What Do You Feel Sam

Renamon was kissing Sam like her life depended on it and yet was still managing to maintain a passionate and seductive touch.

The taste of her was unlike anything Sam had ever had in his life. There was a touch of cinnamon along with a dash of something sickly sweet, and he loved all of it. Yet something just didn't feel right for him, it felt too soon and was sending his emotions all over the place.

He grabbed her shoulders gently but firmly and pushed her away from him. The look of hurt on her face was so genuine he felt like crying…or was that because she felt like crying, he couldn't tell.

"Rena…I can't…I'm sorry but I can't…" He couldn't what? Kiss her, love her and be hers? He didn't know.

Renamon looked down, a tear falling down onto the floor.

"You don't want me Sam? But I thought that you… felt the same way I do." She then walked right up to him and put her right paw on his face. Sam couldn't bring himself to remove it and besides…it felt so nice.

"I can feel it Sam, your emotions, the way your heartbeat quickens when I touch you. You want me…you're excited by me. She then looked right into Sam's eyes which found themselves unable to look away. "Deny it Sam, look me in the eye and tell me I'm wrong."

Sam body was a whirlwind of emotions, did really feel that way about her. He focused his gaze and looked her in the eye as she requested, only to be lost for words. Sam could see it. The way she was looking at him like he was the only thing that mattered, the way her breathing had gone from controlled and deep to quick and shallow. And then he realised…

To say she cared for him was an understatement. A major understatement. But how did he feel about her? That was the question she and now he was asking himself.

Part of him wanted to deny it, to say that he couldn't ever feel the way she did for him. But to Sam that felt too much like a lie. Did he care for her as much as she did for him right now in that very moment in time?

"Rena I…I don't know what I feel right now. My emotions are a mess, I can't think, I can't think of anything…not with you so close to me." He then reached up and put his hand on the one which was caressing his face causing Renamon to smile.

"So am I wrong Sam, do you deny how much I know you care for me?"

He looked her in the eye and found himself unable to say anything. Renamon smiled at him lovingly.

"Didn't think so." She leaned forward only for Sam to put his hands on her shoulders again, stopping her.

"Wait Rena…Can we talk about this first."

Renamon gave him a tiny smirk but nodded, going back to her petting motions on his cheek.

"Look, I understand how much you like me and-"

"Like you?" Renamon cut him off with an incredulous look on her face. "I don't just like you. I… I love you Sam…I'll never stop loving you."

Sam opened his mouth once, twice but couldn't think of anything to say. She loved him? Sam knew that she cared deeply for him, was sometimes overprotective and could get kind of jealous at times but for her to actually love him…it was something he had never expected her to say.

And now here she was, looking at him with eyes filled so much with love…and the need to be loved in return.

"Rena…I"

"Do you love me Sam?" The paw on his face started to shake a little. "Please tell me what you feel for me, I need to know."

It was so unreal for Sam. Here was Renamon, confident, strong and passionate Renamon looking so vulnerable and afraid. Her lower lip was quivering slightly and her eyes were imploring, begging him for some sort of response.

And in that one moment, Sam knew exactly what he felt for her.

He reached up once more and put his steady hand on her shaking paw while he moved his other hand to her cheek, wiping the build up of tears from the corner of her eye.

"Rena, love is a powerful word and I'm sorry but I cannot say if that is what I feel for you."

Tears started to build up in her eyes as paw started to slide of him. He stopped it with his hand and shook his head with a chuckle.

"You never let me finish Rena. I can't say whether or not I love you because of what Sophie did, the love I had for her has tainted my view of it and I don't know what it is anymore, but I do know one thing."

Renamon looked up at him with a hopeful look in her eyes.

"What I feel for you goes beyond mere friendship, way beyond it. I truly care for you like I have with no one else. Is it love? I don't know. But I want us to be more…more than we were a few hours ago, I want us to…well."

"Be together?" Renamon's eyes which were dulled into sadness a few minutes ago were now shining brightly with happy tears.

"Yes, together."

"In a relationship?" She sounded like she almost couldn't believe what she was hearing.

Sam simply smiled and put his lips on hers, kissing her with a slow and loving passion. Renamon's eyes widened in surprise, before she closed them and kissed him back deeply, leaning into him and purring with pleasure. Sam felt as if something deep within him had finally opened but with what was happening he didn't pay it any thought.

They continued kissing for God knows how long, then with a final drawn out touch of lips, they drew apart with Renamon's arms around Sam's neck and his around her waist.

"We only get to touch when I'm asleep Rena, do you think we can make this work?"

Renamon looked at him lovingly and then nuzzled his cheek.

"We can touch when you're awake Sam."

"What? But you've never done so before."

