Expect The Unexpected ch. 11


Anna's P.O.V.

I open my eyes looking at a white ceiling. What the hell happened? Why am I staring at the ceiling? My hand went to my forehead and felt something wet against it. I pull on it to see that it's a washcloth as I plop myself on one of my elbows. What happened to me? Then suddenly everything came rushing back to me. Me coming to Elsa's place for avoiding her, us talking, the hug, the kiss, and her telling me that she's pregnant… with my kid.

W-What? She's pregnant? With my kid? Elsa is pregnant with my kid. OH MY GOD! ELSA'S PREGNANT WITH MY KID! OH SWEET JESUS, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?! I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I DID THAT TO HER! Elsa must hate me for doing this to her. I can't believe that I manage to get her pregnant after only spending one night together and we were drunk. What the hell is wrong with me?! I couldn't just wrap it or something, no I had to go commando like an idiot.

It doesn't make it any better that I was drunk. I never saw myself having kids with anyone because I never thought anyone would stick around long enough to get to that point but now. Now, I'm having a kid with Elsa. Don't get me wrong, Elsa is insanely beautiful and kind and smart among other things but I don't think she would want to have kids with me or want anything more than a friendship. I don't think she planned on having kids now with her career is going and

I had to throw a wrench in it. How the hell am I so stupid? I just fucked Elsa's life with my stupidity and I'm only going to fuck up my kid's life. I just know it. It's all of my fault and now Elsa hates me. Fuck!

"A-Anna"

I snapped out of my thoughts to see Elsa looking at me. We stare at each other for a moment when the blonde walks over towards me and kneels besides the couch, pushing me down on the couch. She takes the washcloth from me and places it against my forehead. The supermodel smiles a little at me before rubbing her thumb against my cheek lovingly. Why is she treating so nicely? She should be cussing me the out for ruining her life and getting her pregnant. Why is Elsa only staring me like this and rubbing my cheek? Isn't she upset with me? I can't tell what's going on in her head?

"I was so worried when you passed out but I am glad you are okay" Elsa said smiling.

She was worried about me. Why would she be worried about me? That's just the kind of person that Elsa is. I don't think she can truly be mad at anyone even it is someone that messed her life by getting her pregnant. I don't know what's wrose the fact she isn't cussing me out or the fact Elsa is being nice to me after what I did to her. Both of them makes me feel like the scum of the earth and I wish that I didn't do what I did. How can I live with myself after messing everything up for her? I have to make this up to her somehow but how.

"Elsa"

"Yes Anna"

"Is it true? Are you really pregnant?" I asked taking her hand in my own.

"Yes, it is true. I went to the doctor earlier and she ran the test three times with every time coming back positive. I am pregnant" Elsa said looking down at her lap.

"And I'm the baby's Father?" I asked hesitantly. "You are the only one that I have slept with. There is no one else" Elsa said shrinking away from me.

Fuck! I've really done it now. I know what I have to do now. I have to do the right thing here for Elsa and my child. I sit up on the couch and pull Elsa on the couch so we can talk this out. The blonde wasn't looking at me and it hurts a little bit but I have something that I have to say. I have to get it off of my chest or else it's just gonna fester and drive me crazy.

"Do you hate me?" I asked guiltily.

Elsa looks up at me so quickly that I swear that I got whiplash. She looks at me with this wide eyed expression and I almost regret asking the question but I have to ask. I need to know the answer for myself if I am able to move forward with this situation.

"W-What?" Elsa asked shocked.

"Do you hate me? I mean I get it if you do after what I did to you but I didn't mean to get you pregnant. I know that you have your career to think about and this could mess it up. I understand if you hate me for doing this to you" I said looking down.

"Anna, look at me. Please look at me" Elsa said pleadingly.

I'm hesitant about looking at her because I don't want to see the hateful look on her face. I don't know what I would do if Elsa looks at me like that but I didn't have a choice. A hand takes my face and gently lifts it so I'm looking at the blonde in front of me. The supermodel wasn't looking at me with a hateful look or disgust. All I could see is kindness and understanding. Why is she looking at me like that? I don't deserve it.

"I do not hate you, Anna. This is not your fault and I do not blame you for getting me pregnant. It takes two people to make a baby. This is just as much my responsibility as it is yours" Elsa said smiling.

"Are you sure that you don't hate me?" I asked unsure.

"I am very sure that I do not hate you but please do not ever think that I do" Elsa said nodding.

We fell into a silence with Elsa removing her hand from my face. I was a little disappointed about it but I tried to not let it show. What are we doing to do now? We have 9 months until the baby gets here but I don't know a single thing about babies or how to take care of one. I have a general idea but I never actually taken care of a baby by myself. I've take care of a 7 year old a few times but that's only because Kristoff had asked me to care of his little brother Sven when he goes to work. I have my work cut out for me but I gonna have to do some serious research later tonight.

"What do we do now?" Elsa asked breaking the silence.

"What do you mean?" I asked confused.

"I mean about the baby. What are we going to do? What does this mean for the both of us?" Elsa asked nervously.

"It means that I am going to be by your side every step of the way to raise our kid. It means that we're partners as well as parents and we share equal responsibility for this kid" I said determined.

I made a promise a long time ago that if I ever have kids that I wouldn't abandon them or push them off on someone else to raise. I refuse to let my kids go through what I did growing up and I will do right by kids. As I grew up, I wasn't expecting to have kids of my own but this is different. I never imagine getting Elsa pregnant by since I did, I am going to do right by her and our kid. That's my promise to the both of them.

"Do you really mean that?"

"Of course I mean it. I wouldn't leave you alone to raise our kid by yourself" I said nodding.

"Thank you Anna" Elsa said hugging me.

"You're welcome" I said hugging her back.

I can't believe that I'm going to be a Father. I can't believe that I managed to get Elsa pregnant and now she's my baby's mama. Well my baby's Mother. I wont reduce her to that because she's more than that. This is gonna change our dynamics but I know that this is gonna be a long and hectic journey together. I am glad that we're doing this together. The blonde pulls back a little, looking me in the eyes. My breath gets caught in my throat as we continue to stare in each other's eyes.

I pull this magnetic pull every time I am near the supermodel that I can't explain. I just want to kiss her whenever I see her, hold her for no reason at all, be the reason that she smiles because I love it when she smiles but I know that she doesn't feel anything other than friendship for me. Now that I manage to get her pregnant, any chance I had at pursuing a romantic relationship have be destroyed. Not like I had chance before but now I really don't have a chance.

I know that she said that she doesn't hate me but she was probably only said that because the older woman is that kind of person. Elsa doesn't like people feeling sad or bad about something and I like that about her but I know she does hate me or at least her opinion went down a couple of pegs. The door of the house open causing us to separate when Gerda and Kai walks into the house. The older woman looks at me with a knowing look and a smile on her face.

The blonde's manager just smiles at me and I smile back a little. The supermodel is gonna have to tell them about the baby and I know that they're gonna want to kill me or make me disappear off of the face of the planet. With the money that they have, they could possibly do it and it wouldn't make a dent in their bank account.

"Elsa, you're glowing. Have you been doing something different?" Gerda asked looking at Elsa.

"Um y-you could s-say that" Elsa said nervously.

"Hello Anna, it's good seeing you again" Kai said holding out his hand.

"Y-You too, Sir" I said shaking his nervously.

"Guys, there is something I have to tell you but I do not know how to say it" Elsa said wringing her hands together.

"I think I have to sit down for this" Kai said sitting down on the other side of the couch.

"What is it, Elsa? You're not in any kind of trouble, are you?" Gerda asked worried.

Gerda sits down next to her husband as Elsa bites her bottom lip nervously. I know that she's struggling to tell them but I want her to know that I'm here for her and I'm not going anywhere. I take one of her hands in my own and lace our fingers together. The blonde looks at me and I smile at her, nodding her to continue. She seems to relax somewhat before turning to the other couple. The older woman smiles brightly and it seems like she was holding back from squealing out loud.

"I am… I am pregnant" Elsa said sighing.

The couple's eyes went to size of dinner plates and I was expecting that along with some other emotions. They don't say anything for awhile when Kai snaps out of his stupor first.

"Elsa, are you sure that you are pregnant?" Kai asked going into Papa bear mode. "

Yes, I am sure. I went to the doctor earlier and she is very positive that I am pregnant" Elsa said sighing.

"Who's the baby's Father?" Kai asked trying to hold back his anger.

"T-T-That would b-be m-me, Sir" I said quivering in my seat.

"How would you be the Father, Anna? You're a woman" Gerda asked confused.

"You would be mostly correct but I was born with a penis and a working one at that. Elsa and I met at club because one of our mutual friends dragging me there. We were drinking and one thing led to another and we had sex. I wasn't planning to get Elsa pregnant but it just sorta happened" I said rubbing the back of my neck.

"It sorta happened?! What the hell kind of explanation is that?! You managed to get my daughter pregnant and your excuse is that it sorta happened" Kai said enraged.

"It's not a excuse. It's the truth but neither of us planned for this to happen" I said glaring at me.

"How do I know that you didn't plan this just to get Elsa's money?! Or that you're out to ruin her career or make her life miserable?!" Kai yelled glaring back at me.

"I don't want anything from Elsa or make things anymore difficult for than I already I have. I want to make this right by standing by her and this child that we're having together. I care about her a lot" I said angrily.

"You care about her?! You don't even know a thing about her" Kai said jumping to his feet.

"That might be true but I do care about her. I'm in love with her even she doesn't feel anything for me but friendship. I want to take care of her and our baby and you're not going to stand in my way of that" I said fuming with anger.

Kai did something I was expecting or prepared for. He smiles. I mean a really smug smile and I didn't like it. I don't know what's going on in this guy's mind but I have a feeling that I gained his respect. The manager pats me on the back and I raise an eyebrow at me. I don't know what's going on here at all. I look at Gerda to see her reaction and she was smiling brightly. What is up with these people? Why the hell are they smiling like this?

"I believe you, Anna and I am glad that you are stepping in taking care of your baby and our Elsa. I was testing you to see what you would do if pushed to the limit and I am glad of what I see" Kai said patting me on the back.

"Wait a minute! All of that was a test to see my intention" I said shocked.

"Well yes and no. I am upset that Elsa got pregnant out of wedlock but least you are owning up to your mistake and want to do the right thing. The public is going to have a field day when they find out about Elsa's pregnancy and I'm gonna have do some damage control. You two are going to be thrown into the spotlight and constantly probe by every magazine. You're going have to be prepared for all of it" Kai said sighing.

"Well I'm not a stranger to being constantly probed and talked about so this can't be that bad right?"

"This is the real world and they're more vicious with their attacks so I'm telling you to be ready. Elsa, I'm somewhat disappointed but I love you very much. Try to get some rest" Kai said kissing Elsa on the forehead.

"Okay" Elsa said nodding.

"I love you too, Elsa. We'll see you soon, Anna" Gerda said hugging Elsa.

The couple walks out of the house, leaving us along again. I flop down next to the blonde and sigh. I wasn't expecting none of this but my life just got more complicated. I don't know what to do about the media but I think that I can handle anything that they'll throw at me. I like to think that I have tough skin and I'm used to being ridiculed for things out of my control.

"Anna"

"Yeah?"

"Did you mean what you said to Kai?" Elsa asked curious.

"Of course, I'm going to take care of you and our baby" I said smiling.

"I did not mean that. I meant about you being in love with me" Elsa said as her cheek turns light pink.

Oh shit! I did say that. I completely forgot that Elsa was in the room when I said it. Fuck, now she knows how I really feel about her! Dammit, can't I keep my mouth fucking shut. Shit, I really fucked up. What am I going to do? What am I going to tell her? I made things awkward as hell between us. Maybe I can play off and tell her that I just say it in the heat of the moment. No, I can't take back now or maybe I can. I know how I feel about her but she doesn't feel the same about me. We're just friends raising an child together and that's all.

"Yeah, I did. I am in love with you but I know that you don't like me that way" I said smiling despite the pain.

"Anna, I"

"Elsa, you don't have to say thing. I won't force you to feel things that you don't but I'll be there for you and the baby" I said standing up.

"Anna, please listen to me" Elsa said pleadingly.

"Elsa, it's okay. I have to go but I'll come by later in the week to check up on you" I said running out of the living room.

"Anna, wait!" Elsa called after me.

I didn't stop. I just keep on running and running to who knows where. I keep on running until my legs give out from out under me. I looked around to see where I'm at and I'm in the middle of the park with no one. I let my tears fall down my eyes as I punch the ground in frustration. Why couldn't I keep my big mouth? Why did I let Kai get to me like that? Why am I such an idiot? I just had to go and tell him and Elsa that I'm in love with her. Now things are gong to be too weird and the blonde won't want anything to do with me.

Fuck!

I punch the ground again.

Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!

I punch the ground over again with every fuck until my knuckle bruised and bleeding. Damn, this hurts so goddamn much. I wasn't talking about the pain in my hand but the heartache that I'm feeling. Why does it hurt so much to love someone that won't love you back? You think I would have learned by now. No one can love a freak like me so why bother. I feel the rain washing over me and washing my tears away.

I don't know how long I stayed here but my clothes are soaked through but I don't care. I push myself off of the ground before staggering home as my hand throbs in pain. I bump into several people who barely look my way and was annoyed with my presence. I don't care about what these people think of me because they don't matter. I walked into my apartment complex and walk into my apartment. I throw my keys on the kitchen counter and close my door with my foot without locking it.

I don't have anything that anyone would want to steal so why lock it. I stagger into my bedroom before undressing until I was in my bra and my boxers. I climbed into my bed and collapse into a dreamless sleep. Why did I have to fuck things up? I'm so sorry, Elsa.


End of ch. 11