face and sat in front of him. She took his hands in hers and looked straight into his beautiful eyes.

"I'm never giving up on us. It kills me to see you with Jo because she's the one you remember loving. She's a threat. And when I kissed Logan, it was when I felt you pulling back. You were so excited Jo was back and I was just a stranger to you. It hurt, I felt like I was getting denied by my own boyfriend. But I know I'm not in love with anyone else. I'm in love with you. And I'm willing to move forward with you. Make new places that we could both remember and make it our special spots. I just don't want to lose you."

Kendall smiled into her palm that cupped his bruised cheek. His feelings for Tori increase every time they have a good day. He felt like he was new at dating and falling for a girl was all new. He looked up and stared into her hopeful eyes. Those dark brown orbs were just too hard to say no to.

She felt him nod against her palm and she smiled wider, chuckling as her sad tears turned into happy ones. She leaned forwards and closed her lips around his, exhaling deeply that he was eager to return the kiss. His arms wrapped around her thin waist and pulled her closer to him. She gasped as she almost fell on top of him, adjusting so that she straddled him on the couch. She wiggled on top of him till she got comfortable, rising a throaty moan from Kendall.

She smirked as she grinded harder against his jeans, he bucked in rhythm. Their tongues met in a fierce battle, trying to savor the taste. Tori missed making out with Kendall like this. Kendall was trying hard not to embarrass himself since it felt like it's been forever.

Kendall moved his hands from her waist to her butt as he stood up, on instinct Tori wrapped her legs around her boyfriend's waist, feeling him move around but concentrating on the heat that radiated from their bodies. Tori's body felt like it was burning, hot from Kendall's kisses.

Kendall felt his way into his room and kicked the door closed. Impatiently and roughly, he threw her body against the door. Tori let out a straggled cry of pain and pleasure. Kendall felt his way up her body. Feeling, kneading and grasping her body making her shiver and make heavenly noises.

Kendall's lips found her jaw, kissing his way to her neck where he nibbled and licked. Tori tightened her legs around him, feeling his arousal hot against her core. She almost shook in bliss from the contact. She let out a deep moan when she felt him suck on that specific spot on her neck that was hard to find.

She moved her lips to his ear and bit down softly, "make love to me."

Kendall removed them from the door and on to his bed. Kissing his way down her body, enjoying the way she cried and groaned when he teased her. Every inch of exposed skin he made sure to show attention to. He was taking his time because, technically, this was his first time with Tori.

Tori felt like his mouth was going to send her overboard. It'd been a while since they've been intimate and she'd be a liar if she said she didn't miss this. Feeling Kendall's lips all over her, made her heart clutch in her chest she wanted to gasp for air but every time he'd expose her skin his lips were all over it.

She felt a cool breeze as he peeled her shirt off her body, kissing her stomach as he unbuttoned her pants, peeling them off her long legs. Kissing her inner thighs teasing as his fingers brushed her panties. Kendall kissed his way up, unclasping her bra and discarding it off of her body.

"You're beautiful." Kendall said after stopping to get a look at his girlfriend. He knew at that moment Tori was the girl for him. No one else seemed right for him.

Tori smiled widely and reached behind his neck to bring him closer. She kissed him, both moaning when their chest met in the middle. Kendall's hand shimmed down lower, feeling his way in between her legs. His hand dipped inside her panties, Tori gasped as she moved her head to the side giving Kendall full access to her neck. His fingers danced up and down her slick folds. His erection strained against his pants, begging for some release or friction. He kissed down her neck, taking her erect nipple in his mouth as he teased her with his tongue, kneading her other breast with his free hand.

Feeling how wet she was, he inserted a finger inside her, feeling the tightness engulf around his finger. He slipped it out as slowly as he slid it in. Tori bucked her hips upward to meet his tiny thrusts.

She groaned at how painfully slow he was going. Letting go of her hold on the bed sheets underneath her, she held onto his shoulders pushing him over so she can straddle him. Her hair fell forward, covering her face from his. She pushed it to the side as she kissed his jaw, nibbling underneath the pulse making him hold onto her hips and grind against her.

Her small hot hands slipped under his shirt, feeling his toned chest as she pushed his shirt upward. She stopped kissing his neck to take off his shirt, admiring what was underneath her for a few seconds before pushing him down. She shimmied her way down his body while leaving a trial of open mouth kisses. She licked above the waistline of his pants before her confident hands unbuttoned his belt and pants. Tori pulled them both down, she looked up and saw Kendall's wondering eyes as he was fully exposed in front of her.

She sat near his knees before grabbing him with both hands, still leaving a good three inches exposed. Kendall closed his eyes and prayed that he'd hold on a few more minutes but having her grasp him like that was making it nearly impossible. He opened his eyes at the right moment, because she was staring up at him smirking before taking him in her mouth. Kendall groaned but kept his eyes glued to hers, watching his dick slowly disappearing in her mouth, inch by inch then her full lips sucked tighter. He forced his eyes not to roll behind his head, wanting to enjoy it.

Her head bobbed up and down, her hands taking care of what she couldn't put in her mouth. Hearing him groan and shake beneath her only aroused her more. He tangled his fingers in her hair and added his thrusts. Loosing all self control he began to breathe erratically, pushing her upward by her shoulders. He sat up, bringing their chest together. Kissing her soundly one last time, he slipped into her slick core, moaning in sync at the contact. After Tori adjusted she began to move on top of him, slowly at first trying to enjoy it like she became familiar to.

Kendall's eyes stayed open the whole time, enjoying the look of bliss on her face. The way she frowned when the pace slowed, the small 'o' her mouth made when she stopped breathing for a second, the way her legs tighten around him as he hit her g-spot.

Tori felt her mind turn into complete mush as her heart sped up and her stomach tightened, her fingers grasped tightly on his shoulders, her paces changed from fast to wild. Kendall helped her reach her release, her walls clenching around him sending him over the edge soon after.

They both lay limp on his bed, sweating and trying to find a way to get their hearts beating normally without having a heart attack. After a few minutes they snuggled deep underneath his sheets. She kissed his shoulder and looked up at him.

"What's going to happen to us?"

"We're going to move forward."

"What about you and Logan?"

"We'll always be best friends but I'm not going to trust you two together. So please don't hang out with him alone."

"I feel the same way about Jo."

"Okay. It's a deal." Kendall said kissing her forehead.

Tori snuggled deeper in his arms. Every fight, every tear, every thing that she had gone threw these past few months lead her to here. Things weren't perfect between them but they never were. Even before Kendall's accident they were always separated from the two different lives they lived. She's a few weeks from graduation and he's on going to be recording a new album soon. She's going to college in the fall and he's going to do a promotional tour. Things between them have never been easy. But things worth having in life are never easy to get. Kendall will never remember what they once had but she could only cherish what they once were and enjoy what they're going to grow to become, an even stronger couple.