BPOV

I couldn't help but giggle when I saw that Edward had to be held back by his brothers. A sound which surely didn't go unnoticed, whatever.

"What was that all about" Ryan asked

"jealous ex boyfriend" Mikayla answered for him I smirked at my own pain he only came back to fix me then leave again. he didn't think I was being human the right way. there was no way he was jealous.

"Today's gonna fucking suck" I said

"I don't know" Jason replied "I think we can have a bit of fun" I didn't really get what he was saying but the bell rang and I headed to class Jason and I had first period together so I hoped on his back and he carried me to class

"Jason how many times do I have to tell you to get bella off of your back" our teacher scolded us I giggled and hopped off his back

"Ya Jason get me off" he giggled too. I suddenly heard a low grumble and turned to see a very angry looking Emmet. I always thought of Emmet as a big teddy bear but now he looked absolutely terrifying and he naturally took the seat that was next to mine. As me and Jason walked to our seats ( his directly in front of mine) he whispered to me

"way awaken the angry bear Bella, good luck with that" he smirked and I half heartedly punched him in the arm and took my seat. Emmet still looking furious. He finally broke the silence

"Bella what are you doing with yourself" I didn't reply

"I know you heard me"

"Edward is really hurting from this" now that ignited the spark

"Edward is hurting?" I whispered harshly "I didn't leave Edward in a forest feeling like the biggest piece of shit unworthy of an love of any kind. I didn't leave Edward to pick up the pieces of his broken heart all alone. I didn't have a single person to confide too or else I would of looked like a complete lunatic. Edward wanted me to be human so I am being one. Humans bleed Emmet and humans can refuse to eat for long periods of times. I guess I can't even be human right is the superior Cullens eyes." I finished my little rant and was shaking with anger

"Bella..."

"Just shut the fuck up Emmet why don't you just skip the whole trying to change me and leave already because I know that's what you're all planning to do anyways" with that I walked out of the class mumbling to the teacher about going to use the bathrooms and locked myself in a stall, I clutched the side of my head pulling my hair and started hyperventilating. I reached into my bag and pulled out my blade and sighed with relief. The bathroom door banged open and I heard an angry but musical voice say my name, which was unmistakeably Alice. I gave myself 3 light cuts hardly even breaking the skin, only a few drops of blood formed before I wrapped my arm back up and flushed to toilet for dramatic effect.

" I know what you were doing"

"stalker" this through her off

"I wasn't... its not... im not a stalker!... its not safe ! "

"k" and I walked past her to my next class which was pretty uneventful until finally lunch came around I went straight to the smoke hole to meet everyone

"how you holding up?" M asked me

"jesus kill me im being followed every where"

"ahahaha I don't envy you right now"

"seriously guys what do I do?"

"Just ignore them" Matt told me

"or make them jealous ahahah" Jason said which everyone decided would be the most fun. the boys were hungry so we went inside to the cafe

I took my seat and put my legs up on Jason and completely ignored the fact that I knew all the Cullens, were watching me. Suddenly mike came over

"Hey bella I can't" he cleared his throat "hangout after school today I got called into work sorry"

"damn okay no problem, Friday still?" he kissed my forehead

"of course" when he was out of ear shot Jason snorted

"what kind of fuck buddy kisses foreheads?" he said

"Jason have I told you how much I hate you lately"

"Nope not lately"

"Well I hate you" when I said that he pinched me. there was a shadow behind and I turned to see none other than Edward himself

"Bella I bought you lunch"

" Bella doesn't eat lunch at school" M replied for me Edward glared at me and placed the tray of food in front of me I looked him straight in his golden eyes willing myself not to get lost in them

"Eating is for pussies" and I pushed it a side he groaned and walked away not before placing a note in lap too quickly for humans to see I pretended I was texting as I read it

Carlisle would like to look at your arm to ensure you are healing properly come over after school – please do this the easy way.

I spent the rest of the day cutting myself in the bathroom between classes and contemplating what my options were

Go easily

Get dragged there

I decided that if I went on my own I could leave a lot quicker so I said by to my friends kissed Jason like we weren't in a public place and then drove to the Cullens. What I wasn't expecting was to see Charlie's police cruiser

"the fuck?" I whispered . I walked in and saw everyone sitting in the front room

"what the hell is going on?" Charlie was the first to speak

"Bella I love you, you're my only daughter I love you like nothing else in this world. I can't keep pretending that you are okay and believing your lies anymore. After a long talk with Carlisle today I'm getting you help. You clearly have an eating disorder and I believe them when they say you have been cutting yourself." He teared up a bit " I know you will hate me for doing this to you but I know you'll forgive me in the long run. You have too" he sounded like he was almost pleading with me "ive arranged to have your school work sent here and Carlisle will be taking care of you until you're better"

"Dad how could you do this to me?" I screamed at him a few tears fell from his face

" Bella it was this or going to the psychiatric hospital I thought this idea would be better"

"Dad please don't make me stay here with them!" tears started forming in my eyes "what about my friends?"

"I know who you have been hanging out with Bella and they are bad people"

"Dad the Cullen's are the ones who made me like this! Why do I have to stay with them? I'll do better I promise dad please !"

"I thought that too honey and I Carlisle explained to me that sometimes the people who did the breaking are the only people who can do the fixing. I love you so much sweetie call me everyday"

"I wouldn't count on that" I said through my teeth

" you'll forgive me Bella when you're better I know you will" he then gave me a tight hug wiped one of my tears and kissed me on the cheek " I love you Bella this is why I'm doing this" and he walked out the door my jaw dropped a bit as I stared at the closed door he left me. why does everyone who says they love me leave me? a few tears slid down my face as I continued to stare at the door I heard Carlisle start talking about a treatment plan but I didn't listen I just silently cried at the closed door. I just want to go home. Edwards voice is what brought me back to life so to speak

"everyone in the family will be helping you Bella even me, we will all do this together" I glared at him

"Since Carlisle is my doctor I will only be speaking to him actually. Everyone else can leave me the hell alone until I figure out how to get out of here. Now Carlisle will you please show me where I will be sleeping and if you lead me to Edwards room or anyone else's for that matter I will kill myself" they all looked at me like I was serious "Jesus Christ it's a figure of speech!"

"Oh" Carlisle began " yes Bella I will lead you to your room, don't worry its a guest bedroom" he showed me where it was and I through my back pack on the floor. All of my possessions were already there. It looked like I was going to be staying here for a long time.

Maybe I actually will kill myself

Just kidding

Sort of

Wowowow ! sorry I totally forgot about this website ! I decided I should probably update! Seeing as I haven't since 2011! I hope I still have people who are interested in this story! Review so I know if I should keep going! I hope you liked this chapter I know its kind of all over the place im still trying to figure out where I want to go with it ! I love you all REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW