A/N:Hello again everyone! Im so glad that the holidays are over with maybe now ill get some more writing done! Im working through a bad case of writers block right now too so it might be awhile till the next chapter is up :(. Im glad that you guys like it so far. Maybe a few reviews will help me get though this writers block though (wink wink hint hint). Hope you guys enjoy this one!

*I dont own the BDS all I own are my characters!

Chapter 11

I woke up in the middle of the night freezing my ass off. I had forgotten that I was up in an attic and it was starting to get very cold outside. I stirred and rolled over to see Murphy all curled up he must have been cold too, he had gotten up and put his boxers and T-shirt back on. I on the other hand was still naked. I got up out of bed and tried not wake him since he looked so peaceful. I pulled out long sweat pants and put my tank top back on. I searched a box and found my comforter I threw it on the bed and jumped back in bed. I curled up next to him and laid in his arm. I threw my arm around his chest and my leg over his body. His body heat kept me warm though the rest of the night.

The next time I woke I had my back to him and he was stroking my arm lightly. He must be an early riser I thought to myself still half asleep. I wiggled my body into his to get closer. He wrapped his arm around me and held me tight. I guess my hair must have been in his face because he had to push it all back. I felt his lips on the back of my neck, they were so cold to the touch. I shivered as he kissed me and threw the blanket over my head and curled up into a ball. I heard him laugh but it was raspy from sleep. The blanket lifted up and he was kissing on my shoulder and down my arm. I giggled and tried to get away since his lips were still cold.

"Holy shit your fucking lips are cold as hell Murph!"

"Then roll ova' and warm 'em up love" he said to me.

In a flash I had my body intertwined with his. My lips met his softly at first but he was the one who parted his mouth first. We both tasted like stale cigarettes and whiskey so neither of us cared about morning breath. His tongue twisted around mine and I instantly forgot about being cold. He grabbed me by the hips and pulled me on top of him. One hand on my ass and the other in my hair. I felt his arousal between my legs and knew where this was going. Nothing like waking up next to a sexy Irishman and getting some morning sex to start the day off right. He pushed his hips into me and I couldn't help but giggle at him. Just when things were getting hot and heavy I heard my bedroom door fling open. A familiar started to talk

"Are you guys gonna stay in bed and fuck all day or are you going to get up an be useful?"

We stopped in our tracks and I sat up flinging the covers off my head to find Audrey and Connor standing in the door way. Audrey had her arms crossed and a shit eaten grin on her face. Connor was standing behind her with arms wrapped around her waist. He was looking over her shoulder and he started to kiss his way up her neck. She tried hard to keep a stern look on her face but Connor had a way of making her melt in his hands. I heard him say

"Well a' least we got 'ere before they took they clothes off."

"Very true Connor but I'm fucking hungry and we need to go buy a space heater before we all freeze to death up here. So come on you freaky bitch, get out of bed" said Audrey.

"Alright, alright bitch fine I'm getting up. Does this mean I have to buy breakfast now?"

Audrey and I had this game where who ever woke up last after a night of drinking had to buy breakfast. I usually lost though, what could I say I liked to sleep in a lot. I usually had jobs at night so I got used to sleeping during the day. Audrey started to laugh and said that I lost so of course I had to buy. Connor and Murphy looked puzzled. Connor asked Audrey what we were talking about. She explained our deal to them. Murphy didn't seem to like the idea of me buying him and his twin breakfast but I explained that those were the rules and they too had to follow them. He rolled his eyes at me and finally agreed. Connor took Audrey by the hand and lead her downstairs. I think he was going to talk to her about what happened last night while she was sleeping. That gave me enough time to get dressed. I got out of bed and closed the door. I went rummaging through yet another box looking for my clothes.

"I really need to unpack today. I tired of looking at boxes all over the place."

Murphy laid in bed on his side leaning on his elbow looking at me. I looked over at him saying

"Come on lazy ass, you need to get out of bed too. What are you staring at?"

"Not starin' love, I'm admiring ye an' waiting fir ye te get undressed"

he said with a smile. He finally got out of bed and was looking around the room. He looked at me and asked

"Aligh' lass where did ye throw my clothes?"

"Your jeans and boots are under the bed. Your coat is on the dresser my love" I replied.

Those words just rolled off my tongue almost naturally. I found my favorite pair of black bondage pants so I threw them on. I found a long sleeve shirt and threw that on as well. From downstairs I heard Audrey yell

"WHAT? Ohh hell no!"

I could hear her running up the stairs to my room. The door flung open once more and there she was looking not so happy.

"No fucking way Rayne! I'm not going to let you go through this again. You don't need to go back to that life."

"I can tell you don't like this idea Drey but this is the only way the boys can get in unseen. Trust me I don't want to go back to that life either and I wont be. I'm only going to be there for one night before that fat fuck gets what is coming to him" I assured her.

"I just don't want to see you coming home beaten and broken again" said Audrey.

"This time I wont be" I pulled her into a hug.

Audrey was the one I would run to after I would get hurt. I couldn't go home to have Tara find me in that condition. She would be very disappointed in me. She was my closest friend and I didn't want her to think bad about me even though she probably wouldn't. Audrey knew about everything that happened to me. She went out and got me the morning after pill when I came back one night and told her that they had raped me. She took care of me like a guardian angle. Murphy added

"I'll be wit' her ta'nigh when she goes in te audition. I won' let them touch a hair on her fuckin' head I promise."

"I'm trusting you to be the one to look after her now Murphy. If anything should happen to her, you will be the one to answer for it" Audrey said to him in a stern yet concerned voice.

He nodded to her. Connor had come in the room while we were talking. He rubbed Audrey's arms to try and calm her down. She didn't seem to be upset about who the boys were, just the fact that I was getting myself involved. Connor started to say

"Alrigh' lasses since everyone is 'wake lets go eat now. Then me an' Murph need te stop by our place. Then if ye girls behave an' play nice we will take ye shoppin'"

"SHOPPING!" we both squealed in excitement.

It took me awhile to notice but all of a sudden it occurred to me that Rocco was no where to be seen.

"Hey, where the fuck is Rocco?"

Audrey looked over at me and gave me the famous 'lets go fuck with him' look. We looked over at the boys who usually were the first to jump at the opportunity to fuck with Rocco. This time on the other hand it was us that ran out of the room. Audrey went down to the kitchen and got a bucket of ice water. It was time for Rocco to have a 1,2 wake up. I looked through the doorway to see Rocco all curled up on a blanket on the floor. For a slight moment I felt bad for messing with him while he was sleeping but then I looked over at Murphy's proud smile and that feeling went away real fast. The boys looked so happy that we were starting trouble. It was a good thing I didn't have my boots on yet or he would've woken him up. I tip toed into the room and stood beside him. Audrey came around the other side of him. We both had a case of the giggles but we tried hard not laugh. Looking back at the boys in the doorway and then back to Audrey. I mouthed '1,2 and on 3 Audrey dumped the bucket on his head and before he could react I smacked him in the face.

We ran out of the way giggling and laughing till we almost fell over. Connor and Murphy were bent over in laughter. Rocco was so pissed off when he got up he was jumping up and down screaming at the guys. Calling them all kinds of names. Poor Rocco stood there dripping wet and angry. Connor and Murphy pointed behind themselves where we were hiding. We popped our heads out from behind them and laughed at him. I said

"Aww Roc you look like a sad little puppy dog. We couldn't help ourselves. You cant fall asleep around us. We can be ruthless" I said to him still laughing.

"Well that's what you get for trying to get in my pants last week. We do it out of love though Roc. If we didn't like you we wouldn't fuck with you. But your the last one awake so now YOU have buy all of us breakfast" Audrey said to him.

He looked so puzzled and wet the poor guy. He looked up at all of us and addressed the boy saying

"These fucking girls are as bad, if not worse then the two of you Irish fucks!"

"Aye, I thin' ye may be righ' Roc" said Connor looking at the two of us.

I went and got Rocco a spare set of sweat pants and Audrey offered him a dry shirt. It was our way of making it up to him. As we were getting ready to leave the bar in walked Doc. We thanked him again for letting us stay. He also told me that I was to start working tonight since it was Friday and he was gonna need the help. He went in the back and got me a uniform that he had made up a few years ago. It was a green shirt with his logo on it. He said that if I wanted to make a little more money it would be better to wear a black skirt. Doc may be old but he wasn't stupid. He knew that there was nothing but horny men that came in his bar. Seeing as he couldn't pay me much he wanted me to make as much in tips as I could. Murphy must have heard him because he was pressed against me from behind whispering in my ear

"Mmm I can' wait te see tha' my lit'le minx."

"Oh I bet you can't Murph"

I said to him with a smile as I kissed his cheek.

Doc told us to stay and he would fix us all breakfast. Looks like Rocco was gonna get away with it this time. We all sat down an enjoyed a nice quiet breakfast with Doc. He made us all bacon and eggs. Rocco had to leave to run some errands. He said he would meet us at the bar later tonight. We gathered our coats and headed out of the bar. We all walked arm in arm with each of our boys. Connor and Audrey took the lead. They laughed an joked with each other then they started to play fight. They were so cute to watch. Murphy said to me

"Its been a long time since I 'ave seen him laugh lik' tha'. I'ts good te see 'em 'appy again."

"Yea I know the feeling. Audrey might be his perfect match but they could be more trouble then they were before"

I told Murphy as I rested my head on his shoulder.

He let his arm down and put it around me. He turned his face into my hair and I heard him say

"I'm 'appy I 'ave ye too. I don' thin' I coul' 'ave dreamed up a lass more perfect an' beautiful as ye are."

My heart skipped a beat, ok maybe a few beats. Was he trying to tell me that I was the girl of his dreams? ME? He cant possibly be serious but when I looked in his eyes I knew he was.

"But I'm not perfect Murphy and now you know that"

I said with a hint of sadness in my voice.

"Ye are perfect fir me love. Tha's all tha' mat'ers"

he said as kissed my lips.

I couldn't believe what I was hearing come from his lips. I grabbed his hand in mine and snuggled his arm. Once again I spoke before I thought about what I was saying

"That is one of the reasons why I love you Murphy."

He stopped the instant I said it. I walked a few more steps before I stopped myself. Connor and Audrey looked over their shoulders at me, they must have heard what I said too. Fucking great now I look like a love sick high school girl. I smacked myself in the forehead and blushed beat red. Again I was mortified by my stupid mouth. Not only did I embarrass myself but him as well I'm sure.

Murphy nodded to Connor to keep walking. They started to walk away and I was left there on the side walk feeling like my whole world was going to come crashing down on me any minute. He came up behind me and I heard him say

"Wha' was tha' ye said?"

"Uhh I umm didn't say anything"

I froze up. Shit, I cant even think of anything that would remotely sounds like what I said to cover it up. My mind was racing all over the place. I left dizzy and cloudy like I wanted to faint. All of a sudden his arms were wrapped around me from behind. He whispered lightly into my ear

"Tha's funny cuz I though' I 'eard ye say tha' ye love me."

he paused for a bit but then continued to whisper

"I love ye too Rayne."

I turned around quick as flash and before I could say anything more he scooped me up in his arms. His lips locked with mine with a passion I've never felt from him before. I must be dreaming all this shit up. Could I really be in love with him? Is he really in love with me or is it lust? All these questions ran through my mind. In the same second that they came into my mind they also faded away with his kiss. I felt the world stop again around me. His kiss, his touch was all that I cared about. Fine,I guess ill just admit it to myself. I'm head over heels in love Murphy MacManus. He was my perfect match and now he was all mine. I will never let this man go. I'm not a very religious person but I think God made him just for me.