"I never could do it before. Didn't you feel it when we just kissed Sam?"

"I felt…something opening." He then realised what Renamon meant and smiled widely.

"Exactly."

Renamon's tail suddenly wrapped its way around Sam and stroked the back of his neck soothingly, making him relax slightly.

"Your tail did this about two months back Rena. Does it mean something?"

Renamon snapped out of her trance realising what Sam was talking about and looked at her tail rubbing his neck from side to side.

"It umm, it means I'm sort of…excited."

"Excited?" Being as clueless as ever, Sam didn't quite get what she meant which in turn made Renamon go red in embarrassment.

"Basically…turned on." She looked up at Sam who had just gone about as red as herself.

"Oh…"

"Sammmm, have you ever…?"

Sam looked at her confused.

"Ever what?"

"Umm, done it?"

"Done wha-" Sam's face went slightly redder, if that was at all possible. "Err no, no I haven't."

Renamon looked at him in surprise. "Not even with…ugh, with her?"

"Sophie? No, I never knew exactly what she was doing but I had a feeling that I shouldn't have sex with her. A wise choice in the end."

"Good…so do you want to…you know."

Sam looked at her nervously

"Now?"

"Is that a problem?"

"Umm no well yeah, but I'm-"

"Not ready for it yet?"

"It's not you or anything, I promise. It's just that…I wanna take it one step at a time and not just rush into things…umm does that stupid?"

To his surprise Renamon laughed gently and cupped his cheek, leaning forward she could kiss him. She then stopped for a second and looked at him, her eyes twinkling.

"No Sam, it doesn't. It just shows how much you care about me and that makes me love you all the more."

She then continued forward and gave Sam a fervent kiss which he returned as best he could. Renamon grinned slightly and nibbled on his bottom lip, making him open his mouth in a tiny gasp. She then chose this moment to put her slightly larger tongue in and wrap it around Sam's, forcing him to fight back with her in a game of tonsil tennis.

Renamon started to growl and get more aggressive, her nails dug into Sam's back making him wince slightly but enjoy it none the less. Her tongue was everywhere in Sam's mouth, it was licking and flicking around his teeth and the roof of his mouth, before going back to wrestling with his tongue. She then suddenly jumped up and locked her legs and tail around Sam's waist, growling more intensely then he had ever heard her do before. This in turn started to activate the instincts in Sam's subconscious, both of them, the Human and Digimon. Emotions started flying around everywhere in Sam's head, who's were they? He didn't care and neither did Renamon.

Sam's legs hit the bed and he fell backwards with Renamon still locked on top of him. All of a sudden he felt an unbeatable urge to bite something, anything. And so he bit Renamon's neck, causing her to cry out but only pleasure escaped her cries not pain. She then looked down at Sam with such a burning intensity that he thought he might actually be set alight. She then bared her own teeth and bit down on Sam's chest, growling so much that he started to vibrate a little. The next thing he knew was that the jeans he had currently been wearing were torn apart and thrown away like useless rags causing him to growl loudly, surprising himself in all the twisted mix of both his and Renamon's feelings. Renamon's mouth then slammed back down on his, kissing him with such enthusiasm that it forced him to kiss back avidly.

Suddenly he remembered.

"I wanna take it one step at a time and not just rush into things…not just rush into things…not just rush into things."

He yanked his mouth from Renamon's and jumped up and out of the bed quickly, before turning back around to face Renamon. They were both panting and sucking in air like they had been starved of it for years. Renamon's eyes were still burning with primal intensity and Sam figured that his were no doubt more or less the same way. Renamon then got up and was next to Sam so quickly that he nearly fell backwards, she then pinned him up against the cabin wall and glared at him, still panting heavily.

"I understand that you want to wait before doing this and I respect that." She then forced her mouth on Sam's and nearly kissed the life out of him, only drawing back when she felt her need for air start to hit dangerous levels. "But I swear right here, right now that if you say you're ready, get me to that intensity and then back out at the last second. I will tie you up and bring you such to such a level of pleasure that you will scream until you can scream no more." She then finished with a long, seductive lick on his bottom lip causing it to tremble without Sam meaning it to. She then stopped pinning him to the wall and wrapped her arms around his waist instead.

"Heh, sounds promising Rena." Renamon growled at that and snuggled her face under his chin, purring softly.

The room then flashed yellow making both Sam and Renamon look up at each other.

Renamon spoke first. "Don't look so sad Sam, remember I can touch you anytime now."

Sam's face went beet red for a second and he laughed nervously causing Renamon to laugh normally at him. "Yeah, it should be interesting Rena that's for sure. What does-"

Renamon put her finger on his mouth as the glow started to intensify.

"I love you."

She then kissed him lovingly as the whole world brightened and then faded away.

Sam woke up to a pitch black room and turned to his left so he could check the time on his alarm, it read 9:13AM. With a groan, Sam got up out of his bed and tried to walk only to nearly trip up over his jeans. He looked down at then and gasped in surprise. They were torn apart, not in the way that he had tripped over and cut them open slightly but really badly torn. He took them of and inspected them closely, they had been wreaked by something with sharp appendages. Suddenly Sam opened his mouth in shock and put his right hand up, he then focused on it or more specifically he focused on his nails. After a few seconds his nails darkened and grew, becoming sharp, deadly and almost indestructible. He then compared the rips to them… they were almost identical, close, really close but it looked more similar to…

"Renamon you cut my jeans!"

"What? But that isn't possible…unless."

"Unless what?"

"Oh…umm sorry Sam, you're right that is my fault. I think when we strengthened our bond to the point where we can now touch anytime, I must of ripped your jeans when we were umm you know… and because of that I may have accidently ripped them here as well."

"I see, well no harm done I'll just go and grab some from home later. But in the meantime I suppose it's lucky I always bring something just in case."

Sam routed around in his draws and pulled out one of his spare top and jean combo. The top was just a plain black one and the jeans were a dark brown colour that was one size too big, although thankfully he had a belt to help with that. Once he had gotten them he headed towards his bathroom and had a quick shower to freshen up. He then got dressed and headed down towards the main chamber.

"Can't believe I slept for that long Rena."

"Well you were having a crappy week Sam and to top it all of you barley slept at all during that week as well."

"Yeah…sorry about that, I was just feeling-"

"I know Sam, but now were together we can really help each other, in more ways than one he he. Anyway I can now do this so I doubt you'll feel sad for too long."

"Do whaAAT!" Sam felt a sharp stabbing pain behind his eyes and shut them tightly. He then felt someone caressing his face, making the pain go away, he opened his eyes and to his shock Renamon was standing right in front of him. Well kind of.

She was transparent and so he could see the wall behind her, yet she was still the same colour as usual. The only thing that looked really weird to Sam was that she wasn't on the ground but floating alongside him. She floated closer to him and rubbed her face against his whilst sighing gently.

"I love this Sam, being close to you is great but being able to both touch you and feel close...ohh theirs not a feeling in the world to describe it."

Sam reached out his hand slowly and touched her face.

"I can touch you too Rena." Sam said happily.

"Of course you can, you didn't think it would only go one way did you?"

Sam simply laughed and walked through the door to the main chamber. Everyone turned their head and watched as he walked in with an actual full smile on his face, the first in a while.

"Well someone's happy this morning aren't they Sam."

Sam looked to his right and saw Jake walking towards him with Cassie, Alex and Bowers in tow. Jake reached out and pulled Sam into a brotherly hug while the others slapped their hands on his back.

Jake then looked to the right and smiled at Renamon. "Ohh I get it now. So did you two get it on last night?"

Sam looked surprised. "You can see her too?"

"Of course we can see her." Sam suddenly felt another blast of pain behind his eyes and rubbed them furiously for a few seconds. When he opened them his mouth opened yet again in shock. Biyomon was floating in front of his face along with Veemon and Gatomon.

Gatomon floated over to Sam and started to speak. "You see Sam, when you and Renamon's trust in each other gets to a certain point, it opens the final stage of your bond. Basically it allows you to see and touch her both in your mind when you sleep and in the real world when you're awake, but that's not all."

Sam took in the new information quickly and nodded at her to continue.

"Well I bet you two have been wondering why you haven't Digivolved yet. To put it simply it's because you needed to reach a certain level of trust in each other first which you to obviously did last night huh." Gatomon was grinning along with all the others. She then looked at Sam with a slight frown on her face.

"There is a side to this which you may or may not like though."

Sam looked at her and raised his eyebrow. "What are you talking about?"

"Well umm, how long have you been awake for?"

"Well I woke up at 9:13 but I don't know what time it is now."

Jake looked down at his watch. "You've got about forty seconds."

Sam's eyes widened slightly. "Until what?"

"Until yours and Renamon's Dna finally bonds completely."

Sam was about to ask further but doubled over, a pain going through his body like he had never felt before in his life. Renamon went to him quickly only to double over in pain herself and vanish from sight.

"Quick we need to take him to the Vita chamber." Said Bowers.

"I'm on it." said Jake. He picked Sam up fireman style and with a burst of energy he sprinted down the corridors until he found himself in the chamber where the Vita tree was planted.

Sam was put down on the ground before it, yelling and writhing in agony. Jake backed away whist the others who had caught up stood next him and waited, watching Sam sympathetically, having all gone through what was going through.

Sam felt like his whole body was on fire. He could here Renamon screaming inside his head and wanted to comfort her but found himself incapacitated. Suddenly the pain vanished, leaving a nasty afterglow of painful jabs. And then he heard it, they both heard it. The most gentle female voice they had both ever heard in the entire lives.

"Greetings Mundus Salvator. I relish the chance to finally talk to you, and you as well Sicarius. I have been waiting for your arrival for many a millennia and it gives me such pleasure to finally meet the two creatures who will save all worlds."

Both Sam and Renamon were awestruck, the Vita tree was talking to them.

"My name is not Vita young ones it is Prophetia and yes I can read your minds. But that is not important right now, what is important is that I can finally talk to you two so please listen for all of what I say will come to pass. First a revelation will be made, which will be followed by a choice. But what is last will change every world you step on, for eventually you will both have to choose to reject or accept the power of Disarin but be warned, doing so will make you unable to keep a life on this world or the Digital world. Take heed of what I have said Mundus Salvator and especially you Sicarius for the future choice will rely on you heavily. That is all I have for now so go Mundus Salvator, Sam ******* and change the destiny of worlds but do not forget that your Sicarius, Renamon, will be by your side for as long as time itself."

And with that Prophetia went silent and Sam's eyes opened to see Jake, Cassie, Alex and Bowers standing over him.

"Ugh, well that was interesting. It's not every day a tree talks to me."

All their eyes widened in shock.

"The tree…spoke to you?"

"Umm yeah, I thought that was why you placed me next to it."

Jake shook his head. "No, we put you next to it so you could change without hurting anyone. The Disarin energy would of protected you and us from any backlash if you had any trouble adapting to it."

Sam got up confused and was about to ask Jake what he meant but saw something that put him of. His nails had grown like before and his ear tips had become pointed but that wasn't all. His hair had grown longer as well as his canines and the power that he felt when he normally merged was radiating of him in waves.

"What the?" Sam focused and tried to change back…but soon found out he couldn't.

"What! I can't change back!"

Jake and the other nodded at him. "We know Sam, neither can we." He pulled of his top and then reached up to where his shoulder and arm connected. There was a circular ring around it which Jake then pointed at and then looked back at Sam.

"This is a special ring which was granted to us by the Vita tree. It allows us to switch back and forth between our human form and…" Jakes features suddenly morphed until he looked like he did merged with Veemon. "Our Digi-Human form."

Sam eyes widened slightly. "Ok so where do I get one of those?"

Jake chuckled at him. "You don't have to, look at your arm."

Sam raised an eyebrow but took of his top none the less, he was then quite surprised to see a plain black ring on his upper arm. "Ok so how do I use it then?"

"Just think the word Change."

Sam nodded and closed his eyes, thinking one word. "Change."

He then opened his eyes to see his nails receding back to their state and felt the power inside him fade slightly.

"Well that's simple enough. Anyway now that that's all over and done with, what's on today's agenda?"

Bowers stepped forward and started to speak. "Nothing good I'm afraid, we've learned from our spies that Malusmon is coming to earth to "Recover what is his", it doesn't sound good so I want you four to follow the signal one of my spies will set up and go and confront the bastard. You will have almost the entire resistance alongside with you so do us all a favour and give this bastard some hell."

All four of the Hybrids nodded and turned around, heading towards the resistances training grounds.

Jake put his hand on Sam's shoulder. "But first I think we should get you Digivolving, don't you agree?"

"Sure but what about you three?"

"We already know how and before you ask, we chose not to use it before because we needed to keep it as a surprise your Malusmon and besides, no one we've ever faced has be powerful enough for us to worry about."

Sam nodded and carried on walking with them.

"So is this it Sam? We're going to learn how to Digivolve and then we are going to fight Malusmon once and for all?"

"Nothing is certain Rena but I know that we will give it our all and with luck, we will bring down that monster and restore peace to our worlds…well from Digimon anyway, my world is run by assholes so it'll never find peace but at least their won't be any Greymon's burning down buildings and whatnot."

"Sam."

"Yeah."

"You're rambling, shut up."

Sam felt a certain someone's paw sliding up and down his chest whilst something started giving sensual kisses on one side of his neck.

"Rena can't you do this laterrrr." Renamon had sunk her canines into his neck and was giving the spot small licks, which was making Sam…distracted.

"This is going to be a long day…"

"You know you will enjoy it."

"Most likely."

Would you look at that guys and girls, I got a chapter in early

Now I know what you're thinking. Where is the fucking lemon?

Well to be honest I was close to putting one in but thanks to my trusty adviser Kirstie, I changed my mind because when we talked about it, Sam's feelings were never really as obvious as Rena's were for him.

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