Kouga was special... But it's too late.
It was an almost instant reaction. Bankotsu wrapped his strong arms around my slim frame, kissing me back.
But it ended quickly, Bankotsu being the one to pull away. Though he didn't release me, just pulled me against his chest and whispered, "I knew you would pick me."
A soft whine, I believe only I herd echoed from the room next to us. I looked in the direction of which it came. Kouga had done it…He looked so miserable; I felt guilt burn through me like wild fire.
We locked eyes suddenly. His expression changing from sorrow to nothing. A completely blank expression on his face. Though when I felt Bankotsu nuzzle my ear, I swore I saw that sorrow, and hurt. But it was gone before I could be sure.
He turned abruptly, and walking in the vacant bathroom. The door snapping shut as he closed it.
I pulled myself from Bankotsu, Silently in a daze; I walked to the door of the room I had just left. I closed it slowly, then shutting it completely, almost as if I was closing the door on my life, and our friendship.
Bankotsu gently grabbed my hand pulling me down the halls; I was completely oblivious to were we were going. Not feeling the need to pay attention, lost in thought.
Sure, I liked Bankotsu…A lot actually. But…Kouga. There was just something about him…Something he has, that no other person I have ever met had. Not Bankotsu, not my father, my brother, nor any other of my friends.
Kouga…Kouga was special.
But it was too late.
My thoughts were cut short. Bankotsu had pulled me to him, pressing our lips together. My eyes widened suddenly, but closed slowly, it had been my choice. So I ignored the pain of guilt, and kissed back. I felt him smirk into the kiss. I felt him part his lips, nipping my lower lip, asking for entrance. I obliged, parting my own lips, his tongue invading the wet caverns of my mouth. I wrapped my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss.
His hands traveled up and down my body slowly, and suddenly going under my shirt. I gasped quietly, at the new sensation his cold hands made as they caressed my sides, slowly pulling up my shirt. He backing me up slowly, untill the back of my knees hit something making hem bend back, and I fell on something soft.
My eyes opened, as he pulled me higher up the bed. Somewhere along the line, he had pulled my shirt off, and he now kissed slowly down my neck, across my chest, his hands dancing on my bare chest. I moaned quietly, He kissed me again, running his hands threw my hair, his other playing with my nipple, then traveling down to the button on my pants.
That was when reality took hold. I pulled away from the kiss, grabbing his shoulders and pushing him away. "Stop…No more…" I said quietly. "Why?" He asked annoyed. "I…I'm not ready…" I whined, which was the truth, I really wasn't, but it felt wrong at the same time, the guilt over Kouga just wouldn't go away.
"But…" He whispered, moving my hands, kissing and nipping my neck, "you seem to be enjoying yourself so much, do you really want me to stop?" "Y-yes, I d-do." I whimpered, trying to ignore the pleasure, pushing him away again.
He sighed, lowering his head, eyes closed, "Fine." Bankotsu climbed off of me, and picked up his shirt and my own. I just now realized somewhere he lost his as well. He tossed me mine and I pulled it on quickly, sitting upright and looking around the room.
"Is this your room?" I asked. "Ya, Jakotsu's and mine." He nodded stretching. The room was similar to ours, but a few posters and pictures hung around the room. A large TV hung on the wall next to the bathroom door, across from both beds and the main door way. Two large swords hung on the walls next to Bankotsu and what I guessed to be Jakotsu's bed. There room too, lacked windows. "I thought you weren't aloud to have weapons in school, even if they are wall decorations." I said curiously, looking back at Bankotsu. "We pulled some strings. And…" He chuckled darkly, "Those aren't decorations."
I scratched my head chuckling nervously, just as the door slammed open causing me to jump. "BANKOTSU! I HAVE RET-"Jakotsu blinked confused then grinned slyly, "Hellllooo Inuyasha~ what are you doing here…alone…with Banko....On the bed."
I looked at him confused, my head cocked to the side, ears perked, "What do you mean?" I asked curiously. Jakotsu looked at me dumbfounded, and then looked to Bankotsu with a 'what the hell' look. Bankotsu just laughed, shrugging, glancing at me, and then laughing more.
"What…what I do?" I asked smiling nervously. "You really are too innocent for your own good." Bankotsu sighed.
"I was implying that you and Banko here did it, but obviously not." Jakotsu smirked as my face heated. "W-we didn't!" I stuttered embarrassedly. Jakotsu laughed, "It doesn't seem that way, judging by how flustered you are." "That's enough Jakotsu. We didn't." Bankotsu laughed then added, "Well…almost. But he insisted we stopped."
"To bad, I could have got some black mail." Jakotsu joked, walking next to the bed I was on and sitting next to me, "He's no good is he? Bad kisser maybe?" I blushed furiously, and looked down at my lap, ears flat, "No…" I mumbled. "What? Didn't hear you." Jakotsu said, nudging my arm. "No." I said louder. "Then why not do it?" Jakotsu teased. "Shut up." I looked over at Jakotsu, glared angrily, "just because I'm not a slut that will let anyone do me doesn't mean anything. I'm just not ready. So lay off." "Whoa, dude." Jakotsu said, raising his hands, "I was just teasing. Sorry."
I climbed of the bed, walking to the door, about to leave when I felt arms pull me against something large. A hand pulled my face up, planting soft warm lips against mine, "Don't leave…" Bankotsu whispered his warm breath ghosting across my lips. "I don't like being made fun of." I said sternly. "We where just playing, common, we're sorry." He said, leaning down kissing my neck, then shoulder, his teeth grazing across the part where you leave a mark, showing you're taken and that no other alpha may claim you.
My shoulder snapped up and I put my hand over the spot, causing him to raise his head. "What?" He asked surprised, I looked up, and said "No"
"No?" He growled.
"No. Not right now…Please. Not yet." I whispered
"Ugh…"He groaned frustrated. I heard Jakotsu snicker. "I'll stay, but none of that, deal?" I purred, snuggling up to his chest and licking at his jaw line tenderly. "You…I…Fine…." He sighed. Letting me go and walking over to the bed again, I followed, keeping the act of innocent lost puppy, with a light skip in my step, and a goofy smile on my face. When he sat down on the floor, I watched him for a second, until he looked up at me questioningly. "What?" He asked. I shrugged and walked in front of him, sitting in between his legs, leaning my back against his chest.
I smirked when I felt him tense. Jakotsu laughed again, coming down from the bed and plopping down next to us. "TV?" He asked. "Sure." Bankotsu said, wrapping his arms around my waist and resting his chin on my head as Jakotsu flipped on the TV to some random channel showing a popular action movie.
I sighed, and Bankotsu nuzzled my ear affectionately. Inwardly I wished I was with Ginta, Hakaku and Kouga…Especially Kouga…
CHAPTER 11!! :D
I slightly dislike this chapter...Kinda....As much as I love Bankotsu, I like Inuyasha with Kouga. WHICH WILL HAPPEN! This is a Kouga/Inu fic afterall. ;D
Thank you for reading! Stay tuned for the next chapter!
