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Chapter 11
Kagome's Pov:
'This is it. He's going to rape me...'
He uncovered my mouth, probably thinking I'm too scared to do anything, and sat up. I watched in horror as he lowered his pants, his eyes still was on my body and looked hungry. I wanted to cry, scream, shout just to do anything to stop him! Without thinking I scooted back and sat up quickly. His face shot up and he held this hatred look on his face. He lunged forward and grabbed me by my throat once again choking me. He pulled me close to his face. "What do you think YOU'RE FUCKING DOING?!" He shouted in my ear and I shut my eyes tightly. "Look at me.." He said sternly. I peeked one eye open hesitantly. He slowly came closer to my face and I pursed my lips together. I don't want his filthy mouth kissing me. I turned my face away as much as I could but with his hand on my throat is was difficult. Out of no where I felt wetness spread from the top of my neck to my collar bone. Is he licking me? What the fuck?
"What the fuck let go of me!" My voice raspy. That made him laugh and squeeze my throat tighter.
"Gah!" The air got caught in my throat. He held me by my upper arms and made sure I was facing him. He grinned and that sent chills all over me. He threw me on the floor and I rolled over to my side. I clenched my stomach due to the pain that shot through me. 'Ah... this is agonizing...' He shoved me onto my back and punched my face. My head jerked to the side and I moaned. I reached my hand up to my mouth because I tasted something bitter. Sure enough, when I pulled my fingers away they were covered in saliva and blood. He ripped my hand away from my face and took the opportunity to grab both side of my head with my hair. He slammed it against the floor and I started to see black spots in my vision. 'No! I can't pass out! Not right now!' I clawed at my head because it was throbbing.
While my arms were up, he took the chance and pulled off my shirt, with my bra attached to it, exposing my breast. Before I could even cover myself, he leaned down again squeezing my boobs and started kissing me roughly. I can feel my lips being bruised once again. I tried pushing him off but, his strength overpowered mine.
My mind kept telling me to give up. To just stop trying he's going to rape you anyway why waste the energy. But, something in me wanted to fight back. There was this little voice in my head saying 'Just keep trying! Just Keep fighting! Stay awake!'
He backed up and smiled, revealing his bloody mouth, well my blood on his mouth. He was fucked up on so many levels.
"What's this?" His voice was mockingly. He grabbed my wrist and turned them upward, revealing my charred skin. "Awe... How sad?.. Little Kagome cuts herself! Like the pathetic whore she is! Always looking for attention... Not only does she act like an attention whore, dresses like an attention whore, but she cuts herself for people to pity her.. These..." He rubbed his finger against each little scratch making me shiver. "These, make you look even more like trash.. No one could tell the difference between you and cow shit..." He threw my arms at me and I was more than happy to take them back.
He began kissing me again when receiving the satisfaction of my disgust and I continued to pound on his chest. Thats when he slid his hand down my body and gripped my womanhood. When I screamed, he bit my lip and ,no doubt, punctured the fragile skin. He gripped me harder and the burning tears were ready to fall. I just thank Kami my jeans were there to block him. As if reading my mind he slipped his hand in my pants. The hair on my neck stood up.
As soon as his hand touched me down there something in me snapped. I grew stiff. The rage, anger, hatred, sadness, Just shot threw me. I felt as if there was this vessel in me somewhere deep down and it opened holding this great power in me. At this point my hands were burning. There were no tears in my eyes. No. They dried up a long time ago what was in my eyes at this very moment was complete hatred and vengeance.
"GET THE FUCK OFF ME!" I pushed him off of me with my burning hands and this dark light shot out of them and sent him flying until he hit the wall.
Shocked, I scooted back until I couldn't go any farther. I stared at his limp body with clenched teeth and wide eyes. My body felt as though I was on fire. My fingers tingled and my hands ached as if I touched a hot iron. Slowly I lifted them up so I could see them. My mouth dropped and I started breathing heavily. They were completely singed. It looked as though I put my hands in a fire but It didn't smell like burning flesh or anything. I brought my knees to my chest and hugged them still staring at Onigumo.
'What in the flying fuck just happened?...'
After a few minutes of shaking in fear, I got up and walked over to his body. He had a huge burn mark across his chest. I snarled and spit on him.
"Piece of shit..." I don't know what I just did but I wish I could fry is ass all over again... I wanted to check if he was dead...for good. Nah, I don't even want to be on the same continent as him at the moment.
I snapped out of my vengeful state when I heard muffled cries from my mom. My mom!
"Mom!" I ran to her door and shook the handle.
"Kagome! Are-are you alright?!" She sounded relieved
"Mom!" I cried out again but this time the tears streamed down my face. No more tough bad ass, I guess. The door wasn't budging. But an Idea came to mind.
"Mom I'm going to need you to let go of the door." She stopped trying to turn the handle. I looked at the bottom of my hand and prayed this worked. I don't know how I did it just a few minutes ago but I just looked for that vessel in me and conjured up the energy in my hands. I felt tingling all over my body and almost like a magical feeling, I don't have anytime to dwell on it at the moment. I had one thing on my mind. Get my mom out. When my hand started glowing dark pink,and burning, I touched the handle and it completely melted. I would have freaked out and been all 'holy shit that's awesome' but nows not the time for it.
"Kagome!" When the door was 'unlocked' she threw it open and hugged me.
"Momma! He... He...he.." I couldn't get anything out. It was like that was the only word I knew how to say. She pulled away from me to look at my body. Her face turned white when she realized I was half-naked.
"Did he?!" My mom looked like she was about to murder someone and like she just saw me die right in front of her.
I nodded slowly because the only thing coming out of my mouth was wails.
"Oh my Kami! Baby!" She held me tight and brushed my hair with her scrawny fingers. "I'm so sorry, baby... Im so sorry..." Her voice cracked.
I want to wake up. Wake up from this nightmare thats been haunting me for years. Wake up 7 again with my dad. Wake up in a happy home. Wake up when cutting meant to cut a piece of paper or carrots. Wake up when I didn't look in the mirror and hated what I saw. I don't want to be here! I don't want to be alive anymore.. I don't want this... I don't want to be sad...
She pulled away and I could tell that it was a little hard for her to.
"Get dressed and..and pack for a couple nights we're getting out of here! Hurry! Go now!" She ushered me away.
I turned around and headed back to my room still in shock after everything. Just before entering my room, I stopped right in front of it and looked to him. That bastard. I shook away the angry thoughts, Knowing I have things to do. I rushed into my closet and pulled on a shirt, I don't care about bras right now. I just want to get the fuck out and fast. I searched through the bucket of miscellaneous things at the bottom of closet. It took me a while to find a back pack since everything was on it. I pulled it out, completely forgetting the mess On the floor from looking for it, and opened it. I shoved as many shirts, pants,bras, and underwear as I could and zipped it up. I pulled on my converse and headed to my bathroom. I crouched down to be level with my counter and opened it. I kept a bag just for toiletries for when I traveled. I grabbed it and put my toothbrush, toothpaste, ect. in it. I zipped it and put it on the bed with the bag I packed. I pulled my charger from my nightstand, grabbed my pillow and bags and headed out.
I nearly ran into my mom from rushing but that was okay.
"Okay, come on let's go." She turned around and headed out the door with her bags. When I stepped out of my doorway, I gave one last daring look at him. With everything going on I let myself shed one tear. I deserve it, after what he did to me. Maybe I don't deserve anything. That's probably why this happened to me.
I closed my eyes for a second and took a deep breathe. Now's not the time for a pity party. I mentally slap myself back to reality. After straightening my posture I hurried out the front door.
"So long hellhole.." I muttered while shutting the door behind me. I went to the back of the car and put my things in the trunk.
I jumped into the front seat and my mom nearly hit the neighbors mailbox from maybe doing 100mph getting out. She doesn't want to be here as much as I do.
When we finally got to the main road she slowed down and stopped looking behind us every 5 seconds. Fearing he would come after us.
"Where are we going to go?" My voice was barely audible but she still heard me. I pulled my legs to my chest and hugged them.
"We'll stay at a hotel for a few nights, just till we find somewhere else to stay.." She reached over and rubbed my chin. The glint in her eyes said she was sorry for what happened.
"It's not your fault...mom.." I choked on my words. By saying that she started to get teary eyed and quickly wiped her tears away while focusing on the road.
"I don't care! He touched my babygirl! And In more ways than one! And It's not right! None of it is!" She ended up shouting.
"Okay, okay let's just get to a hotel and not argue.." last thing I need right now is getting my mom frustrated and angry.
"Go get cleaned up and then get to bed, you must be exhausted." My mother said as we entered our room.
The walls were a disgusting beige and the carpet was a dark brown. There was one window and it had a green pattern colored curtain that matched the comforter of the two full mattresses. In the back was the bathroom, kitchen, and closet. On the wall opposite of our bed held an old t.v probably from the 1800's..
I put my bags on my bed, grabbed my soaps and stuff, and headed to the bathroom. I switched on the light only to startle myself with my reflection.. Black eye, scabbed lip with dripping blood, and a pinkish, purplish chin. I smirked..' Very attractive...' I should probably slam my head against the counter sink because I shouldn't be joking about this but what the fuck ever.
I turned on the shower to maximum heat and get undressed. Fuck... I. Forgot. My razors. I put my imaginary gun to my head and pulled the trigger. Well It's okay.. Another way of inflicting pain is the hot water. The sting of it will do.
I stepped into the shower practically jumping out from the heat. I didn't know it was that hot.. But I pushed myself to go in and kept telling myself 'pain is what I want, pain is what I want..' I stood under the shower head watching my skin turn red. I looked at my body remembering what he did to it. I felt disgusted and violated.. In the matter of seconds I grabbed my loofa (Christmas present from a little package thing that my aunt gave me.) and slathered my body wash on it. When the thing was covered in bubbles, I vigorously washed my body trying to scratch off the clear layer of filth that Onigumo put on me. I rinsed off but I still wasn't satisfied. After 6 times of washing my body, my skin couldn't take it. It felt like it would peel off at any moment. I dropped to the floor still clutching the loofa. My legs outstretched and my back hunched over. I loathed my body, every fucking inch of it. Because he touched every fucking inch of it. Before I knew it my hand crawled across my skin and hugged me. I started to cry and I clenched my skin between my finger nails. Small cries turned into sobbing. My stomach hurt because from tightening with each breathe I took.
I turned the shower off and sluggishly got out. I dried off with a towel and walked out to get my clothes. My mother was passed out in her bed, thank Kami.. I don't know if she would want me to discuss what happened with Onigumo but right now I don't feel like talking about it nor thinking about it. I got dressed in my sweat pants and hoodie. I needed something comfy. I checked myself out in the mirror. Now that I took a shower, there was no blood on my face, just a scab on my lip. I still have big bruise on my chin which would take years to cover with make-up. Which is another fucking thing I forgot too! Shit!
"Great fucking job, Kagome!" I rolled my eyes and hit myself on the forehead. "Ow, fuck…" My face scrunched up from the sudden spike of pain. 'Nice one idiot..'
I walked back into the room to my bed. I plugged my charger in and charged my phone. I tried leaning back and closing my eyes but I couldn't seem to fall asleep it's like my energy is restless. I don't know what it is but its keeping me awake.
"Use it…" A small and gentle voice whispered to me. I wanted to yell out who's there but it was like I was at ease with this "voice". It almost feels as if it was a part of me in a weird way.
"Use it for good.." She said. It's voice sounded feminine so I'm calling it a she. Somehow I knew exactly what she meant.
"The power…" I lifted my hand up in front of my face. I reached for the vessel and called for it. My hand started glowing a bit lighter pink then it was earlier. Earlier It was like a darkish pink close to black. Now it's a greyish pink. I wonder why. The energy from my hand formed into a ball that hovered maybe a little over 2 inches above my skin. I moved my hand in a back and forth motion. Sure enough the ball followed. I flipped my hand over and waved in the air to see a almost black sparkly light fall down like rain. It kind of reminded me of pixie dust but dark. I winded my hand back and pretended to throw it. The ball of energy shot out and went maybe 4 feet in front of me. So I can shoot it, cool.
Some reason I started getting sleepy, real fast.
I brought the ball and my hand in front of my face again and focused on it.
"What are you?" Were the last words I got out before my body went limp and my eyes rolled to the back of my head.
Darkness consumed me and I couldn't be more happy.
Please forgive me! I'm sorry! It's been crazy in the world of A. And forgive me for the short chapter but, it's either short or longer wait. i thought this was better! But Hey! BIG BIG THINGS HAPPENED IN THIS CHAPTER! For instance like what the fuck happened to Kagome? Why is the energy dark? Well you guys have to wait! :D muahaha
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