Healing Souls
Disclaimer: I own nothing except for Kamryn. SOA belongs to Kurt Sutter and whoever else works on it with him. So don't sue me, please.
He cheated on her. She cheated on him. They were both stupid and wrong to keep hurting each other. And it was all because of Tara. If Tara never entered the picture they would have been together right now, they would have been happy. And they both knew it.
Chapter Eleven
Kamryn nervously looked at the house in front of her and looked back towards Jax. "Maybe it was a bad idea to come." Kamryn said quietly, not taking off her helmet just yet.
Jax rolled his eyes as she got off his bike and helped her off. "Darlin', you're worrying over nothing." He told her as he un-clipped her helmet and put it on his bike.
Kamryn sighed and ran a hand through her unruly hair trying to tame the curls, somewhat. "I'm not that hungry." She lied hoping he would let her leave.
"Stop." Jax told her softly taking her hands in his. "You're probably starving and you're worrying over nothing."
Kamryn sighed and waved an impatient hand. "Alright then, let's get this over with."
"Hey, where the hell is Jackie Boy?" Chibs asked Gemma as he loaded his plate.
Gemma shrugged as she brought the last of the rolls out from the oven. "I don't know, he's coming though. He just said he was bringing somebody."
"Who?" Bobby asked before taking a sip of his beer.
Gemma shrugged. "Beats the hell outta me." She lied. She knew he was bringing Kamryn, but she'd be damned if she let the boys know that.
The door opened and Jax came in with a beautiful red-headed woman in tow. "Hey guys." Jax said as he slammed the door shut with his foot while he kept a tight grip on Kamryn's hand and pulled her into the dining room.
"Hey, baby." Gemma said still sitting at the table. "Hey, Kamryn. Haven't seen you in a while." She told her raising her brow at the girl.
Kamryn nodded. "Yeah." She said. Not since I was in the hospital, she thought bitterly. But she wasn't about to give this woman any ammunition to make her life hell.
"Kamryn, I've missed you!" Luann said getting up from her seat and hugged her. "I miss you coming by the studio. You have no idea how unorganized I've been since you left."
"Yeah, well. I got busy with things." Kamryn said quietly patting Luann's back politely.
Luann led her to the table with Jax following behind her and Luann plopped Kamryn in the seat next to her and gave her an extra plate.
"Thanks." She said while Luann seemed to overload her plate.
"Jesus Luann, she's tiny she's not gonna be able to eat all that." Otto said taking the spoon of mash potatoes away from Luann.
Luann looked at him as if he were stupid. "Of course she can, she's eating for two." Luann said not registering her words and took the spoon from Otto's hand and dropped the third spoonful of food on her plate.
Kamryn look at Luann in disbelief and shook her head as she put her face in her hands.
"Jax, you got her pregnant?" Bobby asked in disbelief.
Jax shrugged. "Yeah, so?"
Clay frowned at both of them. "Jesus Christ, you knocked her up and her psycho ex-boyfriend is trying to put your club in jail." He said in disbelief and lit himself a cigar and looked over at Gemma who was continuing eating as if nothing happened. "Fuck, Gemma. You knew?" He asked loudly.
Gemma looked at Clay and shrugged. "I found out a couple days ago, yes."
Clay looked at her with raised eye brows. "And you didn't think to tell me? Or how about you Luann, didn't tell Otto or me? You're an old lady you're supposed to tell the club shit like this."
Otto then stood up and pointed a finger at Clay. "You don't talk to her like that. I'm sure she had her reasons for not telling us."
"Well, aren't you gonna say anything, shithead?" Gemma asked looking at her son. "You started this mess."
Jax shrugged. "It happened. It's not like it wasn't ever going to happen. Besides I thought you'd be happier since it wasn't Taras'." Jax told her glaring at her.
Clay slapped his hand on the table harshly to get Jaxs' attention. "Enough."
Jax then turned his sights on Clay. "And why are you pissed? Because I didn't tell you what's going on in my personal life?" Jax asked him and let out a dry laugh. "Wow, the only person in this room allowed to show disappointment in this is my mother, and she's not even acting as bad you guys."
"Watch you tone." Clay warned. "I'm still your president."
"Stop trying to be my father and president right now. Pick one and stick with it." Jax spat at him and stood and he, gently, but firmly took Kamryn's hand in his. "Call me when you guys get some sanity back." He said leading himself and Kamryn out of the house.
He nostrils flared as he handed Kamryn the helmet. Kamryn put it on and before they got on the bike she put her hand on his cheek and kissed his lips. "Thank you." She said quietly.
Jax looked down at her and gave a half-smile. "Yeah, well before you were going to show me how thankful you were, I'm banking in on that."
Back at Kamryn's House
Kamryn was cuddling with Jax on the couch, she was stretched out on top of him and he was caressing her back with the tips of his fingers under the blanket. She sighed in pleasure and buried her head into his neck.
"I love you, you know." Jax said quietly and kissed her head. "I know you won't say it right now, and I get that. I just want you to know. You're it for me, I'm not hooking up with anybody else."
Kamryn smiled against his skin and kissed his neck. "I do love you Jax. It's just you hurt me, a lot."
Jax sighed and tightened his hold on her. "I know I have, and I'm sorry that I hurt you."
Kamryn nodded and picked up her head. She ran her fingers through his hair and smiled down at him. "I know you are, I forgive you. I forgave you along time ago."
Jax closed his eyes and let out a relieved sigh. "Well, at least I know I don't have to grovel anymore."
Kamryn shook her head in amusement and dropped her head down to make their lips touch softly. There was a knock on her door and she groaned annoyed. "I swear people like to bother us whenever we make-up."
Jax chuckled and rolled out from under her. He got up and put on his jeans and turned back to her. "You go back in your room and get on that bed. I'm gonna send who this prick is away."
Kamryn laughed and nodded. She wrapped the blanket around herself and kissed him. "Don't take to long." She told him and then ran towards her bedroom and shut the door.
Jax groaned and walked towards the door. He opened it with a scowl on his face but it quickly turned to and unwelcome surprise. "Tara?"
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I'm so sorry for the long wait! I really had no idea how I wanted to make this chapter because I have SO many ideas. Never think I'm abandoning this story, it's not ending any time soon. It's just me being stupid and trying to figure out what to introduce next... so continue to read and everything it makes me happy even if you don't review! (:
